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"Now, I don't want to play with you any longer. Either divorce or stay in this stalemate. Lan Zhenglong, you have to understand that even if my Shangguan dies, I will never love you again, understand?" After finishing speaking, the mother Turn around and go into the house.

I saw my father rushed up to her and hugged her tightly, saying: "Ye, yum, I was wrong, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, she is too much like you, I love you, do you know, I love you. But You always ignore me, you only have big brother in your heart, big brother is dead, he is dead, you are mine, you are mine."

My father began to tear my mother's clothes, and my mother was struggling. I looked very scared, but I still rushed up and wrestled my father desperately.

Seeing me come out, my father finally became a little rational.He let go of his mother, and said out of breath: "Yeah, don't make trouble anymore. If this continues, I can't guarantee what I will do. You must know that the eldest brother is dead, and he will never die again." I won't come back. And you are now my Lan Zhenglong's woman! You have to learn how to obey me instead of fighting against me."

After that, my father left, and my mother sat paralyzed on the ground. I hugged my mother and cried loudly.The mother's body trembled very badly.From this moment on, I began to hate my father!For the first time, I knew what it was like to hate someone.

8 years old, quiet for a year.Shui Mei is pregnant, more than 2 months pregnant, she specially came to tell her mother.She stayed in the garden with her mother for a long time, and I left first because I had to go to the bathroom.

However, when I came back again, what I saw was piercing red, Shui Mei's lower body was covered in blood, and my mother stood there blankly.After that, the housekeeper came to take Shui Mei away, and after that, his father came back.The father slapped the mother, and he locked her up.

I asked my father to argue, Shui Mei’s 12-year-old daughter Shui Xinlan told me, she said: “Little wild species, it’s your mother’s bitch who caused my mother to lose my little brother, get out, I will never let you go .”

One of my hands was broken that night. If the gardener who guarded the greenhouse was not a kind person who took me to reconnect the bone, I am afraid that my hand would be completely useless.

Since that day, I have never seen my mother again.When I saw my mother again, I was already 9 years old, and my mother also changed from a beautiful person to a cold corpse.She was so thin that she lost her shape.

According to the doctor, she died of illness.

But I noticed that there were scars on my mother's body.It was a series of abuse.The father was holding the mother like a puppet.He didn't know it himself, he was crying.

When I was 9 years old, I hated that man named Lan Zhenglong to the extreme.

After my mother was buried, I left country H and my family alone.

At that moment, there was no such person as Lan Siru in the world, only Liu Chen existed.A waif with a dead mother and no father.

As Liuchen, I am a happy person, because when I left that house, I took away a letter from my mother, which said: Siru, my good boy, when you see At the time of this letter, I have already left this world.Don't feel sorry for me, don't feel sorry for me, don't hate anyone.Because, my death is a kind of relief, and I am happy with it.

My child, forgive my selfishness, because living is too painful, so I choose to leave.Sorry, I Love You……

Remember, you will always be your father's good boy, don't let him down, he is a good man, I failed him, but he also has certain responsibilities.Also, if possible, let him send you away from this home, Shui Mei won't tolerate your existence.

My child, forgive my cowardice and incompetence.

Only such a few short words brought me back from hell to the real world.At this moment, I understood that people have too much helplessness.

With the only money I had, I smuggled to China and started my begging life.

The days of begging are very hard, but I feel very happy.There is no feeling of suffocation in my heart, only happiness.

There are too many helplessness in the world, my strength is very small, I don't want anything else, I just want to live.

Facts have proved that I am still very favored by God.I was adopted by a kind beggar. He spent the money he had accumulated for more than 40 years and bought me a household registration. I have an identity. My name is Liu Chen, and his name is Liu Qiang.

When I was 13, that man died and I started a new wandering life.

After a few years, I stopped begging. I lingered in various places, self-sufficiently learning some cultures, and understanding everything in this world.

When I was 16 years old, I was scouted by someone from Crown. He said I had a good voice and wanted to take me on stage.

