Xiaobing Fang Heng

The 'click' sound of the lock made Yang Yi turn his head, looked at the child leaning against the door, and suddenly found himself back to the time when they had an intimate relationship, a separate space, a locked door, only himself and this The child... the Adam's apple slipped, and the heart trembled faintly, but in the end he hesitated to speak, lowered his head and dragged out a chair, and sat down gently.

"That..." Fang Heng walked to Yang Yi's side hesitantly, stood there for two seconds, saw that Yang Yi was not looking at him, so he pinched, dragged out the chair beside Yang Yi, and sat down.

"What's the matter?" Yang Yi suddenly raised his head and looked over, his eyes were straight, with obvious alienation and rejection.

Fang Heng scratched his thumb and didn't know what to say. Originally, he just made up his mind to talk to Yang Yi and get closer to him, but Yang Yi looked at him like this, so he could only panic and think The topic that was about to be thrown away was picked up again, and he said hesitantly, "The company commander...doesn't he let you lead the training again? That is, the extra training that night?"

"Yeah." Yang Yi nodded, his eyes swept over Fang Heng's face, he didn't dare to look at it, but he couldn't bear to look at it, and finally felt that the self-limitation of these days was useless at all, and things like feelings were really getting worse. The more difficult it is to control self-control, it's like the moment a rubber band stretched to the extreme rebounds, even he can find out how repulsive he feels when his eyes fall on Fang Heng's face How eager, how clamoring rationally, how obsessed with eyes, it turns out...unknowingly they have sunk so deep.

Yang Yi fell into a trance, struggled hard to get out, reacted, and hurriedly added, "I have a lot of things recently, and I don't have time to lead troops, but your training can't be delayed, right? Let someone else lead it."

"Oh." Fang Heng nodded, his face was burning hot, firstly because he was embarrassed, and secondly because he was watched by Yang Yi, who has always looked at himself with this kind of gaze, not because he couldn't find it, but because he didn't want to To get to the bottom of it, but when everything was on the table, he suddenly felt so ashamed that he didn't know how to control his expressions and movements.

After a few conversations, the atmosphere became tense again. In the quiet conference room, there was only the sound of raindrops hitting the ground, occasionally mixed with the sound of thunder from afar, passing through the window and penetrating the eardrums. The thunder was very small. , seems to be gradually going away.

The long silence made the embarrassment continue to spread, brew, and fill. Yang Yi finally opened his mouth first, "Is there anything else?" He has to leave here. He can control his behavior, but gradually he cannot control it. The heart that was not bound well, the bandage wrapped around the outside seemed to be gently pulled by a hand, he kept spinning, and the fresh and lively heart was about to be revealed dizzily.He had to leave, desperately wanting to get out of this environment, so that he could tidy himself up again.

Fang Heng heard the meaning of Yang Yi's words, and tightened his grip on his thumb a little more, and hurriedly said, "Yes! There are other things!"

"What?" Yang Yi didn't expect that he really had something to say. After being slightly dazed, he let go of his tense muscles and looked straight at the other party.

"That..." Fang Heng gritted his teeth and said, "I want to say sorry to you."

"What?" Yang Yi frowned.

"If I didn't look for you at the beginning, maybe... Anyway, I think I am also responsible for this matter. You said that I should leave it alone. I don't think it's appropriate no matter how I think about it, so... I want to say, what can I do?"

Yang Yi laughed dumbfounded, and wanted to rub Fang Heng's head subconsciously. He never thought that Fang Heng would say these words. It was very unexpected, unexpected and even a little weird. The strong sense of disobedience made him always feel that the person opposite him It's someone else, not the child whose head is full of fun and hasn't grown up yet.

Embarrassed by Yang Yi's smile, Fang Heng raised his leg and kicked his chair, and said seriously with a straight face, "What I said is true. If you need to explain something to the company commander, you can tell me directly."

Fang Heng's earnestness made Yang Yi stop the smile on his face, took out a cigarette and lit it silently, he had to think about it, after laughing, he always felt uncomfortable, as if he took the responsibility down on the one hand It is to make up for my mistakes, and on the other hand, I also want to do my last bit of effort. To put it bluntly, it is the last point of persistence before separation, for the persistence of this relationship.

Therefore, after doing everything that can be done, and recalling this inexplicable relationship with the same sex in the future, it can be regarded as a clear conscience.

So, what about Fang Heng?What does it mean for him to stand up at this time?

Yang Yi had to think, just like him, try his best and never owe him any favors, can he be more comfortable?

Yang Yi leaned back in the chair and looked at Fang Heng deeply, his mouth was very bitter, and the smell of nicotine made his nose sore even more.

He admits that he should stop and whine, and he still wants to have some so-called delusions. He hopes that these things he did last can be remembered by Fang Heng, just like those wonderful plots in some love stories, which can move Fang Heng. It can let Fang Heng really see himself.

