Xiaobing Fang Heng

Yue Zitong grabbed the bag of the travel bag tightly, thinking about the things inside, those photos, those pleasant memories, it was like seeing the sky and stars behind the blue sky and white clouds, infinitely open.

Running all the way into the building, standing in the elevator, watching the numbers keep beating, the numbers that were stable in the past suddenly slowed down a lot today, the adrenal hormones continued to ferment, fingers tapped the arms messily, and took a long time to inhale and exhale , trying hard to suppress the excitement index in the body, it's just...

Why haven't you arrived yet?

Wanting to share my joy with others, I have never thought about it that much, and I can't wait.

The elevator stopped on the 12th floor, before the door was opened, Yue Zitong stepped out, the key in his hand jingled, ran to the door of his own house, inserted it, twisted it, and opened it.

"Mom! I'm back!" Yue Zitong unbuttoned his backpack and took out an envelope, took a deep breath towards his mother who was looking at the spatula, and waved with a bright smile, "Mom, come and see, good stuff! "

Xie Hong turned off the fire and walked over, taking the envelope handed over by his son.

Yue Zitong took his mother's wrist to let her sit beside him, pointed to the photo taken out of the envelope and smiled, "Did you see, who did I take a photo with? Zhang Guoli, Principal Zhang! I went to Chongqing for an interview last night. The one from the Academy of Film and TV Acting!"

Xie Hong frowned, watching her son's fingers pointing on the photo, and kept explaining to her, "It's the first time I saw a real person, and it's much older than the one on TV, but it's very kind, When I took a photo with him, he was still holding my shoulders, look, this is the one."

"..." Xie Hong silently flipped to the next one.

"I heard that Principal Zhang is currently filming and rarely goes back to school. It was such a coincidence that we met him."

"..."

"Mom, look, don't you like the TV series made by Principal Zhang? It's good for me to go to his school, right? I passed all the interviews this time. They said that I have a great appearance and temperament, and I am very welcome to apply for their school. "

"..."

The mother kept silent, and the air pressure was getting lower and lower. Yue Zitong's courage was weakened by his mother's calmness, and in the end he didn't know what to say.

He carefully observed his mother's expression, and seeing his mother's face getting colder and colder, Yue Zitong's heart suddenly jumped, and a layer of cold sweat broke out on his back, and he hurriedly took out another stack of colorful bags from his backpack. The list came out, and I handed it to my mother, "Look, I even considered a crash course in acting. After the college entrance examination, I will go to study. I will definitely be among the best in school. Really, I think I am very suitable for this class." way, everyone says so."

"Everyone!?" Xie Hong looked up at her son.

Yue Zitong licked his lips and raised a flattering smile, but under the sharp eyes of his mother, he couldn't help correcting his attitude again, bowed his head and admitted his mistake, "It's my fault for not discussing with you this time, but I don't know if I can do it. Yes, Xiaokai's father issued a certificate, and I went with him, Mom, I'm sorry, I made my own decisions, but I will definitely study hard later, and I must be more serious than usual."

Xie Hong looked at the leaflet and nodded, "Okay, I'll read it slowly, are you tired? Go take a shower first, and come out to eat after washing."

Yue Zitong was stunned for a moment, his eyes swept over his mother's face in confusion, he was confused, this...is this too peaceful?

Some timidly picked up the bag, the mother's expression is too calm! ?

Creepy feeling.

While taking a bath, Yue Zitong was still thinking about the weird scene just now.

Don't you all get confused?

After all, it is to cut first and then play.

Will he be picked up and beaten in the middle of the night?

cough!Probably not, since he was a child, his mother, sister, seven aunts and eight aunts, just need to grind his mouth, it is enough for him to be obedient, the so-called domestic violence has never existed in his memory!

After coming out of the shower, the food was already on the table. Yue Zitong walked through the living room and noticed that the photos and promotional materials were all placed on the table, a little scattered, and he must have read them in detail.

The image of the interview suddenly flashed in my mind, Yue Zitong smiled because of his outstanding performance, it was the first time he made up his own mind since he was a child, and he wanted to do something so urgently, but he really succeeded !

This feeling... really great!

Every cell is jumping and wanting to be shared.

