The actor wants to get a divorce

Lin Zhaozhi's body froze, and his ears were slightly red: "That...you let go first."

Ji An hugged him even tighter: "Don't let go! You tell me first, you won't regret it!"

Lin Zhaozhi had a slight headache, he sighed: "You know... I was just prevaricating Ying Qi."

The boy in his arms raised his head, staring at Lin Zhaozhi with red eyes: "So you don't want to chase me?"

Those eyes stared at him full of grievance and disappointment, Lin Zhaozhi found that he hesitated.

But he still doesn't want to burden Shang Ji'an's life because of sympathy and pity, to pity and equate with his love...

"Jian, I..."

Ji An blinked, and suddenly burst out laughing with a "puchi──".

Lin Zhaozhi frowned.

Ji An let go of him, lazily lay back on the pillow again, and said slowly: "I'm just kidding you, you really take it seriously."

Lin Zhaozhi pursed his lips and said nothing.

Ji An reached out to grab the mobile phone on the cabinet, and muttered alone: ​​"Director Lin, do you really not consider choosing me as the male lead? Look, my acting skills are not worse than those little stars, right?"

Before Lin Zhaozhi could speak, Ji An murmured: "Forget it, I heard that being a celebrity will be dragged away..."

His past was really ugly.

Lin Zhaozhi looked at the calm expression on his face, frowned and said, "I heard about your past from your cousin."

Ji An's hands froze.

He raised his head and smiled awkwardly at Lin Zhaozhi: "Then do you also think that I...is shameless?"

Lin Zhaozhi frowned: "That's not your fault."

Ji An's pupils lit up slightly, and he looked at Lin Zhaozhi in disbelief: "You... believe me?"

Lin Zhaozhi said honestly: "If you said it yourself, I might doubt it, but your cousin has no reason to lie to me."

Ji An's face collapsed again, he rolled his eyes at Lin Zhaozhi: "You don't know how to say something nice."

"If you're honest with me, I promise I'll say something nice to you."

Ji An swiped the phone on and off, swiped it on and off, and suddenly said: "Then let me tell you something, I guarantee that what I said is true and very honest."

Lin Zhaozhi shrugged his shoulders, as if listening attentively.

Ji An drooped his head and groaned for a long time, as if it was difficult to say: "I have never slept with Ying Qi, nor have I slept with his friend..."

Lin Zhaozhi looked at Ji An's shaved head quietly, and suddenly felt that he looked like a pickled egg.

Before waiting for an answer, Ji An became anxious: "It's true! I really haven't slept with them, I just used... my hands... to get them, those photos were taken at that time, I told them , I can only use my hands, if they really dare to do more excessive things to me, I will kill them all with a knife, and then commit suicide."

"My brother was also at that time...he didn't dare to really sleep with me..."

Lin Zhaozhi still didn't speak.

Ji An's face was extremely red, and his voice was a little low: "I have slept with two people."

Lin Zhaozhi raised his eyebrows and looked at him teasingly.

Ji An coughed, "Okay...it's three."

Lin Zhaozhi pouted.

Ji An became anxious, and his eyes turned red: "Really, I really didn't lie this time! There are only three. The first time I gave it to a scumbag. He raped me domestically, so I ran away. The second one was an acquaintance from a bar. Yes, at that time, I felt bored by myself and wanted to find someone to accompany me. He chased me, and I agreed... But it didn't take long to talk, he was just a little boy, eating me, using mine, and beating me, but he didn't The first hit was great."

Ji An's voice was low: "The last one met through playing games. We dated online for half a year and then ran away. He ran away after sleeping three times. Maybe... he didn't like me."

Lin Zhaozhi was silent for a long time after listening.

Ji An frowned: "It's really only three. I haven't slept with anyone since then, so I think this kind of thing is quite boring."

Knowing that he was a liar, but at this moment, Lin Zhaozhi still believed it.

He couldn't read any sign of lying from Ji An's pupils, and he understood how much courage it took Ji An to say such things to him.

"You don't really need to tell me this."

He said at the beginning that this was Ji An's private life. Although he didn't like it or agree with it, he would not really use his own set of life principles to regulate Ji An.

Ji An lowered his head: "I don't want you to think... I'm dirty. Those three men, I'm all very serious about dating... It's normal to do such things in a relationship, right?"

He glanced at Lin Zhaozhi lightly, smiled self-deprecatingly, and said, "Forget it, you still think I'm dirty..."

Lin Zhaozhi frowned: "No."

Ji An smiled: "You want to find a place."

Lin Zhaozhi: "That's my preference, just like I like potatoes, but I don't dislike tomatoes."

Ji An tilted his head and thought carefully, "Hey, it makes sense, so don't you hate this tomato?"

Lin Zhaozhi was amused by him: "What kind of tomato do you have? I think you... are just a braised egg."

"what?"

Lin Zhaozhi pointed to his head.

Ji An subconsciously wiped it, and his face collapsed instantly: "Fuck! Where's my hair! Where's my hair!"

Seeing him moving around on the bed, Lin Zhaozhi hurriedly pressed his shoulders: "Okay, don't move around, you still have injuries."

