Desire for shadows

So, we quarreled, and this was the biggest quarrel we've ever had together.Every time we quarreled before, Lian would let me down and give me a step down, so we made up quickly every time.But this time was different, Lian didn't give in half a point, he had to go to Jincheng.I was annoyed from the bottom of my heart, I thought that Lian was rushing to Jincheng because of a man, I thought that Lian no longer loved me wholeheartedly, there was someone else in his heart.But Lian didn't admit it, he said he went to Jincheng for his adoptive father, it's really ridiculous, isn't it?Who in that group is old enough to be called 'adoptive father'?So I felt more and more that Lian was lying, lying to me for that man.We quarreled more and more, and I even started talking nonsense, saying that Lian did those things before, that Lian came back this time to get revenge on me, that Lian was promiscuous, and that he——I don’t remember anymore How hard did he say to stimulate Lian.If I knew what happened later, I would never be so irrational and crazy.But everything is too late.

Seeing that Lian didn't speak anymore, I thought he had nothing to say, and thought he had acquiesced, but I didn't see Lian's more sad eyes.I stared blankly at Lian who had become ethereal, and I started to panic, and I started to be at a loss.I ran forward, wanting to apologize to Lian, wanting to tell Lian that I didn't do it on purpose, I meant it out of nowhere, I would go to Jincheng with him to see, as long as he forgives me, as long as he is no longer so scary, don't be here In the misty world, I am willing to do anything, and I am willing to do anything——

But seeing my hands passing through Lian's body repeatedly, I was frustrated and found that I couldn't stop anything from happening. Listening to Lian's decisive words, I realized that this time it was really a big mess, and the big one couldn't end.Life and life, this is such a famous word, so yearning, I also want to be together with Lian Sheng, but Lian said that we are no longer related to each other, no more——It's my fault, it's all It's my fault, I lost it again, I lost it again, I can't find it again, I can't find it again—it's gone, it's gone Disappeared - what about me?Where should I go?

I shut myself in the room, kept locked in the room, looking at the bed I slept on, the chair I sat on, the cup I drank from, the comb I combed my hair with, and the photos I took Mirrors, used hairpins, worn clothes, shoes, socks——

I hugged them, thinking they were still by my side.yes!Lian is still by my side, I can still smell Lian, can't I?Half-dream and half-awake, I saw Lian smiling at me in a trance, saw Lian bouncing in front of me, watched him call me-"Tianqi!", and watched myself dotingly look at Lian and responded.

I woke up suddenly with tears running down my face.hehe!It turns out that the so-called "Apocalypse" is me! Hehe! It's really ridiculous, really ridiculous. Lie! It turns out that we have known each other for a long time. It turns out that we have known each other for several lifetimes, but I forgot , but you still remember, and keep your promise, looking for me from generation to generation. So in the next life, the next life, Lian, will you still find me? No, there will be no next life, Wang Zitang, what are you doing? Will he forget? Lian said, the promise of life after life has been canceled, there is no next life, no more——

I was stunned, I don't know how long I stayed in the room dragging my clothes, I only remember a long time.

Then another day, I found myself seeing a lot of people.How did these people get in?Didn't I order no one to come in?However, this does not seem to be Lian's room, by the way, this seems to be the lobby.But why are there so many people coming to the lobby?Usually not many people come to be guests?And what's with the big "Dian" character?Has anyone in the Wang family died?Why didn't anyone come to inform me?

The woman kneeling on the ground looked familiar—ah!Isn't that the woman I married into the door?Why is she kneeling there? It's not that I'm dead, why is she kneeling there? ——Yeah, why is she kneeling there?Why are there so many white flowers?Where is he now?Why didn't a single person come up and talk to me?Why one by one - all walking under themselves?I seem to be—floating in mid-air?So I'm dead?

So I'm dead!Then can I find Lian after I die?can it?Should be able to!I suddenly felt a kind of joy from the bottom of my heart, I thought it was good to die, I might see Lian again after I died, it was really good to die!

I stayed in the lobby for a long time, not knowing what it would be like for people to see my funeral, but I was bored, so I started hanging out.I didn't know where to find Lian, so I decided to take my time and take my time.After all, ghosts have a lot of time, don't they?Maybe you can get Lian's whereabouts by accident?

The words came true, and I really got Lian's whereabouts by accident.I am very happy, but also very sad.The happy thing is that I know the whereabouts of Lian, but the sad thing is that I will never be able to get close to Lian, because Lian is such a noble existence, which is far beyond my reach.It turns out that meeting Lian and being able to fall in love with Lian is really a blessing in my three lives!

I was put in a small ball by the young man who killed people in Tianyu Mountain Villa. He told me that he was Lian's father.I didn't believe it at first, but after knowing Lian's identity, I believed it.The world is full of ghosts, so how can there be no other Shina things?However, if the boy in front of him is really Lian's father, then he is his elder.So--

So, I was very respectful towards the young man in front of me, after all, he is also my father-in-law?Or father-in-law?Uh—forget it, it’s right to be an elder anyway.

