[Comprehensive Korean Drama] "Core" Life
Chapter 40 Sad
Shun Ren and Cui Yingxiong reached an agreement to send Xin Ai back to Yin's house, but it was a very difficult project for Yin's father to persuade Yin's mother to agree to bring Xin Ai back.
After Yin's father and Cui Yingxiong parted ways, on the way home, he began to think about how to persuade his wife.Because he had been thinking about the wording, he was absent-minded when it came time to eat.After Yin's mother coaxed Enxi to sleep, Yin's father stopped Yin's mother who was about to go to bed: "Honey, I think we should have a good talk."
The two came to the living room to sit down, and Yin's father discussed with Yin's mother in a gentle voice like coaxing a child. "Honey, I thought about it, we can't just leave and leave Xinai alone."
Yin's mother was shocked, looked at Yin's father in disbelief, and asked, "Husband, what do you mean? Do you want to take Xinai back? If so, what about Enxi? We have already discussed it." How can you change your mind? Are you going to give up Enxi? "
Father Yin took a deep breath and tried hard to persuade his wife. "Wife, Xinai is our biological daughter,..."
"So what?" Mother Yin interrupted her husband sharply. "I don't care, no one can hurt Enxi anyway."
She stretched out her hand to hold Father Yin's hand, knelt down in front of Father Yin, raised her head, and met Father Yin's gaze with sorrow and expectation. "Husband, I feel so happy now. This is the happiness of our whole family. I beg you, husband, I beg you, okay? Just keep it like this. Our family will go to the United States. I promise that I will treat you better in the future." Yes, and I will definitely take good care of Junxi and Enxi. I feel very happy now, and I really don't want to change. Husband, I beg you, don't take Xinai back, will you promise me?"
Yin's father withdrew the hand held by Yin's mother, and couldn't help but blame her: "Honey, you are so cruel, how can you be so cruel to Xinai!"
Faced with Yin's father's accusation, Yin's mother nodded and admitted. "That's right, I'm cruel." She didn't know it was unfair to Xinai, but she couldn't help it. She wanted to protect Enxi and let Enxi grow up safely and happily until she finished college and married. son.
"Wife, Enxi is your daughter. This is a fact, and there is nothing wrong with it. But Xin Ai is also your daughter. No, Xin Ai is our daughter. Wife, have you ever thought about her ten years ago? How did you live in the past year? If she lives well, if she lives as well as Enxi, I, I will not talk to you now. We have all been to the place where Xinai lives now, The environment is really bad. From that bad environment, we can infer what Xinai's life is like. Are we going to let our daughter continue to live in that environment?..."
"Stop talking." Yin's mother interrupted Yin's father and asked sharply: "Then you are willing to let Enxi grow up in such an environment? I can't do it, I can't let Enxi leave Me. Don't you have the heart,... don't you have the heart to ask her to go back, have you ever considered Enxi? "
"Then have you considered Xin Ai's position?" Father Yin asked back.That's their own daughter.
Mother Yin shook her head vigorously, and cried: "Stop talking, I don't want to hear, I don't want to hear anything. I don't think about Xinai, and I don't have time to think about her. I only know that Enxi is ours. Daughter, she is our daughter."
Seeing that Yin's mother couldn't make any sense, Yin's father sighed helplessly: "My wife—"
With tears in her eyes, Yin's mother said quickly: "If I want to start thinking about Xinai now, what about our Enxi? Have you considered Enxi's position? Are you going to drive her out? , if there is no two of us to protect her, then what will Enxi do? If I am in love with Xin Ai now, then I may lose Enxi forever, this is absolutely unacceptable to me. "
"Honey, I don't know if I will hate me, but you have to know that I am very sad to make this decision." Although Yin's father felt sorry for changing his mind and hurting Yin's mother, he had already made up his mind .
Yin's father looked at Yin's mother apologetically, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you and Enxi are very important people in my life, but Xinai, Xinai...she is also a very good child, she is our biological child. Daughter, I absolutely can't give up on her." I must take Xin Ai back.
"Husband, have you forgotten? We once said that the two of us, Junxi and Eunxi, will be together forever, forever." Yin's mother cried and begged Yin's father, "It's okay like this, don't change like this Husband, when we get to the United States, stay away from here, forget about all this, we live our lives, and our family will still live happily."
Facing his wife's hopeful eyes, Father Yin sighed inwardly.will not be happy.How could it be possible to be happy?How could you forget?Xin Ai is their biological daughter, and they cannot change this fact even if they hide in the remotest corners of the world.
