Xiaobing Fang Heng

"But..." Yue Zitong shook his head sleepily, and said in a low voice, "I really envy you."

Fang Heng pursed his lips and chuckled, and stopped talking.

Only he knows about the matter between himself and Yang Yi, the pain of long-distance love, the uneasiness between men and men, and the anger at Yang Yi's hesitant character, these, only he knows.

Hou Jue acquiesced to them, Yue Zitong envied them, and they also felt that all this was hard-won, so they kept all the bitterness in their mouths and tasted it slowly.

For a long time, Fang Heng thought that Yang Yi was a clean and tidy person. He liked him, rejected him, and made quick decisions when he went to study abroad. He had his own life plan and knew what was the best way for him.

But now he can also see that Yang Yi is actually very hesitant, he can't let go of his career, and he can't let go of himself. He is always afraid of going the wrong way and can't bear the consequences that follow.

This is indeed something that should be hesitated, but it has been three years, and no matter how difficult the choice is, there should be a result, but Yang Yi has never wanted to find the answer.

Fang Heng could understand, but he was very angry and even more afraid, afraid that he was the one who was given up.

We have been together for so many years, and we will continue to be together for an unknown period of time. If Yang Yi finally chooses to give up on himself, what should he do?

Fang Heng hates the feeling of being controlled by others, and he doesn't want to live so unrestrainedly, but he can't take a step anyway, and can only spend it in anxiety and anxiety.

Now, for Fang Heng, the only thing he feels lucky is that he is still young, at least he can spend a few more years, so he can only observe temporarily.

******

In the first half of the semester, Ferguson had another situation that made Fang Heng a little worried.

Lei Gang Leiying contacted Lord Sir and asked him if he had any plans to go to the special forces. With his military knowledge and personal ability, as long as he can survive the selection training, he should be able to start as a small captain in the special forces. It has been a bit bitter, but the way out in the future should be good.

Of course, you don't have to go, you don't have to force it. If you don't go to the special forces, you can still return to the regular forces. Just like Yang Yi, starting from the platoon leader and seizing the opportunity to recharge yourself is a way out.

If the Sir was hesitant, Fang Heng would not be worried. The problem was that the Sir did not give himself time to think, and he agreed on the spot to Lei Ying to go to the special forces.

When Fang Heng found out about this, he really wanted to split Hou Jue's head open to see, what's so good about special forces?Do you have to go to such a hard place?Doesn't the regular army have a way out as well?And...with Sir Sir leaving, the two brothers may really be separated, no matter how difficult it is to contact them.

In fact, Hou Jue couldn't figure out why. He could only put his arm around Fang Heng's shoulder and explain vaguely: "How should I put it? I just want to go there. I think it's more suitable for me than the army."

Fang Heng bowed his head in silence, not knowing what to say, the Sir made a straightforward choice, but he felt very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable.

Thinking that once they graduate, the brothers will divide their things, and the scenes of drinking and talking, laughing and cursing in the past are no longer, and I feel uncomfortable.

Afterwards, Yang Yi comforted him and said, "Brothers are inseparable by distance. We haven't seen each other for a few years, and we will definitely have friendship when we meet again. Besides, aren't you two on the same household registration book? Are you afraid? What?"

"No...I just don't think it's necessary for Sir Sir..."

"It's just that you don't think it's necessary. In Hou Jue's mind, this is also the result of consideration, and the special forces are only three years, three years. If you think it's not suitable for you, you can switch back, don't worry."

"I'm not worried..."

"Okay, I know what you're feeling. Everyone has their own way to go, and it's impossible to be together forever. During the two years in the army, the veterans retired and the new recruits joined the army. Didn't you also experience it?"

Fang Heng pursed his lips and remained silent.

"Actually, I think the special forces are pretty good. The company commander, Instructor Lin, and even Lei Ying are all from there. Don't you think they are very good too? Hou Jue went there to practice, and he didn't treat him well." harm."

"...Platoon leader..." Fang Heng said softly, "Has your unit been decided?"

"It's being done. It must be returning to Chongqing. As for what army to go to, it's not clear yet."

"You won't be sent to some remote mountainous area, will you?"

"It's hard to say, hehe, but it shouldn't happen. I contacted Chief Zhao some time ago. Judging by his tone, not only will he return to the 13th Army, but the job position may not be bad."

"Good."

"Those who come out of the 13th Army's quota must go back, and you can't run away. Uh, by the way, according to you, Mr. Zhao and your father have a good relationship, right?"

"Well, old comrade in arms."

