[Comprehensive Korean Drama] "Core" Life

After contacting Cui's family, Xin Ai went to Qinghu poor village.After meeting Yingmei, the two talked about their respective experiences after they parted, and they all felt a lot of embarrassment.Yingmei nimbly threaded the beads in her hands onto the twine one by one, and said, "Although I don't agree with you taking the step of becoming a separate household, since this matter has been resolved, don't think too much about it. And don't grieve for those who don't deserve it."

"Sad?" Xin Ai didn't feel how sad she was, but she was a little sad.As Yin's father said, she never integrated into Yin's family from beginning to end, and treated Yin's family as a boarding house.

But although I don't care, people are not cold-blooded animals after all. After raising a cat or dog for a long time, there will still be feelings. Besides, she has lived with the Yin family for several years, so after Yin's mother said that, she finally I couldn't help crying.But it's not because of Yin's mother's attitude towards her. From the beginning to the end, she never expected Yin's mother's maternal love, so it doesn't matter whether she is sad or not. She just feels sad for Yin Xin'ai.She was brought back by Yin's father. If she had asked to come back, wouldn't she be looked down upon by Yin's mother and cast into the dust.

But Xinai couldn't tell Yingmei how she felt, so she gave a dry laugh and changed the subject. "I haven't seen my uncle this time. What kind of job is he doing now? Is he still drinking all day?" Still beating you?

Yingmei said lightly: "Dad is still the same. He has to drink after work every day. When he is drunk, he will curse and drive away. Sometimes I will be affected. But it doesn't matter. I will hide. After you moved out, you left me the key, so don’t worry that I have nowhere to go.” I can hide in your house.

How could Xin Ai not know what the so-called "spreading" in Yingmei's mouth was all about, but facing this kind of "domestic violence after drinking", she couldn't do anything about it under the background of South Korea.Xinai sighed softly, and patted Yingmei's hand comfortingly, everything was in silence.

A satisfied smile appeared on Yingmei's face. "Actually, it's much better than before. Dad was introduced by a friend and now works on a construction site. Although the work is very hard, the pay is very good, so although the family still has no savings, there is no need to worry about running out of money for the time being. Slow down Slow down, I believe it will get better and better in the future." She is full of confidence in the future.

"Xinai, you also have to have confidence in the future." Yingmei turned the topic to Xinai. "Although the Yin family treats you badly, don't be discouraged. In fact, there are many people who love you in this world. Besides our friends, you also have Aunt Shun Ren. Whether you are the daughter of the Cui family or not, Aunt Shun Ren The heart that loves you is still the same as before."

"I know." Xin Ai nodded with a smile, and once again told Yingmei that she was not influenced by the Yin family, but she could not agree with Yingmei's words.

"Is the love for her the same as before?" Xin Ai thought of Shun Ren, her eyes darkened involuntarily, and she couldn't help but recall the conversation she heard at Cui's house a few days ago.

Since getting in touch with the Cui family, Xin Ai ran to the Cui family very frequently.It's just that after she came to the door every now and then, Shun Ren showed not only joy, but also entanglement, as if he welcomed her arrival but didn't want her to come.

A few days ago, Xinai went to Cui's house. When she left, Shun Ren hesitated to speak. If Cui Yingxiong didn't stand in front, she seemed to have something to say to her.On the way to the station, Xin Ai found that she had left the key at Cui's house. When she went back to pick it up, she happened to hear Cui Yingxiong and Shun Ren's quarrel.

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Cui Yingxiong's distraught voice was separated from the door, but Xin Ai could still hear it clearly. "...Mom, what are you thinking? When Xin Ai was in the United States, you said you missed her. Now that she is back, your attitude is hot and cold. Don't you want Xin Ai to come? You also want to be with Yin Do you want to drive Xin Ai out?"

