I want to have a home

"Lele, who is this person?" Sheng Mo felt obvious hostility from that person's eyes, and he himself didn't like this person very much, because Lele obviously didn't like this guy.

Lin Jiale packed up the dishes, came over to add charcoal to the charcoal basin, and said flatly, "My former boss was in City D."

Sheng Mo never knew about Lin Jiale's specific experiences in City D. He only knew that he met his mother there. As for other stories, Lin Jiale didn't want to mention them, so it was hard for him to ask, maybe One day, he is willing to speak, and he is also willing to listen.A boss actually came to the home of a resigned employee. There must be a story in it, but Lele has already said that this is an irrelevant person, and that is the past tense.Sheng Mo sighed calmly, waiting for the matter to continue to develop.

The door opened, and a gust of cold wind blew in. He Fangxu stood at the door.Lin Jiale didn't raise his head, and reached out to touch Diudiu's chin, his hands trembling uncontrollably, he was still a little uneasy about the confrontation between He Fangxu and Sheng Mo.Feeling Lin Jiale's uneasiness, Diudiu rubbed Lin Jiale's hand obediently to show comfort, and looked at the stranger in the room with some vigilance, who was hostile.

He Fangxu looked at the two and the dog with embarrassment, anger and desolation, as if he was superfluous, was he still too late, Ah Le had already fallen in love with someone else.He grabbed his chicken nest head, walked to the brazier, and stretched out his hand to Sheng Mo: "Hi, I'm He Fangxu. May I ask your name?"

Sheng Mo looked at He Fangxu's hand, and really didn't want to take it. Did this man wash his hands in the latrine? He pointed to the kitchen: "There is water there, you can wash your hands first."

He Fangxu blushed. This was simply an insult. He turned around resentfully, and went to the kitchen to scoop up water to wash his hands.

Lin Jiale almost burst out laughing, Teacher Sheng is so powerful, he can make someone surnamed He deflate with just a few words.Sheng Mo quietly made a face with Lin Jiale.

He Fangxu washed his hands fiercely, rubbing and rubbing until the palms and backs of his hands turned red before he stopped.He walked to the brazier again, and stretched out his hand to Sheng Mo again: "He Fangxu, I hope I can get to know you."

Sheng Mo admired He Fangxu a little bit. He stood up and shook hands with He Fangxu: "My surname is Sheng, Sheng Mo."

In the blink of an eye, the two men made direct contact for the first time.He Fangxu pinched Sheng Mo's hand hard, and Sheng Mo pinched it back unceremoniously. Competing hands, will I be worse than you?

If Lin Jiale looked up at this moment, he would find sparks splashing everywhere, but he was a tortoise, so he only dared to lower his head to listen to the movement of the two people.

He Fangxu let go of his hand in some pain: "Thank you, Mr. Sheng, for taking care of Ale during this time."

Sheng Mo understood the identity of this man in an instant. He suppressed his anger and showed a perfect smile: "This has nothing to do with Mr. He. Lele is my friend. It is my business to help him. Mr. He came to thank me on his behalf." Jia Le has already said that this person has nothing to do with him now, the implication is that you, He Fangxu, do not have the qualifications.

He Fangxu blushed instantly, he looked down at Lin Jiale, Lin Jiale didn't look up at them at all.In fact, Lin Jiale was so nervous that he wanted to die. He didn't want Sheng Mo to know about his unbearable past, but now he regretted it a little. He was afraid that He Fangxu would say something ugly at this moment. He didn't want He Fangxu to tell Sheng Mo about these things. ink.

But He Fangxu gritted his teeth and said it anyway: "Mr. Sheng, you may not know that Ale is my boyfriend. We had a little misunderstanding a while ago..."

"Enough! He Fangxu!" Lin Jiale yelled and stood up abruptly. With tears in his eyes, he glared at He Fangxu with red eyes, "Are you finished? I told you earlier, I have nothing with you anymore Nothing to do with it! Get out of here, get out now!" This was the last thing he wanted to see, that unspeakable past, but on the first day of the new year, in front of his most trusted person, It was shaken out by He Fangxu's few words.Diu Diu also stood up abruptly at the moment when Lin Jiale was shouting angrily, his hair stood up a little, glared at He Fangxu, and made a "huhu" sound from his throat, as if to rush forward.

