family[entertainment]

After disappearing for more than ten years, the father who even felt that he didn't exist suddenly appeared in front of you, without giving you any buffer. He waved to you as soon as he came up, and said with a smile, "Nice to meet you, I'm your father" What kind of mood would you feel if such inexplicable and endless words?

happy?Happy?surprise?

Tian Zhengguo, who is facing such a bloody situation at this time, can tell you responsibly, positive emotions?happy?Happy?surprise?nonexistent.

Looking at the so-called father in front of him, Tian Zhengguo had no joy or surprise, only the urge to roll up his sleeves and stuff him back into the crack of the rock.

Frankly speaking, except for the fact that he missed his father when he was very young and was not valued by his mother, he never had any expectations for his father, or even the word. There has never been such a person - he has always thought so.

It was because of his performance that Tian Duomei hesitated to mention the existence of Song Jingwen to him. She was always looking for an appropriate time, but Tian Zhengguo really completely forgot about it. Whenever he showed the slightest emotion about it, she was ready to tell it all without reservation.

Thinking about it carefully, it was true that Song Jingwen abandoned their mother and son at the beginning—although Tian Duomei never thought of making him responsible, and hurriedly packed up and left before he woke up, but with his family background It is too easy to find her, so no matter how aggrieved he is now, it is his own fault. Tian Duomei really has no sympathy for him, no matter how pitiful he is.

"If, I mean if, our Guoguo really...don't accept me..."

Tian Duomei still remembers Song Jingwen's expression when he asked this sentence, with a cautious look in her beautiful eyes that had never appeared before, looking at You Qi made people feel unbearable and distressed, but she chose to remain silent in the end.

Both she and he knew the answer, so there was no need to ask this question out loud, it would only add to the sadness.

She watched helplessly as those bright eyes dimmed gradually, but all she could do was to purse her lips tightly and look at him with apologetic eyes.

If, if it is true that Tian Zhengguo does not accept him, the last choice she will make will be to decisively cut off all the fetters between her and him-her choice has always been only Tian Zhengguo, and there is no second choice. a choice.

But Song Jingwen is the first man she has fallen in love with in two lifetimes. If it is possible, she naturally hopes to grow old with him like this, so she has rehearsed tens of thousands of possibilities in her head. What time, what occasion, what attitude, what tone, in order to achieve a perfect ending, but these tens of thousands of possibilities obviously do not include the weird picture presented in front of her at this time——

Tian Zhengguo and Song Jingwen sat face to face, and there was a tense atmosphere between them, but looking carefully, Tian Zhengguo was even more imposing, his eyes and face full of scrutiny and scrutiny were as severe as that of a teaching director, while Song Jingwen, who was a little weaker, was more imposing. Like a student who has made a mistake, the uneasy look is really rare in a hundred years.

"oma!"

The moment Tian Zhengguo found Tian Duomei, the vigilance and hostility on his face disappeared completely, and the attachment in his eyes was so vivid that Song Jingwen felt pain in his heart.

"That man actually said he was my father, that's crazy, isn't he someone Oma knows?"

Tian Zhengguo walked to Tian Duomei's side in a few steps, hooked her little finger with his little finger quietly like countless times in the past, looked at her expectantly and said so.

Looking at her hooked little finger, Tian Duomei couldn't help feeling a little helpless for a moment.

She knows the meaning of Tian Zhengguo's little action best. When he was still young, and he could still let her have a mother's addiction, telling stories to lull him to sleep, he would hook her little finger like this—— It is both attachment and fear—he is too afraid that everything in front of him is just a mirror of water, so he can only hold on to something to feel at ease. It is obvious that her Guoguo is afraid.

"Guoguo..."

Tian Duomei smiled and touched Tian Zhengguo's head. This was the first time Tian Zhengguo and Song Jingwen appeared in front of her together. Looking at it this way, should it be said that they are really father and son? The eyes of the two are almost exactly the same, but Song Jingwen's The eyes will be deeper, less pure and naive, and more mature and mysterious.