If Yin's father insists, even if Yin's mother is reluctant, she can only nod and agree, but this is not the result that Yin's father wants. He hopes that his wife can accept Xin Ai, and after taking Xin Ai back, his wife can get along well with her.Faced with his wife's stubbornness, Yin's father decided to persuade her from another angle. "Wife, don't you miss Xinai at all? That's our biological daughter. Seeing Xinai growing up so big, do you feel regretful in your heart, and you missed her previous growth experience?"
"Wife, do you still remember? When you were pregnant with Xinai, you didn't know it at first. You only found out after you went to the hospital for an examination because you were sick. You said that this child was a surprise for us from God, For the sake of the child, you refused to take medicine, and relied on your body's resistance to survive the disease."
"After recovering from your illness, you are afraid that your child's health will be poor due to your illness, so you specially asked the doctor to prescribe a diet. Because the doctor said that you need to replenish blood and iron, you refused to take nutritional pills, thinking that although they are health products, they are in the end. It’s still medicine, it’s three-point poisonous, and it’s not good for children. You know that pig liver is rich in iron, has a good blood-enriching effect, and is most easily absorbed by pregnant women, so every day you endure disgust and eat this kind of food that can’t be put on the table on weekdays. food."
"When you were about five months pregnant, you accidentally fell down. The doctor said that there were signs of miscarriage, and suggested that an abortion be performed immediately, otherwise the life of the adults might be endangered. You refused and insisted on keeping the child. So I stayed in the hospital for two months. In order to protect the fetus, you were raised under the waist and lay on the bed on your back. You didn’t dare to move around at will, and you didn’t even dare to turn over, for fear that the baby would be lost. You suffered so much. , suffer such a big crime, you don't complain at all, but worry about whether the child will become unhealthy because of it."
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Following Yin's father's narration, Yin's mother not only recalled the past when Huai Xinai was in love.At that time, although it was hard work, she was very happy in her heart. She and Father Yin were looking forward to the arrival of the child with great hope.Before she knew that the child was wrongly carried, Enxi was not in good health. Every time she got sick, she blamed herself for not taking good care of her when she was pregnant, which caused Enxi to suffer.
Seeing that Yin's mother's attitude had softened, Yin's father hurriedly cheered. "If we live together with Xinai, although we can't go back in time, we can't make up for the regret of not being able to see Xinai growing from a small baby to a lovely girl, but we can watch Xinai in the days to come. Love grows up, and will not miss her marriage, pregnancy, childbirth,... We can also learn about Xinai's hobbies, such as what does she like to eat? What color does she like? What kind of clothes does she like?..."
"Don't say any more, please, husband, don't say any more." Mother Yin fell to the ground crying.Although in her heart, Xin Ai is far inferior to Enxi, but Xin Ai is her biological daughter after all, if there is no Enxi, she will definitely take Xin Ai back.But she already had Enxi, so she had to give up Xin Ai, even if her blood was flowing in Xin Ai's body.
Yin's mother knew that she owed Xinai, and Yin's father's words reminded her of her love for Xinai in her stomach when she was pregnant with Xinai, which aroused her guilt for Xinai. Collapsing into Yin's father's arms, he couldn't help crying out: "Xin Ai, I'm sorry....Xin Ai, my Xin Ai,..." The sound of weeping blood really makes people feel sad when they see it. tears.
Ever since she pretended that she was not a child of Yin's family, Enxi's sleep became very poor, and she had nightmares every night, dreaming that Yin's father and Yin's mother changed their attitudes, not only did not love her anymore, but also She kicked it out, and then woke up with a start as she burst into tears.
Enxi, who woke up from crying again, got up and put the pillow that was already wet from crying aside, waiting for it to dry naturally, so as not to be discovered by Yin's mother and Yin Junxi who came to her room the next day.Enxi quietly opened the door and walked to the room of Yin's father and Yin's mother. At this time, only by seeing Yin's father and Yin's mother could she shake off the panic in her heart and calm down.But this time, she pushed open the door of Yin's father and Yin's mother's room, only to find that their room was empty.
After looking around, Enxi found that the light in the living room was on. She walked over and just heard Yin's father talking about Yin's mother's hardships when she was pregnant. Be sure to get involved.Hearing this, Enxi still didn't understand.Xin Ai is about to be picked up, so how long can I stay in this home?
At the thought of saying goodbye to her loving parents and her doting brother, tears welled up in Enxi's eyes. She covered her mouth to keep herself from making a sound, so as not to disturb Yin's father and Yin's mother.Back in the room, Enxi opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling in a daze until dawn.After getting up, she forced herself to laugh, not to let Yin's parents, Yin's mother and Yin Junxi see the flaws.
