family[entertainment]

"Wow, do you still want to take the boat?"

Tian Zhengguo was carrying his luggage in both hands, looking at the white ship parked safely in front of him, his eyes widened in surprise.

Tian Duomei frowned and glanced at the so-called map in her hand, which looked like a ghost drawing. In the next second, she saw that she crumpled it up and put it in the pocket of her jacket, which seemed to be resigned to fate.

"Well, sit down, since we're all here, it doesn't matter where we go."

After all, Tian Duomi raised her hand and wanted to share a bag for Tian Zhengguo, but Tian Zhengguo, who discovered her intention, turned around and quickly avoided it.

Tian Duomi raised her eyebrows when she was in the air, and just about to say something, Tian Zhengguo over there suddenly pointed at the boat and said, "Ah, it seems that the boat is about to leave! Oma, let's go!"

It's going to be a ghost.

Tian Duomei looked at the background of her son jumping out like a rabbit, feeling both helpless and gratified in her heart, a complex confusion with mixed flavors.

Since the beginning of this trip, Tian Zhengguo has put on an adult posture, no matter what he can or cannot do, he forcibly takes over.

"Oma only needs to enjoy this time, and leave the rest to me."

He patted his chest loudly, and Tian Duomei, who was looking at that desire-filled appearance, could not help but be filled with emotion.

Just this year, he finally debuted as a member of BTS.

The oncoming announcements and the increasingly intense high school work filled his life with nothing left.

This kind of pressure and fatigue is the norm that children in the entertainment industry have to face. Tian Duomi has long been used to it, but when it comes to her own children, she is still full of distress and worry.

She was afraid that he would not be able to bear it - at his age, he should go to and from class without any worries, and go outside with his friends to run and play football in his spare time, not like he is now, Every day is not soaking in the practice room, or going out to run announcements, under great pressure.

She made up her mind, as long as he showed the slightest tiredness and couldn't hold on, she would send him out of this circle without hesitation, but the fact is, no matter how tired he is, he still looks happy He looked like a girl, and never complained to her.

Have you really thought about giving up?

thought about it.

Tian Zhengguo really thought about it.

He will also be too tired and feel that he can't hold on any longer.

In the dark practice room, he slumped on the ground.It was clearly a cold winter, but he was wearing short sleeves and sweating profusely.

too tired......

He bowed his head, the endless silence filled the darkness with the sound of his breathing, and he could only hear his own existence in his ears. At that moment, he felt unprecedented loneliness.

He was a little homesick, a little bit of his mother and grandma, and a little bit of his comfortable little bed, he was a little bit...so he gave up...

"You are here."

slap.

It was Min Yoongi who raised his hand and turned on the lights in the practice room.

"Brother Shuozhen is looking for you, why don't you go?... Enough is enough."

It is enough.

No need to practice anymore.

Let's go back together.

Tian Zhengguo stared blankly at Min Yoongi with his legs crossed.

He turned on the lights in the practice room.

Strangely, the moment the light came on, the moment he saw Min Yoongi's face clearly, the moment he heard the words "enough is enough", the loneliness and sadness that spread wantonly in his heart began to fade away slowly.

"enough?"

"Of course it's enough. How long have you been practicing? Go back, wash and sleep."

What caught the eye was Min Yoongi's face full of disgust, but Tian Zhengguo couldn't help but slightly raised the corners of his mouth, and then smiled softly.

"Okay, bro! Go back!"

It's not just him who is tired, everyone can persevere, there's no reason why he can't, besides...he has friends who want to go to the end together, so he shouldn't give up... ..

"arrive?"

Tian Duomei looked at the house number and compared it carefully several times before she nodded uncertainly.

"It seems so."

What unfolded in front of their eyes was a traditional Japanese-style building, hidden in the lush green shade, bright and dark, although it seemed to have a certain history, it strangely possessed a force that could calm people's hearts.

Like a paradise left behind in time and the human world, it is a good place to escape from reality.

"Wonderful isn't it?"

The kid really likes it here.

Tian Duomei watched him eagerly push the door open and walk in, swept away the exhaustion just now, her brows were filled with joy, unconsciously raised the corners of her mouth, and smiled slightly.

"Yeah, it's great."

This trip was proposed by Tian Zhengguo, which caught her by surprise.

"Is oma free the day after tomorrow?"

"what happened?"

"We have three days to spare, oma, shall we go on a trip together?"

............

"it is good."

Since when did her relationship with him gradually become estranged?

Probably since she was with that person.

"I'm going to Japan for a few days."

"Work?"

He leaned against the door frame and looked at the figure of Tian Duomei who was busy stuffing things into the suitcase in the room, and the sudden reluctance in his heart made him slightly frown.

"No, go find Guoguo and plan to spend a few days with him."

He couldn't refuse this reason, and only Guoguo could make him so helpless.

After watching for a while, he finally couldn't help but stepped forward, and then gently hugged her tightly from behind.

"When... can I be together..."

His low tone is because Guoguo resists his existence.

In fact, he understands this very well. After all, in his more than ten years of life, the absence of his father made him only have his mother, and at the same time, his mother's many years of celibacy made him feel that his mother completely belonged to him alone. Past, present, and even future.

So his appearance is tantamount to breaking his concept.

He listed him as the enemy who robbed his mother with him, and since he knew their relationship, the respectful and adoring smile never appeared on his face, replaced by a cautious and hostile disgust on his face.

