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It was evening when Fu Ran and Lin Yang went, and every household at this point was busy preparing the New Year's Eve dinner, and there were not many people on the way up the mountain.

Many are young couples.

A group of lovers walking in front of the two, arm in arm, laughing and laughing along the way.

Fu Ran's eyes turned red with envy as he looked at the hot energy of the young couple.

People who passed by them couldn't help but take a few extra glances when they saw the two tall and long-legged handsome men.

Fu Ran felt sore in his heart, and wanted to squeeze that hand into his palm, and let them all see that such a good-looking person belonged to him.

However, Lin Yang is thin-skinned, and he has never been too intimate with him in public.

He has been dating Lin Yang for so many years, except for a few good friends and a few assistants who have noticed, no one else around him knows that he and Lin Yang are in a relationship, or the year when he and Lin Yang dated for five years , He held a surprise party and invited friends from both sides to support the venue. Only then did everyone know that the two of them were a couple. This shows how low-key Lin Yang and himself are usually.

Even if Fu Ran never showed affection like Jiang Yichen and Gu Qingrang, and didn't want to make Lin Yang feel uncomfortable, he gritted his teeth and stuffed his hands into his trouser pockets.

─On the way to the mountain, there is a huge incense burner in front of the top temple.

Fu Ran went to buy incense and gave it to Lin Yang. Lin Yang never believed in ghosts and gods, and he was absent-minded when he worshiped Buddha. He put the incense in the incense burner, and when he turned around, he saw Fu Ran holding the incense with a serious expression, in all directions After praying over and over again, I still muttered something, I don't know what to say.

Lin Yang couldn't help laughing at that serious look, and burst out laughing with a "puchi".

Hearing the sound, Fu Ran looked over in displeasure. He put the burning incense into the incense burner and muttered: "Xiao Yang is not sensible, so don't argue with him."

Lin Yang was helpless; "Is it necessary?"

I've never seen him believe in such a thing before.

Unexpectedly, Fu Ran looked serious, walked up to Lin Yang, and nodded at him; "I believe it."

God can let him do it again, can return him a healthy Xiaoyang, he is full of gratitude, he has to fear the gods and Buddhas, and dare not have any disrespect.

Fu Ran sighed: "Xiaoyang, I believe this, I don't ask you to believe it with me, but don't say that kind of thing here."

What if the gods listened to them and they regretted it?

Lin Yang was silent for a while, then lowered his head and smiled softly: "Understood, I will donate more incense money later."

Fu Ran was a little relieved, and stretched out his arms around Lin Yang, wanting to kiss him.

Lin Yang was taken aback, "You're going to die, won't you be afraid of being blamed by the gods for doing this kind of thing in a pure Buddhist temple?"

Fu Ran came to his senses, scratched his hair in embarrassment, and smiled: "I can't help it..." I'm used to it.

This temple is not big, but there are many gods enshrined. Lin Yang followed Fu Ran around for a long time, and the backs of those who knelt and worshiped were sore.

He couldn't take it anymore, and frowned: "I...I'll go over there to donate incense money, you can pray slowly by yourself, remember to worship with my share too."

Fu Ran smiled; "Alright."

After Lin Yang left, Fu Ran worshiped all the remaining gods by himself. In front of the Lord Buddha, he knelt straight and clasped his hands together.

The voice was low and hoarse, "I, Fu Ran, have never begged anyone since I was a child. I was born in a wealthy family, and I was born rich and well-clothed. I don't know the sufferings of the world. There is only one thing, I hope you gods will bless you."

"Please bless him for a lifetime."

He solemnly kowtowed three times, guessing that Xiaoyang's incense money had also been donated, and was about to get up to look for Lin Yang, but he turned around and bumped into a monk.

The monk was about fifty years old, and all the beads in his hand fell to the ground.

Fu Ran hurriedly picked it up for him, and apologized repeatedly, "I'm sorry, are you okay?"

The monk nodded and took the beads: "Almsgiver, can you fulfill the regrets of your previous life?"

Fu Ran's face suddenly turned pale, and he looked at the monk in front of him who bowed his head in disbelief, his facial features were somewhat blurred, his fingers were trembling.

"you know?"

The monk recited "Amitabha Buddha" and asked Fu Ran to sit down on the wooden stool beside him.

Fu Ran hid this secret for too long, and too much fear and anxiety were buried in his heart, making it hard for him to breathe.

Now suddenly there is someone who can listen to him, and Fu Ran speaks out all the words in his heart.

"I did stupid things in my previous life and killed my favorite person..."