"I just don't know if the comrade-in-arms relationship is strong or not. If the relationship is really good enough, you can transfer to the agency. It's easier there."

"..." Fang Heng pursed his lips, "I want to go to the company and lead the troops. When I get to the agency, they are all the heads. How much pressure is there? It's better to lead the troops."

"..." Yang Yi laughed softly, "Look at you."

"Ah."

"Is there anything else? Hang up?"

"it is good."

Hanging up the phone, Fang Heng sighed quietly. As expected, graduation means that everyone has their own things, right?Classmates and brothers all find their own way, and even the empress is worried about her future work.

The advantage of youth is that you don’t have to think about anything, as long as you follow the arrangement of your parents, the price of growing up is the pressure from society, and the world is no longer simple.

Inadvertently, everyone grows up, embarks on their own path and goes on without hesitation.

Time flies by like a flash, and when Fang Hengdu was still a little confused, the graduation award was ushered in.

That day Fang Heng stood on the stage of the auditorium, looking at the dark heads below, his heart was beating like a drum, and the corners of his mouth that were hooked to the extreme could not be suppressed no matter what.

I am so excited, thinking of these two years of hard work, looking at the little Venus on my shoulders, the lofty ambitions that are suppressed in my heart are like seeds watered by rain, "swish" to break through the ground and germinate, and grow vigorously to the sky in an instant above.

Brother is also an officer, and he is also a person who can manage people! !

Fang Heng smiled, rubbing his thumb secretly, thinking of the certificate in his hand and the gold star rank on his shoulder, what a wonderful feeling it was?

The students were called one by one, walked up to the podium to receive the certificate issued by the principal, and then walked off the podium to complete the graduation ceremony.

Soon, a loud voice sounded on the radio: "Comrade Fang Heng of the First Squadron, performed well in school, familiar with various ordnance skills, actively participated in exercises, and performed outstandingly. He was awarded the rank of lieutenant and allowed to graduate. Graduation destination: Chongqing 13th Army Corps , 9 ××× units."

From the moment his name was called, Fang Heng took a deep breath, walked up to the podium with his head upright, respectfully accepted the diploma and order issued by Principal Xue, shook hands, and saluted.

Principal Xue smiled kindly and nodded.

The corners of Fang Heng's mouth hooked up again, he turned around, looked around, and looked at the smiling faces under the table. Fang Heng straightened his back a little more, revealing the sharp momentum after precipitation, from head to toe Stretched into a straight line, absolutely standard military posture.

Salute again!

Libi!

Fang Hengli turned around and walked towards the side of the stage. He walked very carefully and standardly. Under the eyes of all the people, he couldn't make any mistakes. Otherwise, when he remembered the most beautiful moment in his life, any stain would make him so angry that he could kill someone. .

But obviously, as long as you pay attention, nothing will happen. Although Fang Heng did things with one heart and no brains, he is not the worst in military skills and other aspects. In the past two years, Fang Heng's studies are not top-notch, but they are not bad either. He has been swaying in the middle, all kinds of military actions, and military knowledge has been practiced almost instinctively, and he can't forget it even if he wants to.

In fact, sometimes Fang Heng thinks back and thinks that the things in the world are very strange. He didn't want to come to the army, but he came and took root. The annoying platoon leader became his lover, you and me, until Now he has become the most important person in each other's lives, and he has also caught up with the problem of dropping the taillights at the beginning. Walking in the big team, he will not cause trouble for anyone anymore.

Four years in the army, such a long time, he is indeed qualified to say that he is already a qualified soldier.

Moreover, the most important thing is growth. Fang Heng has to admit that over the years, his concepts and opinions have indeed changed a lot, and he has made some plans for his future life, and he has become cherished for everything he has now.

Time is really a sharp tool to sharpen a person.

After the conferring ceremony, Fang Heng and his comrades gathered for two days, and hurried to Chongqing with Yue Zitong.

They are soldiers from the Chongqing Military Region, and their places are from the military academy of the 13th Army. No matter what happens in the future, the only place he can go back now is there.

What's more, his platoon leader was there waiting for him.

Yang Yi graduated with a master's degree half a year ago, and now serves as a company commander in the field regiment.

At the beginning, Yang Yi was placed in the regiment as soon as he graduated as a civilian cadre. Obviously, master students are still very popular with the chiefs in the army.

In Yang Yi's words, this is a good position. I learned the way of leading troops from the chief's side. It is easy to live in the world, and it is under the chief's nose. If there is a good vacancy, I will definitely arrange it first.

Sure enough, in less than half a year, Yang Yi was placed in the company under the regiment, starting from the company commander, and climbing up step by step.