Day after day, I have been following this boy.I don't know how many years have passed, and finally, he told me that he could give me a chance to stay by Lian's side.I'm really happy, not only did Lian's face not fade away due to the passage of time, it was even super clear.Hold back!wait for me!I will definitely find you!

Shang and Di left the Wang family's mansion, Di saw what happened in the Wang family, and listened to the unspeakable and decisive words, feeling sorry for him.Looking at the silent Shang, Di was not sure what kind of attitude Shang had.Forget it, what does it have to do with me?

Shang's heart is very chaotic, is that love?How could love be like that?Will he and Duanmuxi become like that in the future?Never see each other again?Shang panicked in his heart, he wanted to see Duanmu, and now, he wanted to see Duanmu soon.then--

Suddenly, Di found that Shang had disappeared and disappeared. After a moment of stunned, Di was relieved. There must be something wrong with the father, and the father is not a three-year-old child.So the emperor went back to the Shang mansion alone.

In the imperial study, Duanmu was meeting with several ministers to discuss how to manage the drought in the south and the movements of the surrounding countries. Basically, all the important ministers were staying in the imperial study.

"Your Majesty—" a minister was talking about his suggestions to Duanmu, but it stopped abruptly.

The other ministers who were listening seriously, who were about to pick a few thorns out of it, looked up strangely.Then I followed the minister's staring eyes all the way to the past, and then - all of them were stunned.

Duanmuyu now lowered his head with a gentle and doting look on his face, looking at his waist.

Is there something there?All the ministers of the ministers looked confused, what could make the emperor show such an expression?Is it possible? ? ?Everyone thought of Duanmu's serious gaffe some time ago. ——That stunning black-haired boy!

Although it was just a guess, all the ministers basically affirmed this conclusion in their hearts, even though they still couldn't figure out whether Duanmu was looking at an animal or a person.After all, they didn't even see a little bit of hair, even **, or clothes.

"You all go down! Submit a memorial tomorrow!" He raised his head suddenly, concealed his doting expression, and said to the stunned minister with a serious look.

"I am waiting for the decree!" After all, they have been in the officialdom for many years, and soon they came to their senses and knelt down to thank them.Then he exited the door without raising his head, then met his eyes tacitly, and set off for the same destination outside the palace—see you at the old place!

"Shang'er!" Duanmu, who was listening to the minister's suggestion, suddenly felt a heavy weight in his waist. When he lowered his head, he found that Shang'er, whom he had never forgotten, appeared beside him at some point, clasping his waist tightly.

Duanmu felt that something must have happened to Shang'er this time, and Shang'er was not in a very good mood now.Duanmu raised his head so that the ministers who didn't know when to stop speaking all backed out.Then he hugged Shang and sat on his lap.

"Is Shang'er in a bad mood?" Duanmuxi is very happy now, because Shang is the first to come to him when he is in a bad mood. This is the first step in the long march. I believe that in the end, no matter what happens, Shang will The first one to find himself.

"En!" Shang replied sullenly.

"Could Shang tell me what happened?" Rui Muyu coaxed softly, the deep magnetic voice was pleasant to hear, and there was also a little bit of lust.

Feeling the vibration of the voice coming from Duanmu's chest, Shang felt that his mood calmed down a lot.

"Will we separate in the future?" Shang looked up at Duanmu and asked seriously.

"No! We will never be separated!" Although he didn't know why Shang would ask such a question, Duanmuxi was very happy that Shang would ask this question. Maybe this meant that Shang wanted to be with him forever, didn't it?

"But the two of them love each other, and they will become like this in the end?" Shang's silent voice seemed to be talking to himself.Rui Muzhen couldn't understand what Shang was saying at all, and could only vaguely guess that the two lovers whom Shang knew had finally parted ways or even turned against each other. (Oh, more serious than you think!)

"Maybe they are not suitable!" Rui Muchen could only guess like this.

"Then maybe we are not suitable either?" Shang looked at Duanxi

"No! We are the most suitable, no one can be more suitable than us!" Ramu rejected this speculation, and rejected the speculation that one day Shang would belong to someone else and be more integrated with another man.

"Shang said that I'm Shang's son, right?" Duanmuxi didn't know why Duanmuxi brought up this question, so Shang could only nod his head.

"Then, we are always one family, no matter what we are one family, one family is inseparable. If I want to leave you, then you imprison me, if you want to leave me, then I I will try my best to imprison you! We are one and cannot be separated!" Rui Muze's thinking is very extreme now, and now he knows that Duanmuze's competitiveness is much smaller, and he has a greater confidence in Shang A lot, he wants to monopolize Shang, wanting to have Shang completely by himself, without sharing with others.

"Okay!" Shang replied very seriously, and in the days to come Shang also carried out this agreement very seriously - if you want to leave, then I can only imprison you.