Xiaobing Fang Heng

Fang Heng took his mobile phone and spent every night chatting with Yang Yi on the bed. Time passed by and it was the weekend.

In the early morning, Fang Heng took the leave slip and left the gate of the army. Before walking 200 meters away, a car stopped slowly on the side of the road. The company commander sat in the driver's seat and looked at him. Fang Heng's eyes lit up and he pulled He opened the door and sat in with a smile.

"Company commander." After the car started, Fang Heng called out and said, "Thank you."

Jizhu Karma glanced at him distractedly: "I'm going to see him off too, just along the way."

"Oh." Fang Heng nodded.

After being silent for a while, Jizhu Karma said, "Yang Yi's mother came over a few days ago, and I should be able to see her today."

Fang Heng said "um" to show that he knew, Yang Yi had told him, but even if it wasn't for that relationship, since Yang Yi was his platoon leader, he should have gone to see him off, out of reason, otherwise this separation would not be possible. Know how long it will take to see you again.

After a while, Fang Heng raised his head and looked at Jizhu Karma: "That... Is there any possibility of failing the re-examination?"

Jizhu Karma raised an eyebrow.

Fang Heng smiled embarrassingly, lowered his head and began to rub his fingers: "I'm just worried."

Although Jizhu Karma knew what Fang Heng meant, he didn't want to say something unreliable in order to comfort him, so he said honestly: "He will definitely stay, and the results in the first test are among the first few."

"It's really smart." Fang Heng said with feigned admiration: "Reading is like suicide to me."

"Yang Yi told me one thing."

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"You want to be admitted to the military academy, let Lin Feng find a place, since you have this idea, you should study hard, it won't do you any harm."

"Oh." Fang Heng nodded. He knew the news a long time ago, but during this period of time he was entangled in the matter of Yang Yi's departure, so he didn't pay attention to it at all.

"From the end of the Chinese New Year, the exam will be taken once a month until the registration for the military academy."

"Ah!?" Fang Heng's eyes widened, but finally he lowered his head under Jizhu Karma's light gaze: "Okay..."

When I arrived at the teaching brigade in Chongqing, I saw a total of three pieces of luggage under the dormitory building from a distance, a suitcase and two travel bags. A woman in her 40s was standing there, wearing a knee-length off-white nylon skirt. Long boots, a wool pullover on the upper body, looks quite western, even the waist-length hair is permed into big curls, tied loosely with a silk-like square scarf.

Jizhu Karma led Fang Heng forward, looked uncertainly for several times, and then went upstairs. On the way, he ran into Lin Feng who had brought two soldiers to help. Jizhu Karma asked, and Lin Feng said The one standing downstairs was Yang Yi's mother, and she arranged for the soldiers around her to drive the car over, and then she took Jizhu Karma downstairs to say hello.

Fang Heng didn't follow, but ran upstairs quickly and went directly to find Yang Yi.

There are still a few people in the dormitory, some are wearing casual clothes, some are wearing military uniforms, Fang Heng is not sure, but it should be Yang Yi who is teaching the friends of the brigade these days, or sitting or standing talking with Yang Yi .

When Fang Heng saw this posture, his heart sank a little. Obviously, he and Yang Yi definitely had no chance to get along alone today.

Seeing him coming, Yang Yi briefly introduced him, saying that he was a soldier with a very good relationship in the original army. Many people expressed that they had seen him before. , everyone here has seen it at least once.

Fang Heng greeted each of them according to Yang Yi's introduction. The worst one among them was a reserve cadre who came to study, and the rest were basically military officers, all of whom were older than him, so they could only behave more obediently.

Yang Yi was talking to everyone here, and looked at Fang Heng several times over there. He also knew why the negative pressure was on his body, but there was nothing he could do about it. He couldn't drive everyone away, right?

There were many people in the dormitory, and the topic was always very lively. Everyone was cheering for him. After waiting like this for 10 minutes, Jizhu Karma came up and walked around, and everyone went down together.

Fang Heng walked at the back, staring at Yang Yi's back, his brows frowning unconsciously, even when the car was divided at the end, he was assigned to another car, with a group of people he didn't know The chiefs sit together.

After arriving at the train station, Lin Feng had already entered the station when he arrived. Lin Feng went to buy four platform tickets, but he still didn't reserve the tickets for Fang Heng. Fang Heng was arranged to say goodbye to most people at the platform entrance.

Yang Yi hugged each other one by one, and when he arrived in front of Fang Heng, the bright smile on his face was finally covered by the heavy sadness of parting. He sighed deeply, put his arms around Fang Heng's shoulder and patted twice: "Come on, come on again!" connect."