In fact, Fang Heng doesn't quite understand the gap. According to him, it must be better to be in the government. It is too hard to lead troops at the grassroots level, and it is difficult to grasp the relationship if you are far away from the chief.Yang Yi is good at communication, and the agency must be more suitable for him.

Yang Yi asked him back, if he would only follow the chief, how would he achieve results?If you are not really in charge of a company, what can you show the chiefs?Got a chance for a promotion?

When they arrived in Chongqing, Fang Heng and Yue Zitong separated, and each went to the station to report first.The person who received Fang Heng was an officer, who was very kind and assisted him in handling the formalities. He also asked him if he had a place to live, and then took him to the guest house of the military region to stay temporarily, saying that he would discuss the post in detail tomorrow.

The army always pays attention to efficiency, but when it comes to Fang Heng's place, it is a bit procrastinated. Fang Heng thanked him again and again, and at the same time put on an attitude of letting the other party arrange, so he stayed in the guest house.

At six o'clock in the afternoon, Yang Yi came to look for him after get off work. As soon as he entered the house, Fang Heng asked, "Do you plan to stay here for one night?"

Yang Yi shook his head and smiled, raised his hand to rub the fluffy hair: "This is not very good, in fact, if you hadn't agreed first, and you were so close, I would like to take you to live with me."

Fang Heng raised his eyebrows and smiled "hehe", "Your dormitory?"

"Yeah." Yang Yi nodded, "Let's do this for today, and I'll take you there after you've been busy for a few days."

"far away?"

"Fortunately."

"I can still afford the 10-minute drive, let's go, let's go to our house first."

"Our family?" Yang Yi laughed.

"no?"

"No, yes. Let's go." Yang Yi grabbed Fang Heng's shoulder and looked around the room, "Do you have anything to bring?"

"I'm all here, what more do you want?"

"That's right." Yang Yi smiled and opened the dimple at the corner of his mouth, bent down and kissed Fang Heng's lips tenderly, "Congratulations, you graduated."

Fang Heng smiled so hard that he couldn't see his eyes, he tilted his head and kissed back: "I've said it many times, do you want me to continue, congratulations on being promoted to company commander?"

"uh-huh?"

"Hey, Yang Lian, how does it feel to lead troops?"

"It's okay, not as annoying as your batch."

Fang Heng stared.

Yang Yi's eyes narrowed into slits with a smile.

Fang Heng stared for a while, then put his arms around Yang Yi's waist, rubbed his cheek on his neck, and said with great emotion: "It's not easy, I'm in the same army again."

"Yeah." Yang Yi patted the back of Fang Heng's head reassuringly: "Actually, I wanted to transfer you to my side..."

"Eh!?" Fang Heng looked up at him in surprise.

"Actually, your assignment has already been made, and you have been appointed as an officer in a company-level unit. I thought Mr. Zhao should not be involved in this assignment. It is a routine arrangement, so I found some connections... But, you know, After all, the army has rules and regulations, and a set of procedures..."

"Oh..." Fang Heng nodded, a little disappointed, but looking at Yang Yi who was more disappointed than himself, he could only comfort him: "You are a company commander, and you are not a prince who came out of a big courtyard. Of course it will be difficult."

Yang Yi smiled: "However, I have been assigned to a group. The station is not far away, and I can see you in meetings on weekdays."

"..." Fang Heng bit the corner of his mouth and thought about it, then nodded, "This is very good."

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"It's nice to come out to get together on weekends. It's annoying to meet every day sooner or later."

"..." Yang Yi lowered his face, looking at people sadly.

"It's not consolation. Really, I didn't meet until I was on vacation two years earlier. I'm quite satisfied now."

Looking at the child who was looking at him sincerely, Yang Yi pressed his thumbs on his eyebrows, then lifted it up, and smiled with his eyes widening suddenly. This child has really grown up.

Fang Heng pulled down Yang Yi's hand, held it back, opened the door, let go of his hand the moment he walked out, and kept a proper distance from Yang Yi.

There is only one compound of the 13th Army, and basically all the officers’ family rooms are placed there. According to the regulations of the army, only battalion-level officers will be allocated family rooms. However, the compound has been expanded over the years. A company-level officer was appointed as a dormitory.

Of course, the conditions of this dormitory are not very good, with one bedroom and one living room, private bathroom, and a house of about [-] square meters, which can only be lived by one person, which is similar to the company commander's dormitory in the army.However, in this way, the small platoon leaders with the rank of lieutenant still have no quota.