"What nonsense are you talking about? I don't mean that." Shun Ren hurriedly retorted, seeing Cui Yingxiong's expression of disbelief, he explained helplessly: "Of course I am happy that Xinai came back to see me. But the hero, Even if Xinai is independent, she is still the daughter of the Yin family, and Enxi is the child of our Cui family. Haven’t you noticed that every time Xinai comes, Enxi is depressed and listless for several days. Although I know This can't be blamed on Xin Ai's head, but seeing Enxi like this, I feel distressed, and I don't hope that one day, Enxi will do the same thing as Xin Ai because of our neglect!"

Xin Ai's independent household has sounded a "wake-up call" for Shun Ren, making her pay special attention to Enxi's emotions, for fear that one day Enxi's emotions will come up and she will also run away from home.Although Enxi was not raised by his side since childhood, Shun Ren knows Enxi very well after these years of life.

Enxi is delicate, sensitive and thoughtful. When she first came home, because the Cui family kept talking about "heart love", it put a lot of pressure on her.Finally, everyone didn't mention Xin Ai much, Enxi seemed to get rid of the influence of Xin Ai, and the relationship with her family was one step closer.It was only because of her personality, coupled with the estrangement of the previous ten years, that the relationship between Cui Yingxiong and Cui Zhibin could not become warm after all, and Cui Zhibin even moved out of the Cui family because of her.

Now that Xinai came back like this, the whole Cui family treated Xinai warmly, and they were intimate with Xinai. What would Enxi think after seeing it?What should it feel like in my heart? ... These are the things that the mother who is obedient has to think about.It would be great if Enxi and Xinai could live happily together under the same roof, but obviously, Enxi and Xinai cannot live together, so Shunren must make a choice.

Cui Yingxiong said puzzledly: "Mom, what are you talking about, Enxi is Enxi, Xinai is Xinai, don't bring the two of them together, okay? We will not delay our relationship with Xinai. We love Enxi, Mom, don’t you think too much? Besides, are we treating Enxi badly? How else should we treat her? Do you hold her in your hand and confess? It’s a pity that our family doesn’t have this condition!” Eun-hee has always been good, she is not satisfied, what is there to be picky about?

"You child, what are you talking about." Shun Ren was upset, and reprimanded: "Enxi is your sister after all, how can you say that about her? You have to be considerate of Enxi, you have to understand, Enxi The Yin’s family used to live in a rich family, and our family can’t compare with the Yin’s family at all. She returned home from such a good condition, and there are so many things she is not used to, but she has never called us in the past few years of living with us. We have suffered, we have never been tired, we owe her a lot,..."

Cui Yingxiong was not happy, so he interrupted Shun Ren. "Mom, I can't understand what you're talking about? Why do we owe Enxi? The rich life of the Yin family doesn't belong to Enxi. She just enjoyed it for nothing for more than ten years, but a sparrow is a sparrow. After all, it is not Fenghuang, she should return to the sparrow's nest. The person we owe is never Enxi, but Xinai...”

"Okay, I don't want to argue with you about this. Mom hasn't read much, so I can't tell you." Shun Ren interrupted Cui Yingxiong impatiently, and said with a sigh: "In short, I am useless as a mother. I can't keep Xinai, and now I don't want to destroy the peaceful life of our family because of Xinai's arrival. I know this is unfair to Xinai, but I can't help it. Enxi is my daughter, and I have to think about her. If one day, Enxi runs away from home, she will be inferior to Xin Ai, and it is difficult to live alone. At the beginning, I was sorry for Xin Ai, and I can no longer be sorry for Enxi. "

After speaking, Shun Ren choked up.Cui Yingxiong was silent for a while, and said in a suppressed voice with a hint of resentment: "Mom, even if you choose Enxi, how do you say this to Xinai? Are you able to open your mouth? Have you ever thought about Xinai's listening?" How do you feel after you die? The Yin family has abandoned Xin Ai, Xin Ai is already uncomfortable enough, do you want to draw a knife in her heart?..."

