star sea is you

The roles seem to be reversed, and now He Yicheng takes every opportunity to join Mu Xi.

Mu Xi looks at each other coldly and ignores each time.Ignoring He Yicheng's smiling face, ignoring the meals he brought, ignoring his flattery and humbleness.

Mu Xi's father knew that Mu Xi had broken up with He Yicheng, so he caught him and reprimanded him for a long time.Mu Xi didn't say a word, quietly listened to his father's scolding, and left under his father's strange eyes.

A few days later, Xu Yin's grandmother passed away. The operation failed and she passed away at [-]:[-] pm.

Mu Xi performed the surgery together with Gu Shenghai.

"How is Muzi?"

After He Yicheng heard the news, he asked Gu Shenghai about Mu Xi.Grandma Wang has a good relationship with Mu Xi, and he is a little worried about him.

"Are you still worried about him? He ignores you."

"Where is he?"

"I saw him take the elevator to the top floor."

Under the dark sky, Mu Xi sat on a bench, his clothes were bulged by the wind, his back looked very thin.

Mu Xi lost weight.

Seeing Mu Xi like this, He Yicheng's heart ached as if something had grabbed him.He glanced down at the two bottles of coffee he bought from the vending machine in the corridor on the first floor, hesitating whether to go forward to comfort him.

Mu Xi didn't want to see him, the last time the two had a very unpleasant fight in the office.

Just when he was hesitating, Mu Xi turned around and saw He Yicheng standing at the stairs.

When he got closer, Mu Xi saw the blue stubble on He Yicheng's chin, took the coffee he handed over, and opened it.

The two stood facing the distance.In the distance are thousands of lights, and the warm yellow light looks very warm.

The wind was so strong that it messed up their hair and Mu Xi's thoughts.

He Yicheng was a little agitated and didn't give him cold eyes, trembling, "We are doctors, not gods. What we can do is to try our best to save the patients. For those things that can't be done, leave it to God. Do your best, listen Destiny."

Mu Xi lowered his head and chuckled.

Since that day, it was the first time for He Yicheng to see Mu Xi smile, it was so beautiful, and it made him linger so much.

"If you want to comfort me, you can leave it alone. After so many things, I understand the truth."

How much blood was stained on Wen Shixuan's hands, is there still less blood on Ning Zhiyuan's hands?Life is fragile.Facing Grandma Wang's death, he just had a backlog of sorrow and boredom in his heart. He was joking with him a few days ago, but now he has become a cold corpse lying in the morgue.

Rather than saying that Mu Xi has experienced too much and is used to seeing life and death, it is better to say that he is helpless in life.He was very afraid that the people around him would leave, even He Yicheng, he was also afraid.But this is like quicksand, the more afraid you are, the tighter you hold the sand, so the faster the sand flows.

Whether we want to or not, we can't interfere with life. We can only live and act along the track of life.

Mu Xi didn't speak, and He Yicheng also accompanied him silently.

Cheng Quan, who was beside the stairs, went downstairs silently.

Mu Xi put the finished can at his feet.

"I'll give you the money to buy the house."

He Yicheng smiled wryly and shook his head, "That's what I'm willing to buy for you. It's the home I want to give you, so you don't need to give me money. The house has been decorated and is very beautiful. Do you want to go and see it?"

"No." He was not in the mood.

"Your house, you can move back to live, I am now living where we lived before."

He Yicheng took out a bunch of keys from his pocket, and Mu Xi's fingers that took the keys lightly slid across his palm, itching so much that one couldn't help but want to grab it.

"As long as I stay by your side like this and watch you from a distance, I'm satisfied." He Yicheng said in his heart.

A month later.

The setting sun gradually sinks into the side of the mountain, and there are traces of planes flying over the blue and white sky.

Cheng Quan looked away, left the balcony and returned to the living room, and saw that Mu Xi had already packed his clothes and stuffed them into the suitcase.The suitcase was bulging to the brim.

"Don't forget toilet water, you are prone to mosquito bites"

Mu Xi pointed to the sofa's backpack, which contained green toilet water on the outside.

"You want to leave this city? I mean, is it really impossible for you and He Yicheng?"

"I want to walk around." It's impossible, he can't forgive Shangguan Jingyu, and he can't forgive Ji Shaobai.Wen Shixuan was in a daze of love and never doubted Ji Shaobai.Now that he thinks about it, he knows.

Starting tomorrow, he will no longer have to go to work in the hospital.He submitted his resignation letter a month ago and it was approved.He wanted to figure out his memory, what was the meaning of remembering all this.If you walk around in various places, maybe he can find it.Moreover, traveling all over the mountains, rivers, lakes and seas to see the sun, the moon and the stars has always been what he wanted to do.

"You clearly love He Yicheng, why you want to separate from him, I don't understand."

