Desire for shadows

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I am the fourteenth prince who the people of the Duanmu Dynasty envy, and the one whom His Majesty the Emperor of the Duanmu Dynasty favored. At first, I thought I was the one who lived happily under the care of my father. It was not until that day that I realized that everything was just a scam. That's all, everything is like a joke to me, a big joke.

I still remember that it was morning, Father had already gone to court, I wanted to go to Father’s Qiankun Palace to prepare breakfast to surprise Father, so I secretly put on the clothes of a little eunuch and sneaked into Qiankun Palace.When I was laying out the food on Father's table, I saw the painting hanging in front of Father's bed. The person in the painting looked like Father, but was also very young. At the signing place, I found that it was The eldest brother I have never met, Duanmu Ning.I think I can ask my father about Brother Dahuang in the future, and ask him why he has never seen Brother Dahuang, and no one mentioned Brother Dahuang?Suddenly, I also saw the glazed ball I gave to my father, which was placed next to my father's pillow.My heart was very sweet at that time, just like drinking honey.But in an instant, I felt as bitter as drinking Coptis chinensis, very bitter, so bitter that I could no longer detect other tastes in my mouth.What is placed in the glass ball is no longer the portrait of my father that I painstakingly put in at that time, but another portrait, and the person on this portrait is very familiar, it is the same painting that hangs in front of my father's bed people on the road.I can even imagine how the father carefully took out his own portrait by himself, and how he put the portrait of the big emperor brother in with difficulty and carefully.I stared blankly at the people in the glass ball.

Why?Why it came out like this?Why does the father cherish the elder brother so much that he has to keep his portrait beside him before falling asleep?Why does he dote on me so much while cherishing the eldest brother so much?Why is it that the elder brother is so cherished by his father and should be kept in the bottom of his heart, but no one has ever mentioned it in the palace?Why?Why?Why?There are countless mysteries in my head, which completely confused my mind, like a mess of hemp becoming more and more chaotic.

In the confusion, I walked out in a daze, but I tripped over the chair by the table and fell to the ground.When I was about to get up, I saw the familiar silhouette in the corner.It was a very familiar feeling. I picked it up and wiped off the dust on it carefully. My hands were all black but I hadn’t wiped it clean. I could only continue to wipe it with my sleeve, and tears fell down disobediently as I wiped it. , why cry?Why am I so sad to see it in the corner?Why can't the tears stop?Why do you rub more and more?My doll, why are you buried in the dust in the corner?Was the original promise just my wishful thinking?What is the purpose of all these years of love?I rubbed it bitterly, gently and gently.

In this sacred palace, how many secrets did the emperor hide?What do these secrets have to do with me?

Before my father came back, I walked back to my Xixia Palace with the doll in my arms.

In the afternoon, my father came over, said that he saw the food on the table, and asked me if I had been to Qiankun Palace.

I tried my best to be like before, raised my smiling face, and said in a tired voice every day that I wanted to surprise my father, so I sneaked in and released it. Is the emperor delicious?Father said it was delicious, but don't sneak in it from now on, it's very dangerous, what should I do if I'm treated as an assassin?If you get hurt, your father will be sad.Hearing these words that used to make me happy for several days, only then did I realize that there were so many reasons behind my concern that I didn't know.

I remembered that in the past three years, every time the fifteenth day passed, I would feel more dizzy and weak, and suddenly came up with an idea.So on the fifteenth day of that month, I didn't drink the medicine honestly, and poured it out secretly.

On this night, I knew the truth that made me desperate. I didn't know how I should react. I could even hear the sound of my blood flowing out. I tried my best to keep myself in a coma. Listening to my father's slightly excited words, looking forward to Ning'er's awakening, my heart was broken into pieces, and I couldn't mend it anymore.It's broken, it's gone, my heart is empty.

My father went out, and only the man my father called a demon doctor was left. He said to me coldly, open your eyes.I knew instantly that I hadn't lied to him from beginning to end.Opening my eyes, I looked at this man I had never seen before. It was cold, but I couldn't see his face clearly.Do you think doing this will change anything?Or that boring thirst for knowledge?He said to me mockingly.I just want to know the truth.I responded lightly.the truth?So what if we know?Isn't it more painful?yes?But I can't know that he is fake but don't figure it out. I don't want to live in a fake world.I want to know what will happen to me when Brother Da Huang wakes up?I actually have a flat face, and I can't believe it.How about it?What else?He needs your blood to wake up. After replacing the blood all over his body, what do you think is your chance of surviving?He still had that cold expression.How long will it take?how?Do you want to know how long you can live?So what?Will you be disheartened and help your father, or will you fight desperately and be defeated?

Can it be sped up?I asked.Of course, Duanmuning has almost changed his blood now.There is no respect from the royal family at all in his mouth.So next month?I continued to ask.He seemed frightened by my request, and actually showed a different expression.Of course you can, but the blood change once next month will be all the blood in your body, and you will definitely die by then. If you follow the previous progress, you still have a chance of surviving.you sure?

sure, but i have a request.I don't know what I'm doing anymore.

any request?He became interested.

The day I wanted a transfusion was sober.A crazy idea came up to me.

good.He seemed to find it very interesting, with a somewhat excited tone.

I didn't speak anymore, I knew he was gone.What am I doing?In a hurry to die?Or do you want to desperately want your father to remember you?hehe?can you?Are you just a tool?A tool to save his beloved son.

Duanmuying?Sunset Hall?Now it seems that everything is so ridiculous?Which one can survive for a long time, the shadow or the sunset?Shadows can't see light at all!Xixia simply heralds the end!Heheheheheheheh!Lying on the bed, the wound on the wrist has disappeared under the treatment of the demon doctor. Everything tonight is like a dream, a real and terrifying nightmare, but in the bottom of my heart, I know that everything is real.

Father's birthday is coming up again, I still want to give him a gift made by myself as always, maybe he doesn't want a gift at all, I think what he wants most is a gift from the elder brother himself.Hurry up, father.Your Ning'er will be able to give his gift next year.

It's almost fifteen again, and I willfully asked my father to accompany me out of the palace to celebrate the Lantern Festival.I made myself forget everything that night, Duanmuning, everything false, and treat myself as my father's true favorite son, a son who can act coquettishly and lose his temper.I was very happy that night, and my father really doted on me. Can I think that my father still treats me a little bit?And some feelings are true?

Time passed quickly, I didn't write anything on the wish on the lantern, just drew a word.How can my wish come true if there is no tomorrow?The royal father's wish probably has something to do with the elder brother!Hehe, I am really thick-skinned, Big Brother!One in the cloud and one in the mud.He actually still considers himself a prince.

After setting off the lanterns, some inexplicable words came out of my head, but fortunately I stopped in time, and my father didn't notice anything.But, father, I think the demon doctor has already told you that this fifteenth is the last time, but you are still as usual, nothing unusual, my heart aches.Strange, isn't it already broken?Don't you already have a good reputation?How can it hurt?

Farewell, father!I don't know if I will remember that there is another fourteenth prince - Duanmuying?