Fate starts with sex

In the scorching summer, aggressive heat waves roll from the ground.

Mai Jiaheng dragged his luggage and stood at the intersection with the scorching sun above his head, but felt cold in his heart.

The green light went on and off, and all the people waiting for the light ran across the street, but he stood still.

Big beads of sweat kept sliding down his forehead, covering his eyelids, and he felt that everything he saw was blurry.

Just now, he officially broke up with his boyfriend who had been in love for ten years.

The reason for the breakup was simple, the other party found a cute little boyfriend again.

He is 30 years old this year, has no car, no house, no career, no savings, and in general is what people often say is a no-nonsense person.

He dedicated all his good years to his ex-boyfriend, but it ended like this in the end.

Looking back on the past, my heart hurts like being cut by a sharp knife.

Ten years ago, despite his family's opposition, he followed his ex-boyfriend to this city to work hard.

At first they worked as security guards and delivered newspapers.Although life is a bit bitter, he still feels very happy to be with his lover.At that time, the ex-boyfriend told him more than once that he must be allowed to live a prosperous life.

After five years of struggle, the ex-boyfriend became the company's sales executive from a grassroots salesman, and was reused by the boss.

Their life was easier, and the ex-boyfriend told him not to go out to work, but to enjoy peace of mind at home.

He couldn't hold back the other party, so he left society and devoted himself to serving his lover.

But the years are like a ruthless cutting knife. In the blink of an eye, another five years have passed. The ex-boyfriend has become more and more sophisticated and tasteful, but he washes, cooks, and tidies up the house every day. He never dresses himself up. He is no longer what he used to be That handsome young man's hands became rough, his skin was not as smooth and delicate as before, and there was a layer of faint freckles on his cheeks.

The ex-boyfriend began to alienate him, always thinking that the freckles on his face were ugly.

What can he say?He eats other people's property, lives in other people's property, and people have to bow their heads under the eaves.

Maybe the ex-boyfriend's patience with him has reached the limit.At noon, he prepared a meal at home and waited for the other party to come back. In the end, he didn't expect two people to come back.The ex-boyfriend held the hand of a beautiful boy and told him decisively that the relationship between them was completely over.

His heart was bleeding, but he didn't do anything to hold him back. He just wanted to keep the last bit of humble dignity for himself.

He walked out of the house with his luggage and didn't ask for any compensation.It turns out that no matter how beautiful the love is, it can't stand the test of time. The relationship that he was once proud of finally ended in dismal. He didn't even have the courage to go back to his hometown.

After five years of being almost isolated from the world, and without much money, Mai Jiaheng really didn't know what to do with himself.

He dragged his luggage and walked along the road. There was no road ahead, and he went back. This afternoon he wandered aimlessly on the street.It wasn't until dark that he walked into a bar.At this moment, he just wanted to get himself drunk.

The lights in the bar were dim, and there were not many people inside, only a few couples hiding in the dark and making out.

Mai Jiaheng found out that there were all men from the waiters to the customers, and only then did he realize that he had walked into a same-sex bar.

He sat in front of the bar and ordered a few glasses of wine, and drank heavily, but at this moment, tears also came to join in the fun.

He knew that he was in a state of embarrassment now, and desperately raised his head to hold back his tears.

Suddenly, a stern face appeared in his sight.

The man looked at him blankly and handed him a tissue.

He was flattered, took the tissue, lowered his head and wiped away his tears.

The man said calmly: "Going to the hotel?"

Mai Jiaheng was stunned when he heard the words, and then laughed at himself in his heart, how could there be so many good people in this world, he struck up a conversation with himself because he wanted to have a one-night stand.Maybe it was because of the blow that caused him to give up on himself. After a moment of silence, Mai Jiaheng unexpectedly agreed.

"Follow me." The man left three words and walked outside.

Mai Jiaheng dragged his luggage and followed him out.

The man found a hotel near the bar, and when he paid the deposit and got the room card, Mai Jiaheng was wandering around the door.

