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"There is food on the table, go and eat."

After taking the cup, Mu Ya put it on the table, and lit all the lamps in the room. In the blink of an eye, the darkness was dispelled by the soft light. Mu Ya sat back at the table, knocking on the table, and beckoning to the man Come eat.

As soon as Mu Ya mentioned it, he was also hungry. He had lost his appetite due to this incident in the past two days, but no matter how bad his mood was, his body was always honest, and he would protest when he was hungry, just like now.

He put on his shoes and didn't take off his clothes before going to bed. The man patted the hem of his clothes symbolically. He slept very honestly and there were no wrinkles on it.

When the man passed by, Mu Ya had already taken out the contents of the food box, one meat, one vegetarian, two dishes, and a jug of wine.

The dishes were hot, so they should have just been fried. Mu Ya had come a long time ago. He saw that the man was about to wake up, so he asked someone to prepare them, so that the man could eat hot dishes when he woke up.

Neither of them spoke. The man lowered his head and ate the rice served by Mu Ya. The food was delicious. Even he, who had no appetite, ate a lot. After he finished eating, Mu Ya was sure that he was full, so Ask, "Would you like to have a drink?"

He glanced blankly at the jug, and the man nodded. When he is in a bad mood, wine is the best regulator.

He needs it.

Pour a glass for each of them, and when Li Hentian touched the wine glass, Mu Ya seemed to mention casually, "I asked your girl to bring the cheat book that your friend gave you, anyway, you are fine. Do it, and go to the training room with me tomorrow."

Mu Ya is still outspoken, but now he says this kind of words, but it makes people feel kind. Mu Ya has not changed because of what happened to him, he is still the same, talking to him in that tone, As if the previous things did not exist, it had no effect on him.

With Mu Ya like this, Li Hentian can feel better.

The man drank the wine in the glass in one gulp, the spicy liquid heated up his internal organs, he just needed this kind of stimulation, as if he would go crazy if he continued this kind of calm.

After he finished drinking, Mu Ya immediately refilled his glass, and Li Hentian drank two more in a row, and he didn't stop him, except for this pot, there were two jars under the table, Mu Ya brought enough tonight He can drink as much wine as he wants.

But, only for one night.

"Just get drunk today. After tomorrow, I will forget everything. It's no big deal. You are a man. If you are knocked down by such trivial things, you will be really looked down upon."

Seeing the man looking up at him, his eyes were reddened by alcohol, those eyes with water vapor were really beautiful, he used to think that Li Hentian's face was beautiful, but, it was this person now, let this face bring In addition to being angry, Mu Ya only admits that this person is the one who is Lihentian and unique.

No one is more suitable for this status than him.

The person in the past, maybe he had great ambitions, and endured humiliation for the sake of his beliefs.

However, Mu Ya couldn't agree with his approach. He would rather see Li Hentian working hard for himself in adversity to survive than seeing a person who clings to secrets, refuses to tell anything, and trusts no one. , a person who swallows his breath.

He was attracted to this man because of his self-confidence, his intelligence, and his daring to fight for himself.

It is not to be submissive, to accept other people's arrangements.

There are many stars in the sky, but he is undoubtedly the most dazzling one, at least, in Mu Ya's eyes, he is dazzling.

"Look at me for what?" The man kept looking at him in a daze, his somewhat blank expression was not at all like a person of his age, no matter how many times he looked at him like this, the feeling was the same, and it made people want to Bully.In the same way, the way he plays tricks and uses his brains makes people pleasing according to their mood. No matter from which angle, he is an existence that cannot be ignored. Let's talk, don't look at me stupidly, if you have anything to say, just say it, I don't like to see you squirming like a girl."

Sure enough, being with Mu Ya would make it a lot easier, and it would be comfortable to listen to him swearing.

Li Hentian was holding the wine glass, but he sipped without raising it. His eyes shifted to the shaking reflection in the small wine glass, looking at himself with no energy. It was really ugly and haggard. No wonder Mu Ya would Worry.

It's just that he is not his real father anymore, and Mu Ya also knows why, he still treats him so well...

"Mu Ya, you know, I can at most be your half father," the man said jokingly, his smile, like the reflection in a cup, would shatter when touched, "This body made you, but the inside Things are different."

As soon as he guessed, Li Hentian would say that, Wen Yao gave him a big blow today, and Qin Mo's last few words added fuel to the fire, but he believed that that guy would not be wiped out so easily Otherwise, Mu Ya will look down on him.

He will not evade this identity, after all, he has survived, and now, it is just a few angry words.

Human nature is understandable.

"I knew earlier that you are not the original person." Mu Ya pouted in boredom, and looked away with one hand on his chin. He didn't look back, and felt the surprised gaze of that person. He ignored him and continued. , "Because it's completely different, but I don't have evidence, so I can't be sure. You should understand, if I really want to know, how easy it is to know whether you are the original person, I didn't do it, it's not that I was too lazy to check , but that is not important, the current you are more suitable for this identity and more satisfying, so I let it go, and want to maintain the status quo. I have long ago, acquiesced to you. "

Mu Ya had already asked him, it's not that Li Hentian didn't know his suspicions, it wasn't because he concealed it himself, but because Li Luo didn't care, Mu Ya didn't pursue it, presumably, they were so smart, they played tricks in front of them, Still not enough portions.

Li Hentian smiled lightly, drank the wine in the glass in one gulp, and before Mu Ya could make a move, the man poured himself a glass.

Those guys are really too smart.