Since he is an enemy, he will naturally not have a good face towards him.

Tian Duomei could hear the frustration and loneliness in his tone, but she remained silent.

She should have said a few words of comfort and encouragement, such as "You are fine, Guoguo will accept you", but in the end she just remained silent without saying a word.

comfort?encourage?

How can she open her mouth...

At this time, she felt that she was a bad woman through and through, because she was ready to give up this relationship at any time.

She didn't have the determination to go to the end with him. Although she admitted her feelings for him, if their feelings don't get Guoguo's nod, then no matter how much they love, it will be futile, and she will kill him without hesitation. Break all the ties between them, ruthless and cold, although she loves him.

"oma! I put water for you! Do you want to take a shower now?"

Tian Duomei, who was checking the situation in the kitchen, just closed the refrigerator when he heard Tian Zhengguo say this, and felt helpless at the moment.

"No, go and wash it first. You're sweating profusely. Go take a soak, and then change into clean clothes, so you'll feel refreshed."

Sweating all over, Tian Zhengguo, who was feeling sticky and uncomfortable, didn't refuse anymore after hearing this, and obediently answered "Guess", then turned around to look for his own change of clothes and prepared to go to the bathroom Soak and wash.

This was undoubtedly the most obedient moment for him today, probably because he was really uncomfortable. Thinking of this, Tian Duomei couldn't help but smile.

She and Tian Zhenghui came here mainly because of Yu Fukai's heartfelt recommendation.

She said it was her spiritual sanctuary, and if she didn't go there, she would even regret it for the rest of her life.

After all, Tian Duomei, who was listening, felt that her remarks were exaggerated, but Tian Zhengguo, who was at the side, made up his mind after hearing this, saying that he wanted to see how long the so-called place where he would regret his whole life if he didn’t go What kind of appearance will become the existence of the spiritual sanctuary of this aunt who has always looked above her head.

Now it seems that what Yu Fukai said is true.

This place may not be luxurious, or even a little crude, but it fits the soul very well, making people unconsciously remove all disguises and defenses, return to the original, and become the purest self—probably because it is true and natural here. For the sake of merging into one - nature always has such a magical power - to make people more pure.

"I have to go out and buy something..."

There are very few things in the kitchen, I'm afraid I have to go to the market passing by to buy some ingredients.

Guessing that Tian Zhengguo would take a long time to take a bath, Tian Duomei left him a note and went out shopping alone with her small bag.

When she came back, Tian Zhengguo had almost finished taking a bath, so she thought so, and then went out alone, but after 7 minutes of her leaving, Tian Zhengguo came out humming an incomprehensible tune.

He speeded up, but he didn't expect to be greeted by an empty and unfamiliar living room.

"...Will I be alone? Will I become a person again?"

He no longer wants to experience the days when he was neglected by his mother before the age of nine, because he has enjoyed his mother's love, and he can no longer give up.

He looked at the sky dyed red by the sunset, and his eye sockets seemed to be dyed a little red for a moment.

"Guoguo, Oma can't be with you for the rest of your life. You have grown up and you will have your own family in the future, so what should Oma do at that time? The company of a son is different from that of a lover. Be sensible. , don't embarrass Oma, okay?"

His grandma hoped that he would give in, after all he had dragged oma down for more than ten years, he shouldn't be so selfish.

However, this is too difficult. He really can't give up the only warmth in his life, which is his favorite mother...

"Can't you make her live a little happier?"

He wanted her to be happy, so he decided to fulfill her and that man. Before that, he made a request to travel with her. Even though it was sudden, his oma still agreed, so they came here.

"Did you wait a long time?"

Tian Duomei was carrying the large and small bags. As soon as she stepped through the door, she saw Tian Zhengguo sitting in the courtyard with wet hair, staring at the sky and wondering what she was thinking. She was so focused that she didn't even notice that she was back.

"Ah, no."

He was brought back to his senses by her voice, and when he looked up, he saw that she was holding so many things in her hands, so he hurriedly got up and walked towards her, wanting to share some for her.

It's just that Tian Duomei was one step ahead of him, and he put all the things on the floor of the living room, then frowned and gave him a disapproving look, bent down and picked up the towel he had just casually dropped on the ground, and then turned to Came in his direction.

"Why don't you dry your hair?"

She motioned for him to sit down, then put the towel on his hair, and slowly wiped his hair with her hands.

"...do you love him?"

Tian Duomi was taken aback, "What?"

"That man, do you really love him?"

"Love."

"Then does he love you?"

"……Love……"

"Then he treats you well?"

Tian Duomei finally stopped what she was doing, and sat down beside him with her hands propped up.

"Guoguo, you are the biggest surprise that Oma received when she came to this world, and also the whole reason I stayed." Tian Duomi smiled slightly, "In other words, you are the most important treasure in my life. People can replace you. So, no matter what it is, as long as you don't like it, I won't do it. You will always be oma's baby..." For you, I really can do anything.

Tian Zhengguo bit his lips tightly, trying to hold back the uncontrollable tears.

But in the end it was still in vain, when he spoke, the voice he made was still trembling and full of tears.

"I just want you to be happy.

If he can make you happy, I won't object anymore"

"Silly boy."

Looking at his appearance, Tian Duomei's heart ached like a knife.

She put her arms around him, as if she was seeing him for the first time, she still remembered how small he was at that time, holding him in her arms until her heart melted into a puddle of water.

"I want you to be happy too."