It's a pity that a love story is always a love story, so beautiful and dreamy, it makes people feel that the truth, goodness and beauty in this world are at your fingertips, but in reality?If you don't like you, you just don't like you. No matter how much the person pursuing you pays, the most you get back is gratitude and guilt. What else can you have?Love has never been a sale, cannot be traded, always has been.

Yang Yi wanted to leave, but he couldn't move, so he could only mumble, "Why do you think you are responsible? I don't think you have any responsibility for this matter. You don't know anything, do you?"

Fang Heng bowed his head and said nothing, he knew, of course he knew that Yang Yi liked him, he was not blind, how could he not see such obvious behavior and gaze?I just don't want to know.

Seeing Fang Heng's silence, Yang Yi thought for a while and passed the cigarette in his hand, "Do you want to smoke?"

Fang Heng looked at the cigarette stick in front of him, hesitated, and finally shook his head.

"Well, it would be great if I could really quit." Yang Yi nodded, as if he had suddenly found his position, put on the posture of an officer, and said persuasively, "It's all in the past anyway, don't think too much, what should I do?" So that's it, be a good soldier, refuel yourself, don't go looking for the company commander, let's talk about it here, there is no need to make trouble with the company commander, the company commander has his own difficulties, doesn't he?"

"Why did the company commander know?" Fang Heng looked up at him, "Is it because the company commander knew about it?"

Yang Yi smiled helplessly, and laughed at himself, "I was cheated, this scout is really a waste of time, and his tone is not strict at all."

"Why did he lie to you?"

"?" Yang Yi raised his eyebrows and sighed secretly. This is also what he was curious about. Where did the company commander see it?

Seeing Yang Yi's performance, Fang Heng immediately confirmed that he guessed right, and looked over guiltily, "So, it's still the thing I mentioned, right?"

In fact, Yang Yi didn't really want to pursue the reason. Now that the truth has been revealed, the process is not too important. Even if the trouble is understood, what can be done?Can he still remind himself not to do it again?That's okay?Accidentally fell in love with a man who has already let him fry in the oil pan once, and come for a second time?Rather than how to reveal his secrets, he would rather remind himself not to fall in love with someone who shouldn't be foolishly in the future.

Yang Yi waved his hand and said with a smile, "I said I didn't pay attention on weekdays, that's enough, let's not talk about this matter, do you have other things? If you don't, then go back." After finishing speaking, he turned his wrist to look Looking at the time, it was a few minutes before 22 o'clock, "Get ready to rest."

Fang Heng nodded, and quickly shook his head again, "The last thing, how does the company commander plan to deal with it?"

At this time, Yang Yi had already stood up, and said easily, "It's okay, the company commander is good, you won't do anything to me, but you, be more serious during training, don't run into the company commander because of this, let's talk about him first." He was your officer in the first place, and besides, this is his duty, so he is right to take care of it."

Fang Heng nodded humbly, "I will not have any opinion on the company commander because of this matter, absolutely not." The company commander touched him too deeply. From the day he joined the army, the position of the company commander in his heart cannot be shaken. Needless to say, Yang Yi didn't put any grievances on the company commander himself.To put it bluntly, that is the real superiority, not even the idea of ​​resistance.

Seeing what Fang Heng said, Yang Yi stared at him for two seconds to confirm that he was telling the truth, so he nodded with confidence and pushed the chair, "Okay, let's go."

Fang Heng got up silently, and watched Yang Yi stride to open the door, so eager to wait, made his anxiety and confusion aggravated a bit, and always felt that once the door was opened, he and Yang Yi would really belong to each other.

The lock was unscrewed with a slight sound, and time and space seemed to be pulled infinitely long. He watched the hand on the lock twist and pull back, and the door was opened little by little. He suddenly panicked, as if being pulled Locked in a vast and boundless darkness, he groped forward by relying on an oil lamp. Now that the oil in the lamp was exhausted, the flame was slowly weakening. Looking at the faint light, he didn't know what to do. He was anxious, flustered, and at a loss. And fear, always negative emotions swarmed in, almost without thinking deeply, he couldn't wait to press Yang Yi's hand, and closed the door back.

Then, he woke up suddenly, looking at the confused man in front of him, his mind was in a mess, and he froze on the spot.

"Anything else?" Yang Yi asked him.

Fang Heng shook his head, a little frightened by himself, he didn't know what to do, he could only stare blankly at Yang Yi, and finally said awkwardly in his insightful eyes, "That...you will still be my platoon leader Right? No, we, our platoon leader, won't leave, will we?"

Yang Yi pursed his lips and smiled, hesitated for a few seconds, then nodded, "Of course."

"Oh." Fang Heng breathed a sigh of relief, "That's all, it's over."

