Self-salvation [Quick Transmigration]

"……What’s wrong with you?"

As soon as the woman's voice fell, Feng Yinuo suddenly missed Feng Ziqing, but he didn't want to bow his head and go back first, because he had to play outside for a while.

Thinking like this, she seemed to have seen Feng Ziqing's rather anxious appearance, thinking about the scene where Feng Ziqing would come back to coax her with his head bowed in the future, she couldn't help smiling slightly.

However, when she raised her eyes, she saw the pale cheeks of this strange woman in front of her for some reason, and she looked weaker and miserable than this seriously injured person.

Feng Yinuo was slightly startled, pursed his lips, and asked hesitantly.

Is this also injured?

She subconsciously glanced at the medicine bottle in her arms, wanting to return the precious medicine bottle.

"No need."

Seeing her movements, the woman forced her lips to smile at her.

"I... just suddenly remembered the late master, and I was quite emotional."

"The girl really admires and loves the respected teacher, which is touching."

"Of course, my master raised me up, how can I not respect and love her?"

When the little girl heard this, she couldn't help but curled her lips into a smile. Even though she was wearing a mask, Feng Ziqing could still guess the way she looked with flying eyebrows and eyes.But she suddenly thought of something, the smile on her lips faded instantly, she pursed her lips and lowered her head, pinching her own wine gourd and took a long gulp.

Feng Ziqing knew what was going on in her heart without her telling her, and he was probably still angry with her.

She remembered every subtle expression and movement of this child in her heart, so how could she not guess it?

If it was in the past, Feng Ziqing would be funny and soft-hearted at this time. He only thought that his Qingqing was extremely cute, and he couldn't help but want to coax her in a low voice.

But now, the sudden surge of desperation broke the luck she had kept carefully, and tore the skin of her taboo and absurd feelings, making her even the fingertips in her sleeves cold and slightly light. Trembling.The pain in his chest was so tight that his mind went blank for a moment, and it was the first time he felt this cold and biting emotion.

She was in an abnormal mood, even Feng Yinuo could feel it.

The eyes under the mask narrowed slightly, Feng Ziqing only heard his little girl hesitate, and then asked in a low voice: "Are you okay?"

"……nothing."

Feng Ziqing tilted his head in embarrassment, raised his hand to caress his cold cheeks, and slightly closed his eyes.

"A certain person is really lonely after all the experience. The girl gave me a good medicine, and I am very grateful."

"If the girl doesn't like it, how about being a company with someone?"

Feng Yinuo flicked his sleeves, stood up lightly, looked down at the woman who was still bent and half-squatting, and asked with a smile with his lips drawn.

Feng Ziqing was taken aback for a moment, and then agreed.

It would be good if she could follow behind her little girl...

Squeezing her fingertips under her sleeves, she stood up slowly while supporting the wall.

But after a while, she felt that her hands and feet were cold and weak, and she didn't know what time it was.

Feng Yinuo tilted her head, squinted her eyes and looked at the person in front of her again carefully, then suddenly sneered, with inexplicable joy, so that her always vigilant and cold brows were slightly softened.

She has been in the ring for a long time, and now she has enough money in her hands to allow her to have fun for a while.If you still lack money in the future, just play a few more games.

It feels good to have one more person beside her, at least this person knows her very well, knows her preferences in every aspect of life, food, clothing, housing and transportation, and knows how to please her.Except that this skin looks a little ordinary, even Feng Yinuo couldn't find fault with the rest.

It's just that she couldn't understand why this person treated her with a vaguely alienated and evasive attitude from beginning to end. He never shared a room with her when staying in a hotel, and he would never touch anything she touched when eating snacks.That is, one time Feng Yinuo and her went for a stroll in the street, saw that the pastries she had bought looked good, and wanted to ask for a bite, but this man didn't even want to share the bamboo sticks on the snacks with her!

"do you hate me?"

The little girl who was spoiled lawlessly by the owner of the Tianji Building rarely encountered a wall in front of one person, and she was inevitably depressed.She has never been a person who wronged herself, and she has to say it out to let others know when she is upset.After hitting a wall again this day, he frowned, his expression suddenly sank, his tone was a little cold, he raised his eyes to glance at the woman in front of him, and asked so lightly.

"...Why do you feel that way?"

The woman seemed to be caught by her question, her expression changed, her lips opened and closed, and finally she choked out this sentence, feeling a little lacking in confidence.

Why do you think so?

Feng Yinuo frowned and looked at her, sneered lowly, didn't bother to look at her expression, turned around and left.

It was night at this time, the street was brightly lit, there were many people coming and going, and the hawkers were shouting, making it extremely lively.