"Some things can't be solved by falling in love, otherwise there wouldn't be so many broken-up and divorced couples in this world."

"But--"

Cheng Quan wanted to say something, but Mu Xi stopped him with a look.This is the so-called aura.Cheng Quan thought.

"When are you leaving? I'll see you off."

"The plane the morning after tomorrow, seven o'clock."

Mu Xi wanted to go alone quietly, he didn't like parting, so he booked a flight for tomorrow afternoon.But what he told his family was the day after tomorrow plane.

Mu Xi closed the suitcase, zipped it up, and put it vertically in the corner, with a big schoolbag on it.

Cheng Quan stared at Mu Xi and sighed.

"What's the matter, you sigh, you can't bear me."

"I wish you would leave sooner, lest I be your ox and horse, and you threaten me all day long."

Mu Xi smiled.

Cheng Quan said hesitantly, "He Yicheng is downstairs." When he was standing on the balcony, he saw He Yicheng's car.

"I know."

"you know?"

This month, since he moved back to live, He Yicheng would drive and park downstairs after get off work, do nothing, and go back after two or three hours.This parking space was bought before, and there is no room for two cars in one parking space.

He took out the trash a few times and bumped into He Yicheng sitting at his door, which surprised him.The number of times has been too many, it is estimated that He Yicheng saw the unfriendly expression on his face, consciously never sat in front of his house, and just guarded him downstairs.

"They didn't know you were leaving, and I didn't tell you if you didn't let me. I think you should at least say goodbye to him before you leave." He Yicheng saw all the depression and sadness in his eyes, He really never thought that it would be Mu Xi who dumped him.He Yicheng cried heartbroken and begged humbly. When he asked him about where Mu Xi lived, Cheng Quan felt sad.He Yicheng's love for Mu Xi really fell in love with him, deep in his soul.

Mu Xi nodded and replied, "Okay."

"Then I'll go back first."

Cheng Quan left with his bag on his back.

"Is Gu Shenghai treating you well?"

Cheng Quan was stunned for a moment, retracted his hand on the doorknob, and turned around.

"He was very kind to me." Cheng Quan paused, "We wanted to talk about it, but you and He Yicheng broke up suddenly, we felt that this is not the right time to talk about us, so we didn't say anything .”

"I'm relieved, you guys have a good time."

"I think you're a different person now."

"The me now is the real me." Ning Zhiyuan is rational, calm and composed, and has not been dazzled by love. This is him.Whether it was Ning Zhiyuan, Wen Shixuan or Mu Xi, they were all dazzled by love.For the rest of his life, he will never love again.

Cheng Quan left.

In the last life, Ji Xiaoqing and Lin Xi, it's not that Mu Xi never thought of matching, but at that time, Lin Xi got married.Seeing that the two of them can be together now, he feels more or less comforted in his heart.He believed that Gu Shenghai would take good care of Cheng Quan.

The night is getting darker.

After more than half an hour of inner struggle, Mu Xi knocked on He Yicheng's glass window.He Yicheng seemed to be too tired, and fell asleep while sitting in the car.

Mu Xi wakes He Yicheng up and tells him to go up to rest.

He Yicheng entered the room in fear.

"Sit down."

"Hey."

When Mu Xi spoke, He Yicheng dared to sit down, sitting upright, with his back straight, for fear that Mu Xi would be upset and drive him away.

The suitcase and backpack in the corner were dragged back to the house by Mu Xi and hid.He didn't want He Yicheng to know that he was leaving.

"Have you ever loved me?"

He Yicheng was stunned, and stepped forward to hug him, "I love you, I have always loved you, from the first time I saw you, I had a crush on you. From the day you saved me, I I fell in love with you and spent the days with you, I can never be separated from you again."

He Yicheng's face was buried in Mu Xi's neck, and the hot tears that rolled down fell on Mu Xi's neck, hot and wet.Burned into his heart.

"You love me? Why did you betray me? They all died because of me. I hate you, but I hate myself more."

Bringing up the past, Mu Xi's face became ferocious, and he grabbed He Yicheng's back so hard that his nails almost sank into He Yicheng's flesh.

He Yicheng shivered in pain.

"Would you believe me if I said that I don't know the plan behind it?" He Yicheng paused, "I don't know, wiped away tears, "I thought we could be together forever, but I was wrong—Shangguan and Ning The family has a grudge. "

He Yicheng spoke out the hatred between the two families, and Mu Xi listened quietly.

"I was wrong, I believed in the wrong person."

"Muzi."

He Yicheng apologized over and over again, but Mu Xi remained silent.He believed He Yicheng's words.

He knew that Shangguan Jingyu loved him, otherwise he wouldn't have said those words, so he wanted to know why he betrayed him.

He still loves He Yicheng, knowing that he didn't betray him on purpose, he felt a little comforted in his heart.

He forgave He Yicheng, but he couldn't forgive himself easily.