Although Enxi has a few good classmates, she has no friends who can confide her secrets with her. This is because she used to say anything to Yin Junxi before.In the past, Enxi didn't think there was anything wrong with it, but now, it was obvious that she couldn't talk about it with Yin Junxi, but it was obvious that she couldn't talk about it with her good classmates. Enxi, who was depressed, didn't have a suitable person to talk to. .Enxi, who was thinking about it, somehow thought of Xin Ai, who had always been a good child, asked Yingmei for the address of Xin Ai's school, and skipped class to Chuncheon.
Arriving at Xinai's school, Enxi stood at the gate of Xinai's class, hesitating again.Enxi stood at the door of the classroom wearing the school uniform of another school, which naturally attracted the attention of the students who came and went.A student asked her curiously: "Student, who are you looking for?"
Enxi, who was thinking wildly and felt that she shouldn't come to Chuncheon impulsively, replied subconsciously: "I, I'm here to find Cui Xinai."
"Cui Xin'ai, someone is looking for it." Hearing what Enxi said, the classmate stayed outside, grabbed the door frame, stuck his head into the class, and kindly called Xin'ai for her.
Xinai walked out of the classroom and was taken aback when she saw Yin Enxi standing outside the door.Yin Enxi squeezed out a smile to Xinai, and said timidly: "Hello, Cui Xinai."
"Why did you come here? Are you the only one here?" Xin Ai asked in wonder.Without waiting for Enxi to answer, Xinai took a look, looked around curiously at the two of their classmates, pulled her away from the classroom door, and said as she walked, "If you have anything to say, let's talk over there."
Walking on the road, Xin Ai thought for a while, and took Enxi to the classroom where she learned to paint.At this time, only there is no one here, so it is suitable to talk.After Enxi entered the classroom, she looked around and asked, "Is this a studio?"
Xin Ai frowned and said, "It's not a formal studio, it's the classroom where the teacher taught us how to paint. The teacher's studio is on the other side, and I don't have the key to the studio."
Enxi's eyes dimmed, and she praised. "So Xin Ai, you can draw? It's really amazing." The tone was full of envy.
Xin Ai took out two disposable paper cups under the water dispenser, took two glasses of water from the water dispenser, handed a cup to Yin Enxi, and said indifferently: "It's nothing special, I just drew it for fun."
Enxi's face became more and more gloomy, and she forced a smile and said, "Even if you are just drawing for fun, it's better than not being able to draw. Xinai, are there any paintings of yours here? Can I see your paintings?"
Xin Ai shook her head, "I'm sorry, there are no paintings of mine here. My paintings are all at home." If you want to see them, you can't unless you come to my house to see them.
"What a pity!" Enxi sighed.Although she really wanted to see Xin Ai's paintings, she didn't care if she couldn't see them. She didn't intend to go to Xin Ai's house to see the paintings, and she wasn't prepared to meet Xin Ai's family.
"Yin Enxi, why did you come to Chunchuan to find me?" Xin Ai ignored Enxi's small thoughts and asked directly.
After seeing Xin Ai, Enxi regretted it. She felt that it was a very bad behavior for her to come to Chuncheon rashly this time.Enxi was silent, holding the cup in both hands, not knowing what to say about her coming.Because she doesn't know if Xin Aizhi knows her own life experience?If Xin Ai didn't know, what she said would not cause trouble for Xin Ai?
Seeing Enxi sitting there without saying a word, his face was full of embarrassment.Xin Ai thought for a while, and said directly: "Is it because our two families have the wrong child?"
"Ah?" Enxi looked at Xin Ai in surprise, and asked in shock: "Xin Ai, you actually know about this?" She didn't think the two elders would tell Xin Ai about this, if she could know, she had to eavesdrop Yes, so how did Xinai know?Now that Xinai knows and sees herself, why is she still so calm?
Xinai nodded in acknowledgment. "Yes, I know. Our family is as big as a palm, and we can't hide it even if we want to." Like Enxi's question, she was also a little surprised how Enxi knew about it. She didn't come to the door to expose it. She didn't think Yinxi Father and mother will tell Enxi about it.However, although Xin Ai is curious, she is not curious enough to get to the bottom of it, so Enxi knows it as long as she knows it, she doesn't care about it.
"So, Xin Ai, what do you think?" Enxi hesitated for a moment, bit her lips, and asked tentatively: "Xin Ai, do you want to come back? Will you be reluctant to part with your current home? Can you part with you? Now mom and brother, do you still have your brother?" She was reluctant to leave her loving father, mother and brother, and Xin Ai should be the same.
