Xiaobing Fang Heng

It is very difficult for the army to ask for leave, especially family leave. It needs to submit an application in advance, hand it over from the instructor to the political commissar of the regiment, and then wait for the approval. This time can wait for a day or two, or it may wait for several months.

One is to see if the unit where the leave-seeker is serving has a mission plan recently, the other is to see if there will be a replacement after the leave-seeker leaves, and three... Naturally, a little relationship is still necessary to avoid being pushed too far behind.

After the leave application was written, Fang Heng first went to the camp instructor to sign it, and then went to the political commissar of the regiment with two cigarettes in his backpack that afternoon.

When he arrived at the office, Fang Heng greeted him modestly, and handed over the leave slip.

The political commissar of the regiment was a little old, and when he read the leave slip, he pushed it a little farther away, straightened his back, and read it back and forth several times.

Fang Heng glanced at the door, took this opportunity to take out a cigarette from his backpack and put it on the table of the political commissar of the regiment, and laughed "hehe" under the squinting eyes of the political commissar.

"Have you found the fake person?" The political commissar of the regiment put the application on the seat and asked.

"I found it, I found it a long time ago."

"Yeah." The political commissar of the regiment nodded, "You were assigned to our regiment after graduating from university. It seems that you haven't asked for family leave, have you?"

"Please, once, I went home for the Spring Festival the year before last."

"Oh, is this time off?"

"I want to go out for a walk. I haven't been anywhere in the army all these years."

"Where are you going?"

Fang Heng didn't expect the Youth League political commissar to ask such detailed questions. He was stunned for a moment, and said, "Just take a walk in Sichuan, or maybe go to Yunnan for a walk. The consumption is not high, and you can see a lot of scenery."

"Yeah." The political commissar of the regiment nodded, and pressed his hand on the leave slip, "Go back first, and I will notify you in two days."

"Okay!" Fang Heng nodded with a bright smile, turned and walked out of the office.

When we went downstairs, the phone rang. Fang Heng took out his phone and looked at it, then smiled: "In such a hurry?"

"I'll just ask." Yang Yi's voice came from the microphone: "How are things going?"

"I didn't agree right away, but said I was waiting for the notice."

"What did the political commissar say?"

"Ah."

"He's just a grumpy guy, okay, since you've come out, would you like to come to my place?"

Fang Heng glanced left and right, and said with a suppressed smile, "Miss me?"

"Yes!"

"Okay, to your unit, or to the compound?"

"I'm still at work, come here and wait for me to get off work."

"it is good."

Fang Heng hung up the phone with a smile, looked up at the blue sky, and stretched lazily.

Two months ago, Fang Heng gave an ultimatum through Yang Yi's unavoidable blind date, letting Yang Yi really choose a path, whether to separate or disagree, and then he left gracefully.

In fact, these two months have been difficult for him. He originally thought that the two of them had been together for so many years, and the relationship would have faded long ago. If it wasn't for the habit, they might have broken up 800 years ago.

And, what is love?Isn't that what it is?

When I was in my prime, even if I was divided in the end, I could stand up easily.

But when he really separated from Yang Yi, Fang Heng realized that he had indeed overestimated himself.

Some things are easy to change, but habits are the most difficult to change. I can't contact Yang Yi, and even imagine that such a person may go on in the end, and I feel that the future seems a bit dull and lacks motivation.

Especially when he was lying on the bed at the end of the day's work, his heart would always throb for no apparent reason just before he fell asleep, constantly reminding himself of what choice he forced Yang Yi to make, and how difficult it was for him. wait.

However, in any case, Yang Yi chose love after all. Although he didn't explain how to arrange his career, in Fang Heng's view, this is enough.

He is no longer a fledgling boy, the boss of the sky and my second child. Although Yang Yi finally made a decision, he understands that even so, it is impossible to just give up. Yang Yi has worked hard in the army for so many years. Maybe in another two years, he will be a full-time employee, and his official career will be bright, even if he is replaced, he will still be hesitant.