Fang Heng's nose was sore from being hugged, he gritted his teeth hard not to let the tears flow out, and hugged him fiercely with his backhand, then he was afraid that he would not let go, so he took the initiative to struggle, took half a step back, lowered his head and dared not Look at Yang Yi again.

Jizhu Karma and Lin Feng looked at each other, their eyes were a bit sad, especially Lin Feng, the platform ticket in his hand was a little tight, in fact, he had considered taking Fang Heng in when buying the ticket Otherwise, I wouldn't have bought four tickets, but I realized at the moment of arranging people that it was not appropriate to do so. The people standing here have a good relationship with Yang Yi. In terms of official titles and relationships, Fang Heng is relatively far away. It was far away, and after waiting for the train to start, he was a little afraid that Fang Heng would not be able to restrain himself, and Yang Yi's mother would be suspicious of the appearance of breaking up.

After all, the separation between friends is blessed, and only lovers are so sad.

Take shelter from the expected storm for a while before the love between them thrives enough to take it all.

Yang Yi said goodbye one by one, and several people who entered the station carried a piece of luggage into the ticket gate. Fang Heng stood where he was, silently watching the figure drift away, and the hand at his side unconsciously clenched into a fist. , The nails dug deeply into the flesh, shouting repeatedly in my heart, turn back!Go back again! !Let me see you again! !

The man in the field of vision was submerged in the crowd at the moment before, turned his head, his dark eyes, and his gaze were intertwined, all of Fang Heng's self-control collapsed in an instant, his eyes were blurred, and he could no longer see clearly.

Fang Heng quickly wiped the tears from his eyes with the back of his hand, and searched around in a panic, but Yang Yi had disappeared without a trace, and only caught a piece of army green color. Fang Heng sniffed and glanced back and forth. In the middle, he turned around and trotted out, ran to the parking lot, huddled behind a car, hugged himself tightly, and buried his face in his knees.

I tried my best to restrain myself, told myself not to cry, not to be ashamed like this, but there was no way, my head was full of sadness of long parting, until I heard the sound of the train whistle next to my ears, this pain suddenly rushed to the peak, tearing apart The growling and crying could no longer be restrained and rushed out of the throat...

Later, Fang Heng was found by Jizhu Karma. Seeing the appearance of this young man, he sighed faintly, took out his mobile phone and called Lin Feng, telling them to leave first. After hanging up the phone, it was so close Almost silently waited.

Later, Fang Heng finally vented, and Jizhu Karma returned to the teaching team with a listless person. His eyes fell on Fang Heng's red eyes several times, and he felt that he should stop Fang Heng from giving someone away. It is everyone's responsibility to say goodbye to his lover. No matter how painful it is, I hope to do it, but in fact, how many people can bear the sadness of parting?The last figure before separation will be firmly engraved in the brain, without happiness, without expectations, as if entangled in layers of silk threads, unable to break free for a long time.

However, some negative emotions cannot be helped by outsiders, and all they need is the tempering of time and his own cheering up, and he believes that Fang Heng will definitely walk out of this swamp of sadness strong and quickly.

At noon that day, Lin Feng invited Yang Yi's mother to have a meal with Fang Heng as his companion, but because of his low mood, he seemed extraordinarily silent and lost the opportunity to express himself.

But for Lin Feng and Jizhu Karma, maybe this is good, the children nowadays dare to say anything, they are really worried that Fang Heng will say something that shouldn't be said with a twitch of his head.

In the afternoon, Yang Yi's mother also left. After seeing off at the train station, Jizhu Karma and Lin Feng looked at Fang Heng, who was in a trance and didn't know where his mind had wandered. Lin Feng gave Jizhu Karma a look, turned and left up.

Jizhu Karma took Fang Heng back to the company. After getting out of the car, he opened the trunk and took a bag of things and handed it to Fang Heng, saying that Yang Yi had handed it over to him.

Fang Heng squatted on the ground, opened his pockets, and rummaged through everything. There was a large bag of dried fruit, a set of autumn clothes for the winter, a newest unopened mobile phone, and two books and a dozen or so bags at the bottom. Double insole.

Fang Heng, who was gritting his teeth for restraint, froze for a moment when he saw the insole, took it out and stared blankly at Jizhu Karma.

Jizhu Karma touched the back of his head and looked at him, raising his eyebrows: "Maybe Aunt Xiao brought it here, saying that the size does not match, you can repair it yourself with scissors, and also, put the mobile phone here with me temporarily, and come back when you need it." I'll take it here."

Fang Heng nodded obediently with his rabbit-like eyes open, and handed over the phone.

Jizhu Karma stared at Fang Heng's face for two seconds with the mobile phone case under his arm, then bent down and walked out with his pocket.

Fang Heng hurriedly got up and followed.

