[Military Text] Special Era

Chapter 60

A day off, yes, a day off.

After the prisoners confirmed that the news was correct, they suddenly felt that the sun was dazzling today, and even Jia Peng's face became handsome.In fact, the training is almost over, and the only thing left is to confront the instructors of the captive school.Wen Rui took the time to sit on the hillside behind the dormitory in a daze, stealing half a day's leisure, if he could ignore the rows of barbed wire and sentry towers in front of him.

Wen Rui leaned against the big tree, hooked the slender grass blades with his fingers, and the verdant green was undulating with the wind, and his tense nerves were relaxed for a while. This kind of light and comfortable afternoon has not been here for a long time, at least since he entered Cang Langqi has never met him again, and it will always be countless trainings and endless sweat, but he has adapted to this kind of life and enjoys it.Wen Rui gave up on ravaging the innocent leaves of grass, resting his chin with one hand, his clear eyes could not see any waves.After that night, he forced himself not to think about weird things, such as is Zu Tiange gay?Probably not. Zu Tiange has nothing to do with homosexuality. The physiological reaction in that situation was unexpected. It is reasonable to say that any important part will react if someone rubs it around. Otherwise, that person must have a physical problem. .

Wen Rui raised his hand to touch his lips. Recently, he has developed a problem. It is almost like obsessive-compulsive disorder. He always likes to let his fingertips create some vague touch on his lips, unconsciously imitating the feeling of Zu Tiange staying on his mouth, and then thinking , thinking about some things that I haven't figured out until now.If it is said that the other party was eager|fired at the time, and because of his malicious friction, he couldn't control himself and regarded him as the object of venting, then Zu Tiange's reaction at that time was either a punitive retaliatory behavior, or a physiological instinctive behavior. No matter what kind of behavior, the target of the perpetrator is a man... Wen Rui couldn't figure it out. Touching himself made him angry, and the two behaviors were both related. It's not surprising that he made such a behavior, and the last sentence he said The words were harsh enough, Zu Tiange's injured expression was once again fleeting in front of his eyes.

Frowning, Wen Rui raised his face, the tip of his chin and his neck formed a graceful arc, his hands were propped behind his back, his eyes were squinted, his eyes passed through the gaps between the leaves, and he looked at the shattered blue sky.It's disgusting to be gay...Wen Rui digs his fingers into the dirt, and it's really terrible for him to speak out.After thinking wildly for a while, the sound of heavy footsteps suddenly came from behind. The person who came did not want to hide, nor did he hide his breath.Mu Sheng?No, that kid was lying on the bed grinding his teeth and sleepy, dreaming of Haibian Jiapeng by the way.Wen Rui turned his head, Zu Tiange stood a few meters away and looked at him carefully, with guilt and tiredness that couldn't be concealed.

After the training, the two of them were no longer the relationship between the instructor and the special trainers, so Zu Tiange walked a few steps forward and found that Wen Rui did not show any expression of resistance. He calmed down and said in a gentle and steady tone: "Can I talk to you?"

To be honest, Wen Rui was a little surprised that Zu Tiange appeared here, but the other party looked sincere, and seemed to have no reason to refuse.Seeing that Wen Rui didn't respond for a long time, Zu Tiange smiled wryly, "I'll just stand here and say it." Wen Rui kept silent and didn't look at him, Zu Tiange sighed, hey...

"I'm sorry about what happened that night." Zu Tiange slightly raised his voice. He originally wanted to add "I didn't mean to", but this sentence seemed unconvincing. He really wanted to kiss Wen fiercely at that time Rui's lips, coated with crystal water film with his own tongue.

After Wen Rui glanced at Zu Tiange, his eyes quickly moved to the flowers in front of him.

"I..." Zu Tiange looked at Wen Rui's expressionless face, and his mood sank to the bottom again.Before entering the prisoner's school, the face in front of me was still colorful, or gentle and refined, or raised eyebrows, or sneering, or free and unrestrained, now I'm really not used to it, don't I even have to be friends?In fact, Zu Tiange thought too much, Wen Rui just didn't know what expression to use to face him.Turn over old accounts?Even though he was holding his breath, he couldn't attack him. After such a long time, he was beaten again, and most of his anger has disappeared. As for the forced kiss, it really doesn't matter in Wen Rui's heart.

Zu Tiange raised a smile, the mottled light and shadow imprinted on his face, his eyes were helpless and confused, "You probably don't want to hear my explanation, I know, but there is something I have to say." Wen Rui snorted, his body moved Lean back. "Forget it..." Zu Tiange, who never had the word "frustration" in the dictionary, waved his hands weakly, turned sideways, what does it mean to draw more and more black, this is what is called more and more black.After walking a few steps and stepping on the weeds beside him, Zu Tiange moved his lips and said in a voice that he could only hear, "I'm not gay."

