family[entertainment]

What would you do if your life was told from the very beginning that it was not your own, and that you were only kept temporarily for the real owner, and that one day you would leave and return it to her?

Probably since the age of nine, as soon as Tian Duomei fell asleep, a hoarse and old voice would appear in her dreams. Coupled with the chaotic darkness, she always woke up in a cold sweat.

"You took her body, and you will return it to her one day...don't be attached to everything in this world...everything you want to leave...you have to leave..."

At that time, she was just a child. The child had a nightmare and cried endlessly. His parents would always appear at his side for the first time and comfort him softly, and then fell asleep with him, but she could only tremble after waking up. Turn on the small table lamp in front of the bed, stare at the ceiling with little stars until your eyes are tired and fall into a dream again.

Little Tian Duomi also wanted to tell all this to her parents, but they were too busy. Whenever she opened her mouth to tell them, she found that they didn't even have time to listen, so she said "sorry "After kissing her on the cheek, she hurried out the door.

She could only bear it all alone, when she was nine years old.

This situation lasted for two years, until that night, when she stayed at her grandmother's house, she closed her eyes and heard the voice that haunted her every night.She couldn't take it anymore, and burst into tears like a collapse, waking up her grandparents.

Grandma hugged her distressedly, patted her on the back, and hummed an unknown nursery rhyme to soothe her emotions.

"We are so beautiful, are we having a nightmare? Don't be afraid of nothing, grandma is here."

She knelt in her arms and cried desperately, nodding desperately, finally found someone who could confide everything, and immediately she wanted to speak out all the terrible things, but there was a mysterious power that made her speak when the words reached her mouth Unable to speak out.

She couldn't tell anyone about it.

When she realized this, she cried even harder, heart-piercingly, under the distressed eyes of the two old people, she even made her voice hoarse from crying.

But the situation has finally improved. Since that day, that terrifying voice has never appeared in her dreams. Instead, a little girl named Tian Duomi began to appear in her dreams in the orphanage. slice of life.

She accompanied her to be happy, sad, angry, and sad, until her 15th birthday, the voice that had been away for four years returned again.

"... The self you thought was not the real self... You took her body..."

Only this time it's different.

Tian Duomei no longer felt that the voice was scary, but she actually had a strange guess in her heart. After thinking about it day and night, she actually asked this question in her dream, clearly and clearly.

"I'm not Tian Duomi, she is right? She shouldn't be there, it's me, I should be there, right?"

The moment she asked, the voice disappeared, and even those intermittent pictures never appeared again. It was the first night that she didn't dream again.

Although absurd and confusing, Tian Duomei began to believe all of this——

She is not Tian Duomi, she shouldn't be here, this is someone else's life, her life should be in that orphanage, and she should be that useless guy who is bullied by her peers.

However, there is no orphanage called xx in this world.

"Where are you?"

"Where are you?"

"I can't find you, how can I give you back your life?"

"Since it appeared in my dream, why can't I find you!"

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"Because we're in different worlds."

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What would you do if your current life was told that it didn't belong to you, and that you were only temporarily kept by the real master, and that one day you would leave and return it to her?

Since it's not my life, why should I have so many scruples?Since it is not my life, let it be destroyed!

Tian Duomi started to go bad.

Playing truant, smoking, drinking, hanging out in various bars, and finally lost her virginity when she was drunk and confused, and even became pregnant with a child.

"Who is the father of the child?"

"How did you become like this!"

At this time, the distressed appearance of father and mother only made Tian Duomei feel extremely ridiculous.

"Where did you go when I needed you? Now you will scold me and accuse me?"

"This child was just an accident. Since it was an accident, let's kill it. Does it matter who his father is?"

But in the end, this child was still kept, because her body had been tossed and weakened by the lavish life before, if she forcibly abolished this child, I am afraid that she herself would be in danger.

In fact, Tian Duomei really doesn't care. After all, for her now, there is really no difference between living and dying. Even though Tian's mother shed tears and begged her to keep the child, she did not change her mind at all-kill it, although I'm sorry for this innocent child, but she will also leave this world with him, and accompany him to find a better parent.

Why did you change your mind?Because of her grandparents.

This is the only warmth she can't let go of in this world. How can she just watch them worry and worry about her, and even add gray hair because of her, so she gave birth to this child, named by Father Tian As a child of "Zhengguo".

He was clearly an unblessed child, but when he was really born in this world, looking at his angelic face, it seemed that everything before that could be forgiven.

"Do you want to hug him?"

"No, I don't want to see him."

She turned her head away, concealed the struggle and pain in her eyes, and said so with her lips tightly pursed.

"Why did you become so cold-blooded, he is your son."

Is it... my son?

In the middle of the night, she always avoided Tian's father and Tian's mother, and looked at Zhengguo's cute sleeping face before coming to Zhengguo's crib, but her heart was as tight as if she was being hurt by Ling Chi.