The man walked over with a frown and urged, "Come in."

Mai Jiaheng walked in slowly, the man took the luggage in his hand, and walked straight to the elevator.

Looking at the tall back of the other party, Mai Jiaheng hesitated for a moment before following.

After entering the room, the man plunged headfirst into the bathroom. Mai Jiaheng only sat on the sofa for a short while before he came out with his bare, sturdy upper body wrapped around a towel.Mai Jiaheng couldn't help but glanced at him, and found that he was in good condition in all aspects, with a good appearance and body.How can such a person look at himself who can't be found in the crowd?Mai Jiaheng really couldn't figure out the reason.

The man wiped his head with a towel and said, "Go and wash."

Mai Jiaheng agreed and walked into the bathroom.

The warm water washed away the sweat stains on his body, and also washed away his fatigue. Mai Jiaheng felt much better, but when he thought of the absurd things he did, he felt a little sad and melancholy.

He has always been an honest man, doing things well.Persist in not saying anything that goes against your conscience, and not doing anything that violates morality.But now how can you open a room with someone you don't know casually?Would the world collapse without love?Can life go on without that person?How could I be willing to degenerate to such an extent...

Mai Jiaheng seemed to wake up suddenly, turned off the faucet, dried his body, then got dressed and walked out of the bathroom.He was going to tell the man that he hadn't been able to convince himself to have a one-night stand with a stranger, that he would pay for the room, and that he was sorry for wasting his time.

But as soon as he stepped out, the man pulled him onto the bed, and then pulled his clothes with his hands. A few buttons on the short-sleeved shirt were pulled off. He felt a little distressed. This is his latest and most expensive item in recent years. clothing.

"I'll pay you back." The man probably also noticed that the buttons were off, and after making a promise, he came to take off his pants again.

Mai Jiaheng didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and was about to speak clearly when his mouth was blocked tightly.A faint smell of tobacco permeated the air and rushed into his taste organs, making him feel a little pungent.The man kissed violently, without any emotion, like pure venting.At the same time as the kiss, his pants were pulled down, he was startled suddenly, before he could push him away, he felt a hard object pressed against his buttocks, and in the next second, that thing was inserted hard Come in.

Mai Jiaheng snorted, and was pushed back.The tearing pain in his acupuncture point made him unable to speak coherently.

"Aren't you... you don't have a condom... quickly take it out... I won't do it..."

After being reminded by him, the man froze and said, "Oh, I forgot."

Then the lower body began to pump.Move up and advance slowly until you go deep into the innermost part.

"Then you don't have to stop."

"It's too late." Probably afraid that he would resist, the man put his hands on his shoulders, trapping him firmly on the bed.

"You are really unreasonable!" Mai Jiaheng was originally very thin, with thin arms and legs and no strength. He tried to struggle, but the man pressed him like a mountain, making him unable to move.Unable to resist, I had no choice but to stop the other party with my mouth, "Did you hear that, stop now, I don't want to have sex with you... um..."

Mai Jiaheng fainted, and the man actually stuffed his mouth with a towel.

"I will make it up to you."

The man lowered his head and pecked lightly on Mai Jiaheng's forehead, with a hint of consolation, but the movements under his body didn't stop.

Mai Jiaheng's heart was ashamed, he closed his eyes, and let the other party gallop on him...

After finishing, the man went to the bathroom to take a shower.He came out again, took out a stack of red bills from his wallet and placed them by the bedside.

"You rest for a while, and you will be checking out at noon tomorrow."

Mai Jiaheng turned over, turned his back to him, and stretched out his hand to pull up the quilt to cover himself.

After a few seconds, there was the sound of clothes being shredded from behind, followed by the sound of the door opening and closing.

The room fell silent, save for the hum of the air conditioner.Mai Jiaheng lay quietly for a while, feeling a sticky liquid coming out of his buttocks, endured the discomfort and got out of bed, only after walking a few steps did he find that the part that had been ravaged by it was swollen badly, and it would swell as soon as he walked. It hurts.