Sheng Mo quickly embraced Lin Jiale: "Lele, don't be angry, don't cry. Those who celebrate the New Year are not happy or happy. You go out first, and I'll talk to Mr. He. Diudiu, take Brother Lin out to play. "Speaking, he pushed Lin Jiale out, patted Diudiu's buttocks, and let him follow, "Lele, don't be sad. I'll clean him up for you."

He Fangxu was stupefied by Lin Jiale's drinking for a while, he saw Lin Jiale was about to go out, and wanted to catch up: "Ale, don't go, listen to me and speak clearly."

Lin Jiale shook his arms away in disgust, stood still, turned around and faced He Fangxu: "Your surname is He, I already said what I said clearly enough yesterday, and you will forget it after a night, right? I said it, I have nothing to do with you anymore. I don’t bother with you in the past. What else do you want to do? You have a sense of accomplishment playing with me, right? I was fooled by you at the beginning, and now you still What do you want to do? You are charming, and you can make anyone fall in love with you again, but that person will never be me, Lin Jiale again!" Lin Jiale was already in a broken state of mind at this time, anyway, Sheng Mo already knew, It doesn't matter if you understand it in more detail.

He Fangxu was disheartened, and shook his head weakly: "Ale, I told you, I said that to your mother in anger. I definitely didn't mean to play with you. You must believe me."

Lin Jiale said blankly: "You have said this many times yesterday. I have also told you that I can let the past go, but please don't pester me anymore. I have nothing to do with you. You go Come on, go back to your Hong Kong! My fourth uncle rescued you yesterday because of his sympathy for you. You are already well today, so hurry up and get the hell out of you! I don’t want to see you again!”

Sheng Mo's fist was already clenched and loosened, loosened and clenched again, and a monstrous anger burned from the top of his head. Although he didn't know the whole story, he knew that with Lin Jiale's character and temper, he was definitely at a disadvantage and cheated that one.He is too kind, for such a beast, he is willing to save him, if he is himself, he would have kicked people to the Pacific Ocean long ago. "Lele, stop talking nonsense with him. Go out, and I'll have a few words with him."

Lin Jiale glanced at him, then nodded, stepped into the snow, he needed to go outside to calm down.Diudiu has been ready to go, staring at He Fangxu very fiercely, wanting to go up and take a few bites, but the master didn't say anything, so it can't bite. It watched Lin Jiale leave, hesitated, turned around and followed up.

He Fangxu still wanted to chase him out, but was stopped by Sheng Mo. He raised his hand and punched him hard with a right uppercut, which hit He Fangxu's jaw. He Fangxu lost his balance and hit the door with a bang.Even Lin Jiale, who had already walked out of the yard, heard it, but he just paused for a moment, didn't turn back, and continued walking towards the snow-covered field.Diu Diu also stopped, looked back at the house, the owner was still fine, so it didn't turn back, and trotted to keep up with Lin Jiale.

"I punched you for Lele." Sheng Mo said, shaking his hands, "No wonder I always feel that he is very resistant to other people's care and kindness. The source of all this comes from you! He Fangxu, right? I I don't know what grievances you have with Lele's mother, but it's obvious that you cheated his feelings, and you made him live in shadow and inferiority every day. You can do it to such a pure and kind child! You bully There's no one behind him, right? Open your dog eyes wide and see clearly, and if you dare to bully Lin Jiale, ask me about Sheng Mo's fist first!"

He Fangxu was still sick and very weak. He was almost starved by Sheng Mo's punch. He shook his head, stood firm while holding the door, and shouted back: "I didn't cheat his feelings, I did too. Love him. There was a misunderstanding between us, and I will make it up to him."

Sheng Mo sneered: "Do you love him? Do you deserve it? Don't think that you are great when you drive a Mercedes-Benz. Lele has nothing, but he has a heart of gold. You just make one out of pure gold. It’s not as precious as his heart. You have missed it, it’s your loss, regret is useless, there is no medicine for regret in this world. So I think Mr. He, you can leave. Lele’s heart is very pure, But he is also very fragile. He is a child who lacks love. He tries hard to feel and repay the kindness given by everyone. If you hurt him once, there is no chance to save him again, so you just give up. Finally, I have to thank you, because you don't know how to cherish, so you gave me a chance. In the future, please don't bother him again." After Sheng Mo finished speaking, he followed Lin Jiale's footsteps, and the child was in need now. people comfort.