Xin Ai said lightly: "How about being willing? So what about being reluctant? Is there any room for us to comment on this matter from the beginning to the end? It's not us who make the final decision. Could it be that they will change because of our attitude towards this kind of thing? Any ideas?"
South Korea is a very traditional patriarchal system. The elders have the right to decide everything about the younger generation. Even if they are adults, they cannot disobey the elders.For example, if the marriage of the younger generation does not get the consent of the elders, even if the marriage is secretly carried out behind the elders' back, it is legally invalid.
Enxi's face became very pale because of Xin Ai's words, and her figure was crumbling.Xin Ai's words hit the point of the fact that she has been trying her best to avoid facing it. In this matter, she is powerless, and she can't influence the elder's decision at all.If Yin's father and Yin's mother wanted to exchange the child back, there was nothing she could do if she didn't want to.Besides, what would she not want?This is what it should be.
Yin Enxi looked at Xin Ai with tears in his eyes, "Xin Ai, I never paid attention to it before. Xin Ai, you are really good. Not only can you draw, but you can also read books very well. Unlike me, I can't do anything well. , I can’t draw, and I can’t read well. Compared with you, I’m worthless. Sure enough, you should be the daughter of Dad and Mom.”
What he said made Xin Ai not know how to answer the conversation, so Xin Ai simply refused to answer and kept silent.Yin Enxi didn't seem to need Xin to be talkative, and slowly drank the water in the cup in his hand.
Because Enxi and Xinai didn't speak, the room was silent.There seems to be a strange atmosphere in the room, like a bow that has been fully drawn, if you pull it hard again, it will break, and like a dry firewood sprinkled with gasoline, just a little spark will ignite the fire.
Squeezing the empty cup in his hand into a bad shape, Yin Enxi didn't seem to know what to say. After a long while, he squeezed out a sentence, "Xinai, can you, can you take me to see your mother and the others? ", the voice was so low that it was almost inaudible.Originally, Enxi didn't want to visit Xin Ai's house, but she changed her mind now.
Xin Ai did not refuse, and took her home after asking the teacher for leave.The two were silent all the way, one behind the other.Coming downstairs to the rented house, Xin Ai pointed to the two innermost rooms and said, "This is where we live? Let's go up."
Xin Ai walked towards the stairs, but Enxi, who was following her, stopped.Seeing that Enxi didn't follow, Xinai looked back at her.Enxi stood still, and said after a while, "I, I still won't go up."
"Whatever you want." Xinai said indifferently.The legs are growing on her body, if she doesn't want to, who can force her to do it!
"I'm going back." Enxi's upper teeth bit her lower lip to bleed, the bright red blood and snow-white teeth formed a stark contrast, and it looked shocking to her pitiful little face.
"Xinai, thank you. You used to be very cold towards me, but I wouldn't be angry with you, and I couldn't hate you. Instead, I really wanted to get close to you and be good friends with you. At that time, I didn't I understand why, now I know, because your appearance has the shadow of your parents, especially the face shape and eyes, which are completely a copy of your parents." The implication is that Xin Ai is similar to Yin's father and Yin's mother. Because of this, that's why she became close to Xin Xin.
Hearing what Enxi said, Xinai said with a smile that was not a smile: "Yin Enxi, you are too self-righteous, who cares about your closeness, let alone you looking for some shadow on me,..."
"Xin Ai, you dead girl, it's time for school now, you're not in school, why did you come home?" Cui Yingxiong, who was on leave because of a cold, saw Xin Ai upstairs, and saw her come back at this time , Worried about what happened to her, ran down from upstairs, and saw Enxi standing beside Xin Ai, the words she wanted to ask Xin Ai stopped abruptly.Cui Zhibin who was at home ran down with him.
Although Cui Yingxiong is Enxi's senior, Xinai and Enxi are not in the same class, but because of Yingmei, Cui Yingxiong still knows Enxi.He frowned, looked at Enxi, and asked, "how did you come here?"
"Ah?" Seeing Cui Yingxiong and Cui Zhibin, Enxi looked flustered. Although Cui Yingxiong didn't say anything, she still felt sensitively that Cui Yingxiong didn't welcome her arrival.She was wronged in her heart, tears flowed out, choked up and said: "I,...I'm sorry, I, I...leave right away."
"It just so happens that you two brats are here, hurry up and help me take things upstairs." Shun Ren came back from shopping in the market, carrying big and small bags in his hand, just when he was feeling tired and panicked, he saw Cui The heroes are downstairs, shouting happily.
