A wild horse with a protruding "anus"

Jiang Bin woke up from the wine all of a sudden, he stared blankly at the person in front of him, the breath that made him think about it day and night, now it seemed like a knife was inserted into his heart and twisted half a circle.

The man also looked back at him, as gentle and easy-going as ever, but Jiang Bin couldn't detect any waves in his eyes.

Jiang Bin originally thought that he would grow somewhat this year, but his body was far more honest than his heart. His red face and slightly trembling hands seemed to him to be a laughing stock.He turned around to show off to others that the little junior who once loved him to death with all his heart, after being severely trampled on by him, still never forgets him and is completely devoted to him.

"Hey, you're here!" Zheng Jing got up and greeted:

"Why didn't you pick up your phone when I called you just now?"

"Driving!" He Jian said this, his eyes still fixed on Jiang Bin.

"Stop flirting there, you two, come and sit down!" Zhuang Yanting also laughed.

Jiang Bin was suddenly a little thankful that his back was facing his brothers and sisters. He didn't want them to find out his embarrassment, so he summoned up his courage and said in a low voice, "I'll go first..." and passed He Jian.

After walking a few steps, I can still hear the ridicule of senior sister Zheng Jing:

"Look at you, you didn't say a word when you returned home, the little junior brother must be angry!"

Jiang Bin didn't hear He Jian's reply, and his pace became faster and faster, until he rushed out of the restaurant and came to the bustling street.

When he stopped, his heart was beating violently. Jiang Bin was like a fish out of water, breathing in the not-so-fresh air in the street.

Facing him was the French sycamore tree, which was illuminated by the landscape lights in an eerie green color. Jiang Bin supported one of them to support his weak body.

Gradually, the rationality that had been beaten to pieces just now came back, and he asked cunningly, why he couldn't learn that the man's expression remained the same, and he talked and laughed happily, but ran away in embarrassment again?If Jiang Yirong found out, he would definitely be angry with him, but the reality forced him to admit that he had made no progress in the past year, and he was not tactful enough to deal with such a sudden change.

Faced with such a situation, Jiang Bin only felt helpless, and he gave all his feelings without hesitation back then, so that he could only be so passive when meeting each other in the long years.

The paleness of Jiang Bin's face was reflected in the rearview mirror of the car on the side of the road, and Jiang Bin suddenly felt resentment. He was the one who was abandoned and belittled at the beginning!But why did he still cowardly choose to escape after seeing him now?

Recalling the pain of dying when they just broke up, Jiang Bin clenched his fists, there is no such reason in the world!Even if he gritted his teeth and swallowed it, he would never let that person look down on him!

With such indignation, Jiang Bin readjusted his mood and straightened his back and walked towards the restaurant.When they returned to the private room, the atmosphere was already very lively.

"Why did you come back?" Zheng Jing was filling the wine for everyone, and she couldn't help feeling a little worried when she saw Jiang Bin walking in with a pale face.

"I drank too much..." Jiang Bin smiled, and sat down to pick up peanuts from the vegetables with his chopsticks.

"Then I'll let you off this round." Zheng Jing put down the bottle and poured Jiang Bin a full glass of Coke.

"Come on, let's pay respects to He Haigui! Wish him a bright future!"

When everyone heard the words, they all stood up and toasted He Jian. He Jian still smiled gracefully and thanked each one calmly.

Jiang Bin also clinked glasses with He Jian, and He Jian said in a low voice when the cups touched, "Long time no see..."

This bland sentence made Jiang Bin's hands tremble, and a little of the Coke was spilled out. Jiang Bin laughed at himself, picked up his cup and drank it down in one gulp.

At the beginning, He Jian always said that he was like a child who hadn't grown up. He was already in his twenties and still liked to drink those unnutritious carbonated drinks.But Jiang Bin always hiccups with a smile and thinks to himself that being in love is like drinking Coca-Cola, with sweet bubbles always bubbling in his heart.

Now, this relationship is like a coke that has been put on hold for a long time. The bubbles full of throbbing and dreams have long since disappeared, leaving only half a bottle of sugar water full of memories, which is worthless.

After taking his seat again, Jiang Bin could not escape the fate of being ridiculed.

"Jiang Bin, why don't you talk? It's been a long time since I saw you, Senior Brother Jing, are you shy?" Zheng Jing, who had drunk too much, also talked a lot.

"Mirror" was the nickname Jiang Bin gave He Jian at the beginning, and everyone called him that after that.

"Where...it's too late to be happy!" Jiang Bin picked up a piece of fish and put it in a bowl, without looking at He Jian who was opposite him: "It's just that my brother came back suddenly, I'm a little surprised."

"The mirror is not close to the nostalgia, but want to give you a surprise?"

Jiang Bin smiled, it was indeed a "surprise".

"I still remember that back then you were like the little tail of a mirror. Wherever he went, you went wherever he went. Even the master was jealous!" senior sister Zhuang Yanting also teased.

Jiang Bin poked the fish in the bowl with his chopsticks, and continued to smile.

