star sea is you

Before, Lin Xi told him not to keep Shangguan Jingyu by his side, and suggested that he should drive him out of Lincheng.He kept Shangguan Jingyu so that he could act as a hostage in times of crisis. Now that people treat him so well, his tragic childhood.Wouldn't it be rude if I did this myself?

"Young master, do you really want to keep him by your side?" Lin Xi couldn't understand what her master was doing.Isn't this clearly letting others spy on the military situation, but he can't object.

"I know it in my heart." Ning Zhiyuan sat behind the table and looked at Lin Xi who was standing in front of him. "Have you contacted the caravan? Food, grass, weapons and horses will be transported to Mingzhou. You can also help me deal with the information letter."

"Yes!" Lin Xi came out and gave Shangguan Jingyu a hard look who was standing outside the tent.When Ning Zhiyuan was talking to them, he would be asked to go outside, he knew that Ning Zhiyuan was on guard against him, just like when he brought in the food just now, Ning Zhiyuan hid something under the book.

The setting sun was about to fall, and soldiers from various tents gathered around the door, lit a bonfire, and played and played after eating.There was no trace of the war on their faces, and they did not seem to be afraid of the coming war.His gaze swept over their faces one by one.

"I'm Ji Xiaoqing, what's your name?"

Shangguan Jingyu raised his head and followed the voice, and saw a man about his age sitting on a tree with his legs dangling.

Shangguan Jingyu remembered him, it was the doctor from last time.

"Cheng Jingyu." Ning Zhiyuan confessed that he couldn't tell his real name, but his mother's surname was Cheng who had died for many years.

"Shangguan Jingyu, I know your identity. Do you know that I cured you? I am your savior."

Shangguan Jingyu couldn't help but rolled his eyes, knowing that you still asked, "I don't really remember."

"I wonder why you are here?"

"Thank you for saving your life." Shangguan Jingyu said to go back to the tent.

"Are you free, let's have a drink?" Ji Xiaoqing took the initiative to invite.

At night, Ning Zhiyuan arranged for Shangguan Jingyu to sleep in the barracks, but he refused.In desperation, Ning Zhiyuan offered him another room, but was also rejected.

"What do you want?" Ning Zhiyuan folded his hands in front of his chest, narrowing his eyes.

"It's not safe, there are too many people." Shangguan Jingyu replied.

This reason made him speechless for a moment.There are many people in the wing room, and the room where several people live is crowded together.In case his identity is found out and his life is lost... With him by his side, no one can touch Shangguan, he is a hostage.

Shangguan Jingyu observed Ning Zhiyuan's face, "Isn't there an empty room next to it?"

"That's Lin Xi's room." Lin Xi grew up with him, he lived in the main house, and Lin Xi slept in the next room.This room was kept until Lin Xi married her and moved out.

"Lin Xi moved out."

"No." Ning Zhiyuan refused without thinking.

"Then where do I live?"

Shangguan Jingyu looked around, he didn't mind continuing to lay the floor in this bedroom.

"That's not okay." Ning Zhiyuan saw through his thoughts at a glance, his round eyes swept over from the bed, "Anyway, I don't like being in the same room with others. It was because you were injured and had no place to go."

……

Shangguan Jingyu looked at him without speaking.

"If you accept the recruitment, I will complete the task and I can leave."

Ning Zhiyuan took a few steps forward, narrowing his eyes habitually, "Are you threatening me?"

Shangguan Jingyu felt oppressed, just like the panic when he faced his strict father when he was a child, he had to take a few steps back.

"I, I, I'm not..."

"Are you afraid of me?" Ning Zhiyuan was shocked, Shangguan Jingyu's deer-like eyes were dodging, and his unconscious reaction of taking a few steps back was enough to show that he was afraid. ,

"No."

"Okay, okay, you can continue to sleep here tonight." Finally, in this dispute, Ning Zhiyuan compromised.He remembered what Shangguan Jingyu said about his childhood, his behavior just now reminded him of his father. "I'll ask him for his opinion tomorrow, and if he agrees, you can live there."

Shangguan Jingyu hid behind the screen and dug a hole in it to see the scene outside.People coming and going, they pour hot water into wooden barrels.After it was full, Ning Zhiyuan took off his clothes, sat down in the bucket, closed his eyes and meditated.A servant was rubbing his back and pressing his shoulders...