Wen Rui couldn't hear it, but he saw it.After seeing Zu Tiange muttering, he couldn't help turning his head to glance at him. This time, the two met their gazes.Zu Tiange's eyes were deep, and he smiled innocently, as if Wen Rui had misunderstood him, but he was actually a good young man who behaved well.Wen Rui suddenly took a deep breath, Zu Tiange's faint smile seemed to hide a lot of unspeakable things, he just looked at himself quietly like that, and said slowly: "There is one more thing, I want to tell you Say sorry."

Wen Rui stared at Zu Tiange's well-defined profile without blinking.

Zu Tiange touched his nose, his eyes slightly embarrassed, "I was the one who went too far in the little black room, but if I do it again, I will still do it."

Wen Rui was stunned, he never thought that Zu Tiange would apologize to him for this matter.This is training, right? One of them is an enemy and the other is a prisoner. They tried every means to make the prisoner's spirit collapse. Even if it was just a simulated training, they tried to be realistic. Zu Tiange only did what he was supposed to do. Is he wrong?No way.Although I was really angry at the time.Wen Rui saw Zu Tiange drooping his eyelashes, and sincerely apologized, "So... I'm sorry." Wen Rui's eyelids finally closed, and he didn't express any opinions from the beginning to the end.

Zu Tiange sighed helplessly, "It's really difficult." Wen Rui's indifferent reaction meant that he was indifferent to his apology, and now, he really couldn't even smile wryly.After standing for a while, Zu Tiange said, "I'm leaving." Wen Rui still didn't say anything, and didn't move until Zu Tiange's figure disappeared down the hillside.

Gao Tianliuyun was ever-changing, Wen Rui stared at the sky, thinking that his concentrated demeanor was really like that of a primary school student in nature class back then. In fact, there was nothing interesting about clouds, but he was just in a daze.He didn't know, in a place he couldn't see or hear, Zu Tiange murmured, "Alright, I might leave, just because you can't see it."

The wind is blowing so comfortably that people are lazy and don't want to move.Wen Rui picked up the hat at hand and patted it twice to get up, when there was another sound of footsteps behind him, he turned around in surprise, and found that it was Jia Peng who came this time.Jia Peng smiled all over his face, and without waiting for Wen Rui's consent, he sat down next to him and hooked his shoulders, and the two brothers seemed to say, "Wen Rui, let's talk."

There are so many people who want to talk to him today.Wen Rui pursed his lips, and at the same time wondered what Jia Peng wanted to talk to him about?Did Zu Tiange really tell him what happened that night?Since this person is an instructor and also the deputy captain of another squadron, Wen Rui had no choice but to hold his military cap and put on an expression of listening attentively.Although Jia Peng is not very serious on the surface, he always leaves a serious impression on people, and I can't say why, it probably has something to do with Mu Sheng's face of bitterness and hatred every time he thinks of him.

"Talk to me?" Jia Peng asked, pointing to his nose.

Wen Rui nodded, and nodded again.

Jia Peng laughed, and then fell silent again.After a while, he opened his mouth. Wen Rui thought he would talk endlessly, but he just cleared his throat, and a trace of grief flashed in his eyes.

"Deputy Jia?" Wen Rui looked at Jia Peng suspiciously.

Jia Peng squeezed out a smile, even though such a smile was uglier than crying, "I am a rural person, how poor you can imagine, it is the poorest mountain village in the north."

"Oh." Wen Rui responded, not knowing what Jia Peng wanted to express at the beginning of this topic.

Jia Peng paused, took out a cigarette from his trouser pocket, and dropped the lighter to the ground. Wen Rui's gaze stayed on it for half a second, then picked it up and handed it over.

"Thank you." Jia Peng lit a cigarette.

"You're welcome." Wen Rui frowned slightly when he smelled the smoke.

Jia Peng smoked most of it, his eyes drifted far away, as if he was looking at something, but he didn't seem to see anything at all.After a while, he spoke again, "My family is poor, but I have a great old lady."

Wen Rui blinked his eyes and let him concentrate on recalling the past.

"Poor, and you want to change if you are poor. Boys as old as me go out to work and earn money, and I want to go too. I packed my luggage without telling my mother, but before I reached the station, she was carrying me I beat him back home with a thick wooden stick, and I was almost sixteen that year, and I was about to start freshman year of high school."

