family[entertainment]

Regarding the current situation of my father, there is no need for the doctor to repeat it. Just look at his increasingly rosy and healthy face, you can know that his body is gradually improving. This is of course a good thing, so Zhang Xiansheng should have breathed a sigh of relief and let him go. It was the heart that had been anxious since he learned of his father's physical condition, but instead of reducing his anxiety, it tended to become heavier.

Zhang Xiansheng would not show such emotions on his face. After all, his father managed to get out of danger, and his mother and sister, who had been in tears all day long, finally calmed down and gradually smiled. How can he be useful? I am worrying for no reason that I will disturb them again.

His worries piled up for a long time and turned into heart disease. In fact, Zhang Xiansheng also understands that as long as he is willing to speak, the five members of the same group, no matter who they are, are willing to listen to him and relieve his worries. Even Quan Zhilong, who has a heavy schedule, is willing to deliberately go out I spare time to explain him, but it is a pity that he has always been a person who likes to hide his thoughts in his heart, and will never disturb others with his own affairs unless it is absolutely necessary.

This kind of person makes people feel helpless. Fortunately, no matter how well he conceals it, some people can see the restlessness and uneasiness in his heart, such as Jin Xuanya, such as Tian Duomei.

Jin Xuanya cared about it, so she grasped some details under the accumulated observations, so that she could see Zhang Xiansheng's whitewashing; and Tian Duomei was because she was used to seeing people, and she was often able to see through others with a few glances. Concealing extremely deep and strange emotions—this is also an extraordinary talent.

Different from his natural honesty when facing Jin Xuanya, when Zhang Xiansheng was called to his office by Tian Duomi, facing her clear eyes, he still kept his mouth shut until Tian Duomi finally No matter how bluntly pointed out, this taught him to remove his usual peaceful face.

"Although my eyes and ears are telling me that my father's situation is becoming more and more optimistic, but for some reason, I always have a bad feeling in my heart. I..." Zhang Xiansheng said so far Suddenly, it is hard to say, after all, his father's situation is getting better every day, so he seems to be hoping that his father will be bad.

"I naturally hope that my father will get better soon...but..."

Even though he didn't finish what he said, Tian Duomei naturally understood what he meant after hearing this.

The heart disease is the most difficult to explain. Even the doctor dared to say that Zhang's father's condition is gradually stabilizing and everything is going in an optimistic direction, but he dare not promise that it will be cured, that he will no longer suffer from the disease, or that there will be nothing unexpected Therefore, after hearing Zhang Xiansheng's worries, Tian Duomei couldn't blame him nonchalantly for the unfounded worries and asked for trouble.

After thinking for a while, Tian Duomei only said solemnly: "The heart disease is not clear at all, but looking at your father's current situation... I can tell from the relaxed tone of your mother when she called me recently, it is not too bad. You Your mother is by your father's side every day, so she naturally knows better than you. If you ask me to say that no amount of worry and worry can compare to the substantial company and visit, so instead of being restless here all day long, everything will be fine. If you can’t concentrate, it’s better to talk to your father more, or visit him more, if there is any accident, you will never regret it.”

For this, Tian Duomi is most emotional. Although she has integrated into the whole world now, she still can't forget the former world. She even reminds her of the dean who treated her best there. Mom, because she couldn't bear her, she rejected many good people who wanted to take her home when she was young. Even though she knew what kind of future her choice represented, she still did that, and she insisted on being with her like that. The dean's mother's side.

Later, she finally grew up safely, but the orphanage was also in depression.Over the years, the orphanage has survived and they have been able to grow up smoothly. It is all the result of the dean’s mother piling up her savings accumulated over time. Some physical work, this is how they can be raised to adulthood.

Their orphanage is located in a remote place. There were only a few orphanages in the early days, but some people would come to their door hoping to adopt a child. Later, when the economy developed and the social welfare system gradually improved, the public orphanage supported by the government and the rich people Xinqi allocated a large sum of money to build more and more private orphanages. Their dilapidated and outdated orphanages have naturally become obsolete goods that no one cares about. They are already in such a predicament. They all evacuated one after another, and such a heavy burden naturally fell on the shoulders of the dean's mother.

The dean's mother has always regarded them as her own children, so of course she can't do it if she asks her to abandon them, or even abandon them, so she can only use her weak shoulders to carry this burden tremblingly. , protecting them safely under her wings.

