Xiaobing Fang Heng

"Ah!?" Fang Heng immediately explained: "Just say that, one bite! Just one bite!"

Jizhu Karma sighed, "That's all you can do."

Yang Yi smiled slightly: "If he drank all of these, he should get down."

"Who said that!?" Fang Heng turned his head and glared at him: "How many times have you drank with me? The company commander knows my drinking capacity!"

Yang Yi laughed, raised his hand and pushed his head: "Is it fun to be drunk?"

"Don't drink until you're drunk, is that still a man!?" Fang Heng raised his chin and looked at people with his nostrils.

Yang Yi covered his mouth and laughed completely: "Man!? Huh?"

"I'm not? It's not like you haven't seen it!! I..."

"Cough! Hmm!" Lin Feng woke up his throat, shook his head and sighed at the kid's indiscriminate words.

"Really! Didn't we take a bath together? In such a big bathhouse, does he still not see if I have a little brother?"

This time, Lin Feng was also defeated, covering his mouth and shaking his head and laughing.

Jizhu Karma rubbed his temples, and found that this kid is really good at climbing along the pole. I remember seeing him hiding in Tibet a few days ago, and he started to flaunt himself today. I can't treat this kind of person well. Face.

After Fang Heng finished speaking, he glanced back and forth, and then raised a smile on his face: "Company commander, drink."

Jizhu Karma picked up the tea mug and touched him, took a sip, and said with a smile: "This time I performed very well, and I will continue to maintain it in the future."

"En!" Fang Heng nodded obediently, seeing Lin Feng take Jizhu Karma's tea mug for a glance, then put it back, glanced at the military rank on his shoulder, and said thoughtfully: "Chief, we should have met pass?"

"Lin Feng." Lin Feng pursed his lips and smiled, and said kindly: "I have been to your company several times before, and I have a good memory."

"Oh." Fang Heng nodded, he wanted to ask something, but he couldn't ask, scratching his heart and lungs, but he could only hold his head down.

Seeing that Fang Heng didn't speak, Lin Feng picked up his wine glass and knocked on the table: "Will you have a drink with me?"

"Eh!? Oh!" Fang Heng raised his head hastily and handed over the cup: "Chief, I respect you."

"What do you respect?"

"You got us out."

Lin Feng smiled and took a sip: "Even if we don't save you, you are not in danger."

"Of course you can't say that, the meaning is different!" Fang Heng opened his round eyes with a serious face: "If this is a real war, it will save our lives!"

Lin Feng laughed: "Now there is a treaty for prisoners of war. As long as you don't resist stubbornly, ordinary people are not interested in killing you."

"I wounded one of their men."

Lin Feng raised his finger and pointed to his nose: "Isn't this calling back?"

"But..." Fang Heng rubbed his nose and got confused, blinked his eyes, and couldn't figure out where he was in the debate with Lin Feng.

Lin Feng and Jizhu Karma laughed when they saw this small picture, Jizhu Karma raised his hand and rubbed Fang Heng's furry head, and said jokingly: "You can't beat him with ten heads, so you should shut up obediently. "

Fang Heng pursed his lips and stopped talking.

Yang Yi, who had been listening to their conversation with a smile, raised his hand and patted Fang Heng's shoulder, and asked with concern, "Can I drink with a nose injury?"

"Ah?" Fang Heng thought for a while: "It should be fine, right?"

"Drink less."

"I didn't drink much, just this jar, and I haven't finished it yet."

Yang Yi nodded, squeezed the tea mug and lightly touched the cup in Fang Heng's hand, making a crisp sound, and said with a low laugh, "I remember drinking with you a lot."

"That's what you said." Fang Heng pursed his lips, thought for a while, and leaned into Yang Yi's ear and whispered, "Shall we go to another place to drink?"

Yang Yi was silent for a while, then shook his head: "There will be opportunities in the future."

"That's different, this is Tibet."

"It's the same everywhere." Yang Yi narrowed his eyes a little bit, and smiled softly on his brows, clearly conveying a silent hint that as long as you are there, it is enough.

Fang Heng hooked the corner of his mouth, bit his lower lip, lowered his head happily and took another sip of wine, his eyes fell on Yang Yi's bright lips after being stained with wine, his heart felt as uncomfortable as being scratched by a cat, just thinking about it What to say, the shoulder was held down by a hand, neither light nor heavy, as if it was placed casually, Fang Heng turned his head and saw that Lin Feng was looking down at Yang Yi, with a smile on his mouth, but his eyes were unclear.