"He had stomach cancer. I didn't let him see a doctor. I just watched him change from a jumping person to a dying cancer patient, and finally, he became a cold corpse in my arms."

"After he left, I felt that the whole world was so boring. The sky was gray, the air was cold, and time went by so slowly. When I calmed down, the world was full of his shadow. I tried to come out, drink and smoke. Find a friend to fool around..." Fu Ran suddenly smiled: "During that time, I really thought I had let go, I no longer always think of him, I can mention his name to others naturally, and even have thoughts Go to the cinema and watch a comedy movie. I think, if I wait a little longer, I might really forget him."

"But that night, I dreamed of him. I dreamed that he was standing on the school playground, holding a basketball in his hand, and raised his chin towards me. He said, Hey, Fu Ran, come and play with me."

"I woke up right away, I didn't tell anyone, and that night, I climbed up the balcony railing, you know, master, just a little bit, just a little bit, and I jumped off. Then I Thinking, if I die, what will my son do, how will I face him, what will my son do, I have to raise him to grow up, he lost a father, can I make him lose another one? "

Fu Ran stretched out his hand and wiped the corners of his eyes, "The 13 years were really difficult. All my friends around me got married and started families. I went to this person's wedding banquet, and that person's child's full moon ceremony. It was very lively. One night I got drunk from a friend's wedding banquet, and I looked at the two little people printed on someone's wedding candy, holding hands, mouth to mouth, and I cried, and I thought, I could have done this too."

"Since the first day I was with him, I have thought about what my wedding with him will look like, what kind of gift to wear, what kind of ring to buy, and which friends to invite. In fact... I have married him One night in the seventh year of dating, I was watching TV, and I saw someone else’s family of three enjoying themselves, and I suddenly wanted to get married. I even ran to find a friend to book a church for me, but because of a trivial matter, we The two quarreled and fought coldly for more than half a month, and just missed the marriage."

Fu Ran smiled wryly and shook his head: "I didn't expect that once I miss it, it will be a lifetime."

"Later he was so sick that he couldn't stand up, and I proposed again. He was so weak that he had difficulty speaking, but he still took my ring..."

Fu Ran rambled out all the words that had been buried in his heart for a long time.

"It's pitiful for me to look down on me alone and a widow. Every year during the Chinese New Year, I ask me to go there together. I don't want to disturb the relationship between husband and wife. If I go there once or twice, forget it. It's really nice to be alone during the New Year's Eve." lonely."

"I found myself back to 13 years ago, I was so happy, I said I want to treat him well, no matter how he loses his temper with me in this life, I will follow him, but I am afraid, I will I'm afraid that all this is just a dream. I can't tell him yet. I'm afraid that if I scare him, he will think I'm crazy

The monk picked up a pen, wrote the word "Ping An" on the safe sign, and handed it to Fu Ran.

"If the road ahead is too bitter, then look ahead, benefactor."

Fu Ran took it with both hands, staring at the small safety lottery in his hand, silent for a long time, and clenched it tightly.

He bowed to the monk and hurried out to find his most important person.

At this moment, the sky is already dark, and the red glow is covering the sky, and the New Year is coming.

Lin Yang was standing at the foot of the stone steps not far away.

Fu Ran trotted over, "Xiaoyang, I'm done worshiping, and the monk inside even gave me a lottery, look."

He spread out his palm, and showed Lin Yang the autograph with the word "Ping An" written on it.

Lin Yang gave a soft "um", his voice sounded hoarse, as if he had been crying.

Fu Ran looked into Lin Yang's eyes, and sure enough, he saw that Lin Yang's eyes were red.

He panicked instantly: "What's wrong with you? Are you crying?"

Lin Yang: "No."

"You said no? Why are your eyes so red when you're not crying?" Fu Ran was nervous, "Xiaoyang, did I make you angry? Why are you crying?"

When did Xiaoyang cry?

Lin Yang: "No really, it just got smoked."

Fu Ran breathed a sigh of relief, "You scared me to death."

Lin Yang: "Go back, it's Chinese New Year today."

Fu Ran nodded; "Well, go back and make you a New Year's Eve dinner!"

He was about to lift his feet to move forward, but Lin Yang suddenly held his hand.

Fu Ran was stunned for a moment, and looked at Lin Yang who was hidden and dimmed with some surprise.

"you……"

He took the initiative to hold his hand?

Lin Yang snorted softly: "It's fine if you don't want to be dragged."

Fu Ran suddenly clenched that cool hand tightly.

"Go, go home for the New Year."

Fu Ran, every year in the future, you will never be alone.

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Tomorrow's wedding is officially over!

la la la!This chapter actually made me cry again!