I want to have a home

The day before, Lin Jiale had agreed with his fourth aunt that Sheng Mo would leave the next day, so he would bring him some local products from the countryside.The fourth aunt agreed very enthusiastically, and helped to collect eggs from various houses.So before leaving, Sheng Mo brought back a box of native eggs and several native chickens.

At the beginning, Sheng Mo refused to take it, Lin Jiale rolled his eyes at him: "You think I brought it for you to eat? I brought it to Uncle Sheng and Aunt Sheng."

Sheng Mo fell silent, touched his nose, alright, take it to honor his in-laws, this intention will definitely be conveyed.

After seeing off Sheng Mo, Lin Jiale began to prepare for the New Year, shopping for New Year's goods, visiting relatives and teachers, and was busy for a few days.This year is young, there is no New Year's Eve.On the 29th of the year, Lin Jiale went to the street early in the morning to buy a lot of firecrackers and fireworks and came back. He planned to play with his fourth uncle's son Zhuang Zhuang at night, and bought some red paper for writing Spring Festival couplets.In the past two years, the fourth uncle has given him a lot of support and help. He has no uncle himself, so the fourth uncle has become his most dependent family member.So he has to be nicer to fourth uncle and his family.

He returned to the village excitedly, and before he got home, he saw Zhuang Zhuang running towards him quickly: "Brother Le, someone is looking for you in a small car."

Lin Jiale paused, who would come?It shouldn't be Sheng Mo, it's just Chinese New Year today, he said he came during the Spring Festival, his heart seemed to be pinched by an invisible hand, and he felt a great sense of fear.After Zhuang Zhuang finished speaking, he turned his head and saw the fireworks in Lin Jiale's hands, and said happily, "Brother Le, you bought so many fireworks?"

Lin Jiale lowered his head to look at Zhuang Zhuang, pulled out a smiling face, and handed him two packs of fireworks: "This is for you, you take it home and set it off tonight. Zhuang Zhuang, tell Brother Le, is that person from the past?" How many days old brother? Where is the car parked?"

Sniffing his nose, Zhuang Zhuang hugged Fireworks in his arms full of joy: "It's not that brother, it's someone I don't recognize. The car is parked right in front of your house." He then waved his finger.

Lin Jiale turned around and wanted to run, took a step and then turned around, why did he hide?How long can you hide?He turned around and walked towards his home step by step with heavy steps. Did what was supposed to come finally come?After all, I still can't hide!

There was a familiar yet unfamiliar black car parked in front of his house. It was the Mercedes-Benz that He Fangxu had taken him for a ride.He Fangxu was sitting in the car, smoking with the windows open and waiting for others.Seeing Lin Jiale's figure, he quickly threw away the cigarette he had just taken a puff in his hand, and quickly got out of the car. He blinked his eyes hard, as if to confirm that the person in front of him was not a phantom, and shouted in a hoarse voice: "Ah Happy?!" As he spoke, he wanted to walk up to meet him quickly.

Lin Jiale yelled: "Don't come here! Mr. He, just talk there if you have something to say." He put the things on the ground, then squatted down, hugged his legs, and curled up there, his body trembling uncontrollably , He even wanted to find a place to hide, never to see this person again, but he knew that he couldn't run away, this was his home, and he came looking for him, so where else could he hide?After all, there are some things that need to be clarified between them, and if they are all clarified, they will be completely liberated.

He Fangxu drove the car all night, his eyes were full of red hair, and his mouth was surrounded by stubble. He was wearing a black coat with only a thin sweater inside. He somewhat underestimated the winter in H province. So his face turned blue from the cold, and he looked down and out.He wanted to go over and hug Lin Jiale, but Lin Jiale seemed to be in a state of complete alert, the air around him seemed to condense, and no one was allowed to approach.He Fangxu raised his eyes and looked around. Many people in the village were looking at them very curiously.

He Fangxu cleared his throat and said in Cantonese: "Ah Le, I finally found you. Why did you leave without saying goodbye? I have been looking for you very hard."

