family[entertainment]

"Snapped--"

Jin Xuanya couldn't believe that there was such a day that she would willingly slap on the face of the person she loved so much, exhausting her whole body strength, and then left a bright red mark on it.

However, she still didn't feel relieved——

The lower lip was bitten tightly, and the blood was so congested that it was about to break the skin, and the fists were also tightly clenched, and even trembled all over.

She is very angry.

"Zhang Xiansheng! What do you want now!"

She could no longer control herself to remain calm, so she let out a low growl like a small animal, but Zhang Xiansheng in front of her still lowered her eyes, even though she was slapped, her expression did not change in any way.

What exactly does he want now?

"What do I want now?"

A chuckle spilled out of the corner of his mouth, Jin Xuanya's eyes turned red when he looked at him like this.

"Ouba, please don't be like this! Even if everyone is gone, I am here! I beg you, please don't be like this..."

Jin Xuanya stepped forward and hugged him, she just buried her head in his chest without wearing high heels.

Her tears were hot and almost burned his chest.

Zhang Xiansheng's hands hanging to the sides moved slightly, but in the end he didn't raise his hands to embrace her as he thought in his heart, but let her hold him coldly like a calm wooden stake.

"What... can't you tell me?"

She raised her head slightly, the tip of her nose was reddish, her long eyelashes were decorated with a few crystal clear teardrops, she looked very pitiful.

Zhang Xiansheng turned his head away, his lips moved slightly, and in the end he just twitched the corners of his mouth mockingly, "I'm just an asshole, there's nothing to say."

Not concentrating on group activities, directly approaching the representative to say that he was leaving the team without asking his teammates' opinions, and being obsessed with having fun, everything was dealt with.

Zhang Xiansheng let out a soft "heh", isn't this a bastard?

"Xuanya, you are a good girl, you shouldn't be with a bastard like me, do you understand?"

Jin Xuanya was taken aback, it was not bad to be in his arms now, and after a few steps back, she looked at him in surprise, feeling that he looked extremely strange at this moment.

"what do you mean?"

Zhang Xiansheng, who had clearly made up his mind, smiled, and affectionately tied the hair hanging from her ears behind her ears.

"let's break up."

On the surface is lingering affection, but the cruelest words in the world are said in his mouth.

Jin Xuanya's face turned pale immediately, her lips trembled, and she didn't know what to say.

"I beg you, let's go, don't look back, just go."

…………

Beast has debuted for many years, and the group is booming. The six members have more or less savings. One or two have a house in Seoul and moved out of the dormitory. Therefore, apart from the activities, the members rarely see each other. , but the relationship has not become superficial, just like other combinations, only the relationship of interests remains.

They all thought so. Even after Zhang Xiansheng's father passed away, Zhang Xiansheng's temperament became a little strange, even to the point of being inexplicable, but they still gave him tolerance, all because of trust——Although Zhang Xiansheng was taciturn, he would not ignore him. A person who is good to others.

But they were still betrayed by this trust after all...

When the representative found them, he didn't say what it was. After they met in the corridor, they found that Zhang Xiansheng was missing.

Yin Doujun frowned slightly. For some reason, he always felt a little uneasy not seeing Zhang Xiansheng, but he was still the captain. After a while, he calmed down and raised his hand to knock on the door of the representative's office.

The result was not as Yin Doujun expected, the representative told them that what they said was indeed about Zhang Xiansheng.

Zhang Xiansheng wanted to quit the team, he had planned for a long time ago.According to what the representative said, they persuaded him many times, but that guy has always been stubborn, and if he made up his mind, he would break through the south wall and never look back.

When the dust settled, it meant that letting them come this time was just a notice, and there was no room for change.

Originally the closest brothers, they worked hard and struggled together, and finally they were leaving. They never discussed it, let alone asked their opinions, and even avoided seeing them. They only found the representative who made the final decision——

Zhang Xiansheng was determined to make a clean break with them.

There was a suffocating silence in the black nanny car.

Yin Doujun looked out the window thoughtfully, while Long Junheng, who was sitting beside him, had an unconcealable anger on his face.

Since when did things go from bad to worse?It probably started when Zhang Xiansheng's father passed away, but Zhang Xiansheng did not see his father for the last time because of the trip. When he returned home, only his father's peaceful body and the tears of his mother and sister greeted him.

Although he was reticent before, but after all, it is different after all——

He gave up on himself, was depressed, treated everything negatively, was obviously a team, but seemed to be separated from the five people, even the fans could see that he was absent-minded, and kept asking him what was wrong under his SNS.

The heartache of the death of a loved one is understandable, but it is not a reason for self-destruction and depression.