Therefore, Fang Heng has also thought about this result these days. If Yang Yi really can't let go of himself, he will definitely hand over something.

I just didn't expect it to be this thing.

See parents.

But I can imagine what Yang Yi can give?only this.

Introduce your parents to yourself, and let a small number of people know and agree with this relationship.

After getting into the car, Fang Heng was thinking, should I say something about my house?

In the past few years, after Hou Jue's mother married her old man, the two old couples who had reaped their second spring lived a good life. Although they couldn't be 100% close to their sons, they were still on good terms.Aunt Tao would often call him to care about him, and sometimes she would mention the issue of his girlfriend. Fang Heng took this opportunity to say that he already had someone by his side, and they had been together for many years...

Fang Heng turned his eyes away and fell outside the car window, his eyes flickered, not sure if he should call his aunt first after meeting Yang Yi's family and tell him about Yang Yi?

At least, the pillow wind is still somewhat useful.

Fang Heng arrived at the gate of Yang Yi's camp but didn't go in. He checked the time and went to a nearby supermarket to buy some clean vegetables, then stood at the gate and waited quietly.

It only took Yang Yi three years to be promoted to the rank of major and deputy battalion, and naturally he got a small room with one bedroom and one living room.

Fang Heng regards it as his own home, especially after being promoted to company commander, he can spend the night outside, so he often goes to Yang Yi's place in the name of going back to the family building in his compound, sometimes staying overnight, Sometimes I go back that night, anyway, I have been in peace until the day before the quarrel.

In Fang Heng's heart, that small room is really important, most of the sweet memories are there, maybe plain, but unforgettable.

They cook by themselves, drink small wine, chat and watch TV, in their own space, laugh whenever they want, kiss whenever they want, let go of themselves without any scruples, and be themselves.

Fang Heng looked down at the things in his hands and laughed again, reminding himself to remember to buy some wine downstairs and bring them up later.

Just after six o'clock, Yang Yi came out of the gate, dressed in a neat military uniform with a hat tucked under his arm, and as he strode sharply, the Venus on his shoulders shone brightly under the setting sun.

Fang Heng walked up quickly, his smile collapsed as soon as he put it on, his face covered with a layer of orange light film was obviously much thinner than in memory, his cheekbones were raised high, and he could clearly see a circle black seal.

Yang Yi looked deeply at Fang Heng, then glanced across, landed in the empty space, and said, "Let's go."

Fang Heng pursed his lips and nodded.When he followed Yang Yi's footsteps and left, Fang Heng suddenly regretted, did he go too far?

Yang Yi stopped a taxi by the side of the road and sat directly on the co-pilot's seat. Fang Heng was stunned for a moment, then sat in the back silently.

This is... Angry?

Hey!

Fang Heng put the food he was carrying on the seat, turned his head to look out of the car, and propped up his chin with one hand.

In fact, you can’t force it, can you?

Don't ask and don't tell, it doesn't mean that I don't care. After so many years, although the two of them have been together peacefully, there are obviously many problems.

Besides, at Yang Yi's current age, he no longer has the capital to procrastinate. If he doesn't get married again, the chiefs will also question his personal life. Will it be the same result by then?It's better to confirm the goal now.

Even if Yang Yi broke up with him this time, Fang Heng thought, he could actually understand.

After all, the army is a place where there are only one and two. Any personnel order has a set of assessment procedures. If Yang Yi really wants to climb up, he has to make a show.

Starting a family and starting a business, first and then later.

In that way, even if they are divided, since he is still Yang Yi's age, he still has the capital to find new happiness.

Therefore, he had to admit that Yang Yi's long-term hesitation made him uneasy, especially the enthusiasm of the political commissars after he was promoted to major, and those blind dates made him start to seriously consider the relationship between them.

Don't hesitate any longer.

At the gate of the compound, I got out of the car. Fang Heng didn't take two steps before he was stopped by Yang Yi and said, "It's okay if you can't invite relatives to visit. My house is close, and I should be able to catch up with it by going back and forth on weekends."

Fang Heng stopped to look at him.

