Xiaobing Fang Heng

There are some words that need not be stated, and they cannot be stated clearly. Ji Zhu Karma observed the words and expressions, and really realized the guess in his heart. After Zhu Karma knew the expression well, Yang Yi looked away and stopped talking.

The words have come to this point, Jizhu Karma confirmed that there is nothing to talk about, what should be known has already been known, what should be confirmed is also confirmed, and then the real action is taken. He is not joking, he has already done the final work before he is sure. Bad plan, although Yang Yi cheated today when Yang Yi was exhausted and confused, but this decision is also true.

There is a saying that GAY can always find similar people among the crowd. I don’t know if this is true, but it doesn’t prevent him from turning his thinking around, or because he has taken a fancy to Lin Feng From that moment on, when thinking about other people's love performance, occasionally there will be an extra weird thinking line.

Yang Yi wasn't very good at hiding his eyes, or in other words, he didn't even think that anyone would associate his eyes with men, so most of the time he wasn't very restrained. Whenever Ji Zhu Karma saw such a Yang Yishi, like a weight that keeps getting heavier, implements his guess again and again.

Until he knew that Yang Yi only brought two newcomers, Yue Zitong and Fang Heng, into the disaster area, he could no longer suppress the doubts in his heart, so he had to use special torture methods, inducement and deception on Yang Yi.

In the end, Jizhu Karma waved his hands and sighed, "Let's do this for today. If there is something else, we will talk about it tomorrow. You should take a good rest."

Yang Yi was so dazed by Jizhu Karma's hand that he was still in a state of confusion until he turned around and went out. He didn't even know whether his conversation with the company commander had any results. ?Does the company commander really know?

perhaps……

In that confused brain, Yang Yi caught the last bit of clarity, thinking maybe this is a way.

It's okay to say that he is cowardly, or that he is not firm enough. Once Fang Heng's thoughts are released, it is no longer his own business. What he needs to face is the pressure from the whole society.

You may be forced to change jobs, you may never be promoted, and you may be poked at the spine.

And the most important thing, even he himself thinks that such an arrangement might be good, let the commander's hand wipe out his charming thoughts, completely, completely, and drag himself back to the right path.

So, he didn't say anything, just turned around and walked out in silence.

He thought, maybe this is really good, all this is his own self-indulgence, Fang Heng has not lost anything, maybe he can find a suitable army, serve as a soldier for two years, go home and marry a woman, what? I don't know, I live peacefully and peacefully.

Separation, such a result, is beneficial to everyone, whether it is themselves or Fang Heng.

only……

The next second, when he saw the person leaning against the wall, he froze.

Fang Heng leaned against the wall, looking at him with a desolate expression, his eyes were dark, with a bit of confusion and sadness, Yang Yi even saw the water droplets winding down this face, clean and refreshing.

He forgot that he asked Fang Heng to wait in his dormitory. Unsurprisingly, he listened to most of the conversation with the company commander.

Yang Yi came back to his senses, his brain was awake instantly, he turned his head and glanced at Jizhu Karma, walked two steps quickly, grabbed Fang Heng's arm and was about to drag him into the room.

The hostility in Fang Heng's eyes suddenly appeared, he swung his arms, struggled away, turned around and rushed into Jizhu Karma's bedroom.

Jizhu Karma, who was lowering his head and smoking a cigarette thoughtfully, was stunned. Seeing Fang Heng rushing in angrily, he reacted instantly and felt extremely embarrassed.

Fang Heng looked at the company commander angrily, but he didn't know what to say when he was in front of him. The training these days had made him used to obedience, and he couldn't question the company commander. There is only one sentence repeated in the book, he will be sent away...

some days...

To the troops who don't know where...

leave here……

Constantly reappearing, repeating, reminding that there is only one person left in front of him, the company commander he admires and admires.

He didn't understand, really didn't understand.

Yang Yi glanced at the situation in the room and went in, "Fang Heng, come out with me." He grabbed Fang Heng again and dragged him outside, "I'll tell you about it."

Fang Heng was hugged by Yang Yi, struggled twice, stared blankly at Jizhu Karma, a tear fell down, and asked timidly, "Why...let me go...company commander?" Then he clasped the door frame firmly with one hand, and looked at Jizhu Karma with eyes full of tears, with an innocent face, tears streaming down his face, but he couldn't ask anything, he didn't even know what was wrong with him. where is it.

Jizhu Karma controlled himself to divert his gaze, and he dared not look at it with a guilty conscience. He chose Yang Yi but gave up Fang Heng. This was his partiality.

"Company Commander... Company Commander..." Fang Heng choked with sobs, choked with tears, his hand on the door was tightly clasped, lost all color, and pinched out a white seal. He didn't understand, really didn't understand, and kept yelling Lieutenant, company commander, company commander...seeking an explanation, a reason why he was knocked down the valley and fell into the abyss when he just discovered how beautiful this uniform is and how precious his comrades are.