For a day or two, there may still be people who feel sorry for him, don't blame him, and are willing to speak for him, but as the days go by, accusations flood in like a flood, and he is self-inflicted. Of course, Zhang Xiansheng can't live at all. , he didn't even want to pretend anymore, he just faced all the cameras with a cold and tasteless face.

Sooner or later, he will destroy himself in such a state.

Yoon Doo-joon knows it, Kim Hyun-ah knows it, Yong Jun-hyung knows it, Yang Yoo-seop knows it, Lee Ki-kwang knows it, Son Dong-woon knows it, he knows it himself.

It’s not that no one wants to share his suffering. Jin Xuanya cried and cried, Yin Doujun, Long Junheng and others persuaded and persuaded, even beat and scolded, and did everything they could, but it’s a pity that that person is still like a saw It's like a gourd with its mouth open, without pouring out a little bit.

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""Ding Dong——""

In the darkness of the room, Zhang Xiansheng raised his head from a pile of wine bottles.

He casually touched the phone on the side and glanced at the time. Although it was five o'clock in the afternoon, when the heavy curtains were drawn, it seemed that only night was left in this corner of the world. In it, there would be a kind of time that never passed illusion.

Dozens of missed calls were displayed on the flickering screen.

Ever since he proposed to break up that day, Zhang Xiansheng cut off contact with Jin Xuanya without authorization, and his ruthless appearance was completely scumbag.

As for the scumbag Jin Xuanya, she was so stupid that she kept making phone calls one after another. Obviously, she would not let Zhang Xiansheng mess around and give up this relationship easily.

The doorbell was still ringing.

Zhang Xiansheng casually threw the phone on the sofa, and opened the door with that slovenly appearance——

He obviously knew who the visitor was, so he opened the door and turned around to walk to the living room. He didn't treat the guest as a guest at all, he was so relieved only after he was used to it.

The airtight room was filled with the smell of cigarettes and alcohol.

Yin Doujun frowned, walked through the living room a few steps to the window, pulled the curtains, and opened the window, revealing the twilight sky and letting in the fresh breeze.

After finishing this series of things, Yin Doujun sat down opposite Zhang Xiansheng, and beside him, Long Junheng, Liang Yaoxie, Li Qiguang and Sun Dongyun had already sat down, plus him, the five sat in a row facing each other. Facing Zhang Xiansheng, like interrogating a prisoner, he indifferently separated the two worlds.

"Zhang Xiansheng, what exactly do you want?"

The hands that were fiddling with the empty wine bottle stopped, Zhang Xiansheng looked up at Long Junheng who opened his mouth and smiled.

How was this question familiar and attractive, and it attracted people to ask it over and over again.

He wanted to give an answer, but unfortunately his mind was empty, because even he himself didn't know what the answer was.

Probably just trying to make himself feel bad, but he hurt too much in the process, so he is a jerk, a complete jerk.

"I want to quit the group.

Zhang Xiansheng has no sense of variety, irresponsible and serious, and will never be able to integrate into the group. I don't want to hold you back. Without me, maybe beast can go further..."

The appearance of him counting his shortcomings with his fingers was so serious that it was annoying. Long Junheng, who couldn't bear it, finally grabbed him by the collar and looked at him with fierce and disappointed eyes, which were extremely complicated.

"What bullshit are you talking about!"

Among the beasts, they are not only the most repulsive enemies, but also the most compatible soul partners. Simply summing up the relationship between them is four words, love each other and kill each other.

This is also the reason why Long Junheng reacted so strongly at this moment. Their bond was the deepest. He couldn't accept that Zhang Xiansheng easily said "quit" for unreasonable reasons.

"Have you thought about it? Don't you regret it?"

Compared to Long Junheng, Yin Doujun, the captain, was terribly calm.

His gaze was no longer as gentle as it used to be, it was just clear and cold, looking at Zhang Xiansheng was like looking at a stranger, the corners of his mouth and eyebrows showed alienation and indifference.

Zhang Xiansheng broke free from Long Junheng's shackles, and smiled flamboyantly, "I've made up my mind, and I don't regret it."

He just wants to destroy himself because he can no longer see any point in holding on.

As soon as this sentence came out, Yin Doujun knew that they had no need to stay and say more, so he only said "Well, we respect your choice" and then led the other four people to leave, leaving Zhang Xiansheng alone. Standing alone in the huge house, he laughed wildly.

He is like a trapped animal, trapped in a cage of thinking, desperate and crazy.

He also struggled, trying to escape from this cage, and after hitting his head and bleeding, he still stayed in this cage——in vain.

So he just accepted his established destiny, voluntarily exiled himself, and voluntarily sent himself into hell.

Laughing and crying, crying and crying tired.