Yang Yi frowned, hesitated to speak, and finally sighed: "Traveling can be done at any time, let's get down to business first."

Fang Heng raised his eyebrows, turned his head and continued walking.

What Yang Yi said was correct, but his tone made him feel uncomfortable. Although he was indeed forced by himself, what does it mean to put on such an attitude?Since you are not reconciled, then make another choice!

Walking fast all the way, I finally forgot about buying wine. When I remembered it, I felt that it was unnecessary, so when I entered the house, Fang Heng threw his pocket on the table and ignored it.

Then Yang Yi, who followed in, took a look at Fang Heng, opened his pocket and took out all the things, and said, "I thought we haven't seen each other for a few months, so we can have a good talk."

"Say it, don't tell me if you don't say it." Fang Heng sat on the sofa and took the remote control and turned on the TV. "Should we finish eating now?"

"Do it yourself?" Yang Yi looked at him, "I also said to deal with the food downstairs."

Fang Heng thought for a while, then nodded: "Alright, let's go." He turned off the TV with a "snap", got up and walked to the door.

"Wait." Yang Yi took a step across and stopped him, "Fang Heng, before we eat, I think we should talk first."

"..." Fang Heng took a step back and looked at him silently.

"I don't know why you are angry, but since this matter has been settled and you have confirmed it, I think our relationship should be much better than it is now."

"No." Fang Heng shook his head, "It's not me who is angry."

"?" Yang Yi was stunned for a moment, and suddenly realized, "I'm not angry."

"Ok?"

"It's just... some don't know how to get along with each other." Yang Yi let out a breath, grabbed Fang Heng's arm and walked towards the sofa, then forcibly pulled him down to sit side by side with him, put his arms around Fang Heng's waist, He whispered: "You were very angry when you left last time. I spent too much time thinking about it. In fact...it took a lot of courage to call you."

"..." Fang Heng turned his head to look at him, and laughed: "It's not just that we are together, you are still embarrassed with me? With such an expression, I thought you regretted it."

"No!" Yang Yi said hastily, "I called you after thinking about it."

"Where's the army?" After speaking, Fang Heng had softened himself and leaned against Yang Yi's arms, asking in a low voice.

"A year or two."

"Yes." Fang Heng nodded, "It will take some time."

"I have inquired about it. It is most suitable to change jobs when you are in the main company or the deputy battalion. When you go to the local unit, you can arrange a director position. It is not suitable to change jobs when you are in the main battalion or the sub-battalion. Arranged as a deputy bureau."

"..."

"But I can't afford to wait."

"..."

"Fang Heng..." Yang Yi tightened his arms, rubbed his cheek on Fang Heng's hair, and said lightly: "There are still so many years, you can't wait for me that long, and I may not be able to do it." To the main group, so..."

Fang Heng bowed his head and counted on his fingers: "Deputy battalion, main battalion, sub-team, main team. The real 12 years, no matter how good the performance is, it will take 10 years."

Yang Yi didn't speak, just bowed his head and kissed Fang Heng's ear, soft and delicate.

Fang Heng tilted his head to avoid it, looked at Yang Yi for a while, and suddenly smiled: "I think your choice is very sensible, as I said, people with skills can make a living wherever they go, leave You might do better if you are in the army."

"..."

"I know that you stay in the army not because you like it, but because you think this place is suitable for your development, and the job here is stable, but I feel more stable when you transfer to another place."

"..." Yang Yi smiled and patted Fang Heng's back, put his chin on the top of Fang Heng's head, closed his eyes, and said after a while: "Actually, the outside is more complicated. It’s as clean as outsiders know, but it’s far simpler than the outside world.”

"Are you afraid that if you leave here, you will be nothing?"

Yang Yi retracted his head and stared: "How do you talk?"

"You obviously don't have confidence in what you say."

"..."

"Actually, how do you know you can't do it if you haven't done it? Are you tired of struggling with this and that every day?"

"..." Yang Yi raised his eyebrows, looked deeply at Fang Heng, suddenly bit Fang Heng's ear, and said with a smile, "I want you to talk nonsense! Speaking is better than singing."