Enxi followed the voice and looked at Shunren, and couldn't help but think of her tough performance in the school's teaching office. This is her biological mother, who is completely different from Yin's mother who is always soft-spoken, loving and noble. Two people, she stood there, unable to move, staring blankly at Shun Ren.
After Yin's father and Cui Yingxiong parted ways, on the way home, he began to think about how to persuade his wife.Because he had been thinking about the wording, he was absent-minded when it came time to eat.After Yin's mother coaxed Enxi to sleep, Yin's father stopped Yin's mother who was about to go to bed: "Honey, I think we should have a good talk."
The two came to the living room to sit down, and Yin's father discussed with Yin's mother in a gentle voice like coaxing a child. "Honey, I thought about it, we can't just leave and leave Xinai alone."
Yin's mother was shocked, looked at Yin's father in disbelief, and asked, "Husband, what do you mean? Do you want to take Xinai back? If so, what about Enxi? We have already discussed it." How can you change your mind? Are you going to give up Enxi? "
Father Yin took a deep breath and tried hard to persuade his wife. "Wife, Xinai is our biological daughter,..."
"So what?" Mother Yin interrupted her husband sharply. "I don't care, no one can hurt Enxi anyway."
She stretched out her hand to hold Father Yin's hand, knelt down in front of Father Yin, raised her head, and met Father Yin's gaze with sorrow and expectation. "Husband, I feel so happy now. This is the happiness of our whole family. I beg you, husband, I beg you, okay? Just keep it like this. Our family will go to the United States. I promise that I will treat you better in the future." Yes, and I will definitely take good care of Junxi and Enxi. I feel very happy now, and I really don't want to change. Husband, I beg you, don't take Xinai back, will you promise me?"
Yin's father withdrew the hand held by Yin's mother, and couldn't help but blame her: "Honey, you are so cruel, how can you be so cruel to Xinai!"
Faced with Yin's father's accusation, Yin's mother nodded and admitted. "That's right, I'm cruel." She didn't know it was unfair to Xinai, but she couldn't help it. She wanted to protect Enxi and let Enxi grow up safely and happily until she finished college and married. son.
"Wife, Enxi is your daughter. This is a fact, and there is nothing wrong with it. But Xin Ai is also your daughter. No, Xin Ai is our daughter. Wife, have you ever thought about her ten years ago? How did you live in the past year? If she lives well, if she lives as well as Enxi, I, I will not talk to you now. We have all been to the place where Xinai lives now, The environment is really bad. From that bad environment, we can infer what Xinai's life is like. Are we going to let our daughter continue to live in that environment?..."
"Stop talking." Yin's mother interrupted Yin's father and asked sharply: "Then you are willing to let Enxi grow up in such an environment? I can't do it, I can't let Enxi leave Me. Don't you have the heart,... don't you have the heart to ask her to go back, have you ever considered Enxi? "
"Then have you considered Xin Ai's position?" Father Yin asked back.That's their own daughter.
Mother Yin shook her head vigorously, and cried: "Stop talking, I don't want to hear, I don't want to hear anything. I don't think about Xinai, and I don't have time to think about her. I only know that Enxi is ours. Daughter, she is our daughter."
Seeing that Yin's mother couldn't make any sense, Yin's father sighed helplessly: "My wife—"
With tears in her eyes, Yin's mother said quickly: "If I want to start thinking about Xinai now, what about our Enxi? Have you considered Enxi's position? Are you going to drive her out? , if there is no two of us to protect her, then what will Enxi do? If I am in love with Xin Ai now, then I may lose Enxi forever, this is absolutely unacceptable to me. "
"Honey, I don't know if I will hate me, but you have to know that I am very sad to make this decision." Although Yin's father felt sorry for changing his mind and hurting Yin's mother, he had already made up his mind .
Yin's father looked at Yin's mother apologetically, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you and Enxi are very important people in my life, but Xinai, Xinai...she is also a very good child, she is our biological child. Daughter, I absolutely can't give up on her." I must take Xin Ai back.
"Husband, have you forgotten? We once said that the two of us, Junxi and Eunxi, will be together forever, forever." Yin's mother cried and begged Yin's father, "It's okay like this, don't change like this Husband, when we get to the United States, stay away from here, forget about all this, we live our lives, and our family will still live happily."
Facing his wife's hopeful eyes, Father Yin sighed inwardly.will not be happy.How could it be possible to be happy?How could you forget?Xin Ai is their biological daughter, and they cannot change this fact even if they hide in the remotest corners of the world.