"Stop talking. Cui Yingxiong, shut up!" Shun Ren shouted to stop him with tears in his eyes, covered his heart, and said with pain in his eyes: "Do you think I want this? I don't want to. I don't either. I want to have Enxi with one hand and Xinai with the other, but tell me, is this possible? I can only choose one of them, if not Enxi, tell me, which one do you want me to choose?"

Cui Yingxiong was questioned by Shun Ren.As Shun Ren said, even if Xinai is independent, she is still the daughter of the Yin family, and she will not return to the Cui family.And Enxi is the child of Cui's family, she lives well in Cui's family, in this case, Shun Ren has no choice at all, she can't just love Enxi.

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Xin Ai didn't know what Cui Yingxiong and Shun Ren said later, and she didn't listen.Hearing this, Xinai didn't go into the house to get the key, but turned and left silently.On the way back to Seoul by car, Xin Ai called Cui Yingxiong and told him that she had left the key at his house. She might not have time to go to Chuncheon recently, so she asked him to mail the key to her.In the past few days without a key, Xin Ai temporarily lived in the hotel.

For Shun Ren's choice, Xin Ai was not angry, nor was she as sad as she imagined.In fact, when she went to Cui's house for the first time, the two very different attitudes before and after her appointment had already indicated her choice.

Xin Ai knew that although Shun Ren didn't say anything, she didn't support her independent account, and felt that she was too lawless.If she was still Shun Ren's daughter, Shun Ren would have scolded her and even beat her if she did this, but this time, Shun Ren didn't even mention it. ...Even if Shun Ren still regards her as a daughter, Shun Ren is no longer the only daughter like her, she also has Enxi.Some things, in the end can not go back.

Some things cannot be clearly explained in words, and need to be felt with feelings, so Xin Ai did not tell Yingmei about Shun Ren's changes. Knowing everything is more effective than what she said.However, after "overhearing" Shun Ren's conversation with Cui Yingxiong last time, Xin Ai hasn't been to Cui's house for a while, and she understands it, but she can't face them for a while now. Just let them go.

After eating at Yingmei's house, and sitting with Yingmei for a while, Xinai took the car back to Seoul.Going home and going upstairs, Xinai saw Zhou Yuling squatting pitifully at the door of her house like a discarded puppy. She was very surprised, took out the key to open the door, and let people into the house. "Zhou Yuling, why are you here? Are you here to find me? If you have anything to say, go into the house and say it." When people came to the door, no matter what the reason was, Xinai couldn't throw people out of the house.

It was so surprising.The last time Xin Ai went to a cake shop to buy cakes and met Zhou Yuling. Although Xin Ai and Zhou Yuling mentioned her address when they were talking, they said very vaguely. There is no specific building number and room number.Unexpectedly, based on these alone, Zhou Yuling found her, and it seemed that she had been waiting for a long time.

After Zhou Yuling entered the room, she didn't bother to look around, and stood at the door, clasped her hands together, and explained the purpose of her visit. "Xinai, please help me. I can't find a place to live now. Can you take me in for a night? I only stay for one night. When I find a place tomorrow, I'll leave."

Xin Ai let Zhou Yuling into the house, poured her another glass of water, and asked, "Is there no dormitory in the school?" You don't live in the school dormitory?

Zhou Yuling took the water glass, took a sip of water, moistened her throat, raised her spirits and said, "the school has a dormitory, but I have never lived in it. I have to work outside, and sometimes I have to work very late. After work, I don't even have a car." I went back to school, so I rented a house outside. The landlord wanted to raise the rent temporarily, and I disagreed, so I was kicked out. And because I didn’t pay the accommodation fee in school, the school arranged the dormitory that was originally given to me to someone else .”

"I ran outside all day today, but I couldn't find a suitable place to live. I can't sleep on the street in this weather, so I had no choice but to come to you for help. Don't worry, you can take me in for a night. Early tomorrow morning, I will go out to look for a house, and then I will move out." Zhou Yuling vowed to Xinai.

