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Yinzhen didn't believe it.He didn't know how to believe that Yinhu, who smiled calmly all the time, kept calm and planned for rainy days, as if she would never fail, would die too.Yinzhen stood there blankly, he heard Yinzhen crying, crying hoarsely, heartbroken.His heart was disturbed by the crying, and he wanted Yinzhen to stop, but he couldn't speak.He wanted to cry too, but his eyes were dry and he couldn't squeeze a single tear.

Then Yinzhen laughed.

My heart was overwhelmed by regret, as if I would never be able to get rid of it.He thought he had won Yinhu, but he still lost to him.Yinhu used the most decisive way to stab his heart hard.When a person dies like a lamp goes out, there is nothing left, so why win or lose, why bother to fight for what wins or loses.There is only pain that cannot be relieved, heart-piercing.

Pain to the extreme, is numbness.

until he saw the letter.The letter was still not long, very much like the one Yinhu wrote to him.When Zhan Xin saw the words, it seemed that Yinhu was right in front of him, carefully writing stroke by stroke: Fourth Brother.

Yinzhen didn't dare to look too fast, his eyes followed the strokes, moving bit by bit, he couldn't wait, but he felt timid.These were Yinhu's last words, and he was afraid that they would disappear after a glance.His eyes moved down inch by inch, and his heart was broken into pieces with the strokes of those earnest writing. He was extremely sad and regretful, but no matter how much he shouted, cried, and grieved, that person would never come back again.

Fourth brother, the past is farewell, the world is in a trance, the younger brother is in prison, the older brother is above the temple, Tangdi Ehua, and finally becomes a stranger.Demoted from morning to evening, seeing the abandonment of the emperor and father, is it time to die? !Recently, I have been suffering from persistent illness and coughing up blood. I am deeply afraid that the road to the Yellow Spring is near and there will not be many days to come, so I give this gift.Life and death have been in a hurry for 1 years, my younger brother, who is an ordinary talent, met him by chance, and made him his confidant, standing shoulder to shoulder and working hard together, luckily!It's over to peek at each other through the gaps, follow each other over the wall, and die without mercy, even though there are thousands of people, I will go there!Unexpected fortunes and fortunes, short and long life, deep love in robes, shallow ties of flesh and blood.Brother Kuang has many sins, and he must die to complete the righteousness of the monarch and his ministers, the way of filial piety and friendship!My younger brother is lucky, so it is not a pity, but I am worried that my humble body will die, who will rely on me who is five feet away?Alone and childish, please help me, brother, this is a great fortune for another brother!I hope everything is well, brother, don't worry about it.Yinhu's last pen. [[-]] Yinzhen couldn't even bear to read, and tears couldn't stop pouring out.A man doesn't flick his tears easily, but he doesn't reach the sad point.It was only now that Yinzhen knew that Yinhu was not only his opponent, but also his brother, and also the love of his life, the only confidant, and the most important person in his life.When Yinhu was dying, he didn't leave any words to anyone, only this letter to him.Every word weeps blood, every pen is full of tears.Yinzhen can imagine that when Yinhu is picking up the pen, there are slightly curved eyebrows, tearful eyes, a sad smile on the corner of his mouth, and a slightly trembling hand holding the pen.

Between the lines, there is Yinhu's sincere heart.Yinzhen stretched out his hand to lightly touch the ink that had already dried up, and the handwriting was smudged away with tears, carrying a reality that people couldn't look directly at.Yinhu's love is too much, hidden too deep, so that she is unwilling to express it clearly before she dies.But Yinzhen understands, but he understands too late, everything has already happened.His Yinhu will never come back.

No one said disgusting words in front of him, no one kissed his lips so fiercely, no one understood the ambition and desire in his heart.The sky is big and the earth is big, but there is no one who can really talk to him.

Feeling ashamed, it turned out to be like this.

However, Yinhu succeeded in the end.Yinhu's suicide note has already been presented to Kangxi Yulan, and the grievances and grievances between the two are all explained in a piece of last words.No matter how much Yinzhen can distinguish, the unclear relationship between him and Yinhu can no longer be explained clearly.

Yinzhen's previous eyeliner in the palace was all over the place, and the unusual personal relationship with Yinhu made Kangxi even more suspicious. The two were conspiring together in plotting to assassinate the prince and plotting to rebel.That's why Yinhu risked his life to cover it.As for the explanation that Yinhu blamed Yinzhen, it is even more impossible to see it at this time.The two probably planned together at all. In Zhaomo Duo, Yinzhen could defend Yinhu from arrows, and at this time, Yinhu could also die willingly for Yinzhen's escape.