This situation is a bit different from what Wen Rui thought. He once guessed that the other party might have noticed that something was wrong with his relationship with Zu Tiange, so he came here to do ideological work, but now it doesn't seem to be the case.

"Study is useless." Jia Peng sighed. "At that time, everyone in the village thought so. They had to go to the city to work to earn money, or stay at home to farm. Reading is a waste of time and money. To us, the gain outweighs the loss."

"You can't say that..." Wen Rui answered involuntarily.

Jia Peng looked at him and smiled, with a cigarette in his mouth. "Boy," he patted Wen Rui on the shoulder, "They think it's enough to be able to read newspapers and sell vegetables without extra change. It's not like you, who got a master's degree."

Wen Rui was frightened by Jia Peng's stare, and turned his head unnaturally.

"My old mother also grew up in the fields, but she has a different brain from others. She sent me to a town dozens of miles away to study high school. I was not that material. I was dismissed by the school in the third year of high school. , I’m afraid it will affect my enrollment rate.” Jia Peng took a deep puff of the cigarette, but didn’t spit it out, and kept it in his mouth, “In the last semester, she walked dozens of miles of mountain roads to the town every week to give me living expenses, and smoked cigarettes at home. Meat. At that time, I was still having trouble with her and wanted to drop out of school instead of taking the college entrance examination.”

Wen Rui pursed her lips, feeling a little uncomfortable.

"Later on the way back, she suffered a cerebral hemorrhage and fell on the side of the road. When others found her, she had already been gone for a long time." The only cigarette butt left was held in Jia Peng's mouth, and he didn't spit it out. He didn't have the strength to spit it out.

Wen Rui pressed his lips together and opened them slightly, his face changed again and again.

Seeing his appearance, Jia Peng stretched out his hand to pluck his hair, "Hey, she's been gone for so many years, it seems too late for you to say words of comfort."

Wen Rui shook his head, as if a thorn had been inserted into his heart.

Jia Peng glanced at Wen Rui and said, "I still didn't take the college entrance examination. I was stupid. I stayed at home for a year and was thrown into the army by my father. The army is good, the melting pot of revolution, I am here I found my life goals here and met many people, including many talented students like you and Zu Tiange. My mother is uneducated, and she couldn't say that "everything is inferior but only studies are high". I regret it now, really him| Mom regrets it, she paid a lot for me, but I didn't understand at the time." Jia Peng took out another cigarette and lit it, but Wen Rui leaned closer, waiting for him to continue talking.

"When we entered Cangwolves that year, the chief officer was Captain Li. My good buddy and I confided in each other and agreed to create a world in the army, but then he..." Pain was engraved on Jia Peng's eyes, the same as before. Unlike my grief, this pain seems to be tinged with resentment.

Wen Rui couldn't take his eyes off, and Jia Peng calmly said after a moment of distraction: "He changed his job, and he was at the border of Myanmar when we saw each other."

"What?" Wen Rui was stunned.

Jia Peng coughed a few times and nodded to Wen Rui, "That's right, on the Burmese border. He is so familiar with our combat methods that he can recognize me even if I turn into ashes. These are his exact words. That day we will He got stuck in a dead corner, he couldn't escape, he was anxious, he actually poked my sore spot in front of his teammates and drug dealers, said that I killed my wife, and abused and insulted us. I couldn't help it, and suddenly exposed the target, If Captain Li hadn’t blocked it for me, I’d have died.” Jia Peng smiled wryly, pointing to his right wrist, “Captain Li was pierced here, and he said he was fine after he was sent to the doctor, and he was indeed fine later. But not long ago Old injuries recurred, I couldn't hold a gun, so I had to change jobs."

Wen Rui suddenly realized that it turned out that Li Ye changed jobs because of this. Although Jia Peng was usually joking, he did not expect him to have such a serious mind.

"Wen Rui, maybe you feel that some of Zu Tiange's actions are a little redundant, and how can your own private affairs become the enemy's trump card." Jia Pengyu looked at him earnestly and said, "It's such a coincidence that on the battlefield, A little personal matter may kill you." At the end, he added, "Man is not as good as God, I am possessed by a weak spirit."

Wen Rui looked at Jia Peng's wrist, then at his face, and the other party smiled bitterly, which was very much like Zu Tiange.

"I've already washed the recording, don't worry." Jia Peng got up and slapped the dust, and put his hat on his head, "I'm leaving first, think about it again, it's actually a big deal, just let it go, he didn't mean anything. "

Jia Peng walked down with his hands behind his back, leisurely and casually, as if he wasn't the one who had red eyes just now.Wen Rui sat on the spot sullenly, and only replied after a long time, "I know."

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