The seniors and seniors just thought he was shy when they met an old friend, and didn't pay much attention to him, and then took advantage of the wine to play the game of truth or dare.

Jiang Bin held onto a smile to accompany him, but he was asked about He Jian:

"When you saw your mirror senior for the first time, what were you thinking?" The senior sister Zheng Jing asked the question.

Out of the corner of Jiang Bin's eyes, he saw He Jian, who was sipping his wine, suddenly looked up at him, his heart was shocked, and then he suppressed the sourness in his heart and said: "Man is a knife and I am a fish."

This is the truth. When Jiang Bin first saw He Jian, such a nonsensical sentence came to Jiang Bin's mind.

Jiang Bin always felt that love at first sight is definitely a plot only in novels. It wasn't until that day, when He Jian stepped into the dojo wearing a pure white Taoist uniform with a smile, that he tasted the feeling of being completely fallen.

Later, he got acquainted with He Jian, and was even more attracted by his maturity, stability, and gentleness. Jiang Bin, like most first-time lovers, with a primitive enthusiasm and impulsiveness, threw himself into this doomed love story. In unrequited love that ends without a disease.

At that time, he was ridiculed by the seniors in the ashram as "the little daughter-in-law of the mirror family". Let his obsession die.

Naturally, Jiang Bin was unable to analyze his humble missing love to everyone, and was finally found to be a liar and fined three glasses of wine.

Zheng Jing was still a little worried about whether he could stand it, but Jiang Bin was already drinking heroically amidst the applause.

After another round of playing, Jiang Bin was again drawn to answer questions.

"When the mirror left, you didn't come to see it off. If you could go back in time, what would you say to keep him?"

Jiang Bin felt his head getting heavier, shook it vigorously and said truthfully:

"I don't drink Coke anymore."

I have worked hard to grow up and keep up with your pace, please don't dislike me, give me some more time...

God knows how much effort he spent that day to resist the urge to rush to the airport and lay at his feet begging...

He loved so humblely, and he deserved to be abandoned so decisively.

"Coke? Why is it Coke? Hey! Junior?"

Jiang Bin couldn't hear clearly, and fell asleep for the first time.

Jiang Bin woke up on time the next day when he was licked by Jason. He only felt a splitting headache, and he arched his head on the pillow. Only after yesterday's scene did he wake up one after another.

It was the long-lost sourness again. Jiang Bin thought that a rough person like himself would soon forget it in a self-protective way, but unexpectedly, after the memories were washed away by the years, what remained on the beach was forever fresh. pain.Often when I wake up at night, I find tears streaming down my face, I can’t remember what dream I had, only the lingering aftertaste of heart-wrenching pain can’t go away for a long time...

"Are you up?" Jiang Yirong, wearing an apron and holding a spatula, appeared at the door of the room.

Jiang Bin was a little surprised that Jiang Yirong, a slob, can cook. I have known him for almost five years. It is really rare to see him for the first time.

"I'll make fried eggs, and I'll bring you some toast," Jiang Yirong said, looking a little embarrassed by him.

Just as Jiang Bin was about to say something, he stood up and turned his head, only to see a gleaming kitchen knife deeply embedded in his cabinet door...

Jiang Bin stared blankly at the knife, Jiang Yirong touched his nose:

"I chopped that beast last night, but it was blocked."

Jiang Bin continued to be dazed.

"Why would he send you back?" Jiang Yirong said this in a flat tone, but with a tangled expression.

Jiang Bin lowered his eyes and rubbed Jason's hair:

"At the party last night, I didn't know he was coming."

Jiang Yirong pouted, calmly went to the kitchen and turned the poached egg over.

Jiang Bin brushed his teeth, washed his face and put on his clothes, shaking his still heavy head to watch Jiang Yirong help him with toast with poached eggs and meat floss and hot milk...

Jiang Bin knew that this was Jiang Yirong's way of caring about him. Jiang Yirong, who had witnessed the days when he was abandoned and then walking dead, might beat his chest and gritted his teeth with hatred in his heart, but as long as Jiang Bin didn't say anything, he wouldn't ask.

Jiang Yirong is far more delicate than Jiang Bin thought. While he is overprotective of Jiang Bin's old hen guarding his chicks, he is also very concerned about Jiang Bin's feelings.

Jiang Bin ate the toast and gave Jiang Yirong a comforting smile.Jiang Yirong looked away from the window, his smile was uglier than crying...

Jiang Bin packed his briefcase after breakfast, and suddenly remembered something... It seems that he promised last night...

"Ah—" Jiang Bin screamed.

Putting on a bag, took a taxi and rushed to the service center. Most of the colleagues from the project department had arrived. Seeing Jiang Bin rushing in, Miao Keqing asked inexplicably, "What's wrong?"

Jiang Bin panted profusely with sweat and said:

"Is the boss here?"

"I was looking for you just now!" Miao Keqing's answer was the last thing Jiang Bin wanted to hear.

Jiang Bin paced back and forth in the corridor for a few laps but couldn't think of an excuse to prevaricate. What should come will always come. Jiang Bin closed his eyes and turned hard, and stepped into the small dark room.

