Desire for shadows

章节字数：1125更新时间：10-05-2613:35

The final blood exchange is about to begin, and Ning'er is about to wake up.I should be happy, right?But why is there a trace of intolerance in my heart?This is my expectation for the past few years. I will never allow any destructive factors. Nothing is more important than Ning'er!right!Ning'er is what I should care most about.But who is that vaguely small shadow?

It was the last night of the full [-]th month. Looking at the two bodies on the bed, I forcibly turned my gaze away from Duanmu Ying.

He moved away from his body, picked up Ning'er, and walked out of the Xixia Palace without looking back, out of the world of the person who may have passed away.

The next day, as if I was afraid of regretting, I hastily issued a decree to let Duanmuying move out of the Xixia Palace, and live in the Youying Pavilion, which is far away from me.Youying Pavilion was not called Youying Pavilion before. He was the name I changed when I decided to move Duanmuying out of Xixia Palace.Youying, Youying, what exactly do I want to live in?I don't know either.

Ning'er finally woke up, I was ecstatic, I wanted to make him the crown prince, and I wanted to give him the best and most precious things in the entire Duanmu Dynasty.But I know that some things can't be rushed, so I started to train Ning'er according to the emperor's requirements, so that Ning'er can gain a firm foothold in the court step by step and establish prestige step by step.I am very happy to see Ning'er gradually gaining the approval of the imperial court.But in the dead of night, there is a small smiling face that will suddenly appear in front of my eyes.When I was tossing and turning on the dragon bed, unable to fall asleep, I would put on my coat and stand at the gate of Qiankun Palace, looking in the direction of Youying Pavilion for a long, long time.I don't know what I am looking at, but I feel a little bit of pain in my heart.Why, why does it hurt?Ning'er has woken up, hasn't she?How many of my expectations are still fulfilled and Ninger's performance is remarkable, why do I feel different from the feeling of happiness, joy, and relief?

Soon my birthday came again, and at the banquet, I got a gift prepared by Ning, whom I dreamed of.But after finding that there was no little person standing in the middle with a homemade gift, he was slightly disappointed.However, to everyone's surprise, the little eunuch who followed Duanmuying actually entered the banquet.He said that he would hand over the gift that His Highness the Fourteenth Highness was going to give me.I don't know what kind of mood I was in at that time. After waking up, the little eunuch had already knelt there, pulled out the covering silk and satin, and held up a big, big engraving board with both hands, and the engraving on the engraving board was actually Topographic map of the Duanmu Dynasty.Mountains, rivers and rivers are all represented in the carvings, and the height of mountains and the depth of rivers are all carved according to their real size.It was such a giant sculpture that was held high there, and everyone, including me, was shocked.No one would have thought that someone would carve out the terrain of the Duanmu Dynasty. This is not only an art collection, but also has a military role.The little eunuch left after presenting the gift. He kept his head down from the beginning to the end, and he didn't know what kind of expression it was.

Since that day, I have never asked about Duanmuying's sobriety, nor sent secret guards near the Youying Pavilion.I have rejected all ways to know Duanmuying's news.But I still can't help but think, is he still alive?It has not been reported so far and should still be alive.So is he awake?When will he wake up?Will he hate me when he wakes up?It should be, after all, I used him and threw him into the Shadow Pavilion to fend for himself.