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"What's your name?"

"...Tian Zhengguo."

Tian Zhengguo?

Tian Zhengguo!

Tian Zhengguo......

My... Guoguo...

my child......

"Sorry, Soo Hyuk, can I be alone for a while, I..."

that kid.

That child is also called Tian Zhengguo.

The child who looks exactly like her Guoguo is named Tian Zhengguo.

Xu Wanjing lowered her eyes, and under her black eyelashes was the endless and empty desolation and loneliness that she herself did not realize.

"it is good."

Lee Soo Hyuk didn't ask why, why didn't he ask?He could see her silence, her strangeness, and even her despair, so why didn't he ask?Still laughing, pretending that nothing happened?

Because he also saw her apology, struggle, pain and begging in her eyes.

She hoped he didn't know anything.

If this is what she wants, then he will pretend that he really didn't notice anything, and forcefully suppress the doubts, panic and helplessness in his heart, as long as it is what she wants.

He will wait until the day she wants to talk, and listen to her laughing and talking about it.He has enough patience to wait until that day comes, even if that day may not come at all...

"Okay." The corners of his mouth were slightly bent, and his voice was as good as before, which made Xu Wanjing's eyes red for a moment, "But I can only give you one night, this room will be yours alone tonight, but promise me not Lock the door. I will always be outside, and you must call me if you need anything."

Xu Wanjing opened her mouth, wanting to say something to him, but felt that whatever she said was superfluous, so in the end she just sniffed, stepped forward and gently hugged his thin waist, nodded heavily, answering After saying "um", he took the lead to back away, and closed the door under Li Xiuhe's smiling eyes.

It's time for her to really let go of everything. If she still stubbornly refuses to let go of the illusory past, then how can she be worthy of Li Xiuhe's tenderness, and how can she be worthy of the warmth given to her by Xu's father and Xu's mother.

Living in the past also means denying the present to some extent.

How could she deny everything that couldn't be better for her now?

Xu Wanjing stood barefoot in front of the mirror and looked at herself inside.

It's ugly.

The hair is messy, the eyes are red and swollen, and the eyes are full of exhaustion, showing a paranoid and slightly crazy appearance.

Xu Wanjing exerted great strength, forcing herself to raise the corners of her mouth, and then a forced smile appeared in the mirror, even with a little fear.

Indeed, she has made up her mind to let go of the past and organize everything thoroughly, but where and how should she start...

"If you give me three days..."

"No, it only takes a day..."

"Even an afternoon is fine..."

"Give me time to say goodbye to those people, smile, wave, and say goodbye..."

"Take care of yourself."

"not see."

"Then we're all settling down."

extravagant hope.

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The sunlight cast at dawn today seems to be extraordinarily dazzling.

Xu Wanjing, who was originally immersed in sleep, was awakened by the sunlight that stubbornly passed through the window and curtains and spread on her face.

Did you not draw the curtains yesterday?

Xu Wanjing rubbed her eyes, sat up, looked at the corner of the curtain blown by the wind, always felt that something was wrong, but because she just woke up, her head was in a mess, so she couldn't figure out what it was for a while. Which is wrong.

In a daze, she fiddled with her hair with one hand, and while laughing, she dragged her slippers and kicked towards the bathroom.

After applying the cold water to her face, she suddenly realized what was wrong.

This is not her room, but it is also her room - although she is not the real owner of this room, she has owned it for more than 20 years.

She returned to Tian Duomi's world again.

——This may be an absurd dream, but she is not willing to dwell on it at this time, because she is very glad to be able to come back here again, with those who loved her, the people she loved, solemnly Say goodbye and let it all end perfectly.

Her best friend, Yu Fukai.

Her favorite grandpa and grandma.

He always called her "princess", and really spoiled her as the princess's three brothers.

Also, the little life that was connected with her blood, after the severe pain, was born - the precious son she couldn't let go of, Guoguo.

She wasn't sure when this absurd but wonderful dream would be broken, an hour, a morning, or a day?There is no answer.She can only seize every minute and every second, because this may be her last chance, and it can even be called her last redemption.

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After two beeps, the phone was picked up all of a sudden.

"it's me."