If Yin's father insists, even if Yin's mother is reluctant, she can only nod and agree, but this is not the result that Yin's father wants. He hopes that his wife can accept Xin Ai, and after taking Xin Ai back, his wife can get along well with her.Faced with his wife's stubbornness, Yin's father decided to persuade her from another angle. "Wife, don't you miss Xinai at all? That's our biological daughter. Seeing Xinai growing up so big, do you feel regretful in your heart, and you missed her previous growth experience?"
"Wife, do you still remember? When you were pregnant with Xinai, you didn't know it at first. You only found out after you went to the hospital for an examination because you were sick. You said that this child was a surprise for us from God, For the sake of the child, you refused to take medicine, and relied on your body's resistance to survive the disease."
"After recovering from your illness, you are afraid that your child's health will be poor due to your illness, so you specially asked the doctor to prescribe a diet. Because the doctor said that you need to replenish blood and iron, you refused to take nutritional pills, thinking that although they are health products, they are in the end. It’s still medicine, it’s three-point poisonous, and it’s not good for children. You know that pig liver is rich in iron, has a good blood-enriching effect, and is most easily absorbed by pregnant women, so every day you endure disgust and eat this kind of food that can’t be put on the table on weekdays. food."
"When you were about five months pregnant, you accidentally fell down. The doctor said that there were signs of miscarriage, and suggested that an abortion be performed immediately, otherwise the life of the adults might be endangered. You refused and insisted on keeping the child. So I stayed in the hospital for two months. In order to protect the fetus, you were raised under the waist and lay on the bed on your back. You didn’t dare to move around at will, and you didn’t even dare to turn over, for fear that the baby would be lost. You suffered so much. , suffer such a big crime, you don't complain at all, but worry about whether the child will become unhealthy because of it."
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Following Yin's father's narration, Yin's mother not only recalled the past when Huai Xinai was in love.At that time, although it was hard work, she was very happy in her heart. She and Father Yin were looking forward to the arrival of the child with great hope.Before she knew that the child was wrongly carried, Enxi was not in good health. Every time she got sick, she blamed herself for not taking good care of her when she was pregnant, which caused Enxi to suffer.
Seeing that Yin's mother's attitude had softened, Yin's father hurriedly cheered. "If we live together with Xinai, although we can't go back in time, we can't make up for the regret of not being able to see Xinai growing from a small baby to a lovely girl, but we can watch Xinai in the days to come. Love grows up, and will not miss her marriage, pregnancy, childbirth,... We can also learn about Xinai's hobbies, such as what does she like to eat? What color does she like? What kind of clothes does she like?..."
"Don't say any more, please, husband, don't say any more." Mother Yin fell to the ground crying.Although in her heart, Xin Ai is far inferior to Enxi, but Xin Ai is her biological daughter after all, if there is no Enxi, she will definitely take Xin Ai back.But she already had Enxi, so she had to give up Xin Ai, even if her blood was flowing in Xin Ai's body.
Yin's mother knew that she owed Xinai, and Yin's father's words reminded her of her love for Xinai in her stomach when she was pregnant with Xinai, which aroused her guilt for Xinai. Collapsing into Yin's father's arms, he couldn't help crying out: "Xin Ai, I'm sorry....Xin Ai, my Xin Ai,..." The sound of weeping blood really makes people feel sad when they see it. tears.
Ever since she pretended that she was not a child of Yin's family, Enxi's sleep became very poor, and she had nightmares every night, dreaming that Yin's father and Yin's mother changed their attitudes, not only did not love her anymore, but also She kicked it out, and then woke up with a start as she burst into tears.
Enxi, who woke up from crying again, got up and put the pillow that was already wet from crying aside, waiting for it to dry naturally, so as not to be discovered by Yin's mother and Yin Junxi who came to her room the next day.Enxi quietly opened the door and walked to the room of Yin's father and Yin's mother. At this time, only by seeing Yin's father and Yin's mother could she shake off the panic in her heart and calm down.But this time, she pushed open the door of Yin's father and Yin's mother's room, only to find that their room was empty.
After looking around, Enxi found that the light in the living room was on. She walked over and just heard Yin's father talking about Yin's mother's hardships when she was pregnant. Be sure to get involved.Hearing this, Enxi still didn't understand.Xin Ai is about to be picked up, so how long can I stay in this home?
At the thought of saying goodbye to her loving parents and her doting brother, tears welled up in Enxi's eyes. She covered her mouth to keep herself from making a sound, so as not to disturb Yin's father and Yin's mother.Back in the room, Enxi opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling in a daze until dawn.After getting up, she forced herself to laugh, not to let Yin's parents, Yin's mother and Yin Junxi see the flaws.
