Zhou Du was pecked by Shen Xi for a long time but couldn't recover.

save yourself?

Does a person like him deserve to be saved?

Zhou Du didn't know.

He never thought about it.

As long as he can remember, he has been deeply aware of what kind of family he lives in and how terrible his birth is, so he avoids the crowd, dare not communicate with others, like a lonely soul wandering outside .

The only courage that allows him to look up at the sky is that he wants to save those who have been deceived. Only in this way can he find a trace of the meaning of his existence.

Later, he couldn't even find the meaning of this existence, so he completely turned himself into a lonely soul who couldn't see the light.

He refuses to blend in with the crowd, refuses to communicate with others, and silently waits for the fate that God arranges for him, never daring to expect to step out of the shadows and touch the sunshine outside.

But it turns out that he himself can come out of the shadows?

Zhou Du closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and asked with a trembling voice, "Can I... really save myself?"

Shen Xi has experienced ups and downs today, crying and laughing, he is already very tired, he leaned in Zhou Du's arms, yawned and said: "Of course, the light can shine on the earth, and it can also purify everything, Zhou Du, Come out and let the light drive away the filth that grows on you, maybe it's not as bad as you imagined, okay..."

As Shen Xi said, his tear-filled eyelids could no longer hold on, and they closed slowly, breathing lightly into Zhou Du's arms, and fell asleep.

In the darkness, Zhou Du was silent for a long time, and finally, as if he had made a big decision, he exhaled heavily, lowered his head slightly, and kissed Shen Xi's hair lightly: "Okay."

This night, even though the injury on Zhou Du's shoulder still throbbed from time to time, it didn't prevent him from sleeping soundly while hugging Shen Xi.

In the darkness, there was only the bean bag that had been thrown in the corner from beginning to end, whining and howling from time to time because of the pain on his body.

One night passed, the rain outside the cave did not know when it stopped, the sky was washed like green, and it was so clear that it seemed to be able to purify people's hearts. people's faces.

Zhou Du woke up first, the dazzling light hurt his eyes, he opened his eyes slightly and looked at the person in his arms, and saw that Shen Xi was also frowning under the stimulation of the light, and hurriedly stretched out his hand Go and cover him.

After covering the sun, Shen Xi's frowning obviously calmed down, and his sleeping face gradually returned to tranquility.

His eyes are slightly closed, his thick eyelashes are slightly curled up, under the bridge of his beautiful and delicate nose, his pink lips are slightly pressed together, even if there is a strand of hair sticking to his lips, which ruins his sleeping face, it is still the same. It was so beautiful that Zhou Du couldn't move his eyes.

Zhou Du has been watching Shen Xi in this posture, breathing with his breathing, until Shen Xi has a tendency to wake up, he hastily withdrew his hand, staring out of the cave with a look of indifference.

After Shen Xi woke up, she got up from his arms, rubbed her sleepy eyes first, and then squinted her eyes slightly to look at Zhou Du. Seeing that Zhou Du was also looking at him with his eyes open, she was taken aback for a moment, and asked: " When did you wake up?"

Zhou Du said calmly, "I just woke up."

"Oh." Seeing that Zhou Du hadn't woken up for a long time, Shen Xi was relieved, after all, his sleeping appearance was really bad, as long as Zhou Du didn't see his indecent side.

After rubbing his eyes, Shen Xi also came to his senses, remembering the injury on Zhou Du's body, he immediately glanced over to look.

I saw the cloth that was still white yesterday, but now it has been stained dark red by the blood, and I can tell at a glance that Zhou Du must have not paid attention last night, pulled the wound, and the blood flowed out again.

Shen Xi's heart tightened, and he hurriedly asked: "Your wound oozes blood last night, does it hurt?"

After being reminded by Shen Xi, Zhou Du remembered that he was still wounded. He turned his head to look at it, and said without feeling anything: "It's okay."

He really didn't feel anything anymore, and it's not uncommon for him to have been injured more seriously than this before. This time, after taking medicine and recovering overnight, he's much better now.

"Is there anyone who bleeds and hurts without pain, I'll show you." Fortunately, Zhou Du's pain fell on Shen Xi's ear, but he was reluctant, and he hurriedly stood up to look at the wound on Zhou Du's shoulder.