Tian Duomei, who grew up wishing to stick to the dean's mother, knew how much the dean's mother had suffered for them, so when she was old enough to enter the society and find her own job, she would Qiang Zi suppressed his reluctance and dependence on the dean's mother, and came to Seoul alone, hoping to make money quickly to relieve the dean's mother's uneasiness.

From her first job, most of her wages were sent back to the orphanage, and she only ate the cheapest meals and wore the cheapest clothes every day, but she still felt that she was not doing enough, so she had to work harder, She wanted to fight for more wealth, so as to give the children in the orphanage a better future and the dean's mother a peaceful old age, but in the end she only got the news of the dean's mother's death and an empty orphanage.

It turned out that the dean's mother had already emptied her body due to years of hard work, and every day she was panting was hard work from the king of Hades, but Tian Duomei felt that the days to come were still long, so she only focused on what she had just done. In the beginning of the business, the greetings and care for the dean's mother became more and more perfunctory.

Even so, she was still the most beloved child of the dean's mother, so the dean's mother was unwilling to give her any burden, so she secretly disbanded the orphanage, arranged the destinations of those young children one by one, and then Faced with death alone, Tian Duomei never even saw her last face.

This was the thing she regretted the most and blamed herself the most in her two lifetimes. She obviously loved the dean's mother so much, but she put the cart before the horse, which finally led to such a sad ending.

"Work is never finished, but no one knows how long it will be to be with the one you love. It may be a year, or ten years, or there may be only one day left. Don't do things that you regret .”

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After all, Zhang Xiansheng listened to Tian Duomei's words.He is also a person who is too obsessed with work, but recently he has gradually slowed down.

Since the development of Beast, it no longer needs to win people's attention with frequent comebacks like in the rookie period. Therefore, Zhang Xiansheng's approach of focusing on family has not caused any drag or other adverse effects on the group. , will only hinder his personal stardom—they can no longer survive only on the name of beast, and now, they should all use their own names to make a name for themselves, so as to make beast a A brighter name.

But for Zhang Xiansheng, the five members are no longer just members. After eating and living together for many years, they have already become more than relatives. An in-depth conversation, the first time he fully confessed his thoughts that he had hidden in his heart for a long time.

Yin Doujun, Long Junheng, Liang Yaoxie and the others were naturally happy to see this happen. God knows how much they have suffered because of Zhang Xiansheng's aggrieved temper.

In fact, no matter how many years we have been together, they can also guess what his unspoken thoughts are, but if he doesn't take the initiative to speak out, they have more than enough energy to do other than being anxious. This time he finally expressed his thoughts, They were finally able to tell him what they had been preparing for for many years and accumulated over time. Since then, the relationship between the six of them has become a little closer, and Zhang Xiansheng, who has spoken out his thoughts, feels a lot more relieved. , with the support and encouragement of the members, even the pace became much lighter.

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The ominous premonition has never been missed. Zhang Xiansheng looked at his father who was covered by a white cloth, and there was a huge hole in his chest, as if his heart had been gouged out by a human being. There was a piece of blood dripping, but he couldn't feel the slightest pain.

The mother and younger sister beside him grabbed his father's cold hands, crying like he was about to pass out. He looked at him coldly, the corners of his eyes were dry, and there was no trace of tears.

It was September 9th, a bright lightning flashed across the sky in the early morning, and there was a "boom", and heavy rain fell. Zhang Xiansheng stared out the window blankly, only the sound of crackling rain remained in his ears , I can no longer hear the deafening cries of my mother and sister.

"It's raining."

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Outsiders only say that Zhang Xiansheng is calm, and even say that he is cold-blooded. His father died but he never shed a single tear. Until the day of the funeral, he still had a dull face, with his mother and sister who were still crying with red and swollen eyes. It's completely two looks.

But those who know Zhang Xiansheng well, including Tian Duomi, the rest of Beast, as well as Jin Xuanya and Quan Zhilong, all know that his sadness is even better than that of his mother and sister. Now he seems to be calm and self-sufficient, but in fact he is The walking dead, like a marionette, is the ultimate expression of collapse and heartache.

Seeing Zhang Xiansheng's appearance, the five beasts begged Tian Duomei to postpone their recent itinerary, and rushed to South Yangzhou to help him take care of the aftermath.

