Drunk years

An oolong incident made Xia Jianxing and Qiu Han's hearts even tighter. After Qiu Han learned that he might be terminally ill, what he couldn't let go of was his mother and Xia Jianxing; Xia Jianxing was also here. Knowing that Qiu Han was the one, he even thought about the days without him and spent the rest of his life on memories.

Fortunately, everything is fine.

Everything will get better and better.

During breakfast, Xia Jianxing drank a few sips of porridge, raised his hand and looked at his watch, "I'm leaving first, today's outpatient clinic, remember to find Lin Ziping later, and ask him why he didn't go to the hospital, I'll go It's gone!"

Qiu Han stood up and stuffed two boiled eggs into Xia Jianxing's coat pocket, "Didn't you agree to keep healthy together? Breakfast is the first step to keep healthy, remember to eat it!"

Xia Jianxing responded, and went out with two heavy pockets.

After this time, Qiu Han paid special attention to health preservation. In his spare time, he held his mobile phone and watched health preservation programs, such as goji berries, red dates, Maca, thermos cups, foot bath barrels, and moved them back one by one. Xia Jianxing sighed, Let him toss, but he not only maintains his own health, but also drags Dr. Xia together. The two at home, like a pair of old friends who have retired for many years, each hold a thermos, soak wolfberries, and enjoy the warm water under their feet.

Qiu Han called Lin Ziping and reminded him to turn off the phone, only then did he realize that he really didn't know where Lin Ziping lived.When Lin Ziping appeared this time, Qiu Han simply regarded him as a stranger and didn't pay too much attention to him. Last night, Xia Jianxing explained the importance of persuading Lin Ziping to go to the hospital for a checkup. It is not a gentleman's action not to save, and it is against medical ethics. What else is there to help others and make yourself happy?

Until now, Qiu Han realized that he actually knew very little about Lin Ziping. It was Liu Ziying, the girl who was clever enough to find out the paper bag that Lin Ziping sent soup not long ago, which had the address and phone number of a certain apartment printed on it.

When I rushed to the apartment and asked, Lin Ziping really lived there. After hearing from Qiu Han that he might be seriously ill, and because he hadn't seen Lin Ziping go out for several days, the landlord panicked and took Qiu Han to open the door.

The door opened, and Lin Ziping was sitting on the sofa, holding a bag of potato chips, watching the hilarious soap opera on the TV with more enthusiasm, staring at Qiu Han and the landlord standing at the door.

"Don't you knock on the door? What if I don't have any clothes on?"

Qiu Han frowned, and after thanking the landlord, he still stood at the door and said, "Did you receive a call from the hospital? Why didn't you go for a checkup?"

"Oh," Lin Ziping said nonchalantly, "You mean cancer? I know, why do I need to check? I already knew, otherwise why would I come back to you?"

"You..." Qiu Han was really stunned by Lin Ziping's madness.

"You mean that you knew that you had a problem with your health, so if you stay here instead of going to the hospital, are you waiting to die?"

Lin Ziping turned his head and continued to watch TV, "Yeah, waiting to die, there is nothing anyway, I originally wanted to come back and lie to you, to stay with me during the countdown of my life, after all, you are the one I grew up with, The only person who really treats me well, I am not afraid of death, but afraid of pain and no one will love me, it's a pity, I came late, you were snatched by Doctor Xia."

"Then you shouldn't make fun of your body."

Qiu Han really didn't know what to say, Lin Ziping, he really never knew Lin Ziping.

"Otherwise? If you feel sorry for me, then break up with Dr. Xia, let me go back to you, and I'll go to the hospital. "

"Lin Ziping, are you crazy?"

Lin Ziping laughed wildly, "I'm already crazy, otherwise why would I stick to you when I come back? Otherwise, why would I change our blood samples? I just want to see, your Dr. Xia knows you are dying Now, what will happen, if he abandons you, I can come back to you, what a pity, why don't you say he doesn't leave you?"

Qiu Han felt that he had nothing to say to a lunatic, but he tried his best to persuade a bunch of people, "Think about your family, if they know you like this, they will feel so heartbroken. You go to the hospital for treatment. If you don't have money, I can lend you."

"Huh, family? My family has long stopped interacting with me after they couldn't squeeze money out of me."

"Then, where's your girlfriend Liu Yanyan?"

Lin Ziping sneered: "What kind of girlfriend, shit girlfriend, she's just an old liar. She stayed with me in order to abduct me, a little liar, to get on the road. Now she caught a big fish and ran away with it."