"Everything about you is hers."

"But Zhengguo was conceived in October by me."

"...but you can't take him away."

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Tian Duomi can only continue to numb herself with alcohol, because no one can understand the pain she has been living in, no one really.

"My name is Yuu Fukai, how about you?"

"My name is Tian Duomi."

"Same taste..."

"what?"

"I smell the same kind in you."

The same miserable taste.

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The days with Yu Fukai were the happiest days in Tian Tami's life.

They lay head to head on a bed, telling their dark secrets.

"I like my own brother..."

"I'm not me, I've taken over someone else's body, and one day I'm going to leave here and go to another world..."

When Tian Duomei said this, there was deep pain in her eyes.

Looking into her eyes, Yu Fukai knew that everything she said was true.

It's ridiculous and unbelievable, but it's true.

"Wouldn't that be great."

"what?"

"It's a blessing that you have the opportunity to experience two completely different lives."

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Tian Duomi stayed up all night.

She seems to have done something wrong, because she became angry, selfish, and selfishly wanted to ruin everything and make things so bad. Think about the girl in her dream, despite all the hardships, she still gritted her teeth and insisted on letting herself life from darkness to light and beauty.

"If one day she comes, promise me to treat her better and help her as much as possible when she is in trouble. I have made her life so bad, Ayou, I can only ask you to do it for me Make up for the mistakes I made."

On the day she came back from Japan, she felt extremely tired for some reason, and fell asleep on the bed as soon as she got home.

In a daze, she felt that she became light and light, as if she was floating.

Struggling to open her eyes, she saw herself on the bed waking up at this moment.

Shocked, unbelievable, but pretending to be calm.

She's here at last.

Tian Duomi, who seemed to be one with the air, smiled in relief, and then closed her eyes satisfactorily.

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"How beautiful, how beautiful, are you okay?"

Tian Duomei looked at the panic-stricken woman in front of her, and felt her head hurting like it was about to burst.

"Dean's mother, I'm thirsty."

In 1998, in the xx orphanage, Tian Duomi, who was nine years old, was pushed into the cold pool by those so-called friends who had been bullying her all the time. When she woke up, she became her.

They finally returned to their real lives, but for some reason, that Tian Duomi became her 26-year-old, and she became her nine-year-old.

"Okay, okay, the dean's mother is going to pour water for you."

Seeing that the beloved child finally woke up after being in a coma for a long time, Dean Tian's eyes filled with crystal clear tears in an instant.

Seeing her getting up to pour water for her in a hurry, Tian Duomei's expression became extremely complicated in an instant.

She really loves Tian Duomi, and she is indeed impeccably good to Tian Duomi, but it is precisely because of this that those children who don't like Tian Duomi become more disgusted with her, excluding and bullying her. It got worse.

Because of her beautiful appearance, Tian Duomi originally had many opportunities to escape from this nightmare orphanage, but she tried her best to stay, just because she couldn't bear to part with the dean's mother who treated her so well——

What a ridiculous and redundant emotion.

Tian Tami lowered her head and lowered the corners of her mouth that could not help being raised due to ridicule.

She could have had a better and smoother life—adopted by a good family, have a complete family, like other children, go to school, elementary school, junior high school, high school, university, then work, get married, she can be like this Yes, but she chose a more difficult path-stayed, was bullied, and after the death of the dean, she did not enjoy any protection because she was an adult, was forced to drop out of school, and did various odd jobs to support herself. For myself, it wasn't until I became an agent that my life finally got a little bit better.

If it was her...she would not be here long ago, no matter how grateful she is to the dean, no matter how reluctant she is, she will leave for a better life.

It doesn't matter if she is selfish or heartless.But in her opinion, if the dean really loves her, he will understand and even want her to leave with a good family, and from the fact that the dean has repeatedly persuaded her to leave, it can be seen that she is only staying alone the best possible outcome.

"Dean's mother, I want to leave with that professor's father..."

Dean Tian took the water glass she handed over and placed it on the table. When she was about to bring the cold porridge over, she suddenly heard Tian Duomei say this.

"What do you say beautifully?"

This time, she didn't care about porridge or not, and quickly walked towards Tian Duomei, who was slightly bowing her head, to make sure that she wasn't hallucinating just now.

"I don't want to stay here... Dean's mother, I'm sorry..."

Dean Tian cried softly when he saw her talking, and immediately embraced her distressedly and comforted her softly.

"There's nothing to be sorry about. The dean's mother has always hoped that Duomei can leave here and live a new and stable life with a good family... The professor's father likes Duomei very much, and he will definitely treat Duomei very well, so Duomei You can rest assured that the dean's mother also agrees with your decision..."

Really nice guy.

Tian Duomei snuggled into her arms, smelling the light scent of acacia on her body, and gently closed her eyes.

She suddenly missed her grandma a little bit, that old lady who would take her into her arms and comfort her softly when she was sad...she...would never see her again...