Desire for shadows

The 16-year-old Wen Chaoya has two wishes in his heart, one is to accompany him, Xiao Liuer, and the other is to stand on the court.

The current prince is the legend of the entire Dayan. Ever since Wen Chaoya learned about the prince through various channels, he has always wanted to stand on top of the court and see the prince who swept the entire empire with his own eyes.He felt that only the prince could make himself willing to bow his head and become a minister.Therefore, the prince who is one year younger than himself is the god in the heart of 16-year-old Wen Chaoya.

One day, I will stand in the hall.This is the goal Wen Chaoya set for himself.That day is not too far away.

Therefore, Wen Chaoya worked harder, so hard that he didn't have time to accompany Xiao Liu'er all day long.

He didn't know why he was so obsessed with the court. This kind of attachment had already caused Mr. Wen and Wen's a kind of fear.Wen Chaoya studied hard day and night just to be on the list, and to get the No. [-] Scholar in the exam was to be named a marquis and a prime minister.But what is the reason for wanting to be a Marquis and a Prime Minister?Glorious lintel?No, this is not the reason, so what is the reason that makes Wen Chaoya so obsessed?

Wen Chaoya himself didn't know why, he was just a prince who only heard his name but never met him, why did he want to see him so much, what else did he want?Wen Chaoya couldn't explain it himself.But every time at this time, a vague shadow would appear in Wen Chaoya's heart, a shadow that he seemed to have seen countless times, deeply engraved in his heart.Who is that shadow?

Liu Er looked at her brother Wen who had been looking at her and pampering her, shutting herself in the study like a madman, just to win the first prize, and to shine on the lintel. She should be happy, but why is her heart So uneasy, as if as long as Brother Wen stands on the court, he will lose him?No, I should believe in Brother Wen, I should believe in what Brother Wen said, that I will be with me for the rest of my life, and will never be separated.Liu'er said to herself like this, firmly suppressing the uneasiness in her heart.

Just like what Wen Chaoya set for himself at the beginning, when he was [-] years old, he finally became the champion of the new department, standing in front of His Royal Highness.Therefore, Wen Chao and the public finally knew that the exquisite child he saw by the river when he was a child was the current Crown Prince.

But why, His Royal Highness never looked at himself?Even a glance?Does he know he is the number one pick?Does he know what he looks like?Is it because I haven't reached the level of being favored by the prince?Wen Chaoya found the reason for his loss.So Wen Chaoya had a new goal.That is to let one's own power pour over the government and become the pillar of the entire Dayan.Let the prince have to look at himself and pay attention to himself.

After Wen Chaoya became the No. [-] scholar, Liu'er felt that Brother Wen's wish had been fulfilled, so could he just see himself as before, just accompany and watch him?With this expectation, Liu'er has been waiting and waiting.But I don't know why, after Brother Wen came back from the Qionglin banquet that day, he said to himself in high spirits that he must become the prime minister of the entire Dayan, the prime minister with power over the government and the public.

As a result, Wen Chaoya became even busier.Wen Chaoya seemed to be born to live like this, like a fish in water above the court.Climb higher step by step.

But Liu'er felt that she was even more lonely.Brother Wen is no longer his own Brother Wen. He seems to be desperately dealing with the affairs of the court, assisting the prince in various superficial and private matters, and is very happy day by day.Even occasionally stay in the palace.After the prince ascended the throne, this situation became more frequent.Liu'er felt like she was superfluous.I even think that Brother Wen likes the prince.But this is impossible.The crown prince is already married and even has children. An arrogant person like Brother Wen would not be willing to be subordinated to others, and the crown prince doesn't seem like someone who has a habit of cutting off his sleeves.

But Liu Er felt like she was living alone in the huge Prime Minister's Mansion, and she would not see Brother Wen for a few months.He is so lonely.Therefore, another person gradually walked into his heart. Although he is just a bodyguard, not good at words, and will not achieve much in the future, he will accompany him every day, talk to himself every day, and give himself Surprised, worried that I will not sleep well, eat well, get hurt and be afraid.That was the kind of exclusive feeling that Brother Wen had never enjoyed since he vowed to be the number one scholar.Originally, she still hated Brother Wen, but after waiting day after day, Liu Er felt that there was no need for her to wait any longer.Under the circumstance that Wen Chaoya could not be seen at all, Liu Er left a letter to Wen Chaoya, explained to the manager, and left the prime minister's mansion and went to the house of the little guard.He didn't know when Wen Chaoya would know the news of his departure, let alone how long it would take for Wen Chaoya to see the letter he had left for him.But Liu Er still left.