My looks are outstanding, I never doubted that.I thought I could get ahead.But it turns out that in the entertainment circle, on that big stage, there are unspoken rules.Because I don't want to be taken care of by others, and I don't want to be raped by others, so I was sealed.Even though I have a good voice, I'm very musical.But I still can't beat those unspoken rules.

It would be a lie to say that there is no reconciliation, but I understand the truth that contented people are always happy.So, I slowly calmed down.

Until that day, I got to know Muchen, and then I got to know that boy named Xiao Nan, everything began to change slowly.

When I first met Mu Chen, I knew that he was a very warm-hearted person, and he was sincerely doing my best.As for Xiao Nan, in my impression he was a pretty good person.I know that he is secretly in love with Mu Chen, and Mu Chen also loves him.

I have blessed them in my heart, I hope they are happy.However, just when I thought they would be happy.Everything starts to change.

Muchen won a chance for me to be on stage. I know this opportunity is very rare. It was because Mu Chen begged one of his brothers, and that brother found someone else to have such a chance.So, I cherish it.So, I didn't go to the feast that night.

The next day I received the news that Mu Chen had left and Xiao Nan was in a coma.

At that time, I felt that the world seemed to be collapsing, and they were all my sincere friends.I think they are happy, I think they are happy.

Reality is so cruel.

Xiao Nan was in a coma for more than half a year.The moment I saw him wake up, my heart almost stopped beating.

Wake up, wake up, he finally woke up.

However, when he woke up, he became different. I was not in the mood to think about it at the time, and I was immersed in happiness.

Later, through getting in touch with him slowly, I discovered in disbelief that I actually... I actually had a strange feeling for him, and it was no longer the simple friendship that I used to have.My heart beats faster when I see him, and I think about him when I face him.even desire. .

Everything is so out of control, I just sink into it.

I approached him cautiously, and secretly liked him cautiously.It's changed, it's changed, everything... has changed...

After waking up from a deep sleep, he has become calm, calm, and indifferent. There is always a faint sadness surrounding his body, which always makes me involuntarily want to care for him, love him, and warm him.The feeling of heartbeat at that time was so unforgettable.

After going through all kinds of things before, I know very clearly that this is love, I love him, and somehow, I fell in love with him.

Yes, there is no need for a reason to love someone, so what can I escape?No, no, no, no... I don't need to escape, I just have to enjoy the process.

Gradually, I am no longer satisfied with this, I want to get his affirmation, I want him to know that I love him.So, I got a little closer.I think he must understand, but he doesn't want to break this relationship.

When I fell in love for the first time, I was very hesitant, so I chose to guard, and I expected him to come out of the shadows and accept me slowly.

But later, when I saw the tip of the iceberg that he showed, I was stunned.It turned out that he is so talented, and he has a more trendy consciousness than anyone in the music world.At that moment, I realized that before, he must have been hiding himself.After what happened to Mu Chen, it might have stimulated his heart, so he needed to vent, so he chose to use a different method to drive away his loneliness.

I love him more and more hopelessly.Thinking about him, thinking about him almost all the time.

The concert was held as scheduled, and the unexpected situation at the scene made me uneasy, but he smiled calmly and told me not to worry, as if he was an omnipotent king, controlling all the people in the world.

Belongs to my queen, I made such a conclusion about him in my heart.

His composure is not without reason.The concert song [Love Like a Tide] pushed me to the stage. This song has achieved unprecedented success, and since this song, I have a place on the stage.I'm happy, I make an appointment, and I'm so excited.I know that all of this is given by him.

One side after another, my love for him grew deeper and deeper.

Looking at all the outstanding men surrounding him, like that Nan Feng, like that Mo Xuan, they all looked at him with surprise in their eyes, and there was also the unknown brother Rui.Later I found out that he was Huang Pu Rui, the famous gold director in China, who was nominated at the international film awards ceremony.Although he did not win the award in the end, he is still a powerful figure.

One after another, but no one can really impress him, including the later Huangpu Ouyang.

I know that although he looks calm and indifferent, in fact, he excludes everyone from his heart.I know that he must still love Muchen in his heart.a dead

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