It seems that Liu Jianshen didn't go back last night, his eyes are black and blue, and his eyes are bloodshot.When Jiang Bin saw him, he was like a mouse seeing a cat. His muscles tensed up and he dared not move.

Liu Jianshen pointed his fingers at the laptop, noticed Jiang Bin coming in and said, "Give it to me!"

It took Jiang Bin a moment to realize that Liu Jianshen meant to ask him to take the mobile hard disk to him to copy the data. He thought Jiang Bin must have finished sorting it out.

Jiang Bin took a deep breath, didn't say anything, took another deep breath, and said in a mosquito voice: "Boss... that... I was drunk last night..."

Liu Jianshen stopped his movements, raised his head and glanced at Jiang Bin.

Jiang Bin almost took a step back from the piercing eyes, managed to stand still, pinched himself hard with the back of his hand behind him, and said vigorously, "Can you give me a little more time? I promise to give it to you before noon!"

Liu Jian stared at Jiang Bin silently, and the soft light could not modify the coldness in his eyes.

"The deadline I mentioned last night is this morning."

Jiang Bin only felt a chill rushing up from the soles of his feet. Liu Jianshen had also severely reprimanded him before, but he always pointed out where he made mistakes and how to correct them.This was the first time Jiang Bin saw Liu Jianshen questioning him in such a gloomy tone.He already had a guilty conscience, and Liu Jianshen's words made him lose his confidence, and he stood there blankly waiting to be criticized.

"I've shown you the schedule earlier. Every node is linked together. It takes time for the advertising company to print the materials. We will meet the first batch of clients tomorrow morning. What do you want me to do to convince them?"

Jiang Bin looked down at his toes, wringing his fingers behind him.Perhaps this looks too much like a child who has done something wrong and is waiting for others to take care of him. Liu Jianshen's tone became colder: "Of course, this is also my responsibility. I shouldn't trust a child who hasn't learned to behave for himself so much. Responsible child, so that..."

"I'm resigning!" The blurted sentence stunned Liu Jianshen and Jiang Bin himself.

Just now, when Liu Jianshen accused him, he felt as if he heard He Jian's voice.

In fact, He Jian has never blushed towards Jiang Bin, even though Jiang Bin will always look like a child who can't grow up by He Jian's side.

Jiang Bin also wanted to get rid of this childishness, but the few times he tried to help He Jian solve the problem, his inexperience made the situation worse.

At this time, although He Jian didn't say a word, his eyes and his sigh made Jiang Bin more terrified than accusations.The grievance in Jiang Bin's heart was suppressed by the fear of being abandoned, so that he didn't dare to defend himself.

Even on that day, when He Jian said that he would abandon him and go across the ocean, Jiang Bin reflexively reflected on what he did wrong because of inertial inferiority complex that made He Jian make such a decision.

After He Jian left, Jiang Bin was still immersed in self-blame, and didn't wake up until he learned that He Jian had planned to go abroad and that he was bringing his childhood sweetheart girlfriend with him.

Faced with such a bloody fact, Jiang Bin didn't know how to view his wholehearted dedication in the past. He couldn't simply deny it with "not worth it", not to mention that it was irreparable.

After thinking about it, Jiang Bin couldn't find any excuse to criticize He Jian.What made me so embarrassed was my own wishful thinking at the beginning, but the crying that I covered my mouth and forced back to my throat because of the remaining bit of self-esteem at the moment of being stung, gradually accumulated into a torrent that was ready to go, what Liu Jianshen said today The words seemed to dig a hole in the fragile embankment, and Jiang Bin's emotions were like a wild horse that had run wild, pouring down in one go, breaking down his precarious rationality.

"Anyway, no matter what I do, in the eyes of an elite like you, it is still immature." Jiang Bin looked directly into Liu Jianshen's eyes and chest heaving and said: "You will never see my progress, you only know how to use your professional knowledge I would like to ask this judge, did you win all the prizes in one step? I can't copy your talent and righteousness, I can only toddle in my own way... this time It is indeed my negligence that I did not complete the task, and I do not expect anyone to take care of me, I will be responsible for my actions!" After saying this in one breath, Jiang Bin felt a kind of masochistic joy in his heart: "I will write my resignation right away. "After that, he walked to the case table, unplugged the power of the laptop under Liu Jianshen's intimidating gaze, and began to tidy up.

When Jiang Bin was walking out with his head down, holding his laptop and some supplies, Liu Jianshen, who had been silent all along, finally said, "Stop."

Jiang Bin stopped.

"come over."

Jiang Bin stood still.

"Did you hear me calling you over?"

Jiang Bin remained motionless.

After a moment of confrontation, Liu Jianshen sighed silently, walked over, took out a handkerchief from his jacket pocket, and wiped away Jiang Bin's tears: "Okay, don't cry, I don't mean to ask you to go."

Jiang Bin was stunned for a moment, then couldn't control himself anymore, and cried while holding his notebook.