He Fangxu leaned against the door, thought for a long time, and finally smiled bitterly, that smile was uglier than crying.He once said to Jiale that everyone has to pay for their mistakes, is it your turn now?If it is really missed, will there be no chance again?He took a look at this simple house, is this the place where Lin Jiale was raised, the house is barren, but full of warmth, warmer than any luxury house, making people nostalgic.This warmth was originally in his arms, but he accidentally lost it, and he could never find it again.

He Fangxu looked at it for a while, then slowly arranged his clothes, made the bed he had slept in, and left.

Sheng Mo staggered several times on the ridge of the field, almost fell on the snow, and finally caught up with the man and dog in the snowy field. "Lele!"

Lin Jiale stopped, and Diu Diu also stopped. Sheng Mo found that his face was full of tears, and stepped forward to wipe away the tears for him: "Didn't you say, don't you cry today? Today is the first day of the new year. Mom said that whoever cries on this day will become a crybaby this year."

Lin Jiale raised his hand and wiped his cheek with his sleeve: "Whoever said that I cried, the water in my eyes flowed down by itself."

Sheng Mo laughed: "Okay, I'm not crying, it's the water in my body flowing out of my eyes."

Lin Jiale laughed through tears, but the smile was very ugly: "Today, I showed Teacher Sheng a joke."

Sheng Mo really wanted to hold him in his arms, but in broad daylight, although there were not many people coming and going, they were all acquaintances of Jiale, if someone saw him, he held back how he would see people in the future. "Stupid boy, don't tell me you've suffered such a big grievance, so why don't you carry it alone?"

Lin Jiale sniffed: "Do you just think this is embarrassing? I feel very ashamed when I think about it. How can I tell others?"

"What's the shame? Do you think it's shameful to like men, or is it shameful to be cheated?" Sheng Mo said without hesitation.

Lin Jiale lowered his head and said, "All of them."

Sheng Mo sighed for a long time, put his arms around his shoulders, and led him forward: "There's nothing shameful about it. There's nothing shameful about liking men." Sheng Mo took another deep breath, mustering up his courage Say, "Lele, actually I like men too, and—I like you. Lele, are you willing to accept me?"

Lin Jiale's body froze, he didn't expect Sheng Mo to say that, he glanced at Sheng Mo in a panic, and then murmured, "Teacher Sheng, I have always, I have always regarded you as the most respected teacher .I can not……"

Sheng Mo sighed: "I know, you may need time to accept me, I am willing to give you time to think about it."

Lin Jiale shook his head, with a look of despair: "It's not about this, Mr. Sheng, I don't think I'm worth it, I'm afraid I'm not worthy..."

Sheng Mo let go of Lin Jiale, stopped in front of him, and looked into his eyes: "Lele, I don't like to hear this, and I will never say it again. I can understand the harm He Fangxu gave you, but you can't just because of This scum completely denied himself. Let me tell you today, Lin Jiale, you are not unworthy of anyone, you are very good, beyond my imagination, I even feel that I am not worthy of you You are so strong, brave, serious, and kind, so good that I feel like I have discovered a treasure, but you don't know it. So don't belittle yourself, be confident, and believe that in this world, you don't need anyone to be inferior First class, even better than many."

Lin Jiale looked at Sheng Mo in disbelief, his mouth moved, but he didn't say anything.

Sheng Mo looked into his eyes, nodded with a bewitching smile: "Lele, you have to believe in yourself, you are really good already."

Under Sheng Mo's gaze, Lin Jiale nodded almost imperceptibly.

Sheng Mo laughed and patted his head: "Very well, you must be confident in the future. I know you may not be able to accept me now, and I am willing to wait for you to accept me, but there is one thing, you have to promise me."

Lin Jiale lowered his eyes: "What is it?"

Sheng Mo said: "Let's get along as before, don't alienate me just because I like you."

Lin Jiale raised his head, glanced at Sheng Mo quickly, lowered his eyes again, and nodded: "Okay."