But Feng Ziqing stood where he was, still holding a pastry he had just bought in his hand, and specifically asked the peddler for some more bamboo sticks.Just turning her head, she was questioned by Feng Yinuo, her heart trembled suddenly, she was about to explain, but she suddenly remembered something, stopped the words on her lips, and only replied with such powerless and pale words.

How can you hate it?

Feng Ziqing stood quietly on the spot, looked up at the angrily walking figure of the child, lowered her head slightly, and smiled wryly.

It's because I like it so much that I dare not approach her...

Why doesn't she want to share a bed with Feng Yinuo?

Why don't you want to share your favorite things with her?

How could he not want to be as intimate with her as in the past?

But she is afraid...

She was afraid that every time she got closer to this child, her shady thoughts would surge up and become more difficult to restrain, and one day the child would know about it. At that time, what should she do?

Just thinking about Feng Yinuo's disgusted and disgusted look towards her, Feng Ziqing felt extremely painful.If Feng Yinuo really knew those thoughts and hated her, Feng Ziqing really didn't know what to do.

She has been arrogant and flamboyant all her life, but now she is like a shy coward, which is really ridiculous.

The pastry in her hand had gradually cooled down, and the wind at night was not biting, but it made her heart ache.Feng Ziqing stood there for a long time, but when he moved slightly, he found that his hands and feet were cold.

She couldn't see Feng Yinuo's figure anymore, she lowered her eyes slightly, pursed her lips tightly, and walked slowly towards the inn where they lived temporarily in the light of the street lantern.

When she walked to the inn, the feeling in her heart that was so dull that she couldn't breathe hadn't faded away, on the contrary, it became more intense.

There were not many people in the hall, Feng Ziqing glanced at it lightly and walked towards his house.However, as soon as she pushed the door open, her body subconsciously froze again.The child who longed to touch but couldn't was sitting at the table in the room, propped his head on one hand, and played with the cup on it with lowered eyes.

Not far away, the flickering candlelight hit her silver mask, causing Feng Ziqing to trace the face under the mask in his heart.

"came back?"

The people in the room raised their eyes when they heard the sound, their softly curved lips were instantly pursed, and they asked casually, leaning against the table and watching her carefully.

"Ah."

Feng Ziqing's fingertips were stiff, and he looked away from her. After a pause, he took out the warm pastry from her bosom, licked her dry lips, and looked at her. Walking towards the table, he slowly pushed the things in front of Feng Yinuo.

With a slightly invisible meaning of flattery.

Feng Yinuo glanced coldly at the pastry that was pushed in front of him, his expression under the mask was indifferent, and the anger that had calmed down in his chest was suddenly aroused.

"So-and-so just thought about it carefully, and it's really rude. Since you don't like so-and-so, then so-and-so can't do it, so why not break up from now on."

She raised her eyes to look at the woman, patted the non-existing dust on her sleeves, and got up calmly.

"Thank you for taking care of the girl before. It will be a long journey in the future. Let's bid farewell and wish the girl well."

She bowed to the woman, then turned sideways, ready to walk away.

It's a pity that before he could take a step, someone grabbed his wrist tightly.

"Don't go!"

The woman's tone was a little anxious, and her heart skipped a beat.

She met Feng Yinuo's calm and unwavering eyes, her momentum weakened again, and she said something in a low voice.

"...It's dangerous outside, girl, why don't you go with me for a while..."

Feng Yinuo smiled suddenly, and with a slight movement of his wrist, he shook off the woman's fingertips.

"Miss Mu."

She was even smiling, but Feng Ziqing's heart trembled violently, and the fingertips in his sleeves were clenched tightly.

Mu Qing.

This is the name she told Feng Yinuo.

"Does Miss Mu treat me like a three-year-old child?"

Feng Yinuo asked her in a low voice with a smile.

"It's dangerous outside, but Feng can still live on. Without money, Feng can earn more by himself."

"Miss Mu, Miss Mu, it's so strange."

"You don't want to get close to Fengmou, and you don't want to let Fengmou go. It really makes me puzzled."

Feng Yinuo squinted his eyes, and walked a few steps towards her, seeing the woman subconsciously backing away, he couldn't help but let out a cold snort, and shook his head slightly.

"If you don't like something, why force it?"

"It made Feng a little suspicious of the girl's intentions."

The woman's face turned pale as if she had been stabbed in the heart for a moment, and she looked at her blankly, as if she couldn't react.

Feng Yinuo looked at her unknowingly reddened eyes, and was inexplicably amused.

It was as if she had bullied this man.

She suddenly felt a little bored in her heart, her expression became lighter, and she turned and left.

This time, no one stopped her.

Feng Yinuo was very calm in her heart. She went back to take a good shower and slept. When she woke up the next day, she went to eat her favorite breakfast, and then she packed up and prepared to leave alone.

Before leaving, she paused for a moment, looked back at the closed door next door, her eyes darkened slightly, and for some reason, she went forward to say goodbye for the last time.