Ning Zhiyuan hummed comfortably.

Shangguan Jingyu could see the skin above the chest through the small hole according to his beating heart. The white skin was reddened by the hot water.

Ning Zhiyuan opened his eyes and looked in his direction, his eyes shone with a cold light, which seemed to be a warning, so he turned away quickly in fright.

After an unknown amount of time, Ning Zhiyuan appeared behind him.

"Why are you peeking at me?"

Shangguan Jingyu jumped, turned around and saw Ning Zhiyuan put on his unlined clothes and pants, the people outside withdrew, they withdrew, and the wooden barrel was also removed.

"I said why are you peeking at me?" Seeing that the other party was distracted, Ning Zhi Yuan couldn't help but raise his voice, walked to the bed and sat down.

Facing Ning Zhiyuan's questioning, Shangguan Jingyu felt that he had done something wrong, "I, I just want to know how your injury is going?"

"Hmph!" Ning Zhiyuan deliberately put on a straight face, and snorted.There is no silver of 300 taels here, a clumsy excuse, "I think you are exhausted, go to the toilet to solve it yourself."

Shangguan Jingyu blushed and retorted angrily, "I didn't." He couldn't explain why he was so angry.

"Without you peeking at me taking a shower? There will never be a next time." He said lightly.

Shangguan Jingyu spread the quilt on the ground and sat down.

Neither of them spoke.

"I'm not the kind of person you think." Shangguan Jingyu argued weakly.

"Humph!"

"Your shoulder hurts?"

Ning Zhiyuan looked back at Shangguan Jingyu in surprise, not knowing how the other party knew.During training in the morning, when I showed them how to throw someone over the shoulder, Lin Xi threw me a few times.The training ground is closed, it is impossible for him to enter.

"Yeah!" He nodded suspiciously.

"I saw that you kept your head up when you were reading, and it was the same in the shower just now. You usually look at him at the same level." Shangguan Jingyu got up and walked behind him, "I will press you. When I was young, I often fought with others. It was kneaded and practiced by myself."

It seems that the unhappiness just now has disappeared.

Shangguan Jingyu rubbed Ning Zhiyuan's broad shoulders.

"Okay, don't go down anymore." Ning Zhiyuan wanted to stop Shangguan Jingyu from wanting to go down for a massage.

Shangguan Jingyu didn't stop, and the other party's appearance of enjoying himself gave him great encouragement.And his hand seemed to be attracted by something, and he refused to stop.Press down with both hands, coming to his waist.The waist is very thin, it seems that it can be hugged with one hand, and the muscles are very strong.Side waist, back, and down...

Ning Zhiyuan suddenly opened his eyes, staring sharply at Shangguan Jingyu, "Let's go."

"what?"

"Go away." Ning Zhiyuan raised his voice, lifted the quilt to cover his lower body.

Shangguan Jingyu lowered his head, he didn't know what he did wrong, which made Ning Zhiyuan angry again.As he was about to leave, he saw something bulging inside the quilt.Immediately stunned.

Seeing his shocked eyes, Ning Zhiyuan knew that Shangguan Jingyu knew, he closed his eyes in shame, and whispered, "Get out!" He would never allow his dignity to be underestimated.

Shangguan Jingyu stood still, his eyes still fixed on Ning Zhiyuan's lower body.

"I'll let you go out." Ning Zhiyuan emphasized every word.

Suddenly, Shangguan Jingyu reached into the quilt and held it when he realized it.

Ning Zhiyuan could only raise his head and breathe heavily.

Lin Xi agreed with Shangguan Jingyu to sleep in the side room. From the day he chose to get married and move out, he lost the right to that bedroom.He is not qualified to disagree now, after all, this is his choice.

"Mother, you asked me to come back so early just to talk about this?"

"What do you mean by this? You are already 23, and getting married is a big deal." Ning's mother spoke earnestly.

"The situation is urgent now, and I don't have this thought."

"It's because of urgency that Mother wants you..." Ning's mother paused for a moment, showing an embarrassing expression, "To put it bluntly, if you are like that...you can leave a queen for our old Ning's family. Tomorrow It's a temple fair, I've found out clearly, the second miss of the Lin family will go to offer incense, you just take a look at it from a distance, and if it's suitable, we'll give the dowry right away."