"Then what are you going to do now?"

Lin Ziping chuckled, "Didn't I say that? Brother Han, you broke up with Dr. Xia, let me go back to you, and I will treat the illness."

Qiu Han clenched his hands into fists and tried his best to control his anger, "You gamble with your body for a meaningless life, then you are doomed to lose, the body is yours, and only the body is yours, sorry I will not accompany you."

Just as Qiu Han turned to leave, Lin Ziping stood up and called him to stop: "Qiu Han, you also liked me before, right?"

Qiu Han didn't look back, and said: "It's all over, you should look forward, your life shouldn't stop here."

Even if you like it, it's an illusion.

"Why! Why! Why do I have to be sick? I am not reconciled! There are so many people in the world, and I am still so young, why is it that I am sick? I hate this world to death, I hate this kind of life to death! I want to Just die, Qiu Han, I'm going to die!! I'm dead, will you remember me?"

Qiu Han turned his back to the door, paused for a while, and finally left without saying anything.

In the evening, Xia Jianxing asked Qiu Han about Lin Ziping, Qiu Han asked strangely: "Doctor Xia, you are serious, you don't mind at all, are you not jealous?"

"Me?" Xia Jianxing pointed back at himself, and smiled, "Why am I jealous? I'm jealous only if I don't trust you. I trust you so much. Wouldn't it be hard for me to be jealous? And I have so many things to do every day, Work, go home with you, why should I waste time on meaningless things?"

"Okay, Doctor Xia is wise."

"By the way," Xia Jianxing ate a grape that Qiu Han handed over, "Why don't you move in and live with me, the Chinese New Year is only ten days away, and Auntie can take it too. There are three of us here, If the room next door is tidied up, it can still be accommodated."

Qiu Han caught the grape skin casually, "So, Dr. Xia is here, proposing? I mean, marry in?"

Xia Jianxing laughed so hard that her flowers trembled wildly, she shrugged her shoulders, "Okay, do I have to prepare a bride price when I marry in?"

"No, you don't need to prepare a bride price, and I don't have a dowry either."

After speaking, the two giggled together.

People in their 30s, it's good to be silly and have fun together occasionally.

The next day.

Xia Jianxing went to Lin Ziping's residence alone.

Lin Ziping was very surprised when he saw Xia Jianxing, "Why are you here? What are you doing here?"

Xia Jianxing stood at the door and pointed to the room, "Would you like me to come in and sit down?"

Lin Ziping hesitated for a few seconds, then stepped aside, "Come in."

Xia Jianxing looked at the small apartment. The small apartment was cleaned up and tidied up. There were succulents and a few pots of flowers that Xia Jianxing could not name on the balcony. is empty.

Lin Ziping sat on the sofa, looked up at Xia Jianxing, "Doctor Xia, I won't pour you water, lest you worry about me poisoning you."

"Your flowers are growing well." Xia Jianxing didn't care about Lin Ziping's attitude.

"You came here just to discuss growing flowers with me?"

Xia Jianxing sat across from Lin Ziping, "No, I'm here to tell you that there is a great chance that cancer can be cured in the early stage. Afterwards, as long as you have regular check-ups and pay attention to diet and rest, there is basically no problem. In the late stage, do you know what the result will be?"

"I don't want to know. If there's nothing wrong, please go back, Dr. Xia. I'm going to rest."

"Difficulty swallowing, chest pain, bone pain, epigastric pain, body pain, ascites, different tumor symptoms are different, but no matter what, it will make life worse than death. In the end, the time of suffering is counted second by second, and every second counts. The pain made you doubt your life, but at that time, you didn't even have the strength to speak, so you could only lie down and wait for death."

Lin Ziping's face changed drastically, his hands trembled slightly, but he still said stubbornly: "I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid of anything, isn't it just death?"

Xia Jianxing observed his subtle expression, and then said: "Okay, assuming you are not afraid, and you kill yourself before the onset of the terminal disease, the death will not be very beautiful. If you die in this apartment, or just find a place, Then, you will go to the social news, assuming you are not afraid of these things, you don’t care, then you are not even afraid of death, are you still afraid of going to the hospital for treatment?"

"Don't worry about it."

Xia Jianxing got up, pointed at the succulents on the balcony, "Your flowers are growing really well, you are a person who loves life, I'm leaving."

"Oh, by the way, there's one more thing, don't you like Qiu Han? You're sick and dying, what can you fight for?"

Lin Ziping watched him leave.

Drunk years