"Mom, are you not angry? I know it's wrong not to discuss with you in advance, but I'm not sure." Yue Zitong swallowed a mouthful of rice, and couldn't wait to start talking, really wanting to let her mother know how good her performance was.

"No." Xie Hong shook her head, "Why do you want to go to that kind of school?"

Yue Zitong grinned, but she didn't hear the displeasure in her mother's tone when she mentioned school, "Everyone says it's a pity that I don't want to be an actor, and do you know that? Not only does she look suitable for this meal, but she also has a good temperament, and the most important thing is not to be stage fright."

"..."

"The last time I went to Chengdu University...uh! Cough! Well, that one is nearby. I went there last weekend. They asked me to read two lines..."

"Eat well!" Xie Hong said quietly.

The anger radar antenna sensitively sensed that his mother was not very happy, and Yue Zitong shut his mouth obediently.

Forget it, take your time and you can always convince your parents.

In fact, without his persuasion, his parents silently agreed to his choice, and he entered the Department of Film and Television Performance of Chongqing University as he wished.

After staying in the university for two months, at the end of November, Yue Zitong was called home by his mother...

After dinner in the evening, Xie Hong went downstairs for a walk to digest food as usual. When he came back, he brought a large bag of food in his hand, then went into the house and took a travel bag, filled it with a lot of things, packed it up, and put it on the sofa superior.

Yue Zitong came out to use the toilet in a hurry, and paused when he saw it, "Mom, are you going on a business trip again?"

Xie Hong folded his legs, holding the remote control in his hand, and ignored him, even apologetic in his eyes.

Yue Zitong touched his nose and went into the toilet. Since he decided to study in this school, his mother's attitude towards him was lukewarm, so when he came out, he just bowed his head and walked quickly, and rushed back to the room in two or three steps.

Early the next morning, when it was still dark, Yue Zitong was woken up, looked at the time, it was only a little past 4 o'clock, it was too early, and he didn't want to get up, so he was dragged out of bed by his mother pulled out.

While grooming, my mother yelled from a distance, "I'll wait for you downstairs." Then there was the sound of closing the door.

Yue Zitong was spitting toothpaste and thinking dully, where are he going so early?Morning tea at the shop in the west of the city?Isn't that too positive?

Yue Zitong went downstairs in a daze, and his mother was waiting for him sitting in the driver's seat. The lights in the car were dim, with a somewhat gloomy tone. Yue Zitong shrank his neck, opened the back seat and got in.

Turning on the heater in the car instantly dispelled the coldness on my body. It was cold in November.

As the car started, Yue Zitong leaned lazily on the armchair, and saw the luggage bag that his mother packed yesterday, "Mom, why is it so early this time? Where are you going?"

"Chongqing." My mother turned on the turn signal and drove out of the gate of the community with a ticking sound.

"Oh." Yue Zitong nodded, "I'll go back to sleep after seeing you off, I'm so sleepy..." He yawned and wiped away his tears. He was a little too excited last night and fell asleep very late. Here, at this point, now is the time for Mengxiang.

"Go to sleep for a while." Mother turned to look at him, "Why are you wearing this dress? Isn't it too thin?"

"The thick ones are at school." Yue Zitong looked out of the car window, and the sanitation workers wearing eye-catching logo clothes had already started work, suddenly entered the field of vision and disappeared quickly, he blinked his sour eyes, and said softly, "I'll squint for a while .”

Sure enough, when he was woken up again, he had already entered the train station, his mother called him while opening the door, and Yue Zitong got out of the car with his luggage. It was so cold this early in the morning, and he wanted to cover him from head to toe.

It was not yet 5 o'clock, and there were a few people in the waiting room. It seemed that they were all passengers on transit trains. The space was large, but there was still some strange smell. Yue Zitong hadn't been to the train station for seven or eight years. Somewhat uncomfortable in this environment.

After sitting in the waiting room for a while, Xie Hong suddenly ran to the distance to answer the phone, and when he came back, he picked up his luggage and went out. Yue Zitong stood up in a jerk, "Leave?"

"Well, hurry up." The mother said, and handed over the luggage, "Take it."

"Oh." Yue Zitong carried the luggage obediently, and looked at the ticket gate, but there was no movement at all.