"He doesn't trust us, I don't know, has he ever treated us like a son, maybe, but I really don't feel it. When I was very young, my Mr. Wuxiu had one who was about my age His son, that man is very serious, unsmiling, and fierce. He will not show mercy to me just because I am the young master. Similarly, he is also so strict with his son. But, that is only during the lectures , I have seen him lift his son on his shoulders, when his son is too old for him, he will still pat him on the shoulder like a brother to encourage him, and he will also encourage him when he is busy , give him food and clothes, the relationship between father and son in the world, no matter they are poor or rich, is the same, but in our place, it is different."

Unexpectedly, one day, he would be able to sit down and chat peacefully with Mu Ya. He always thought that when they were together, there was nothing but quarreling.

In the past two days, he saw different kinds of Mu Ya, each of which surprised and moved him.

He has never heard Mu Ya or anyone mention his childhood, he only knows that Mu Ya's arrogance is innate, his temper has always been like this, he always thought that Mu Ya was just a spoiled and arrogant Only the young master...

"From childhood to adulthood, all I can see is a side face. What he looks like, I don't have it in my original memory. There is only a faint shadow. That shadow stares into the distance all day long. No one knows what he is thinking. He never said that the feeling is so thin that it is not personal. How can we be in the eyes of such a person? Our growth, our efforts, he does not need to participate, even if he asks, ask Mr. ours It's okay to behave, but never, I don't even know, does he still remember us... Li Luo is very filial, he cares for that person in every possible way, he is a good son, but he is not appreciated at all , At that time, we thought he was useless, but in fact...in fact, he was disdainful. In his eyes, Li Luo's concern was worthless. Otherwise, why would he never mention such a serious matter and treat me so badly? Said, even the best Li Luo to him, refused to say. I am different from Li Luo, I don't like to make fun of myself, he ignores me, and I don't care about him. "

Speaking of this, Mu Ya snorted coldly, and when he mentioned his gloomy childhood, he didn't mean to be sad at all. To him, that memory was just an irony and a laughing stock. The man's son's they are pathetic.

"I'm telling you this, not to excuse what I did, nor to gain sympathy, which is not worthy of sympathy. I tell you these things just to let you know that I have no father-son relationship with him at all. He pushed me a little bit. Let us go, even if he wants to treat him well, he won't give this chance, so his life and death, everything about him has nothing to do with me, so Li Luo asked me, do you want to go, I didn't even hesitate, his The face is not bad, so I went up."

Mu Ya said it lightly, but God knows that he has never worked hard for their father-son relationship. Maybe he sneaked to see him after practicing, but that person never gave him a look. Maybe when he was sick, he wanted to A word of consolation, but that person never appeared.

In the past without sunshine, growing up in that environment, they may be dragons among men, they are missing, some of the most basic things...

There was no Lihentian in the past, and neither do they now.

Lover's, way.

They don't know how to love others, and they don't know how to accept the love of others.

"You must think that we are not as good as Qin Shan, but you will never understand, when Li Luo and I ran into Wen Yao with him... At that time, it was desperate, and the last bit of affection for him was also lost. It's gone, so I don't regret that matter at all, what he deserves, he seduced his son first, Wen Yao is, and so are we, why can we only give it to him and not us."

Mu Ya's words are a bit like children who can't grab candy. In fact, they are also children, and they want the same love and attention from their father. However, no one cares about their efforts. Instead, that person only cares about one person...

Li Luo's extremeness and Mu Ya's ruthlessness are actually all due to the same reason...

It can't be said that people in the past didn't love their sons, otherwise, he wouldn't suffer the crimes for those agreements, he just didn't know how to express, and they also lacked communication...

No matter how deep and smart his city is, when he got married, he was only a teenager. There was too much pressure on his immature shoulders, and he couldn't breathe, which caused his subsequent personality changes, and his gloomy life, He's not positive at all and doesn't trust anyone...

Perhaps at that time, all he saw was darkness and despair.

No one gave him a little light, took him out of the narrow ivory building, and he was inside, drilling deeper and deeper...

He needs redemption, and no one can give him any help.

Even if he was wronged and treated like that by his sons, the first thing that comes to mind is not to explain and communicate, but to suffer silently.

And it hurts too much.

Li Hentian Wanhe can understand how uncomfortable he is, just like how he felt when he knew about it at the beginning, but he will fight for himself, the people in the past, Wanhe will not make any resistance.

He has, forgot to resist.

The low self-esteem when he knew he was incapable, he was scolded and insulted by his father, all his dignity was trampled by him, and he finally found love, but his wife died one after another. He would be proud of himself, and they wouldn't die if they didn't give birth to him. , but he couldn't refuse.

His life was completely ruined. After those women died, his world was closed with an airtight curtain, and he couldn't see anything.

It's a mental illness.

But in this world, no one understands, and no one can heal him. It will only add more scars to this person's wound...

He is very cute, he is the one who needs help and love most.

This deep courtyard, this so-called prominent family in the Southern Dynasties, has produced so many tragic characters...

Whether that person, Li Luo, or Mu Ya, in fact, they are all equally pitiful.

Seeing Lang Dabao today, and Mu Ya's words now, Li Hentian understood immediately.

"Don't talk about him, bad luck," Mu Ya shrugged his arms and changed into a relaxed posture. He picked up the wine glass and sang the first glass of wine of the day. Here, his movements are very free and easy, but not rude. When he chews, he still chews slowly. The young masters in Lifu are all like this. They eat quite politely and elegantly. This is a habit, " said Wake up, I am very happy, he is gone, and you, replaced him, in fact, I like you very much..."

When Mu Ya said this, he stopped chewing for a moment, and he smiled at the man, his dark pupils seemed to overlap with Wen Yao's, and Li Hentian also saw the dazzling light...

The stars are dotted, like the clear night sky.

The familiar feeling made his breathing stagnate.