Shen Jingyu on the other side of the phone was stunned when he heard this. It was different from the polite and unfamiliar tone of Tian Duomi who was drifting away from her. The acquaintance in her memory reminded her of her inexplicably lost best friend in an instant, so that her eyes were red immediately.

Because miss.

"It's me, it's me..."

Xu Wanjing murmured and repeated, but every time she said a word, her voice became softer, and in the end there was only a melancholy sigh left.

"I know it's you, Mimi-chan."

After saying this, both Yu Shenjing who said it and Xu Wanjing who was listening suddenly laughed.

Probably because of the joy of reuniting after a long absence.

It's just that the more you laugh, the more emptiness Fukai Yu feels. She is sensitive to find that something is disappearing little by little, but the only thing she can do at this moment is to forcefully smile and ask the other end of the phone as if nothing had happened. :"how are you recently?"

"very good."

"I found my true home there, and there are people I love and people who love me. I am very happy."

Yu Fukai sniffed, "It's really unfair, I'm not happy at all, Mimi-chan."

"Ayou..."

"I have a lot to say to you, but you don't have time to listen to me, do you?"

"Correct."

"Tch, what a disloyal friend, if you don't even have time to listen to your friend's troubles, then it's better to break up the friendship."

"Ayou..."

"Tian Duomi, let's not meet again, let's break off our friendship."

Xu Wanjing laughed suddenly, "Okay, let's break up the relationship, don't see each other, Shen Jingyu."

No see, Fukai Yuu.

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Xu Wanjing didn't care that she was so disregarded at this time, and let the flood of emotions rage, she hung up the phone cracklingly with her mobile phone, and then said a very hypocritical sentence to everyone who answered the phone.

She doesn't care whether others can understand it, let alone what kind of trouble today's actions will bring tomorrow——

After all, her purpose is just to say goodbye, just to let go of this place, so tomorrow's mess is not within her control, that is what Tian Duomei should clean up now.

Although it is not kind, she does seem to be more capable than herself, at least in terms of cleaning up the mess.

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Xu Wanjing finally put down her phone.

Her move also means that here, Xu Wanjing has only the last person left, but also the most reluctant person to face and even say goodbye to, and that is her son, Guoguo.

What kind of experience is it to wake up to a face that has been magnified thousands of times.

Tian Zhengguo will tell you from his own experience that it is simply a magical tool for refreshing your mind. It only takes ten seconds to wake you up completely, and the effect is comparable to eye drops.

Xu Wanjing looked at her son's increasingly handsome face, and the first thing she said to him was, "Son, do you want a hamburger?"

Tian Zhengguo, who was full of irritability due to the boiling anger, curled his lips in disdain and contempt, "Okay."

This straight-faced look was so cute that Xu Wanjing couldn't help but raised her hand and stroked his soft hair with a smile.

It was clearly her first time doing it, but it was as if she had done it thousands of times.

I don't know if it's the habit left by the original Tian Duomi, or I have practiced this in my mind millions of times.

Fortunately, no matter which Tian Duomei controls this body, the memory of this body has not become incomplete due to any changes. On the contrary, it is so complete that Xu Wanjing once again experienced in her mind the period that did not belong to her. all kinds of memories.

Guoguo likes burgers and how they are made.

The above two pieces of information are the results obtained by Xu Wanjing after digging through her memory.

She has always been a killer in the kitchen, even an amazing person who can fry the entire kitchen with an ordinary egg, so watching herself deftly follow the steps in memory and make the legendary delicious hamburger step by step, she finally I have to admit, this is someone else after all, her behavior at this time, to put it bluntly, is sinfully snatching someone else's body and saying goodbye to all the hypocrisy that should not belong to her.

"Is it tasty?"

Xu Wanjing looked at the boy who was eating a hamburger on the opposite side, the tenderness of the corner of his mouth could even overflow water.

"good to eat."

After getting an affirmative answer, Xu Wanjing just smiled faintly, "Guoguo has grown up."

In the time she couldn't see, he had grown into a boy, tall and handsome, and well-bred.

"I really hope to see Guoguo become a good adult, so that Oma can really feel at ease."

Unfortunately, she still can't see it.