Lin Jiale also knew that the neighbors were watching him, so that's good, at least He Fangxu didn't dare to do anything out of the ordinary.Hearing He Fangxu's words, he suddenly wanted to laugh out loud. After hiding for so long, this person actually pretended to be stupid to him!He also switched to Cantonese and said: "Mr. He, I thought you already knew the reason for my departure. Now that we have nothing to do with each other, I don't seem to owe you anything. Why are you here looking for me?"

He Fangxu stared at Jiale, and his eyes seemed to burst into flames: "Ale, what are you talking about? Haven't we been dating all the time? It's not a matter of owed or not at all. What happened between us , you can say that we have nothing to do with it? Can you write it off?"

Lin Jiale couldn't help shivering when he heard him talking about these things. The past, which he thought was "happiness and sweetness", was actually just a ridiculous deception run by He Fangxu.I already know all the reasons behind this, why does this person want to continue to pretend, is it really so fulfilling to deceive and tease myself?He said coldly: "Mr. He, if there is any grievance between you and Mrs. Zhuang, it has nothing to do with me. If you are dissatisfied with her, you can go to her to settle the score and don't come again." Bother me!"

He Fangxu's face turned gray, and he said with trembling lips, "Did you really hear that day?"

"Yeah, I heard everything by accident." Lin Jiale laughed self-deprecatingly, "I didn't expect that the world is so small, and Mrs. Zhuang is the mother who gave birth to me. I don't know what kind of grudge she has with you, but she has nothing to do with you. I don't care. I have only one relationship with her, that is, blood relationship. This, I can't choose. If I can, I don't want to be her son. You want to take revenge on her, and you want to take revenge on her through me, I think This is ridiculous, so does it have anything to do with me?"

He Fangxu shook his head: "A Le, you must have misunderstood me. I never thought of using you to take revenge on that woman. What I said at the time were all angry words, not the truth."

Lin Jiale didn't look at him, but stared at the tip of his shoe, and used one hand to pinch a firework repeatedly unconsciously. Does the truth matter now?Some things, even if they are misunderstood, hurt no less than those cut by real knives. Some things, once missed, will never return to the past.I dodged like a frightened bird at the beginning, but didn't I also create another path in life?It can be seen that in this world, nothing is absolutely bad, and not everything has to be perfect to have the best life.

Seeing that he didn't reply, He Fangxu took a step forward, and said anxiously: "Ale, you really have to trust me, I don't really want to use you to get revenge on her. It's just that I was angry at the situation. Don't be mad at her, I didn't expect to hurt you, so that you couldn't go to the school you were admitted to. I'm sorry, Ale, I'm so sorry!"

Lin Jiale looked up at the gray sky, the clouds were thick, and it seemed that it was going to rain. Although he was a bit regretful about that school, since he couldn't go to it, it was fate, and there was nothing to regret.He shook his head: "Okay, Mr. He, I now know that you didn't mean to hurt me, I heard your apology, and I forgive you. Your knot has been untied, you can go gone."

He Fangxu stood still. He didn't come here just to hear a word of forgiveness. "Ale, the relationship between us is not over. I like you, and we can continue to develop. I will continue to treat you better than before."

When Lin Jiale left, He Fangxu was a little surprised and surprised.After Mrs. Zhuang left that day, he went to the skating rink to find Lin Jiale, but the brothers said he had already left.He went downstairs to look for him, but he didn't find anyone. He went back to the hotel to look for him, but no one came back.He thought it was Mrs. Zhuang who found Lin Jiale first and hid him, but Mrs. Zhuang said that she had never seen Lin Jiale.He wanted to go back to the mainland to look for Lin Jiale, but all his documents were in his wallet, and they were all on Lin Jiale, so he couldn't go back for a while.