No one responded.

Somewhat expected.

Feng Yinuo laughed, and pulled the corners of his lips mockingly.

This time, she turned around and left without hesitation.

The figure was getting farther and farther away, and I couldn't hear the depressive and forbearing weeping gradually rising from the house, so pitiful.

Feng Ziqing is reckless, but he doesn't like alcohol, and he has never drunk it in his daily life.

But now, the jug fell to the ground, the room was full of alcohol, and the woman with red eyes was leaning against the window, with her chin raised slightly, she poured the last drop of wine from the jug into her lips, and then she lowered her eyes, He let go of his fingertips weakly, and smiled while covering his forehead with his red lips hooked.

Her feet were a little unsteady, and she slowly slid down the window sill, sitting on the ground casually, leaning against the wall and laughing uncontrollably.Her body trembled with the laughter, and the alcohol numbness covered up the soreness in her eye sockets, leaving only the teardrops in the corners of her eyes to fall silently, soaking her skirt.

The smile on his lips was a little stiff, and he couldn't keep it going.

The woman lowered her head, covered her face with one hand, suppressed the sobs in her throat, her fingertips were burning hot.

"...Why is this necessary?"

There seemed to be a soft sigh coming from her ear, someone slowly squatted in front of her, quietly watching her in such a state of embarrassment, the brows slightly moved, and finally took out a handkerchief and wiped her cheeks Sliding teardrops.

"What the hell are you thinking?"

Feng Yinuo held his forehead helplessly, lowered his head and wanted an answer.

Inexplicable alienation and indifference, she will also be sad.

"You didn't tell me anything, do you really want to drive me away?"

she asked softly.

"……Do not……"

The woman who heard her voice looked up at her blankly, her eyes were misty, and it seemed that she recognized her after watching for a long time.

There are more and more tears in the corners of the eyes.

The woman grabbed her hand anxiously, her fingertips were trembling, but she couldn't speak.

Alcohol paralyzed her consciousness, causing her to be a little dazed, thinking it was her own dream.

Since it is a dream, it is much more presumptuous than usual.

She listened to her Qingqing questioning her with a little grievance, and looked at the delicate lips of the grown-up child, suddenly, as if dazed, she stretched out her fingertips and hugged her tightly The little girl's neck, with tears sent to his own lips.

The water droplets stuck to the eyelashes fell when the eyelids trembled slightly, and the astonished face of the person in front of him was reflected in the moist pupils.

Feng Ziqing closed her eyes, not daring to look any further, but she was greedy for this tenderness in her heart, unwilling to leave.

Only in this so-called dream of hers, she did what she desires in daily life, without retreating but advancing, going deeper and deeper.

"……Are you crazy?"

Someone suddenly pushed her away, staggered back, and asked.

Feng Ziqing's legs were weak, and he fell to the ground, but he smiled when he heard the words, his brows were bleak.

"I'm mad……"

She couldn't see clearly in front of her eyes, she just looked at the vague figure and smiled to herself, whispering.

"...I want to kiss you when I see you, I want to hold you, I want to taste what you have eaten, I want to sleep where you lay, I want to be with you forever, and I want to kill those People near you..."

The woman tilted her head, and the hair on her forehead fell messily in front of her eyes.

She was so embarrassed, yet she laughed so wildly and flamboyantly, she clutched her forehead and trembled uncontrollably.

"Qingqing..."

The woman sighed.

"I let you go and separate from you, how can I not like you?"

"I like it so much, that's why I have to stay away..."

I really like it so much, so I carefully hide it and don't dare to show it.

I like it so much, that's why I can't bear to let her get hurt, and want to keep her away from such a deformed self...

Feng Ziqing liked it so much that she didn't dare.

The woman's eyes drooped slightly, and she touched the scattered wine bottles beside her, trying to find a pot to relieve her worries.

"Let's go, don't ask any more."

She finally touched a jug with some wine left, but she was not in a hurry to drink, she just leaned against the wall and rubbed the center of her brows, and said so to the child not far away.

"It also saves you from being disgusted."

"Let's be like this in the future."

The woman tilted her body lazily, held up the wine pot and poured it down, hearing the faint sound of distant footsteps in her ears, she smiled self-deprecatingly, and dropped the wine in her hand pot.

It was strange, even though it was in a dream, there was a tight pain in his chest.

It made her nose and throat sore and astringent, which made her feel very uncomfortable.

作者有话要说：大卿马上就会恢复记忆啦！要甜甜咯~~~感谢在2021-03-1200:25:07~2021-03-1400:30:48期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: 2 persimmon sheep;

Thank you to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: Chu Shengxu and 2 bottles; the favorite cookie, 1 bottle for offering sacrifices to Shao Siming;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!