Yang Yi turned to open the door, sighed quietly in a place where Fang Heng could not see, finally opened the door and walked out.

After turning off the lights and going to bed, Fang Heng closed his eyes with the corners of his mouth curled up as he listened to the fading sound of the rain outside the window.

The confusing rainy season is finally over, and the sun is shining brightly next.

He looked forward to the fact that there would never be such a rainy season again in the future, and that there would never be such anxiety and panic like before today.

However, no matter what, he never thought that the next day would be the real storm in his life.

It was a very chaotic day, with ups and downs like a ship sailing through a storm.

At 6 o'clock in the morning, the loud bugle sounded on time.The officers and soldiers of the whole company woke up and started their morning exercises after getting up and freshening up. They cross-country for five kilometers with light loads.

Fang Heng is used to running such a distance, as if he has to eat every morning when he wakes up, so relaxed and even to the point of refreshing and relaxing.

It rained all night and the ground was very muddy. The neat team would always avoid puddles, and it was a little scattered. Although the team pays attention to not being afraid of being dirty or suffering, the problem is that the continuous rain makes the body too dirty. Do you have to keep changing it?How many changes of clothes does a person have?So the company commander took them around.

Fang Heng ran in the middle of the team, and his eyes would occasionally fall on the back of Yang Yi's head. Being able to see people made him feel very at ease. His light body seemed to be restrained by something, and he would not drift away casually.

Although, Yang Yi never looked back, and he didn't even look at him when he came back from the end, but Fang Heng really felt that today's weather was very good, with thin clouds covering the sky, blocking the fierce sunlight, and a gust of wind. Smelling the clear smell of the soil, even the leaves on both sides of the road were washed green and shiny by the rain, exuding fresh vitality.

Such a day of physical training is the most enjoyable.

After breakfast, the company commander took them to the shooting range to practice shooting, but Yang Yi was absent.

Fang Heng is no longer afraid of the gunfire of the nine-five-step gun. As Yang Yi said, the sound of the nine-five-step gun is much softer, the recoil is also small, and the stability is high. I can hit the target, and occasionally I am lucky, and I can hit a few full rings.

While waiting for the next set of shots, Fang Heng listened to the sound of the guns and gradually began to lose his mind, remembering the time when Yang Yi practiced shooting.

He remembered that Yang Yi said that he was the king of guns. This is really not bragging. Yang Yi's stability is very strong, his hands are very steady, and his reaction is fast, especially in pistol shooting training. Within the aiming time, seven bullets were fired one after another, all hitting in the middle.And this is just fixed shooting. In terms of mobile target shooting with military actions, it can be said that it is the strongest in the Seventh Company except for the company commander.A set of movements is like flowing clouds and flowing water, very handsome, one after another gunshots, each bullet hits the target, a small red circle is drawn, indicating where to hit, without any ambiguity.

Fang Heng still remembers that when he saw Coach Yang Yi’s demonstration for the first time, he opened his mouth in surprise, and realized afterwards that his cheeks were sore. But once the shot was fired, it didn't matter whether it would hit the hostage, the bullet simply didn't know where it flew.

And every time at this time, Yang Yi would always look at him sadly, and said sadly, "Comrade Fang Heng, you have already been killed." Then, with a bright smile, he waved his arm, "Next."

"Boom!" The gunshot rang out, piercing the sky.

Fang Heng woke up suddenly, looked around, and suddenly found that he was inexplicably disappointed not to see Yang Yi on the shooting range.

After the shooting training was over, all the members returned to the camp. When they assembled, the instructor Le Zhengdong stood happily in front of the team and said, "Everyone has worked hard, and I am here to announce the good news."

"The division has issued awards for our reconnaissance battalion's disaster relief operations. Have you seen that?" Le Zhengdong stretched out his hands behind his back, and with a shake of his hands, a vermilion pennant with golden tassels and gold letters unfolded , with a few large characters written on it, "Excellent Reconnaissance Company".

Everyone's mouths burst into laughter, and even Jizhu Karma walked around the flag with a click of his tongue, snatched it up and admired it slowly, not to mention the rare energy on his face, I'm afraid he would like to hang it around his neck run a lap.

Le Zhengdong left the pennant to Jizhu Karma to admire slowly, and then said, "Also, the team members who entered the disaster area this time will get a collective third-class merit!!"

Those who didn't go in peeped at each other, those who went in were stunned for a moment, and then laughed directly.

"Hush, shush!" Fang Heng was laughing happily, when he heard the voice, he turned his head to look over, Yue Zitong winked at him, and gave a thumbs up covertly.

Fang Heng's eyebrows and eyes were crooked in a smile, and his white teeth were brightened a little more. He was so excited that he wanted to rush forward to hug him, and screamed a few times.

Collective third-class work?

What concept?