Coming out of the waiting room, all the way down the stairs, Yue Zitong followed behind, looking at the direction, if I remember correctly, that should be the exit of the station.

There was a small door open at the exit, and a young man in military uniform stood at the door to greet him. My mother hurried over to shake hands, and with a bright smile on her face, "I'm sorry for your trouble."

The other party grinned, "You're welcome, let's go in quickly, we don't have much time."

Without too many pleasantries, the other party turned his head and stepped into the door. Yue Zitong was about to deliver the bag, but when his mother turned her head and waved to him, she immediately knew that it was going to be delivered directly to the platform.

All the way up the stairs of the overpass, and then down the stairs, the feet of the leading soldiers seemed to be equipped with hot wheels. Yue Zitong could only follow along quickly, and his mother was almost trotting. There is a feeling of being stuck in the heart.

The last three people stopped in front of the carriage door of a green leather train. Yue Zitong glanced at the people inside from the window. Before he could remember, his mother patted his arm and said, "Listen to the leader , work hard, get in the car."

Yue Zitong blinked and pointed at himself in confusion, "Get in the car?" Then his eyes fell on his mother's face, "What do you mean?"

The mother frowned slightly, not angry but awe-inspiring, "Go up!"

Yue Zitong was stuck in his shell, his head was in a mess, before he could sort out his thoughts, he was pushed out by his mother on the back, and it was not until he got up the two stairs of the train door that Yue Zitong came back to his senses and hurriedly Turning around to speak, all the words that were stared at by my mother were all dissipated.

The second lieutenant with a bar and a star on his shoulder nodded to Xie Hong, and pushed Yue Zitong's back into the car.

Walking into the carriage, he glanced over and saw all soldiers in training uniforms, and pairs of puzzled eyes fell on his face.

Yue Zitong held his breath, his mind became even more chaotic.

It's cloudy.

This is a crazy situation! ? ? ?

The second lieutenant led him to the empty seat, and he could see his mother standing not far from the car window all the way. Those eyes were like nails, which made him dare not move rashly.

In fact, by now, I probably understand what they mean, go to the army, join the army!It's that simple.

When sitting on the chair, Yue Zitong still remembered that during the interview, the examiner patted him on the shoulder and said, this young man is not bad. I still remember that before going home, I made an appointment with my classmates for the next day's party, and I still remember that I made an appointment last night. What kind of dream, that little golden man...

He stood up 'swish', and sure enough, his mother was still standing on the platform looking this way, under the dim light of the platform, the expression on her face was abnormally blurred, like a feeling of reluctance, Yue Zitong even felt that his Mother is crying.

Yue Zitong pursed his lips, took out his mobile phone, and called his mother. He needed an explanation, an explanation that dominated his life so arbitrarily!

The phone was dialed, and there was a beeping sound in the ears. The mother in the field of vision took out the phone, looked up at himself, and the next second was the blind tone of hanging up.

Yue Zitong's gaze instantly became flustered, a feeling of shaking the ground, a strong feeling of being betrayed, his teeth were clenched tightly, and the hand holding the phone was shaking so vigorously.

It's not reluctance at all, but an order!

The mother's actions and eyes clearly conveyed the message-I will stay here until the train starts, and you, don't get off.

Confused, angry, sad, these strong personal emotions kneaded together, shaking him like a volcanic eruption.

But he found sadly that these emotional riots were no match for the orders from his mother's eyes.

Just like himself all along, his mother's strong iron fist suppressed him so much that he didn't even have the thought of resisting.

But this time, it was still compromise and resignation.

The train started slowly, and Yue Zitong sat on the chair as if he had lost his strength, his head was full of disgust for his cowardly performance.

Over the years, from childhood to adulthood, his biggest struggle was to participate in the interview of the film and television school, thinking that he had the ability to take off on his own, but fell down the valley so easily, so fast that there was no warning at all.

Laughing self-deprecatingly, Yue Zitong lowered his head, touched the case of the phone, and was dumbfounded.

It's not that I don't want to think about it, but it's useless to think about it. Besides, it's better to let everything continue without thinking about it than to think calmly.

The train had already left, and he had already missed the opportunity to resist.

"Yue Zitong? Right?"

A voice came from beside him, Yue Zitong lazily raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes were full of gray and rejection.