Wen Chaoya didn't know the news of Liu'er's departure until after Liu'er left for two months.He didn't know how he was feeling at the time.Falling in love with Liu'er is engraved in the bottom of my heart, but I don't know when, the prince's weight in my heart has become more and more important.Even now, she didn't even think of Liu'er at all.Do you love Liu'er or not?do not love?Then why did I know Liu'er was my lifelong partner when I saw Liu'er as a baby?like?Then why did he neglect Liu'er for so long?

Wen Chaoya stayed in the study for a whole day and night that night. He didn't eat or drink, and he didn't deal with any political affairs. He just sat there, thinking about nothing.

Has become the prime minister, has become the former prince, now the humerus minister of His Majesty, once the prime minister.I have already received His Majesty's attention, and I have become the only minister who can stay overnight in the palace, but I am still not satisfied, and I still feel that there is something missing.

Although His Majesty reused himself, there was no difference between looking at him and looking at other ministers. Even if he stayed in the palace, there was still no difference, at least in His Majesty's eyes.So what exactly do you want?

Wen Chaoya thought for a long time, and suddenly found that the place he most wanted to stay was His Majesty's bedroom.He wanted to sleep on that dragon bed.What else do you want to hug~~~~~~~~?He wants to hug him~~~~~~Who is he hugging?Who does he want to hug?He seems to have hugged someone before, with a cold expression, exquisite face, strong strength, and delicate skin.Who was he holding in his arms?Willow?no.But besides Liu'er, who else did he hug?

Wen Chaoya felt like a madman, desperately eager to know who the little man he once held in his arms was?But he still can't understand.

As a result, Wen Chaoya became more diligent in political affairs, helping the imperial capital manage the entire Dayan day and night.Then at night, I was alone thinking about the person I didn't know, who I once held in my arms.

So, after another month of high-intensity work, Wen Chaoya encountered an assassination, more than one wave of assassinations, and even more than one group of people, as if they had made an appointment, everyone who wanted Wen Chaoya to die sent assassins , must let Wen Chaoya die on the road.

Wen Chaoya watched the leopard-tailed guards die in front of him one by one, and desperately told him to leave quickly.Wen Chaoya felt that he didn't want to move at all, that he was so tired, that he even felt that it would be nice to die here.Dayan is already on the right track, and the final cleansing will be left to His Majesty, I believe His Majesty can easily do it.Thus, Wen Chaoya died, leaving with the regret of not finding the person in his heart.

What is the world after death like?Wen Chaoya didn't know, but now, Wen Chaoya realized that he had actually seen his own corpse, which had been changed beyond recognition. Those people seemed to be afraid that they would not die, and they were desperately creating wounds on their corpse.

Lightly, Wen Chaoya involuntarily floated towards the palace.Do you have any unfulfilled wishes in the palace?Wen Chaoya didn't know.

Seeing that the emperor was still seriously dealing with government affairs before he knew about his death, Wen Chaoya realized that he had never looked at the emperor's appearance carefully.Perhaps, except for the Supreme Emperor and the Empress Dowager, no one knows what the current emperor looks like.

With his indifferent expression and delicate face, Wen Chaoya even felt a sense of familiarity.

Slowly stretched out his hand, touching the emperor's face bit by bit.But Wen Chaoya, who had become a ghost, couldn't feel how delicate the emperor's skin was.But Wen Chaoya still tirelessly fucked over and over again.Until someone came to report his death.

Seeing the emperor losing his composure and leaving a large red mark on the memorial, even unable to hold the vermilion pen, Wen Chaoya smiled.He also thought that the emperor would be indifferent to his death.Seeing the emperor's gaffe, he felt that he was worth it.

So far, Wen Chaoya has been following the emperor, watching the emperor lose sleep at night because of his death, and watching the emperor carefully draw his own portrait.Wen Chaoya's heart set off an outrageous disturbance.Does the emperor know his appearance so well?How could the emperor, who had never opened his eyes to see himself, be able to draw his own portrait so skillfully without even a single pause?

The emperor put away the only portrait and never opened it again.Then the emperor became that iron-blooded and indifferent emperor again.Just occasionally staring at the box with the portrait locked.