Ning Zhiyuan looked at his mother's wrinkled face, the marks of time on her body were deep.The mother in my memory was ruthless and resolute, she said what she said, and she was a female general in the military camp.After marrying his father, he still handled knives, guns and sticks a few years ago, and later taught him martial arts and reading.Afterwards, there was nothing to teach, and my mother began to chant Buddha and take care of the account books in the house.

"are you going?"

"I'm busy."

Ning Zhiyuan picked up the teapot and poured water into his mother's cup.

Mother Ning's face darkened, she clapped her hands on the table, and asked sharply, "Are you going?"

The water in the full glass sloshed some on the table.

Ning Zhiyuan's heart skipped a beat, "Okay, why don't I go?"

Mother Ning smiled happily and watched her son leave.

At dusk, the red fire cloud in the distance occupies half of the sky.

Under the sky, tired birds return to their nests.

Ning Zhiyuan returned to the yard.

Dishes and two bowls and chopsticks were placed on the stone table.

Seeing him coming back, Shangguan Jingyu immediately stood up with a smile on his face, "You're back."

Ning Zhiyuan responded and sat down opposite him.

"What is the madam looking for you for?"

"Blind date."

Recently, Ning Zhiyuan always felt uncomfortable facing Shangguan Jingyu.

Shangguan Jingyu's hand holding the vegetables paused in the air, and put a piece of meat on top of the rice, "Then you, do you want to go tomorrow?"

"go with!"

silence.

"Ok!"

Since that night, Ning Zhiyuan always felt uncomfortable facing Shangguan Jingyu.Just like now, when Shangguan Jingyu looks at him, he will unconsciously want to avoid his sight.His face began to grow dull.

Tonight, Shangguan Jingyu was unusually silent.

Ning Zhiyuan put down the book in his hand again, and looked up at Shangguan Jingyu.Shangguan Jingyu took a pair of his paintings and calligraphy and spread them out on the round table, imitating his handwriting and writing the two poems on the landscape paintings.After writing one, two, three... dozens of sheets, they were put on the ground when the table couldn't fit.

He didn't refill his glass when it was empty, and didn't refill his plate of snacks when he was empty.Late at night.Usually, Shangguan Jingyu would urge him to rest.It's been a long time now, he's been reading too much, and he didn't remind him that it's time to go to bed.With his reminder before, I read the book unscrupulously.You can drink water and snacks as soon as you stretch out your hand.Now there is nothing.

Ning Zhiyuan turned his attention to the book again, read it for a while, and became irritable again.Glancing at Shangguan Jingyu, he didn't move at all, he was concentrating on practicing calligraphy.It seems that if he doesn't speak, Shangguan Jingyu will continue like this.

"have a rest!"

"Okay!" Shangguan Jingyu rolled up the paper on the floor, hung Ning Zhiyuan's calligraphy and painting on the wall again, and left with the rolled up paper.

Ning Zhiyuan was still holding the book in his hand, but the other party left, the door closed, and he was the only one left in this room.The person who usually waited on him to undress and dress him, and fan him until he fell asleep before leaving, now he left first.How could this not make him angry.Angrily put down the book, went to the bedside and sat down, unbuttoned the buttons, but there were still a few buttons that could not be undone, so he pulled hard, the buttons were torn off, and then he took off his coat, no one came to pick up his clothes, He hangs the clothes on the rack himself.No one accompanied him to the toilet, no one helped him take off his shoes, no one fanned him, no one urged him to sleep...

All this obviously didn't happen before, since Shangguan Jingyu did it for the first time, he was not used to it and wanted to stop it.Then he got used to it.Now it's just back to before, but he's not used to it.In bed he couldn't sleep.

Shangguan Jingyu lay on Lin Xi's bed with his hands under his head, but now it was his bed.It was pitch black all around.In the evening, when he heard Ning Zhiyuan talk about going, he was very angry. He couldn't express his feelings, but his chest was tight.He was absent-minded all night, thinking about the scene of Ning Zhiyuan getting married and having a child, but he couldn't stand all of this.He didn't know how he felt towards Ning Zhiyuan, was he a lifesaver or something?Before that, I tried my best to serve him.Now he clearly knows that he wants to be next to Ning Zhiyuan.