"My name is Chang Qing, and I am the cadre of your group of recruits."

Yue Zitong raised the corners of his mouth and lowered his head again, he really didn't even have the intention to deal with it, everything happened so suddenly, within 10 minutes the world was turned upside down, he couldn't adapt so quickly.

Chang Qing hit the ashes on his nose, but he didn't care, he just smiled good-naturedly, "You change your clothes and pants first, and... the earrings too... take it off."

Yue Zitong bowed his head and remained silent for a long time, sensitively feeling that the other party was looking at him all the time, or rather, not only Chang Qing was looking at him, but also many recruits were also looking at him, looking at this out of place self, he looked up and said softly ,"No."

"No way? I'll look for it for you, can you move it?" Chang Qing asked, pointing to Yue Zitong's travel bag at his feet.

Yue Zitong felt that he was a little annoying, so he simply tilted his head with his arms folded and didn't speak.

Chang Qing waited for a while, then bent down and picked up Yue Zitong's travel bag, and when he opened it, it was like most of the recruits, with food on the top and clothes on the bottom, but the recruits were all wearing military uniforms and brought a set for themselves. clothes, while Yue Zitong was just the opposite.

When Chang Qing handed the clothes to Yue Zitong, he felt a little unhappy. The attitude of the other party was a trivial matter. The problem was that this soldier did not go through the normal procedure. I didn't go through a home visit for the physical examination, I just sat at home and waited to get on the bus, and it was delivered separately in a special way.

Of course, this matter is not pleasant, but it is better to say that there is some envy and hatred. This is the age of my father... really...

Yue Zitong's father is the regiment political commissar of the Chongqing Garrison. This is Minglu. According to the instructor, further up the road, his grandfather is a division-level cadre in the Chengdu Military Region. It seems that his mother has some relationship. Anyway, to explain it clearly, go to the army It's as easy as saying a word for such a person.

Think about the soldiers in this carriage, which one has not passed five levels and killed six generals?Even if most of them have left their relationships, aren't they all following the normal procedure?

Hey……

Chang Qing sighed secretly, seeing Yue Zitong taking the military uniform slowly to leave, so he said, "Just change here, they are all men."

Yue Zitong glanced at him, lowered his head and changed his clothes, anyway, he still doesn't understand what his parents think, after all, even if he is not allowed to go to the film and television school, he still has to have a good talk with him!Besides, joining the army is such a big deal, if he doesn't even say anything about it, how much control of his life should he be able to be satisfied with?

But... the most helpless thing is that I don't even have the courage to resist.

After changing his clothes, Yue Zitong sat there lazily. The place he was sitting now belonged to the officer's seat, and he was added to six people, including two second lieutenants, a major, and two second-year soldiers.

The son of a high-ranking cadre with Yue Zitong's qualifications, even if he doesn't pay attention to the affairs in the army, he still knows a little bit. After all, his father does all these jobs, and he doesn't go to Chongqing to see his father once or twice. He understands.

One chief, that is, the major must be the instructor, in charge of the general commander of the recruiting team in the area, and the two second lieutenants below are mainly responsible for the selection. Let's do it.

Yue Zitong didn't bother to see where the veterans were sitting. In fact, the whole carriage was filled with a youthful atmosphere, just like when he participated in the film and television school interview, he was also a promising young man running towards the sun at that time, but Now everything is just a passing cloud, ashes, gone, and I am so sad that I don't even bother to move a finger.

An idiom suddenly popped into Yue Zitong's head.

The heart is ashamed.

Ah!

Really heartbroken.

I was really afraid that if there were some waves, strong winds, etc., I would be blown away and nothing would be left.

The instructor took the lead and said a few words, all of which were trivial matters in the army, then suddenly looked at Yue Zitong and smiled, "Why? The young man doesn't want to?"

Yue Zitong followed the voice and saw that the major was talking to him, so he restrained himself and smiled, "It's a bit too sudden."

"It's okay, I'll get used to it."

Yue Zitong nodded, but felt a little upset. These officers must know what happened and what to pretend! ?

The instructor saw that Yue Zitong was unwilling to talk, so he smiled and chatted with his colleagues again.

It was getting brighter, around seven o'clock, Chang Qing glanced at the time, gave the second lieutenant a wink, and then looked at the instructor, "I'll call for breakfast."