After Yinhu's death, Yinzhen was also rejected.It's like a war to the death, no one is the winner.

Yinzhen finally understands the meaning of Yinhu's letter. It is true that Yinhu loves him, and it is also true that he hates him.Just like he did to Yinhu.Love and hate are intertwined, merciless, no regrets, always use the most violent method to kill the other party, but in the deepest part of my heart, I will never change until death.

But he regretted it.That is to say, if you have won the throne, the world, and power, will you be able to endure the loneliness that no one understands, and the grievances that the world criticizes?Yinzhen doesn't regret attacking Yinhu, but regrets that his method was too decisive, leaving no room for it, and finally killed him.From now on, there is no one in the world who treats him sincerely, understands him sincerely, believes in him sincerely, embraces and kisses him, and confronts him tit for tat.

Yinzhen's palace has never been used.Yinzhen was not crowned king, and returned to the courtyard where he used to live.He also didn't want to go there, because there were Baifu given to him by Yinhu, and the surrounding scenery designed by Yinhu, and there were too many traces of Yinhu.

The throne finally passed to the fourteenth elder brother Yinzhen.When Yinzhen Shengjia came to Yinzhen's small courtyard, Yinzhen was already dying of illness.Some people say that Yinzhen's mind is not so clear anymore, as long as there are people walking around, they will always be called Yinhu.Everyone guessed in their hearts that Yinzhen was probably crazy, and he had been crazy for 20 years.

Si Fujin was not in good health, but she was always by Yinzhen's side to take care of her. The young couple came to accompany her when she was old, and Wulanara stayed by the bed like that every day, listening to Yinzhen calling her over and over again, "Yinsi, Yinsi. "Sometimes, Yinzhen will also call: "Xiaoba." In a low voice, he will tell many things about Yinzhen and Yinsi in the past, telling them that they studied together in the palace, rode together on the grassland, and walked on the snowfield. Lead the army forward and fight back to back on the battlefield side by side.More often, Yinzhen is expressing the deep affection in his heart.

Yinzhen sat down beside the fourth brother, and Sifujin wanted to help Yinzhen get up and salute, but Yinzhen raised his hand to stop him.Looking at the old appearance and blurred eyes of the fourth brother, Yinzhen sighed and called out: "Fourth brother."

Yinzhen's eyes seemed to light up all of a sudden, and his ashen face turned rosier in an instant. Yinzhen grabbed Yinzhen's hand and called: "Little Ba, Xiao Ba, you are finally here." Just like them When I was a child, although my voice was no longer clear and clear, the joy in the words was clearly the innocence of the child.

Yinzhen's eyes were also moist, he held Yinzhen's hand obediently, and called out again: "Fourth brother."

Yinzhen stretched out his hand to caress the dragon robe on Yinzhen's body, and with a gratified smile, he said lightly: "After all, you still won. Everything I thought was mine was taken away by you."

Yinzhen was noncommittal, but said: "Fourth brother should take a good rest."

"It's time to take a good rest." Yinzhen nodded, turned around and stopped looking at Yinzhen, and fell asleep.

Everyone went out, and Yinzhen was the only one in the room.Only then did Yinzhen take out a yellowed letter, the handwriting on the letter was already blurred, Yinzhen sighed sadly, and said: "Yinzhen, I have been pretending for so many years, but I have never been really stupid. Actually , I’m really crazy, so I forgot about it. You won’t even give me this bit of happiness!”

After finishing speaking, he coughed violently and vomited out a mouthful of blood, which was splashing on the yellowed letter paper.Yinzhen smiled desolately, looking at the dark red blood covering the sentence that he had already learned by heart, "I am plagued by stubborn illnesses, and I can't stop coughing up blood."He took out a handkerchief and gently wiped off the blood that fell on the paper, then carefully folded the letter, put it in an envelope, and pressed it under the pillow.

Yinzhen took a few deep breaths, walked over and lay down on the pillow, smiling reassuringly.Never woke up again.

Outside the house, the red plum blossoms all over the yard are dazzlingly red, like smoke and clouds.There seemed to be two teenagers standing under the tree, smiling at each other.

"You came."

"I've wanted to come over and have a look."