"Yang Yi." Jizhu Karma said in a low voice, and was stabbed in the heart by the shouts like the tip of a knife. The pain was so painful that he could hardly breathe, and finally raised his head unbearably. He had to face it. It's his decision, and running away, indeed, is never the best answer to a problem.

Yang Yi was anxious and angry, he said it was dragging, but he wanted to run away in embarrassment, and suddenly realized that when he thought that such an arrangement was the best for Fang Heng, in fact Fang Heng was the most innocent, this child I don't know anything, but I have to bear everything for my own mistakes.

"Yang Yi." Jizhu Karma raised his voice, "Let him in!"

"It's not... the company commander, I'll talk to him..." Yang Yi was a little anxious, and even bit his tongue in a panic.

"..." Fang Heng glanced back and forth with tears in his eyes, vigorously shook off Yang Yi's hand, and walked in again.

Yang Yi looked at Fang Heng's back, clenched his fist tightly by his side, bit his teeth, stepped out resolutely, and closed the door with his backhand.

It was raining lightly again outside, and there was a pattering sound, but the house was unusually quiet.

The three looked at each other for a long time.

Jizhu Karma frowned and took out three cigarettes, one for each, but didn't know how to start the conversation.

Fang Heng just stared at the company commander, staring eagerly, sniffing, like a puppy abandoned at the door of the house, standing in the rain, innocent and didn't even believe what he heard.

Yang Yi's expression was complex and difficult to distinguish, and after taking the cigarette, he lit it silently, and the mud all over his body made that decadent face even more prominent.

Smoking did not change the current embarrassing situation. Each had a stomach full of things to say, but they didn't know where to start. After all, in an environment like the army, men and men together were enough to make them hard to say.

In the end, it was Fang Heng who spoke first.

Fang Heng lowered his eyelids, held the cigarette rod in his hands with his fingers, turned it slowly, and said in a low voice, "I know I shouldn't ask so many questions, as long as I obey the arrangement, but... the company commander..." He looked up at Jizhu Karma deeply, "I really don't understand... tell me, what did I do wrong? Can I change it?"

Jizhu Karma opened his mouth to say something, but suddenly realized, he looked at Yang Yi in surprise, and widened his eyes.

Yang Yi avoided his sight and sighed secretly. To be honest, besides Fang Heng's guilt, what he couldn't understand was how the company commander could tell that although his relationship with Fang Heng was somewhat abnormal, but at the moment It's only been a few times now, and every time I'm very careful and well prepared, or, there really is no impenetrable wall in this world, right?

Jizhu Karma stared for two seconds, frowned, rubbed the center of his brows, and sighed, "Fang Heng, otherwise, don't think about it too much. If there is any transfer, I will definitely talk to you in advance. Why don't you go back first?"

Fang Heng opened his mouth, hesitated to speak, his eyes flicked around the faces of Yang Yi and Jizhu Karma, he squeezed the corners of his mouth, and slowly stood up, because he was anxious and excited, so he was so disappointed , so sad that he was so incoherent, in fact, he knew that when the huge heart fluctuation passed, he knew that he should choose to remain silent. After the transfer order, he has no right to resist.

Yang Yi lowered his head and smoked, listening to the door open and close behind him, the melancholy in his chest was like the smoke in front of him, lingering and pungent, which could never dissipate.

Jizhu Karma lit a cigarette again, took two puffs in silence, then stood up silently, touched the door and opened it for a look, and after confirming that Fang Heng had really returned to the dormitory, he turned and glared at Yang Yi. , raised eyebrows, "Did I hear you right? He doesn't know anything?"

Yang Yi raised his gloomy eyes, and nodded his head weakly. For this reason, there is no need to deny it, and after the trouble just now, he realized that he was wrong. Arbitrarily arranging each other's lives for each other's good ideas is also an unpleasant thing.

Jizhu Karma pinched the bridge of her nose, walked back and forth a few times with her hips on her hips, then paused on her feet, and looked deeply at Yang Yi, "Are you born?"

Yang Yi froze for a moment, then shook his head hastily.

Jizhu Karma gritted his teeth, pointed at Yang Yi's nose and yelled, "Hi, don't you want to learn this!?" Ai was deeply responsible, and he didn't want to talk about it with his subordinates, but he could bear it. I can't help it, looking at Yang Yi is like seeing the original self, one wrong step, one wrong step, it is like covering love with a layer of halo, the superficial or even mentally retarded don't want to think deeply about the depth inside, he gets angry Don't get angry.

Yang Yi's hands trembled when he was yelled at, and he was speechless, and even a little bit angry with the company commander, why do others care so much about other people's emotional matters?He can find a way to deal with it himself, so why force him so forcefully?Even if he really finds a man to live with, it's his own choice, so why bother to intervene when he hasn't made the final decision?

"What are you going to do?" Jizhu Karma scratched the top of his head, then stared at him with bloodshot eyes.