The trainer nodded with a smile, "Go ahead, order less, bring food with you, if you want too much, it's a waste."

"How about I make some statistics first? How about setting a quantity?"

"Alright."

As soon as Chang Qing and the second lieutenant left, the veteran also got up, and there were only three people left in this small area.

The trainer stared out the car window for about ten seconds, then stared at Yue Zitong again, "Yue Zitong?"

Yue Zitong was a little drowsy, and it was better to fall asleep than to wake up and think about things. As soon as the instructor spoke, Yue Zitong forced himself to cheer up and woke up, "Yeah."

Watching people talk, this has been learned since childhood, and growing up in such a family, it is difficult for him not to learn it.

The trainer kept smiling, and then nodded, "Old Yue has always praised you for your good looks. I have also seen the photos. I didn't expect to see someone. You are really energetic."

Yue Zitong smiled modestly, and said inappropriately, "I don't look good enough to eat. I don't have good physical strength. It should take a long time to adapt to the army."

"It's okay, the soldiers coming out of the city are all the same now, just practice more, isn't it, Xiao Wang?"

Another second lieutenant nodded hastily, "I just came out of the city, so it was a bit hard at the beginning, just get used to it, grit your teeth, and get over it as long as you persist."

Yue Zitong nodded modestly, slandering in his heart, my family has such a relationship, why didn't I think about being a soldier, isn't it just too hard?Damn, when I don't know?Adapt to what?What are you gnashing your teeth on?I shouldn't have been in this car in the first place! !

The instructor smiled, raised his head and drank the water in the teacup in one go, and put it on the table with some weight. Sure enough, the second lieutenant took the teacup and went to open the water.

Now, only Yue Zitong and the trainer are left in this area.

Just as the trainer was about to speak, Yue Zitong's cell phone rang. It was his father calling. Yue Zitong smiled apologetically while holding the phone, and stood up.

The father's familiar voice came from the microphone, and he said, "This is the result of my discussion with your mother. Come to the army to practice, go back to a military school, and get a job. It is better than your school, and if it is true I don’t like it, I have also applied for enlistment in the army at the school, and you still have a chance to go back.”

"..."

"I know, you're definitely not happy now, but you will know why your mother made this decision in the future. In a word, it's all for your own good."

"..."

"You have been very obedient since you were a child. I will listen to you again this time. I will find you a good company. He is a Tibetan officer with skills and background. When the army is low-key, don't show my relationship with you. Say, it's not good for you."

"..."

"Did you hear that?"

"……Um."

"That's it. I'll see you when I have time. If you feel uncomfortable, you can call me."

"Yeah." Yue Zitong responded softly, hung up the phone, looked at the scenery outside the car window, his tense face finally relaxed, no matter what, he still had a way out, and he knew that college students who joined the army and enlisted in the army, as long as After two years of persistence, he can still walk the path of his own choice.

Two years.

Go with the flow.

After getting off the train and getting on his military card, he staggered all the way to the military camp. He stood in the crowd and looked around, a place he was familiar with but unfamiliar.

In the summer vacation after the college entrance examination this year, he even came here to play for half a month. He was brought by his father's messenger, familiarized with every facility here, and met most of the battalion and company commanders...

Perhaps, at that time, his parents had already made choices for him, but he didn't realize it.

This feeling, the feeling of being told last, is uncomfortable, and the uncomfortable nose is very sore.

"Hey, that dude's butt is very up." A playful voice came from behind, and Yue Zitong turned his head to look over.

A boy with a small face was curling his lips into a smile, his eyes were like moons, and his eyelashes were thick and long, like two small fans, he fanned him with a wanton and bright smile.

Yue Zitong withdrew his eyes and walked with his head buried in his eyes, filled with emotion in his heart, it's so good, those who volunteered to come here are always so easy to be satisfied, they can smile so happily for little things.

To be honest, at this moment, Yue Zitong inexplicably had a feeling of time travel.

In ancient times, there were blind marriages and dumb marriages, and there was a day when I got into the sedan chair in such a daze.

Later, after getting acquainted here for a long time, he took it as a joke, and his brother smiled wickedly, and said four words, "The queen hates marriage!"