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After saying goodnight to each other, Xu Wanjing quietly climbed into bed, closed her eyes quietly, and fell asleep quietly.

The evening wind rolled up the lavender curtains, making its cute little corners twirl playfully in the air, and at the same time, it made the fluffy paper on the coffee table next to the window sill rustle.

【You are free, so am I.

You found your true self, and I finally became my true self. 】

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Li Xiuhe was woken up by a sudden warmth in his arms.

"Good morning."

He opened his eyes in a daze, but met Xu Wanjing's radiant smile.

Looking at her eyes stained brightly with a smile, Li Xiuhe tightened his arms around her, and the corners of his mouth, which was originally calm, unconsciously raised slightly.

"Good morning."

He rubbed against her neck nostalgicly, and whispered in her ear, the time was quiet for a while.

Li Xiuhe almost thought that they were already old, if Xu Wanjing didn't suddenly say "I'll make you a hamburger" out of nowhere.

Although she looked extremely confident, after seeing how she could set the kitchen on fire by boiling a pot of water, he really couldn't believe that she could safely finish a delicious cheeseburger in her mouth.

Fortunately, she had already failed before reaching the step of using fire and electricity. Although the sticky batter was troublesome to clean up, it was much better than the whole blackened kitchen.

So there was no need for Xu Wanjing to speak, Li Xiuhe had already carried the basin to the pool without complaint, and cleaned it carefully, only Xu Wanjing who hadn't reacted was left scratching her face in embarrassment.

Well, it looks like she didn't bring her burger-making skills into the world.

Tsk, what a pity.

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What is it like to have a big star fan?

Leaving aside the thoughts of idols who are fanned by big stars, the fans of idols who are fanned by big stars have a faint sense of pride of "Look! Even xxx likes my brother".

Han Jiaren is a fan of Big Big, and Kim Woo Bin is a fan of Big Big, or should I say a fan of Quan Zhilong, but Xu Wanjing is extremely disgusted with Quan Zhilong.

[jjjjj: Do you know who was sitting next to me at the concert just now! ! ! 】

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[jjjjj: Ahhh, it's Xu Wanjing and Li Xiuhyuk! ! !Oh my God!It seems that Xu Wanjing is really a die-hard fan of our Fat Dan. This is not the first time she has been photographed watching Fat Dan's concert, isn't it! ! 】

[Reply: marw11: Look at what Goddess Wan Jing is holding in her hand...it seems to be the hand that we smashed!Every day!Does the goddess like fruit smashing too! ! ! 】

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One night in 2017, an enthusiastic netizen who was also a BTS fan posted a post on the Internet claiming to see Seo Wan-jeong and Lee Soo-hyuk at the BTS concert in Seoul. pot.

As a popular first-line actress who holds multiple actress trophies, Xu Wanjing's appearance at the BTS concert naturally aroused a lot of repercussions, and it can even be said that this group is particularly special because of their comeback. The prosperous boy added another strong fire.

At the same time, this also caused the BTS to inevitably be asked questions about Xu Wanjing in subsequent interviews, especially Tian Zhengguo, "For the national goddess Xu Wanjing likes you, come to watch with your hand How do you feel about your concert?" Questions like this have been answered dozens of times.

No matter how pleasantly surprised and joyful he was at first, he was no match for others who asked him over and over again, so that when Tian Zhengguo heard this question again, he blurted out the answer before thinking about it, as if it had been set in advance, crackling, Official yet fluent.

"I am jealous."

Li Xiuhe hugged Xu Wanjing, looked at the handsome face on the TV screen with a cold face and said seriously.

Xu Wanjing was amused by his calm tone, "Don't, I still love you the most!"

After saying that, in order to increase the credibility of her words, she said "baji" and printed a resounding kiss on his face.

"You never told me how you could suddenly like that child so much."

Xu Wanjing laughed unconsciously when she heard this, looked into Li Xiuhe's eyes and said half-truthfully, "Because he looks so much like my unborn son, so I like him very much."

Li Xiuhe squinted at her for a while, then suddenly picked her up, without saying a word, just walked towards the bedroom in silence.

Xu Wanjing was taken aback by his sudden move, and quickly put her arms around his neck.

"What are you doing!"

"Prove with practice what our son looks like."