"..." Yang Yi moved his lips, hesitated to speak, pondered for a while, and finally said with difficulty, "I will talk to Fang Heng, it's not his fault, if he wants to stay...I'll go. "

Jizhu Karma was stunned, narrowed his eyes dangerously, walked up and grabbed Yang Yi by the collar, gritted his teeth, "Say it again, boy?"

Yang Yi grabbed his wrist and smiled wryly, "If one must go, I'll go."

"Fuck!" Jizhu Karma punched him directly on the stomach, watching Yang Yi clutching his stomach and curling up in pain, all the muscles in his body tensed in anger, and he growled with difficulty breathing, " If you fucking dare to leave, I will beat you to death!!"

Yang Yi gritted his teeth and looked at his instep. The severe pain in his abdomen seemed to have stabbed his lacrimal gland, which made him unable to control his emotions anymore, and his eyes were red.

Speaking of this matter, Jizhu Karma couldn't talk anymore, so he simply picked up the cigarette that was thrown on the ground before, walked out of the window, looked at the rainy scene outside, smelled the damp breath, and smoked dully. stand up,

In fact, even Jizhu Karma herself became a little confused and even lost.

He is someone who has experienced it. In fact, he understands better than anyone else what it means to be involuntary and what it means to be unable to control oneself.But as a leader, as an elder, he also assumes the role of a guide.After all, he is really optimistic about Yang Yi and hopes that he can have a smoother and smoother road in the future.

The matter between him and Lin Feng, no matter how you look at it, is a dead end. Even if Lin Feng swears, he still can't imagine where the two of them will go. Sometimes, he is even ready to leave the army. After entering this system, I realized what the same-sex love and background gap represent?As a company commander, he only brought about 100 soldiers in the position he bought with his life. Above him, there are battalion commanders, regimental commanders, and division commanders. The top of the pyramid is the authority that he must challenge and confront. Commander, this gap is huge, just like the clouds in the sky and the soil on the ground.

Taking a deep breath of the cigarette, Jizhu Karma heard the sound of Yang Yi getting up behind him, and sighed. If either he or Lin Feng was a woman, the process might be difficult, but it would not make people so desperate.

"Actually..." Jizhu Karma did not turn his head, staring at the rainy night outside the window, looking through the darkness to the unknown distance, and said faintly, "You understand it yourself? What will be the consequences? You should think pass?"

"Yeah." Yang Yi raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes. He understood it from the very beginning, but he couldn't resist and struggled to get out, but he got deeper and deeper... When he really wanted to give up now, he didn't Discover what it feels like, like a knife stuck in your heart, it hurts when you stab it in, and it hurts even more when you pull it out.

"Actually... I shouldn't ask about this..." Jizhu Karma took the last puff of his cigarette, snuffed out the cigarette butt between his fingers, threw it on the ground, and turned his head to look over, "If... I mean If so, would you confess it to your family? Make it something that can be put on the stage, even if only a small group of people know about it?"

Yang Yi was stunned, thinking deeply, but finally shook his head, "I don't know..." Then he thought of his unrequited love, and smiled wryly, "There's nothing to say."

"What if?"

Yang Yi looked at the flame that suddenly shot out from Jizhu Karma's eyes, it was very weak and jumping, and looked at him eagerly like a kind of hope, so Yang Yi nodded inexplicably, "If it is true, it is here When there is no way to retreat, I will definitely let my family know.”

"Why?" Jizhu Karma asked.

"Because your parents will understand."

"What if they are firmly against it?"

"Keep going until you convince your parents."

"Is it okay if the child doesn't exist?"

"This is an obvious question. After all, you must have thought about it before making a decision and prepared for it."

Jizhu Karma shook his head and laughed, as if he was laughing at Yang Yi's innocence, but he smiled purely, as if he was very happy.

"Company commander?" Yang Yi frowned in confusion. There was a subtle sense of disobedience in such a conversation, but he couldn't find out the specific reason.

"No." Jizhu Karma waved his hand, threw another cigarette to Yang Yi, waited for the cigarette to be lit, and asked, "Do you think you two can be broken apart?"

Yang Yi smiled wryly, "It didn't start at all, where did it stop?"

"So together, will it be good?"

"..." Yang Yi twisted his neck, never knowing that their company commander was such a gossip, and this topic really made him feel uncomfortable and he didn't know how to answer it.

Yang Yi's silence made Jizhu Karma realize his gaffe, so he stopped talking altogether, and after Yang Yi's cigarette finished, he said something about tomorrow's talk and then drove away people.

From Jizhu Karma's point of view, no matter how urgent this matter is, it needs to be settled, and think about it carefully, everything happened too violently and violently, even if he was the instigator, he still couldn't fully grasp the changes.

And... suddenly I don't know what to do.

If one had to be expelled, he would only choose Fang Heng, but Fang Heng, as the most innocent person, made it difficult for him to do so. Most importantly, Yang Yi would definitely arrange his own before he made a decision. The way out, perhaps, is already thinking about which unit is better.