Although Enxi has a few good classmates, she has no friends who can confide her secrets with her. This is because she used to say anything to Yin Junxi before.In the past, Enxi didn't think there was anything wrong with it, but now, it was obvious that she couldn't talk about it with Yin Junxi, but it was obvious that she couldn't talk about it with her good classmates. Enxi, who was depressed, didn't have a suitable person to talk to. .Enxi, who was thinking about it, somehow thought of Xin Ai, who had always been a good child, asked Yingmei for the address of Xin Ai's school, and skipped class to Chuncheon.
Arriving at Xinai's school, Enxi stood at the gate of Xinai's class, hesitating again.Enxi stood at the door of the classroom wearing the school uniform of another school, which naturally attracted the attention of the students who came and went.A student asked her curiously: "Student, who are you looking for?"
Enxi, who was thinking wildly and felt that she shouldn't come to Chuncheon impulsively, replied subconsciously: "I, I'm here to find Cui Xinai."
"Cui Xin'ai, someone is looking for it." Hearing what Enxi said, the classmate stayed outside, grabbed the door frame, stuck his head into the class, and kindly called Xin'ai for her.
Xinai walked out of the classroom and was taken aback when she saw Yin Enxi standing outside the door.Yin Enxi squeezed out a smile to Xinai, and said timidly: "Hello, Cui Xinai."
"Why did you come here? Are you the only one here?" Xin Ai asked in wonder.Without waiting for Enxi to answer, Xinai took a look, looked around curiously at the two of their classmates, pulled her away from the classroom door, and said as she walked, "If you have anything to say, let's talk over there."
Walking on the road, Xin Ai thought for a while, and took Enxi to the classroom where she learned to paint.At this time, only there is no one here, so it is suitable to talk.After Enxi entered the classroom, she looked around and asked, "Is this a studio?"
Xin Ai frowned and said, "It's not a formal studio, it's the classroom where the teacher taught us how to paint. The teacher's studio is on the other side, and I don't have the key to the studio."
Enxi's eyes dimmed, and she praised. "So Xin Ai, you can draw? It's really amazing." The tone was full of envy.
Xin Ai took out two disposable paper cups under the water dispenser, took two glasses of water from the water dispenser, handed a cup to Yin Enxi, and said indifferently: "It's nothing special, I just drew it for fun."
Enxi's face became more and more gloomy, and she forced a smile and said, "Even if you are just drawing for fun, it's better than not being able to draw. Xinai, are there any paintings of yours here? Can I see your paintings?"
Xin Ai shook her head, "I'm sorry, there are no paintings of mine here. My paintings are all at home." If you want to see them, you can't unless you come to my house to see them.
"What a pity!" Enxi sighed.Although she really wanted to see Xin Ai's paintings, she didn't care if she couldn't see them. She didn't intend to go to Xin Ai's house to see the paintings, and she wasn't prepared to meet Xin Ai's family.
"Yin Enxi, why did you come to Chunchuan to find me?" Xin Ai ignored Enxi's small thoughts and asked directly.
After seeing Xin Ai, Enxi regretted it. She felt that it was a very bad behavior for her to come to Chuncheon rashly this time.Enxi was silent, holding the cup in both hands, not knowing what to say about her coming.Because she doesn't know if Xin Aizhi knows her own life experience?If Xin Ai didn't know, what she said would not cause trouble for Xin Ai?
Seeing Enxi sitting there without saying a word, his face was full of embarrassment.Xin Ai thought for a while, and said directly: "Is it because our two families have the wrong child?"
"Ah?" Enxi looked at Xin Ai in surprise, and asked in shock: "Xin Ai, you actually know about this?" She didn't think the two elders would tell Xin Ai about this, if she could know, she had to eavesdrop Yes, so how did Xinai know?Now that Xinai knows and sees herself, why is she still so calm?
Xinai nodded in acknowledgment. "Yes, I know. Our family is as big as a palm, and we can't hide it even if we want to." Like Enxi's question, she was also a little surprised how Enxi knew about it. She didn't come to the door to expose it. She didn't think Yinxi Father and mother will tell Enxi about it.However, although Xin Ai is curious, she is not curious enough to get to the bottom of it, so Enxi knows it as long as she knows it, she doesn't care about it.
"So, Xin Ai, what do you think?" Enxi hesitated for a moment, bit her lips, and asked tentatively: "Xin Ai, do you want to come back? Will you be reluctant to part with your current home? Can you part with you? Now mom and brother, do you still have your brother?" She was reluctant to leave her loving father, mother and brother, and Xin Ai should be the same.
Xin Ai said lightly: "How about being willing? So what about being reluctant? Is there any room for us to comment on this matter from the beginning to the end? It's not us who make the final decision. Could it be that they will change because of our attitude towards this kind of thing? Any ideas?"