Fang Heng's nose and eyes were squeezed together, and he yelled "ahhh" in pain, but he didn't dare to struggle, so he could only grab Yang Yi's itchy flesh with his backhand.Yang Yi had sharp eyes and quick hands, Fang Heng's hand was grabbed before reaching out, he let go of his teeth, and smiled triumphantly.

Fang Heng rolled his eyes, turned over and sat on Yang Yi's body, held up Yang Yi's cheek with a smile, and said with a distressed face: "I'm all thin."

"Yeah." Yang Yi sighed, "You have been tormenting me a lot these days."

"Is it really that serious?"

Yang Yi raised his eyebrows: "What do you think?"

"Hey." Fang Heng smirked, "But isn't the result very good?"

"good."

"..." Fang Heng pretended to be annoyed, and bit Yang Yi's lower lip. He ground his teeth repeatedly, and then pulled them out. Seeing the bounced lips moistened with his body fluid, he laughed.

Yang Yi's eyes softened a bit, he pressed the back of Fang Heng's head to himself, and muttered, "Did you miss me?"

"I miss you?"

"Of course..." The moment the lips met, Yang Yi closed his eyes, gently sucked the longing lips, tightened his arms little by little, and hugged the person firmly in his arms.

He was scared.

Yang Yi had to admit that he was scared.

How deep can love for a person be, and how long can it last?Yang Yi didn't know.The life of these years has been too stable, and he has subconsciously regarded Fang Heng as his family, and regarded himself as a man who has a home after get off work and has someone waiting at home, taking all this for granted.

But Fang Heng's ferocious punch woke him up, making him understand that everything he was used to was so fragile and vulnerable. In his world, love and career are absolutely contradictory entities that conflict with each other.

To choose one side and stand on one side is his destiny after falling in love with this child.

He hesitated for a long time. For two months, he had trouble sleeping and eating, and his heart was haggard. Especially when Fang Heng said he would never contact him again, especially as time passed, he was really scared...

Over the years, Fang Heng has grown a lot and matured a lot, but he can't cover up the innate rebellion in his body. In two months, many things can really happen, and he knows clearly that the longer the time drags on, the worse he will be. The more unfavorable you are, because no one can stand still unconditionally and wait for another person forever.

What's more, Fang Heng is already so big, and Fang Heng, who has been promoted to company commander, is enough to attract the attention of over-enthusiastic chiefs.

But he didn't quite understand, let time go by, until one day he suddenly realized, would he really be happy if he was successful in his career?Maybe, but it must be when Fang Heng is standing beside him to be really happy.Without Fang Heng, this man who has already occupied the most central position in his heart, he himself is nothing but a gloomy appearance.

What's more, careers can be owned anywhere, even if he is not in the army, he can still find a job, but Fang Heng is the only one.

From a young age, he captured his own chick before it had full wings, and now a man with plump wings, handsome and mature, has known each other and loved each other for so many years.He couldn't bear to let go, not at all.

Yang Yi raised his eyes to look at the man sitting on top of him, and let him unbutton his clothes, peeling off pieces of cloth used to hide his shame, slightly raised the corners of his mouth.

People live their whole life for the eyes of others and their own face. What is success?What is happiness?He has changed on the way of growing up, and lost the pure and dirty heart of a child.

In fact, it is not difficult to find that bright red heart, as long as we start from our original heart.

He wants this man, wants to have this man to accompany him on the road ahead, sincerely.

"Are you really going to do it?" Fang Heng asked him.

Yang Yi nodded: "Yes."

"Want to fuck me?"

"Ah."

Fang Heng raised the corners of his mouth and smiled.He planted a kiss on the naked upper body, got up to go to the bedroom, but was hugged by Yang Yi: "It's here, it's here today."

"I'll take the set." Fang Heng said.

"no need."

"Lubricant."

"No need."

"..." Fang Heng was slightly stunned, and then laughed dumbly: "You want to kill me, don't you?"