Zhou Du's heart warmed, and he refused, allowing Shen Xi to untie the cloth strips tied around his shoulders, even if he pulled a little wound, he didn't cry out for pain.

Shen Xi gently removed the strip of cloth, didn't look at the fresh blood on the strip of cloth, and the dark red blood on it had already dried up, so he patted his chest with ease: "It's okay, it's okay, it's nothing serious, everything is fine." It was put on it last night."

Zhou Du hummed unsurprisingly.

Shen Xi threw away the bloody cloth in his hand, tore another piece of cloth from his inner garment, and said to Zhou Du: "I'm going to re-apply the medicine for you now, it may hurt a little, bear with it."

Zhou Du nodded: "Okay."

Shen Xi scraped off the medicine that was applied on the wound yesterday. He didn't see any deterioration of the wound, and he relaxed again. He poured the medicine powder on the wound gently, frowning while pouring, and asked softly Said: "Does it hurt?"

Maybe it was numb due to the pain. Zhou Du couldn't feel any pain at this moment. He moved his lips, just about to say that it didn't hurt, but as soon as the words reached his lips, he pressed the tip of his tongue against his upper jaw, and changed his voice: " kind of."

"Ah," Shen Xi suddenly panicked, he knew Zhou Du, this person didn't even say it was in pain yesterday when it was so painful, but now that he said it was a little painful, it must be really painful.He bit his lip, because he was not prepared enough, and he didn't have any painkillers in his hands at this moment. Looking at the shocking scar on Zhou Du's shoulder, he could only say softly, "Why don't I show you, maybe It doesn't hurt anymore."

Zhou Du slipped his slightly itchy throat, and said again: "Okay."

Seeing that Zhou Du agreed, Shen Xi loosened the teeth on his lips, and a shallow smile appeared on his lips, and raised the corners of his lips to gently blow on Zhou Du's wound.

The warm breath landed on the skin of Zhou Du's shoulders again and again, making his fingertips tremble slightly and his palms were wet with sweat, but there was no trace of it on his face.

Shen Xi blew for a while, but Zhou Du didn't respond, so he asked a little worriedly: "Does it still hurt?"

Zhou Du pursed his lips lightly: "A little bit more."

"Then I'll blow it to you for a while." Shen Xi didn't doubt anything, and lowered his head obediently to blow Zhou Du's wound.

After a long while, he stopped, and applied some medicine again to the wound where a lot of medicine powder had blown off, and bandaged it up again, and asked worriedly, "How is it?"

Zhou Du moved a little bit, but he didn't think there was any problem, so he nodded to Shen Xi: "Not bad."

"That's good. Although my craftsmanship is not as good as my little uncle's, I can still learn a little bit." It was rare for Shen Xi not to hear hurtful words from Zhou Du's mouth. He was happy and spoke with a little complacency .

"Yeah." Zhou Du lowered his head to straighten his clothes, and at an angle that Shen Xi couldn't see, he slightly hooked the corner of his lips.

"Ow~"

Before Zhou Du had finished tidying up his clothes, Dou Bao limped over from the side with his injuries, stuck out his tongue and licked Zhou Du's feet, and stared at Zhou Du with pitiful eyes.

Zhou Du was stunned for a moment when he saw it.

The same is true for Shen Xi. After blinking, he suddenly remembered that he was patronizing Zhou Du last night, and he didn't care about the bean buns at the side. When he saw the bean buns, he not only remembered that he hadn't put medicine on the bean buns, but also remembered that he hadn't given the bean buns. What did they do to Zhou Du.

A face suddenly flushed red.

He turned his head and glanced at Zhou Du's slightly pursed thin lips, and he didn't know where to put his eyes for a moment.

My lips and tongue feel hot.

Zhou Du's eyes collided with Shen Xi's, and he saw that he pursed his lips tightly, lowered his head, and his exposed ears were so red that they could bleed.

"What's the matter with you, your face is so red." Zhou Du raised his right eyebrow slightly, and walked over proactively, stretched out his cool palm to touch his forehead, "It's still very hot, I caught a cold last night."