Jizhu Karma took him to sit on the stairs of the big playground, silently watching the scenery in front of him, until he saw a soldier, he asked someone to buy two bottles of cold drinks, and he just sat there in silence. Fang Heng sorted out his emotions before getting up and leaving.

Fang Heng didn't follow, but just sat there blankly, looking at the distant sky, his thoughts scattered, he couldn't think of anything, it was blank, but he seemed to think a lot, when he was with Yang Yi Those pictures flashed through my head like a sad accumulation in my body, the more I remembered, the more congested my chest became, and I couldn't breathe.

The body gradually became stiff and cold, and the temperature was taken away by the harsh winter. Fang Heng looked at the pockets at his feet, slowly grabbed a few pistachios and pushed them aside, stuffed the green nuts into his mouth, chewed them, and they were fragrant. Crunchy, warm and hearty.

Pistachios?

Fang Heng sighed and slandered, he didn't even kiss goodbye, what a happy fart!

Disciplined troops are bound by regulations in all aspects, so although it is not easy to make mistakes, it also represents the monotony of life, which goes round and round.

Beginning in December, after Yang Yi left, Fang Heng experienced another parting. The iron-clad soldiers, the veterans retired, and the company... no, or the whole army fell into a gloomy period for about a week. Fang Heng I wrote down three pages of phone numbers and home addresses in my notebook, and drank a lot of alcohol. During that time, I almost felt like I was soaked in sadness.

After the veterans left, the Seventh Company began to reorganize. Four people left Fang Heng's dormitory. Bi Yuntao and another sergeant were transferred to his dormitory. The remaining two vacancies were used to receive incoming recruits.

The company commander Jizhu Karma started robbing people again, constantly inquiring about the quality of this batch of recruits through Lin Feng's set of messages, and he went through the list of recruits who performed well, and the leaders of the teaching brigade became popular. , Eating and drinking every now and then, it is said that Lin Feng has become corrupt and fat.

From the second year onwards, the intensity of physical training and discipline training of Fang Heng’s group of sergeants has been greatly reduced. On the contrary, the requirements for cultural courses are relatively high, or the company commander specifically raised the requirements for some people. Soldiers who have the possibility to do so will be ordered to study culturally, and the officers of the company will be responsible for teaching and taking exams as one of the monthly assessment standards.

The fourth company finally transferred a new company commander, and Lei Ying completely broke away from the status of a grassroots officer, and began to devote himself to the stage of emotional intelligence training, forcing the smile on his face to be a little bit more cordial.

Overall, I feel pretty good. After one year in the military camp, Fang Heng has fully adapted to the rules of the disciplined army. In addition, he has a good relationship with the company commander and is popular. He is a duck to water in the seventh company.

However, there is some helplessness between Yang Yi and Yang Yi. This has nothing to do with whether the relationship has deteriorated, but the distance has created a barrier between them. He can't understand Yang Yi's life style in Xi'an at all, and the topics between the two seem to be gradually decreasing.

In the beginning, he and Yang Yi had to contact each other every two days, then it became three days, and three months later, during the Chinese New Year period, they contacted each week on weekends, and the topics were different. Salty neither hot nor cold.

Fang Heng confirmed that he still likes Yang Yi, and Yang Yi still cares about him, but the reality is that their relationship seems to have fallen into a period of indifference that both parties are eager to improve but helpless.

Perhaps this is the negative impact of long-distance love. After calling Yang Yi on the [-]th day, Fang Heng was still thinking, if this continues, maybe they will break up slowly without external resistance. Bar?

This is a good thing?or bad thing?

Of course it won't be a good thing, after all, every time he thinks about breaking up with Yang Yi, Yang Yi will be with a woman he doesn't know, his heart hurts, he is absolutely unwilling, unwilling, but it won't be Bad thing, Hou Jue's brainwashing from time to time seems to have played a little role. Sometimes when he thinks of his father, he feels that it might not be so uncomfortable to really separate. Let the grandson enjoy his old age in peace.

However, no matter how he thinks about it, Fang Heng is not willing to interrupt this relationship for the time being. He likes Yang Yi, and this cannot be denied. Take that step.

In May, the company commander's mood entered a low period. It is said that Lin Feng transferred the troops, and it was a secret troop, and the camp was in a remote mountain valley.

Since it is a confidential force, it means that the communication is monitored, the movement is restricted, there is no holiday, and it is naturally difficult to contact.

Lin Feng's transfer and the company commander's emotional problems once again made Fang Heng feel that there was something between them, but he couldn't grasp the pain, so he told Yang Yi about it, and Yang Yi asked him why he had this association?He said there was a kind of homosexual feeling.So, Yang Yi sent a series of ellipses.