[Titanic] Where Your Heart Goes

Karl indulged his thoughts, anyway, what Mr. Ishmay needed was Karl to nod and smile and say "Oh, Titanic is a miracle!" This is simple, Karl even speculated darkly, maybe Mr. Ishmay treated him so warmly because He is now in such a dizzy state that he has sold his stocks in order to give his fiancée an engagement gift—to put it bluntly, it is entirely possible that Mr. Ishmay felt that he was preparing the last supper for Karl.

Carl didn't need to make a fancy way of saying yes to Mr. Ishmay. As the men were walking, they suddenly heard Mrs. DeWitt screaming: "Oh, my God! Rose! Where did Rose go?" gone?"

Carl looked around the viewing deck with few people, and wrinkled his brows hard. Could it be that Jack didn't give up on Miss Rose, and didn't feel guilty about him so deeply that he persistently came to him to apologize and beg for forgiveness?No, it's not something Jack's character would do, maybe something else happened.

It turned out that Jack really found a way to climb over the fence from the third-class cabin to the deck of the first-class cabin. He also knew that he should not appear in the first-class cabin at a glance. Jack's mind is very flexible. He easily pulled the overcoat and hat from the nearby seats and put them on, and waited directly on the deck.

It was also Jack's luck that Mr. Ishmay happened to be walking on the passage where Jack was waiting when Mr. Ishmay invited Karl and the others to visit.But Jack's good luck today came to an end. Carl was caught between Mr. Ishmay and Mr. Andrew. He could only touch Miss Rose who was staggered behind him, so Jack could only drag Rose away.

"Rose has something to tell you."

"Jack, no, I can't continue seeing you, I'm engaged. Yes, I'm Carl Hawley's fiancée."

"...What?" Jack looked at Miss Rose in disbelief. Miss Rose lowered her eyes and nodded with difficulty. Jack's face was actually worse than hers.

"You're engaged...you and...he? Karl, engaged...God!"

"Yes, we are engaged," repeated Miss Rose again.

Jack took a deep breath: "Rose, do me a favor and let me meet Mr. Hawley."

Jack looked at Rose anxiously, Miss Rose looked at Jack very strangely, she emphasized: "I love Carl, we will live a good life in the future."

After leaving these words, Miss Rose quickly ran out of the room, and Jack lost all his strength. He leaned against the wall of the room, his face completely lost all color, and the words Miss Rose said kept echoing in his mind. "They'll be fine," what's the point of his guilt?What's the point of him working so hard to get to first class?

The reality slapped Jack hard. There are some things that he will definitely have a chance if he wants to make up for it, not to mention that Carl's attitude is already very obvious.When Jack woke up, he was startled by the messy bed. He was not a virgin, and he knew whether the man had done it the night before. Whether it was the mucus on the bed sheet or the dark red The blood stains reminded Jack of what might have happened last night.

Jack was dazed and stunned on the bed, he wanted to wait for Carl to say something when he appeared, but Carl didn't show up at all after an hour, Jack admitted that he was guilty and scared at that moment, so he didn't even have time to take a shower. Putting on his old clothes, he ran away under the contemptuous eyes of the old housekeeper.

Jack sat in his cabin in a daze all morning. He tried hard to think about what happened after he was drunk, and then the blood on his face faded and became cleaner. He vaguely felt that he had suppressed a warm, Elastic body.

Who else was in that room besides him? !

At this time, Jack was still unwilling to accept the terrible "truth", so he rushed into the first-class cabin and tried to enter the restaurant to meet Carl—Jack's eyesight was also very good, and he noticed that Carl kept changing his standing posture and every The frown frowns when he moves for the first time.

Jack couldn't deceive himself again at this time, he couldn't accept what he might do, but it wasn't that Jack never knew about the relationship between two men—many people who play art have this habit , and Jack thought about his hobby of painting, he quickly included himself in this group - Jack felt that he must have never met a man who made him a beast before, so he kept hiding this hobby .

After a series of blows, Jack finally accepted the reality that he did dirty things.Jack's character determines that he can't lie to himself all the time, and he can't persuade himself to forget about such things. Messy sex after drinking is something that Jack has never encountered before, let alone being "messy" by him is something All handsome men.

Of course, the most important issue is that Carl treats Jack very well.

Jack has lost his parents since he was 15 years old. He has tasted the warmth and coldness of the world long ago. No one has ever given Jack any warmth to him without paying anything in return. The appearance of Carl is more like a surprise from God or a dream ——As a man, everything Carl has is Jack's dream.

Jack couldn't accept that he had pressed his dream on the bed last night, and seemed to have hurt Carl...

What Jack wants most now is to see Carl right away, and if possible, he even hopes to get Karl's forgiveness-although this opportunity, Jack feels close to despair.But Miss Rose's words today made Jack feel "almost desperate" into "despair"—even he was deeply fascinated by Miss Rose before, and Jack didn't feel that as a partner, he had anything better than Rose. Miss Si is more ideal.

Jack just leaned against the wall and watched the direct sunlight slowly move westward. The children's laughter came from the deck. Jack finally woke up from his entangled thoughts. He opened the door and walked slowly to the bow.After seeing the bench, the smile on the corner of Jack's mouth turned completely bitter, and he suddenly lost his strength and sat on it.

The setting sun dyed all the clouds red. Jack walked slowly to the railing of the bow, leaning against his body weakly. Now he felt extremely bitter in his heart—there were so many people on a boat, why did he fall in love with Rose in the first place? , and then hooked up with Rose's fiancé?

"Mr. Dawson, are you watching dolphins?" Carl's voice sounded from behind Jack, and Jack turned around with a surprised smile.

Carl was standing three meters away from Jack. Carl was expressionless, but Jack was really happy from the bottom of his heart—the dream come true is nothing but a surprise!