"No." It's good that Zhou Du didn't mention the word last night, but the temperature on Shen Xi's face rose a little more when he mentioned it, his eyes turned to the side, not daring to look at Zhou Du's lips.

Zhou Du knowingly asked, "What's going on?"

"I..." Without the cover of darkness, Shen Xi's every move was under Zhou Du's nose, this kind of knowledge made him even more ashamed, his eyes dodged and he didn't dare to look at Zhou Du, and he faltered in speaking Baba.

"Ow~"

Doubao followed Zhou Du's feet for a while, but Zhou Du didn't pay attention to it, so it had no choice but to change its target and shift its gaze to Shen Xi.

When Shen Xi saw it, he squatted down as if seeing a savior, picked it up, and changed the subject: "I haven't put the medicine on the bean bag yet, so I'll put the medicine on it first."

Zhou Du glanced coldly at the ugly Doubao, and saw that the latter was snuggling comfortably in Shen Xi's arms, not looking in his direction, so he could only look away in displeasure.

Shen Xi quickly put good medicine on the bean bag, and forcibly suppressed the sense of shame in his heart. Since he has done everything, he must admit it bravely.

So when Zhou Du waited for him to stand up again, there was no trace of shyness on his face, and he lowered his eyes secretly.

Shen Xi stood up, looked directly at Zhou Du and asked, "The wolves are all killed, what shall we do next?"

Zhou Du looked down at the bean bag, and asked Shen Xi, "Are you hungry?"

The two of them haven't had a drop of water since last night, Zhou Du has no appetite because of his injury, but Shen Xi can't.

"It's okay, not very hungry." Shen Xi shook his head, he doesn't have much appetite now either.

Zhou Du said directly: "Then go down the mountain."

It is not very safe for him to stay on the mountain because he is injured, so it is better to go down the mountain earlier.

Shen Xi had no objection, took his cloth bag to tidy up a bit, and left the cave with the bean bag in his arms.

As soon as the two of them came out of the cave, they saw the clear sky outside, and they immediately felt much better. Shen Xi smiled purely and said to Zhou Du: "Zhou Du, look, there will always be light after darkness."

Shen Xi meant something, Zhou Du didn't know, he didn't follow Shen Xi's gaze to look at the sky, but lowered his head to look at Shen Xi, and said softly: "I know."

Shen Xi didn't notice anything, because the bean bag in his arms became restless and clamored to jump out of his arms.Shen Xi had no choice but to lower his head to appease it: "Good boy, the ground is very dirty."

The ground that had just rained was very wet, and it was muddy when he stepped on it, Shen Xi naturally didn't want the bean bag to fall to the ground.

Zhou Du said indifferently: "Don't worry about it, wolves should have the wild nature of wolves, not be raised as cats."

After Shen Xi heard it, she also felt that it was reasonable, and let go of her hand angrily.

Dou Bao broke free from Shen Xi's arms, jumped directly into the muddy water, and ran towards the woods in front of him.

Shen Xi asked Zhou Du puzzledly: "What is it doing?"

"I don't know," Zhou Du shook his head and suggested, "Follow me and have a look?"

Shen Xi nodded: "Okay."

Zhou Du lowered his uninjured hand, and naturally stepped forward to hold Shen Xi's soft little hand, and took the initiative to interlock his fingers, locking his entire hand in his own, making him unable to break free.

As soon as Shen Xi's fingertips touched Zhou Du's hand, he was startled at first, but after realizing it, he looked at Zhou Du's face in shock, but he didn't see any expression on Zhou Du's face, and asked in imitation of Zhou Du's previous tone. Said: "Are you afraid that I will fall?"

Zhou Du pursed his lips, and directly denied, "No."

Shen Xi chased after the victory and asked: "Then why did you hold my hand?"

Zhou Du didn't answer, he took his hand and ran towards the direction where the bean bag was going. After walking a few steps, he said slowly, "Think about it yourself."

"What you said made me think for myself," Shen Xi couldn't hide the smile on his face as he walked with Zhou Du, "I think you just wanted to hold my hand, so you did."

Zhou Du passed for a long time, and when Shen Xi thought that he would never speak again, he gave a soft "hmm".

作者有话要说:……感谢在2021-01-1923:41:32~2021-01-2022:42:50期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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