He called and went back to ask the people in the factory. Sister Zhong said that Lin Jiale hadn't gone back to work.Sister Zhong went to open the door of Lin Jiale's dormitory, and only saw those things on the table, and she had already left.By the time He Fangxu and the others returned their documents and returned to City D, it was already a few days later.In the past few days, He Fangxu thought over and over again, and he probably understood that Lin Jiale had heard something. He felt a little regretful at the time. This child is actually quite pure, and he is not the same person as his snobbish and vulgar mother.But he didn't take it too seriously, he was just a child, just like those boys who were taken care of by others, there was nothing to be sorry about.But he didn't get tired of it, so he ran away by himself.

However, when he saw the items Lin Jiale left in the dormitory, the money, passbooks, jewelry and clocks on the table, as well as the admission letter to the night university, he realized that his heart was aching.What a self-respecting and self-loving child, he has always been so positive, shy and kind, didn't he appreciate it?And help him progress all the time, even forgetting that he is Chen Qiutang's son, but what did he give him in the end?Deprived him of everything, and gave him a heavy blow.He didn't take revenge on himself, but chose to leave alone, not knowing where to hide and lick his wounds.

He began to search for it, asking his relatives and friends, but there was no news, and he also asked people to inquire everywhere in D City, but he couldn't find anyone.In the end, he personally found Lin Jiale's hometown, but there was only an old dilapidated house there. His neighbors said that he hadn't been back for a long time, not even for the Chinese New Year.Lin Jiale disappeared, no, it should be said that Lin Jiale completely disappeared from his life.He finally realized this problem, and he tried to forget about Lin Jiale.

He Fangxu returned to Hong Kong, got along with his fiancée as he originally planned, and then got married.However, he found that there was always something missing in his heart. His fiancée was a very independent person, and even a bit strong. She would not look at him with curiosity and admiration like Lin Jiale, and learn all new things from him. , she will decide everything by herself, and even decide his life.He was afraid, flinched, and postponed his plan to get married. Anyway, there are a lot of people in Hong Kong who don't get married, and many people don't get married until they have had enough fun.

He continued to search for Lin Jiale quietly, and even went to Mrs. Zhuang several times to inquire about his whereabouts. Not long ago, he finally got the news through Mrs. Zhuang's channel that Lin Jiale was in City G.He Fangxu took the hard-won phone number, but he didn't dial it for a long time. He picked a day for the family reunion to look for Lin Jiale, and he knew that he would be able to find him.However, the Lin Jiale in front of him is no longer the one he used to be. He is thinner, but he has a mature temperament that he is not familiar with. Over the past year, he has lived better than he imagined.More importantly, it was no longer Lin Jiale who trusted him and was attached to him everywhere.

Lin Jiale suddenly felt that the things he was worried about before were superfluous. He Fangxu didn't seem to be as scary as he imagined. He straightened up and picked up the firecrackers and red paper on the ground: "Mr. He, if you think there is still a word to break up between us , then let me tell you today that the relationship between us is over a long time ago, and there is no relationship anymore. Thank you for your wrong love, I can't accept it, so please go back. I'm still busy for the Chinese New Year."

He picked up his things, took out his key, opened the door, and entered the house.He Fangxu wanted to follow, Lin Jiale turned around at the door, and said coldly: "You are not welcome here, please don't disturb my life, thank you! If you dare to mess around, believe it or not, I will have someone beat you up?"

He Fangxu had never seen Lin Jiale with such an attitude before, and was shocked by his indifference for a moment. He stood there in dismay and looked at Lin Jiale sadly.Lin Jiale ignored him, put down his things, washed his hands and washed rice for lunch.It was the New Year's Eve dinner in the evening, and it was relatively simple to make at noon. He casually made a catfish soup, cut up some bacon sent by his fourth aunt, and steamed it. After a while, a scent wafted from the room.Lin Jiale didn't care whether He Fangxu left outside. When he came out to fetch water, he took a look. He Fangxu was still standing where he was, not moving, and the neighbors watching the fun had already dispersed.Those who celebrate the New Year are all busy making New Year's Eve dinner, and no one is free.