Yang Yi took Fang Heng by car for more than 20 minutes, and went straight to the dormitory. When he opened the door, he looked at Fang Heng and smiled as if showing off.

Really... um, not so good...

Fang Heng looked around, turned his head to look at Yang Yi, and nodded: "It's good, at least it has more toilets than the dormitories in the army."

"I rarely live here." Yang Yi threw the key on the table and pushed Fang Heng into the house: "There are still some good places to talk about. There are more cable networks and TVs. Cooking is allowed in the corridor. There is hot water for bathing 24 hours a day.”

"Oh." Fang Heng nodded, sat on the edge of the bed, picked up the remote control and turned on the TV, but he didn't watch it, just tilted his head and looked at Yang Yi.

"Huh?" Yang Yi paused while holding the towel, looking confused.

"Me... I was thinking along the way, what are you trying to do by taking me to the dormitory in such a hurry? You can go to bed in the guest house. If you want to come here to see the environment, there is no rush at this moment. And , thought you would prepare some big meal in the house for me?"

"..." Yang Yi put the towel on his shoulders, stood still with a smile on his face, and said, "I'll take you to check the door."

"..."

"We'll come here when we're on weekends from now on." Saying that, Yang Yi pointed in the direction of the table: "That's yours."

"Eh?" Fang Heng stood up and looked towards the direction Yang Yi was pointing at. There was a silver key quietly lying on the old red tabletop with cracks and countless fine lines. luster.

"It's impossible for the two of us to buy a house for the time being, but there must be a place to gather, so I want to bring you to see first."

"Oh." Fang Heng picked up the key and turned it over for a while, then glanced at Yang Yi, and smiled: "Okay, I will come directly if I have a holiday on the weekend."

"Yeah." Yang Yi nodded, squeezed the towel tightly and walked into the bathroom.

After people went in, Fang Heng took out the key and looked at it again, then put it back into the bag and patted it.

In fact, he can quite understand Yang Yi's seemingly boring approach.

Ever since they first fell in love, the two of them have never had a separate space for the two of them. Not to mention that when Yang Yi was a platoon leader, he had two people in one dormitory in the army. Even when he was transferred to the teaching brigade, he was just a recruit. One, it is difficult to come out once a month, and you have to run back and forth in the morning and evening, not to mention the time to study, so now that the two of them are back in the same place, the dormitory that Yang Yi allocated in the compound may be simple and not secretive enough. , but this is also the first time the two of them have their own space, isn't it?

Fang Heng whistled happily, walked around the room, opened the small refrigerator and took a look, it was empty, looked under the bed, and looked in the wardrobe when it was empty, there were few bedding and two sets of clothes...

It has been more than half a year since Yang Yi came back... It seems that, as he said, he seldom lives here.

But it should be more or less the case. The work of a low-level officer like a company commander is cumbersome. He also holds meetings from time to time at night, or keeps in touch with the soldiers. It is not easy to leave often.

Yang Yi came out after washing his face and saw Fang Heng closing the closet, so he smiled and said, "Don't worry, I won't hide a girl here."

"It would be nice if there is." Fang Heng said with a smile.

"I dare not."

"Hey, platoon leader, I always go here, no one will think too much, right?"

"What can you think about?" Yang Yi shook his head and smiled, put the towel on the wire, and said, "Except for the big holiday, you can't spend the night outside in this situation. And come here once a week or two, where do you come from?" How much do you think?"

Fang Heng nodded in agreement.In the army, the platoon leader is on the roll call list in the morning and evening, and weekends are no exception. He must go back to report at night, unless there is a big holiday.In addition, Yang Yi may not stay in the dormitory every time he meets Yang Yi, so what Yang Yi said is right, he really doesn't need to think about it.

"So what now?" Fang Heng asked, "Where will we settle for dinner?"

"There is a restaurant at the door, let's go down together?"

"Of course, you still go alone?" Fang Heng stood up and walked towards the door, but Yang Yi grabbed his neck.

Yang Yi narrowed his eyes and asked in a low voice: "I remember, the last time we met was four months ago."

"Eat first, you will have strength after eating." Fang Heng smelled the fresh scent of mint that Yang Yi had just brushed his teeth, so he turned his head with a smile, pretending to be innocent.

"I'm okay now, and I can definitely stick to it and finish what I can do." As he spoke, Yang Yi threw Fang Heng onto the bed with all his strength, and began to move his hands up and down.

Fang Heng laughed "haha" and struggled hard, but in the end he half pushed and half refused, and Yang Yi stripped him off and ate everything.