Zhang Xiansheng, who has lost all his thoughts and looks like a wandering soul, rarely refuses the members' good intentions, but just watches dumbly as they arrange things so well that he can't find any mistakes.

Not to mention thank you, since they met Zhang Xiansheng, he never said a word to them.In fact, their arrival made his situation worse, and now it was as if he had lost all perception of everything around him, teaching them to be completely at a loss as to what to do.

The 22nd is the day of Zhang's father's funeral.

After two consecutive days of heavy rain, it was rare to see a clear day.The seemingly scorching sun shone on the body, but it was only warm-a rare good weather.

But at this moment, the people who appeared in front of Bailian's funeral were not in the mood to enjoy the fine weather at all. The expressions on their faces were as solemn and depressing as the black clothes they were wearing.

After receiving the news, the reporters who had been at Bailian's funeral in the early days soon discovered that it was like a different kind of grand ceremony, full of stars, and the stars present were even comparable to the Golden Record and MAMA at the end of the year.

From the same company's Zheng Ronghua, Eidolon, Yin Baojing, Xu Zhaozhao to Quan Zhilong, Dong Yongpei and others, the shutters of the reporters hiding in the dark almost never stopped.

It's just that their whereabouts were quickly discovered by Tian Duomei, who was extremely attentive to the surroundings, so they only took one photo to enter the venue, and then they were thrown out of the venue by tall bodyguards. to any gap in the photo.Although there was only one entry, the people they photographed were already enough to make a small front-page news, so even though they regretted it, they left with satisfaction.

The people who came to express their condolences were either Zhang Xiansheng's relatives or close friends, so seeing Zhang Xiansheng like that, almost everyone felt a little worried, especially Jin Xuanya, she looked at him like that, even though she could bear He endured it and endured it, but his eyes were still red in the end, and for a moment he wished he could shed all the tears he hadn't shed.

Condolencers came and went, An Xiyan, Xian Enjing, and Jin Yarong felt that there was no reason to stay after they had exhausted their gifts, so they all got up and prepared to leave, except Jin Xuanya.

Seeing that Jin Xuanya didn't intend to get up, An Xiyan tugged at her in surprise, pointed at the door and whispered, "Let's go."

Jin Xuanya first raised her eyes and glanced at the members who were waiting for her to leave together, then unconsciously looked at Zhang Xiansheng who was kneeling on the right side of the auditorium, and finally avoided the sight of the members, pursed her lips and shook her head, "You guys Go back first, I will stay for a while."

Hearing Jin Xuanya's words, An Xiyan and Jin Yarong's eyes widened in amazement, obviously they looked like they knew something important, but Xian Enjing seemed to have expected it a long time ago, pulling Jin Yarong on the left, and holding An Xiyan said to Jin Xuanya softly, "Then we will leave first, Xuanya, you are alone and pay attention to safety."

Jin Xuanya, who was in a mess in her mind, just nodded indiscriminately, but her eyes were fixed on Zhang Xiansheng without blinking, and she didn't even notice when the members left.

There were fewer and fewer people in the auditorium, and even Yin Doujun and the others had left just now, but Zhang Xiansheng still knelt on the ground in the same posture, motionless like a statue.

Just when Jin Xuanya couldn't sit still any longer and was about to stand up and walk forward, Zhang's mother suddenly turned her head and said something to Zhang Xiansheng, only to see that Zhang Xiansheng, who hadn't moved for several hours, finally reacted and stood up staggeringly Get up and walk in a certain direction.

Seeing this, Jin Xuanya quickly got up and chased after him. Looking at the decadent figure, she gritted her teeth and pulled it to an inconspicuous corner.

In a corner of the auditorium, Zhang Xiansheng was blocked by Jin Xuanya in the corner, his calm eyes were looking at Jin Xuanya's red and swollen eyes, suddenly there was a gleam of light.

Before his dull head figured out why Jin Xuanya's eyes were red, he was thrown by Jin Xuanya and hit the wall behind him.

The stabbing pain in his back brought him back to his senses slightly, but the damp heat on his chest made him freeze in place again.

Why... are you crying...

After reacting for a while, Zhang Xiansheng slowly hugged the person in his arms tightly, then found a comfortable position around her neck, and buried his head in her hair.

The girl's unique hair fragrance filled his nostrils, Zhang Xiansheng exhaled a long breath, and couldn't help the red eyes for a while accompanied by the girl's intermittent crying.

Cry out...is it okay...