Feeling Tian Duomei's gentle and affectionate movements, Tian Zhengguo just pursed his lips tightly, and the expectations in his eyes were shattered bit by bit, turning into the deepest helplessness and despair.

He would rather not understand the terrifying meaning behind Tian Duomei's kindness and tenderness.

"His name is Song Jingwen. He is your father. Although he is a little late, he is indeed your father."

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unnecessary……

No need.

No need!

The sudden appearance of something that has never been there has no extra use except to trouble him. What father, he doesn't need it at all.

The tears in his eyes would burst and collapse with just a slight blink of an eye. Tian Zhengguo let go of the hand that hooked Tian Duomei's little finger in a slump, only stared at his own toes and opened his eyes wide. The words he said were unprecedentedly deserted. .

"Since I didn't have a father in the past 16 years, then I don't need a father in the next 16, 26, and 36 years. What's the point of having a father who didn't exist in the first place?"

Why show up if you're late?

Yes, when she first met Song Jingwen, why didn't she use these words to reject him, but at this moment, Tian Zhengguo's sincerity, complete rejection and hostility obviously hurt Song Jingwen a thousand times more than she did back then. times.

I don't know what to say. Tian Duomei looked up at Song Jingwen, and saw that after he pursed his lips slightly, he raised his feet and walked in their direction, and then stood opposite Tian Zhengguo, beside her, with complicated eyes Tian Zhengguo lowered his head in front of the ground.

After being silent for a while, Song Jingwen slowly raised his hand, as if intending to caress Ueda Zhengguo's hair like Tian Duomei did, but he did not want to be turned away by Tian Zhengguo, and accurately avoided it.

The lost hand stopped in mid-air awkwardly, Song Jingwen smiled bitterly, closed his hand into a fist and put it back on his side.

"Zhengguo, although it's a bit late, I still want to say, welcome to this world, my son."

This is his only child in this world who is of the same blood. It is probably due to his magical nature. When he first saw him, he wanted to hold the best things in the world in front of him. As long as he wanted, even if it was He can pick off the stars in the sky and present them in front of him—parents are probably like this, sacrifice everything just to make their children have a life of peace—no matter how strong and invincible Song Jingwen is, in front of this child named Tian Zhengguo, And just an ordinary father.

For Tian Duomei, he may still be able to plunder and use all domineering methods, but once he faces Tian Zhengguo, he is only cautiously flattering him. Since he was a son, he has developed a unique method of relieving stress and negative emotions. Whenever he is upset, he will always drive to Tian Zhengguo's school unconsciously, like a wretched voyeur Usually, just looking at him from a distance can make him feel refreshed and content.

Welcome to this world, my son.

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On that day, Song Jingwen finally returned with regrets, while Tian Zhengguo locked himself in the room without saying a word. No matter how much Tian Duomei tried to comfort him, he still refused to open the door, and was immersed in his own world. , and even separated Tian Duomi from the outside.

It should be a good thing to have a father.

Even though he thought this way, Tian Zhengguo's mood still didn't improve at all.

In fact, he had already discovered the clues. On New Year's Day, through the window, he saw his mother hugging and saying goodbye to a man whose face he couldn't see clearly.

At that time, he just quickly closed the curtains, telling himself over and over in his heart that it was just an illusion.

The lost and regained love has turned into stubbornness and obsession. If it is lost again, it will only be the destruction of the world.

Today, he has to admit that he is a very selfish and selfish child. Compared with his mother's happiness, he cares more about whether he will be abandoned again.

The vague memories of childhood suddenly became extremely clear in this silent night - mother's cold gaze, straightforward dislike and indifference...

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If the truth only makes people return to the dark and terrifying ice cave in the past, then how cruel is the person who forcibly tells the truth.

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Tian Zhengguo's resistance was so obvious, as if he had completely forgotten what happened that day. Looking at him who was no different from before, Tian Duomei couldn't bear to mention it again to break the fragile barrier he had painstakingly built.

Song Jingwen did not appear in his line of sight again, which finally made Tian Zhengguo heave a sigh of relief, but at the same time he was a little relieved, but at the same time it made him feel a little strangely disappointed.

If it was earlier, if it was earlier...