Yang Yi was frightened into a cold sweat by Lin Feng's warning gaze. Looking back on the interaction between the two people before, although he didn't say anything, he also understood that as long as he and Fang Heng looked at each other, the eyes would be entwined. Sticky and inseparable.

It's dangerous, really dangerous, there are people everywhere, what if someone sees something?

Silently watching Lin Feng turn around and go out, watching Fang Heng pick up the tea mug angrily, watching Jizhu Karma's eyes sweeping over, Yang Yi closed his eyes vigorously, took two deep breaths, and calmed down. With his heart tightening suddenly, Fang Heng said, "Where's Yue Zitong? Did you see anyone?"

"Huh?" Fang Heng looked around, pointed to the distance and said, "Isn't it over there?"

"He seemed to be looking for you just now."

"Oh! Then I'll go and have a look." Fang Heng got up in a fright and walked out.

Jizhu Karma waited until Fang Heng left, took a deep look at Yang Yi, got up and walked out with a sigh.

Yang Yi thought for a while, and followed Jizhu Karma.

The two walked a hundred meters away one after the other, and after confirming that there was no one around, Jizhu Karma turned around and frowned at Yang Yi, and said sharply, "Are you crazy, aren't you!?"

Yang Yi lowered his head and said nothing.

"Since last night, the problems have come up one after another. Don't you want to work in the army anymore!?"

Yang Yi sighed and promised: "I will pay attention to it in the future."

Jizhu Karma glanced at him resentfully, took out a cigarette from his bag and threw a cigarette over there, then sat cross-legged on the ground, and smoked sullenly.

Yang Yi frowned and glanced at the camp, and sat opposite Jizhu Karma, neither of them spoke for a while.

After being silent for a long time, Yang Yi said nana: "This matter...you have talked to Instructor Lin, right?"

"En." Jizhu Karma responded, raised his head and looked at Yang Yi: "As far as your virtue is concerned, no one can hide it, it will happen sooner or later!"

Yang Yi licked his lips and said abruptly, "Thank you."

"Thank you for what? I'm upset!"

"..." Yang Yi's heart sank a little more, and he explained in a low voice: "Maybe it's because I was injured, so I...will..."

Jizhu Karma raised his hand to interrupt him: "If you want to go on seriously, I beg you to be more self-conscious. If you are playing for fun, you should divide it as soon as possible. This thing is a fire. It looks beautiful and warm. I really want to hug it. could be scalded to death."

"..."

Jizhu Karma waited for a while and saw that Yang Yi didn't speak, so he could only continue to say: "At first, I really didn't want to worry about it. If it wasn't for the relationship between the two of us, I would have talked so much nonsense with you!"

"I know." Yang Yi responded in a low voice: "I know it's difficult for you, so it's right for me to leave Qilian, at least I can avoid suspicion by staying far away."

Jizhu Karma nodded. This is indeed the only feasible way at present. He took a deep puff of the cigarette in thought, watched the white mist rising in front of his eyes, and said, "I quit smoking for almost six years. Now it's on again."

An inexplicable sentence made Yang Yi a little confused.

Jizhu Karma looked at him and continued: "I knew it was not a good thing, it was a slow poison, but I couldn't hold it back. Do you know when I started smoking again? In the last year of special warfare, some Things were lost like that, and I couldn’t hold back, so I started to torment myself.”

"A lot of pressure?" Yang Yi looked at Jizhu Karma looking up at the sky, something flickered in his eyes, very obscure, even if he tried his best to restrain himself, he couldn't hide his loneliness.

"Stress?" Jizhu Karma laughed: "It's okay, the most important thing in my heart just disappeared inexplicably, and the emptiness should be a kind of stress, so I wanted to fill it with more things. , find something for myself to do, to train desperately, to go out on missions, as if I have completely thrown myself away, and the body and mind are separated, so I won’t feel uncomfortable.”

"Why?" Yang Yi couldn't understand, and wanted to choose silence, but Jizhu Karma's expression gave him a desire to talk, so he asked along the topic.

"Why?" Jizhu Karma fell back, looked up at the sky, the sparks pinched between his fingers were faintly visible, and said with some confusion: "Because I was too enthusiastic when I was young, I didn't think about anything. Then he rushed out with a blank head, his reason was controlled by his emotions, but he didn't have the ability to control his own life, so after losing the most important things, he could only toss and blame himself."

"Emotion?" Yang Yi raised his eyebrows.

"Yes." Jizhu Karma nodded, "It's a very important relationship."

"So what now? Have you overcome it?" Yang Yi probably understood what Jizhu Karma meant, was he reminding him that if he wanted to grasp the relationship between himself and Fang Heng, he must first have the ability to fully control his own life?