After "satisfied with wine and food", Fang Heng lay on the bed and looked at the open drawer of the bedside table, which contained a full set of things they would use, and bumped into Yang Yi who was resting comfortably with his eyes closed: "You Are these things appropriate here?"

"No one will do ward rounds." Yang Yi said lazily, putting his arms around Fang Heng's waist: "Hey, do you know where the queen is assigned?"

"Back to the reconnaissance camp, right under the eyes of his old man."

"Come back together?"

"Well, we only left in the morning, but Sir, he left as soon as he graduated. He said that Lei Ying had already contacted him and asked him to go there first."

Yang Yi opened his eyes: "Can that kind of army still find connections?"

"I don't know, anyway, it is said to go there, and then go back to Chongqing to practice first, and then go there after this year's selection and training period."

"Oh." Yang Yi nodded, "Then you can still get together for a while."

"Actually, among the three brothers, I think I'm the most useless one. The Sir goes to the special department, and the queen enters the agency. My whereabouts are still unclear."

"Didn't you say you didn't want to join the agency? And... besides, aren't you in the same group as me?"

"No...Let's put it this way, I think my position is the least gorgeous one."

Yang Yi thought for a while and said, "That must be suitable for you. First of all, when you go to the government office, you feel that you are under a lot of pressure every day with the leader, and you must have a hardworking spirit when you go to the special department. Don't you like it?"

Fang Heng rolled his eyes, "Yeah, so I'm the worst one."

"No, you didn't understand what I meant. Let's put it this way, I won't talk about the Queen's side. After all, the family environment is there, and the road ahead will definitely be easier. What I want to talk about is the Sir. You are different. Sir Alex is the kind of person who likes to challenge himself and stimulate life, so he yearns to go to places that can reflect his own value. Is this good? Of course, such people will often go out of their own way , makes people feel envious and unbelievable. But you are different, or in other words, Ferguson’s personality is different from most people in this world."

Said, Yang Yi stroked Fang Heng's beautiful eyebrows, and smiled slightly: "I have actually thought about your problem, and I have often thought about it, and I have also asked myself, should I set up some more difficult living conditions for you?" Let you adapt to growth, but I changed my mind after reading an article..."

"What article?"

"Color personality. If people are divided into colors on a large scale, they can be divided into red, yellow, green and blue. Red is passionate, passionate, impulsive, and straightforward; yellow is ambitious, eager to reflect self-worth, and is more likely to succeed; green goes with the flow , live a willful life, be good at avoiding pressure, and look for a more comfortable living environment; Blue sticks to the stereotypes and pays attention to the details of life, which can be said to be very stubborn."

Fang Heng nodded, eager to say: "So, I am green, you and Sir are yellow?"

"No." Yang Yi shook his head, "Queen, the queen is a typical green character, you are the main green and reddish, Captain Zhuma is a typical red, and Lei Ying is blue."

"Instructor Lin is yellow."

"Yes, of course, this kind of color does not mean that this person is so-and-so, but uses color to roughly summarize a person's personality. It is mentioned that each color personality has flaws, and people of different colors may be different. I can't understand why other colors have such attitudes towards life, but the same reason can be proved, my character may also have some incomprehensible aspects in your eyes. But this does not mean that it must be wrong, but we What we have heard and seen on the road of growth has made us live happier in this way. Do you understand?"

Under Yang Yi's gaze, Fang Heng lay flat and looked at the ceiling. After a long time, he nodded: "So, most successful people are yellow. They are eager to stand high on the road of life. Success will make them happy. , not because of influence, but that you will live more easily."

"Well, there's nothing wrong with being green to go with the flow. The uncompetitive factor in the character determines that it is a suitable green lifestyle."

"But I think I'm pretty competitive."

"for example?"

"I fought with you."

"and also?"

"I played in high school too."

"and also?"

"Sometimes I also want to do some awesome things."

"Sometimes...then you do it?"

"..."

"Fighting is the viciousness of a young man and the blood of a young man, but the attitude towards life is another matter. You want to do some awesome things, but you just think about it, and you don't do it in the end, and I, if I am sure I want to go to that position I will definitely do it. You do it because everyone says it’s good, so you think about it, but you don’t have enough motivation because you like to live in the current environment. I do it because I feel that way It’s fun and keeps challenging yourself.”

"..." Fang Heng rolled his eyes: "So you are praising yourself?"

"Hiss..." Yang Yi took a breath and looked helpless, "I said, you still don't understand what I mean? I mean, I can find my own happiness in this way, but your happiness is not In this way, maybe people in this world say that successful people are the best, but that's just what other people say, and the one that really suits you is the best, understand?"