South Korea is a very traditional patriarchal system. The elders have the right to decide everything about the younger generation. Even if they are adults, they cannot disobey the elders.For example, if the marriage of the younger generation does not get the consent of the elders, even if the marriage is secretly carried out behind the elders' back, it is legally invalid.
Enxi's face became very pale because of Xin Ai's words, and her figure was crumbling.Xin Ai's words hit the point of the fact that she has been trying her best to avoid facing it. In this matter, she is powerless, and she can't influence the elder's decision at all.If Yin's father and Yin's mother wanted to exchange the child back, there was nothing she could do if she didn't want to.Besides, what would she not want?This is what it should be.
Yin Enxi looked at Xin Ai with tears in his eyes, "Xin Ai, I never paid attention to it before. Xin Ai, you are really good. Not only can you draw, but you can also read books very well. Unlike me, I can't do anything well. , I can’t draw, and I can’t read well. Compared with you, I’m worthless. Sure enough, you should be the daughter of Dad and Mom.”
What he said made Xin Ai not know how to answer the conversation, so Xin Ai simply refused to answer and kept silent.Yin Enxi didn't seem to need Xin to be talkative, and slowly drank the water in the cup in his hand.
Because Enxi and Xinai didn't speak, the room was silent.There seems to be a strange atmosphere in the room, like a bow that has been fully drawn, if you pull it hard again, it will break, and like a dry firewood sprinkled with gasoline, just a little spark will ignite the fire.
Squeezing the empty cup in his hand into a bad shape, Yin Enxi didn't seem to know what to say. After a long while, he squeezed out a sentence, "Xinai, can you, can you take me to see your mother and the others? ", the voice was so low that it was almost inaudible.Originally, Enxi didn't want to visit Xin Ai's house, but she changed her mind now.
Xin Ai did not refuse, and took her home after asking the teacher for leave.The two were silent all the way, one behind the other.Coming downstairs to the rented house, Xin Ai pointed to the two innermost rooms and said, "This is where we live? Let's go up."
Xin Ai walked towards the stairs, but Enxi, who was following her, stopped.Seeing that Enxi didn't follow, Xinai looked back at her.Enxi stood still, and said after a while, "I, I still won't go up."
"Whatever you want." Xinai said indifferently.The legs are growing on her body, if she doesn't want to, who can force her to do it!
"I'm going back." Enxi's upper teeth bit her lower lip to bleed, the bright red blood and snow-white teeth formed a stark contrast, and it looked shocking to her pitiful little face.
"Xinai, thank you. You used to be very cold towards me, but I wouldn't be angry with you, and I couldn't hate you. Instead, I really wanted to get close to you and be good friends with you. At that time, I didn't I understand why, now I know, because your appearance has the shadow of your parents, especially the face shape and eyes, which are completely a copy of your parents." The implication is that Xin Ai is similar to Yin's father and Yin's mother. Because of this, that's why she became close to Xin Xin.
Hearing what Enxi said, Xinai said with a smile that was not a smile: "Yin Enxi, you are too self-righteous, who cares about your closeness, let alone you looking for some shadow on me,..."
"Xin Ai, you dead girl, it's time for school now, you're not in school, why did you come home?" Cui Yingxiong, who was on leave because of a cold, saw Xin Ai upstairs, and saw her come back at this time , Worried about what happened to her, ran down from upstairs, and saw Enxi standing beside Xin Ai, the words she wanted to ask Xin Ai stopped abruptly.Cui Zhibin who was at home ran down with him.
Although Cui Yingxiong is Enxi's senior, Xinai and Enxi are not in the same class, but because of Yingmei, Cui Yingxiong still knows Enxi.He frowned, looked at Enxi, and asked, "how did you come here?"
"Ah?" Seeing Cui Yingxiong and Cui Zhibin, Enxi looked flustered. Although Cui Yingxiong didn't say anything, she still felt sensitively that Cui Yingxiong didn't welcome her arrival.She was wronged in her heart, tears flowed out, choked up and said: "I,...I'm sorry, I, I...leave right away."
"It just so happens that you two brats are here, hurry up and help me take things upstairs." Shun Ren came back from shopping in the market, carrying big and small bags in his hand, just when he was feeling tired and panicked, he saw Cui The heroes are downstairs, shouting happily.
Enxi followed the voice and looked at Shunren, and couldn't help but think of her tough performance in the school's teaching office. This is her biological mother, who is completely different from Yin's mother who is always soft-spoken, loving and noble. Two people, she stood there, unable to move, staring blankly at Shun Ren.
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