Xin Ai leaned on the sofa and sat down with a relaxed body, and said: "It doesn't matter if you take you in for one night. I have a vacant room here, but because I am the only one living in the house, so things like bedding and toiletries, I just bought them at the beginning. Prepared for one person, you don't have anything, how can you sleep? You can't sleep on the bed, right?"

Seeing that Xinai agreed, Zhou Yuling hurriedly said: "It's okay, I have all the luggage and everything, and I put them outside. Just kick them over." Then she smiled embarrassedly. "When I first came in with my luggage, the security at the door stopped me. Seeing that I couldn't tell you the address of your home, they refused to let me in. I had no choice but to put my luggage outside and try to find a way. People got in first."

Zhou Yuling went down to carry her luggage, and Xin Ai went to the kitchen to cook.After Zhou Yuling came back, she followed into the kitchen to help.Xin Ai was surprised to see that Zhou Yuling could not only cook Chinese dishes, but also cook them well, and then remembered that Zhou Yuling had been brought to live in China by her father.Xinai Shengcai came out of the pot, and asked casually: "Do you speak the language of Huaxia?"

"Yes." Zhou Yuling said with a bit of pride: "I speak Chinese very fluently, and my daily conversations are no problem at all. Not only can I speak Chinese, but I can also speak English fluently, and I can I speak a little French. The teacher who taught me said that I am very talented in languages, and my original ideal was to be a translator."

"You remember last time you seemed to say that you are majoring in tourism at the fifth junior college. This has nothing to do with translation. You need to use your language talent, unless you will lead foreign tour groups in the future." Xinai thought After a while, say: "I vaguely remember that your grades seem to be very good. Why don't you go to university? Your grades should be fine in college, right?" Going to university will realize your dream of being a translator.

The smile on Zhou Yuling's face froze for a moment, and the smile that appeared on her face again seemed a little embarrassed. She bit her lip and said in a low voice: "I can't afford the tuition for college. Even the money for the fifth college is not enough. It was me who worked hard and used the deposit for the refund of the house we rented in Chunchuan, and managed to get it together."

After Xin Ai asked the question, she guessed the answer. Hearing that Zhou Yuling's answer was exactly the same as her guess, she smiled embarrassedly and acted like she had suddenly realized. "Oh, what I said, I came back this time and went to Chuncheon several times, but I didn't see you and uncle. So you moved away. Did uncle also move to Seoul? Did he live with you? ?” If you lived with me, you were kicked out by the landlord, and you came to join me, where did your father go?

"We don't live together." Zhou Yuling said as she brought the food to the dining table, "My father is not in Korea now. Years ago, my father was funded by an entrepreneur and went abroad for photography. After he left, He didn't contact me either, and I don't know where he is now."

Xin Ai silently complained about Zhou Yuling's father's irresponsibility, sat down to eat, and suddenly remembered that Zhou Yuling had only been admitted to the fifth college this year, and she had withdrawn the rent of Chunchuan's house behind her father's back. "Once Uncle Zhou leaves like this, and there is no news from him, don't you worry? Besides, you returned the house in Chunchuan, and he didn't leave you a contact information. When he comes back, how can he find you?" When it comes to you, he should be in a hurry.

"I'm used to it. When my mother was still there, she and her father walked longer than this, so there's nothing to worry about." Zhou Yuling filled soup for Xinai and her, and sat down. "My aunt's family is in the suburbs of Seoul. They knew that I was studying at the fifth junior high school. My father would have found out when he went to their house. In fact, if it weren't for the inconvenient transportation at my aunt's side, the narrow house and no extra space, I would have I won't ask you for help."

After Zhou Yuling said this, Xin Ai laughed secretly that she was stupid. No one jumped out of the cracks in the rocks. There was no relative in any family. Zhou Yuling's father couldn't find her in Chunchuan, so he would naturally ask his relatives.Just hearing what Zhou Yuling said, Xin Ai suddenly felt so desolate.Life is hard, it's not easy for everyone.