After entering the bathroom, he touched the injured area, and finally touched a reddish sticky substance.

No wonder it hurts so much, it turned out to be bleeding.

After washing his body, he went back to bed and lay down again.

Turn off the lights and let everything fall into endless darkness.

He curled up, huddled in the corner of the bed, licking his wound alone.

The next day, Mai Jiaheng woke up very early. After he had dressed and washed, he hesitated a little and stuffed the wad of money into his trousers purse.If you want to survive in this city, you can't do without money.The money can temporarily maintain life, and will not end up in the predicament of begging.He decided to go to the talent market to find a job in a while, no matter if it was dirty work, as long as he had a place to stay.

After checking out, he bought a bowl of plain noodles on the street, and walked towards the talent market while eating.

It wasn't until he got there that he realized that he had really been out of society for too long.Regardless of the job, the minimum requirement is to have a college degree or above.He didn't have a diploma, and he didn't have any skills. It was really difficult to find a job.

He wandered around the market with an empty form, never daring to go to the rows of seats for an interview.

People around him came and went, some were dejected, some returned with satisfaction, but he was still hesitating.

It was almost noon, and almost all the recruiters and applicants had left, and only one advertising company was still recruiting.

People have come and money has been paid. If you don’t give it a try, you won’t have a chance.

Mai Jiaheng said so in his heart.

Clenching his fists until his knuckles turned white, he finally walked over.

Seeing someone approaching, the recruiter raised his head and smiled at him.

Encouraged a little, he handed over the empty form.

The other side glanced at the form, then looked at him in surprise.

He bite the bullet and said, "I want to find a job, I can do anything."

The other party asked him what kind of work he had done before, and he shook his head.

The other party asked him again if he had any special skills, but he still shook his head.

A faint sigh floated in the air, as if to feel sorry for him.

He lowered his head, besides the sadness in his heart, there was also a deep sense of powerlessness.

Those youths that were wasted will never come back.

When he wanted to start over, there was no room for him in this society.

He didn't need to guess that he knew that this interview had completely failed.

He said sorry and was about to turn around and leave.Unexpectedly, the other party stopped him.

"Our company still needs a cleaner, would you like to do it?"

"willing."

He didn't know whether the other party saw him honestly or pitied him, but he was happy in his heart.

"Well, when can we start work?"

"anytime."

"Well, first go back to the company with me to familiarize yourself with the environment."

The man packed up his things and led the way, and he followed carefully, with the corners of his mouth curled up uncontrollably.

They came to the entrance of the company by car and looked at the billboards on the outer wall of the building. He thought that this was the best advertising company in the city, and their advertisements were often shown on TV.He is satisfied to be able to work here, even as a small cleaner.

Entering the hall, a strong cold air rushed to his face, taking away the excessive heat in his body, and he felt much cooler.

The recruiter first took him to the personnel department to report, and then handed him over to an old lady who asked the other party to help him arrange work.

The old lady was very enthusiastic, and first took him to visit the utility room, where all the cleaning tools were piled up.Afterwards, he was assigned a job, and he cleaned all the men's toilets in the company.He saw a rusty iron bed in the utility room, and asked his aunt if he could sleep here at night.The aunt said, okay, you can sleep here every day, but first go to the security department to say hello, so as not to be regarded as a thief.

Probably because he was too shy. After saying this, the aunt shook her head and sighed and led him to the security room. She also said, why does your child look like a little white rabbit? It makes people feel distressed when they see it , now this society is very cruel, if you don't become stronger, others will bully you, hurry up, stand up and be a man!

He smiled, it seemed that God did not abandon him, and he met two kind-hearted people in this short period of time.

The aunt accompanied him in the security room to get acquainted, and by the way told everyone not to bully him.

Immediately afterwards, he threw himself into his busy work.