Zhang Xiansheng clutched his aching stomach, curled up into a ball, and the doorbell never stopped by his ears, each and every sound broke his attempt to pretend that there was no one in the house.

In desperation, he had no choice but to prop up his tired body and walk towards the door——

The person who came was Jin Xuanya.

There's nothing wrong with it, since he doesn't answer the phone, she will come to him, no matter how big or small the matter has to be broken up and clarified, let alone a breakup.

"you……"

As soon as she saw his face, she couldn't help but her eyes were red, and the grievance of not being able to contact him for many days pushed her teardrops until they succeeded in letting them come out of her eyes.

Zhang Xiansheng's slender fingers moved, he wanted to raise his hand to wipe away the tears from her eyes, but reason finally overwhelmed emotion, he could not bring her down, let alone drag her into the hell where he was.

"Let's go back."

He said, calmly and without emotion.

I don't know if it's the content of what he said, or the tone of his words, in short, Jin Xuanya was completely enraged, and bit his lips fiercely, and immediately the strong smell of blood permeated the lips and teeth of the two who were cuddling together. between.

He was indifferent to her kiss, he was indifferent to her touch, and when she unbuttoned his belt, he was still indifferent.

It wasn't until the two of them met each other frankly that the black eyes that were as calm as stagnant water finally became turbulent. Overnight, the control was transferred from Jin Xuanya's hand to his.

Unlike in the past, before the main topic, he was always tender in every possible way and did enough foreplay. This time his intrusion did not have any foreshadowing, which caused Jin Xuanya to frown in pain.

He pressed her on the cabinet in the hallway, with cold and harsh handles, and every impact went to the deepest part. She not only had to bear his violent movements, but also endured the pain of being pinched by the handle. It was the worst and most painful affair since they were together. At the end, Jin Xuanya was already in tears.

He hugged her and straightened her messy dress, "You hate me."

He spoke suddenly, but it was a command-like declarative sentence.

"I'm bad, a jerk, you hate me."

She was probably extremely tired, and although her heart ached like a tear, Jin Xuanya couldn't shed a single tear, she just twitched the corners of her mouth and smiled vainly: "Should we... have to separate?"

Zhang Xiansheng was silent for a moment, but finally opened his lips and said "yes".

"Okay." Jin Xuanya struggled to get out of his embrace, endured the discomfort in her body, and stood upright, "I won't hate you, I will forget you, Zhang Xiansheng."

"I will forget you."

She repeated it again, but it was a pity that Zhang Xiansheng's expression remained unchanged until she took the bag and closed the door, announcing that she had left his world. Then he closed his eyes and smiled sadly, " Forget me...that's fine too."

At this point, Zhang Xiansheng finally fulfilled his wish, quit beast, and broke up with Jin Xuanya, successfully became a loner, and devoted himself to a new life full of dreams and dreams.

Later, Beast's contract expired, and the other five members chose to terminate the contract except him, but they couldn't get Beast's name back, and they became a brand new highlight.Later, troublemaker disappeared, and the new male-female limited group tripleh, also including Kim Hyun-ah, debuted.

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"You are a member of Troublemaker, how could you forget Troublemaker's dance steps!"

"Troublemaker? I'm a member of tripleh now. I've forgotten everything about troublemaker."

Forget...that's pretty good too.

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Waking up from a nightmare, Zhang Xiansheng, who was covered in cold sweat, sat up in shock, pulling the thin quilt, and even Jin Xuanya, who was beside him, woke up rubbing his eyes.

"what happened?"

I don't know whether it was due to overuse or just waking up, the always sweet voice was stained with hoarseness, curling up in the silence of the night, making it extraordinarily alluring.

"Did you have a nightmare?"

Jin Xuanya raised her body slightly. She was wearing a white nightdress with suspenders. Because the thin quilt was pulled up, most of her body was exposed to the air. Under the bright moonlight, her neck and nightdress could not be covered and exposed The ambiguous red mark on most of the round circle is clearly visible——

Obviously, not long ago, she had experienced a particularly intense affair.

Zhang Xiansheng, who was relieved by her opening, saw that she was obviously extremely sleepy but insisted on asking with concern, the tenderness in his eyes turned into water, as soft as the bright moon in the sky, an unsinkable pampering.

"Well, it's all right now, go to sleep."

He took her into his arms, like coaxing a child, patted her on the back lightly, and after a while, he heard her breathing became calm again, obviously she fell asleep peacefully.

Feeling the presence in his arms that cannot be ignored, Zhang Xiansheng's uneasiness finally eased a little.

"If I go to hell..."

Then baby, letting you go will only appear in a dream, because I am as selfish as I am, I love you as much as I am, and I can only hold you together forever.