Although there are no medals and good news, there is also a certificate of merit. Not to mention the money after retiring from the army and changing jobs. If you stay in the team, you can be promoted or promoted half a year in advance.This really reduces the time of suffering, and it takes luck and dedication to get it back.Most importantly, it's an honor!As soon as the resume is taken out, another group third-class merit is taken with a 'snap', that is really arrogant! !

For a while, the team whispered, and those who didn't go in were quite critical. Although they didn't dare to discuss it, their eyes were indeed not very good, especially when their eyes fell on the faces of Fang Heng and Yue Zitong. Questioned, the recruit took this honor, no matter how you look at it, it also opened the back door.

Why! ?

But no matter how uncomfortable I feel, no one will question the fairness of this collective third-class merit in front of Quanlian, so I endure it, whether I will discuss it after I come down, and whether I will ask the leader for an explanation, that is not necessarily the case .

Le Zhengdong definitely wouldn't explain it, even if someone came to him, there was nothing to say, he saw with his own eyes how hard the soldiers transferred to the disaster area were.

Not to mention the first time when every second counted, when the heavy rain hit the body, it hurt, who would dare to take a step back?

Rescue property in the back, on the muddy road, those who dig bricks dig bricks, those who carry wood carry wood, even the dead pigs and cattle have to be dragged out to count, and the refrigerator and washing machine weighing several hundred catties has to be carried from there to here by one person One side, one side and another, he felt distressed when he looked at it, he simply didn't treat people as human beings.

He felt that he deserved this honor, even the two little ones didn't say special care, what to do, he didn't shed a drop of sweat or put in a little less effort than anyone else!

The whispering never subsided, Jizhu Karma accepted the silk banner, his eyes fell on the faces of Fang Heng and Yue Zitong first, then looked around, and said, "This is a good thing in pairs, but I also want to say something, let's talk about it." Good things come in threes! How about it!?"

With one mouthful, it attracted everyone's attention.

Jizhu Karma grinned, "I believe everyone knows about the training of special forces, right? We have to send at least 4 people there, and everyone knows who they are. I believe you have discussed it in private, so I won't name them." It's time, so I don't come back in a hurry, shame on me!"

Immediately, someone laughed. This is of course a joke. The special forces recruit and select the entire military area every year. More than 100 people are needed. Dozens of them choose one. The elimination rate is frighteningly high. ?After the company commander said this, he put the matter on the bright side, which saved a lot of embarrassment.

"Of course!" Jizhu Karma walked two steps back and forth, letting go of his voice, "This is not good news, the good news is to have dinner tonight! After drinking, smash the bottle! Practice for your comrades in arms!"

"Okay!" When they heard that there was wine to drink, all the staff laughed.

"And..." Jizhu Karma gasped, and continued, "The dinner tonight is with the Silian brothers. First, I'm here to help the brothers practice, and second, I'm here to celebrate, to celebrate Leilian's promotion! Commander! Call the company commander as soon as possible today, and you will have to call the battalion commander later! Cough! Of course, I don’t object to you calling him Leiying in advance tonight! Give him a few more drinks and give him a party Next! Is there any problem!?"

"No!" replied in unison.

"Okay! I remember! If people go out vertically, they will all have 40 kilometers tomorrow!"

"no problem!"

When Jizhu Karma heard the answer from the group of soldiers under him, he immediately laughed, very happy, his eyes flashed with wicked light, just waiting to kill all directions at night!Make a fuss!

It was disbanded at noon, and people in twos and threes got together to discuss, some said that they were excellent companies, some said that they had third-class collective merit, some said that special forces were selected for training, and some said that Lei Gang was promoted to the battalion.

Fang Heng listened with his ears upright, and finally asked Yue Zitong to find out the latest news.

Lei Lian had already planned to be promoted to the battalion, and he performed well in this disaster relief. He led the troops through the dangerous landslide area and walked more than 20 miles into the village. As the first batch of officers and soldiers to arrive, Lei Lian Unruffled in times of danger, with strong adaptability, a series of orders were immediately arranged to minimize the initial disaster losses, and also paved a good start for the large troops to enter later.This promotion to the battalion can be said to be promoted with a halo, and the leaders of all parties have unanimously praised it.

After listening to it, Fang Heng admired his company commander, and defended his company commander. He said that the company commander did not lose his efforts. The outside arrangements were so good and orderly. The performance of the company commander was no worse than this. ...

After listening to the complaint, Yue Zitong shrugged, "The military law is very clear. There is always a gap between the front line and the logistics. Besides, the relationship between our company commander and Lei Lian doesn't matter, does it?"

Fang Heng nodded, thinking about it. I heard that the two were brothers who died, and they really didn't care about credit. Moreover, the situation was critical at the time, so who would think about that?Besides, their company commanders won't be promoted until some days later, there is always a chance.