"No, as I get older, that unreliable feeling becomes stronger and stronger, and I'm afraid I won't be able to overcome it in this lifetime."

"..." Yang Yi bit his lip, feeling a little flustered in his head. In fact, even at this moment, he always had a premonition that he would step on the air and fall to his death. Regarding Fang Heng, he had deceived himself and avoided it, but he was in front of him. I lost myself in the enthusiasm and initiative, no matter how happy I am at the moment, I still can't hide the uneasiness deep in my heart.Therefore, in this ambiguous conversation, it was like a wake-up call that pulled him out of the wonderful illusion again.

"Yang Yi." Jizhu Karma looked at the past deeply: "I can only say these things about you, neither to stop nor to approve. After all, there are no insurmountable problems in this world, but there are obstacles everywhere. So no matter which step you can take in the end, you have to step on it now. I still remember that you said that you will continue to work in the army and reach the highest point you can reach. This is your ideal. Don't be disappointed."

Yang Yi nodded and smiled wryly: "Do you mean to find a balance point?"

"I don't know." Jizhu Karma shook his head: "Whether it's a choice or a common move forward, you have to make your own decision."

"..." Yang Yi frowned, sighed faintly, choose?How can there be such a good choice?Otherwise, today's self would not be sitting here helpless.

Jizhu Karma realized that he had finished what he should say, so he pressed Yang Yi's shoulder heavily, and stood up: "Don't drink when you go back, it's almost enough, and you can order it as soon as you can."

"Yeah." Yang Yi nodded, but didn't move, looking up at him: "I'll sit for a while."

Jizhu Karma didn't speak any more, turned around and walked out.

Yang Yi heard the footsteps behind him gradually drifting away until they disappeared. He lay down on the ground as if exhausted. Looking at the stars in the sky and the figure emerging from the moon on the silver plate, Yang Yi suddenly smiled wryly.

It's really hopeless, it's clear that rationality knows how to deal with it is the best, but there is only that face in front of my eyes, delicate and small, with crescent-like eyes, every frown and smile are so lovable, the only one On the face, there were murmurs echoing in the ears, the voice imprinted on the heart.

Platoon leader, I like you, I really like you, I like you very much...

Actually... if feelings are so easy to control, surely the company commander wouldn't show that face uglier than crying, would he?

Yang Yi shook his head and smiled, and patted his forehead with the back of his hand, forcing himself to wake up. He should have his own opinions on Fang Heng's affairs, and he should not be easily shaken. Everyone's way of life is different. Similarly, the company commander's experience may not represent everything.

It's just...Yang Yi frowned slightly, recalling the previous conversation, it was very scattered and vague, it's hard to imagine that such a veiled statement would come from the mouth of the company commander who always likes to be straightforward, as if he wanted to tell What is he, but he can't express it clearly.

I quit smoking for many years, six years, and I had an unforgettable relationship. I broke up in the last year of the special forces, and I still can't heal up to now...

The scattered clues are strung together, but they can't figure out why. Yang Yi thought about it for a long time, and then he couldn't help laughing. He realized that he still has time to take care of other people's affairs. , It's really confusing.

Here, Fang Heng was fooled by Yang Yi to go to Yue Zitong's side, and after a few words, he found out the truth. He turned his head and saw that Yang Yi was no longer in his seat.

Fang Heng was absent-mindedly talking to Yue Zitong, while looking over there, he saw Lin Feng walking back slowly, and after a while, the company commander also returned to his seat, but he never saw Yang Yi, so Fang Heng sat down again. I couldn't help it, I held back for a while, but felt as if my butt was being pierced by a nail, so I simply explained to Yue Zitong, and slipped away again.

Seeing him coming, Lin Feng turned his head and asked, "Do you want to drink again?"

"No..." Fang Heng shook his head and looked at Jizhu Karma: "Company commander, I'm looking for the platoon leader."

Jizhu Karma raised his eyebrows, pondered for a moment, and gestured with his chin: "Where are you sobering up?"

"Oh." Fang Heng thanked, turned around and was about to leave, but was stopped by Lin Feng.

"Why go?" Lin Feng asked.

"That, platoon leader..." Fang Heng stood up and spoke timidly.

"Can he still lose himself? You don't need to take care of it, just drink it yourself."

Fang Heng pursed his lips and said nothing, his eyes were stained with a little stubbornness.

Lin Feng turned his head and glanced at Jizhu Karma, and laughed: "The soldiers in your company are quite humane, stick to them wherever you go."

Jizhu Karma had long been speechless with Fang Heng's stickiness, exhaled, and patted the seat next to him: "Hey, sit here, I'll be back later."