Ji An felt wronged: "I'm bald."

Lin Zhaozhi frowned: "Are you an idiot? It grew in a month."

"Ugly?"

Lin Zhaozhi nodded: "A little bit."

Ji An reached out to grab the quilt to cover his face, "Ah, I don't have the face to face anyone."

Lin Zhaozhi smiled: "Have you been chatting with ghosts for so long? Actually, it's not that ugly. I'll buy you a hat this afternoon."

"Oh, thank you then, remember not to buy the green ones."

Lin Zhaozhi sat down: "Don't do such stupid things in the future. Those beasts won't be sad when you die."

Ji An: "If I really die, will you be sad?"

Lin Zhaozhi recalled the mottled bloodstains he saw in Ji'an's apartment that day, and even recalling it still makes him feel flustered and uncomfortable, with a chill on his back.

"Yes, I will be uncomfortable."

Lin Zhaozhi couldn't convince himself to ignore that emotion.

Ji An sighed: "Director Lin, you said you are so nice, why don't you like me?"

Lin Zhaozhi didn't even know himself. His feelings for Ji An were very contradictory and complicated. He asked softly, "What kind of person do you want to marry in the future?"

Ji An thought about it seriously, and said, "It's fine if you don't hit me."

Lin Zhaozhi frowned: "What is this requirement? Is this difficult?"

Ji An smiled embarrassedly: "You don't know, I'm particularly easy to attract domestic violence scumbags, and I'm scared of being beaten."

Lin Zhaozhi felt very uncomfortable.

He thought about what Ji Rulang told him, and remembered the days when Ji An was locked up at home by that teacher and beat him every day, his heart tightened bit by bit.

Ji An lowered his head and fiddled with his fingers: "Do you know why I didn't go to the bodyguard?"

Lin Zhaozhi was silent.

Ji An laughed at himself: "I was looking for it at the beginning. I was afraid of being beaten, so I found a few bodyguards, but those bodyguards... were all bought by Ying Qi. I gave them 5 yuan a month. Just give them a hundred thousand."

"They are all professional veterans, and it hurts a lot to beat someone. The bodyguards I hired finally pushed me to the ground and beat me half to death..."

Ji An smiled at Lin Zhaozhi: "Do you think I still dare to find a bodyguard?"

Lin Zhaozhi's breathing tightened little by little: "I...don't know about this, I'm sorry."

"It's okay, it's really okay."

He subconsciously wanted to scratch his hair, but felt even more embarrassed when he touched the bald head.

Lin Zhaozhi stayed with Ji An in the hospital, and at night Ji An asked him, "Don't you need to go back?"

"When will your brother come?"

"He said that my sister-in-law was a little unwell today, so she might not come here."

Lin Zhaozhi frowned: "Then you are alone at night?"

Ji An didn't change his face: "I'm alone, I'm used to it. My brother said that the hospital will bring me food later. I won't be hungry."

Lin Zhaozhi sighed: "Forget it, I'll stay tonight. Don't eat the sick meal. The rice cooked in a big pot is terrible. I'll go downstairs and buy some for you."

He took his wallet and got up to leave.

Just as Lin Zhaozhi left, the door of the ward was pushed open suddenly, and Ying Qi came.

When Ji An saw him, his face suddenly turned pale: "You...why are you here?"

"I was passing by, so I came to see you." Ying Qi walked over, seeing the fear and anxiety in Ji An's eyes, feeling extremely uncomfortable.

"Are you afraid of me?"

Ji An shook his head: "No, no! I'm not afraid of you!"

This is called not being afraid... He almost had those two words written on his face.

Ji An quietly went to grab the phone, Ying Qi's eyes turned cold, and he dropped the phone on the ground.

"Want to call Lin? Ask him to come and save you?" Ying Qi suddenly grabbed Ji An's wrist.

The knife wound on Ji An's wrist hadn't healed yet, and he cried out in pain, "It hurts! It hurts! Ying Qi, let go!"

Ying Qi tightened his strength a little bit, his eyes were scarlet: "Ji An, you like Lin Zhaozhi, don't you?"

He rudely dragged Ji An in front of him, and gritted his teeth: "What's wrong with Lin Zhaozhi? You called him for help the other day, and he told you to go away! You are so cheap, and you still want to post it like that Yes or no!"

Ji An's wrist oozes bright red blood, his voice trembles with pain, "Ying Qi... let me go..."

"Speak! Do you like him!"

Ji An shook his head desperately, his voice trembling: "I don't like him, I don't like him..."

Ying Qisong opened his hands, watched Ji An quickly curl himself into a small ball and hugged him, sneered, and squeezed Ji An's chin: "Massage for me."

"Ah?" Ji An struggled desperately: "Here...not here!"

"Why not?" Ying Qi sneered: "Oh, I'm afraid that Lin Zhaozhi will come back and see him later?"

Ji An begged with a complexion: "Please, Ying Qi, I beg you!"

Ying Qi sneered: "Just once, if you keep dawdling, he will really see it when he comes back later."

Director Lin wants to teach Ji An to resist