Bai Yueguang became my shadow guard after amnesia

As Bai Li's handcuffs were easily removed and thrown aside, Shuangyue realized that Bai Li was not injured at all, and even the inner circle of the handcuffs was lined with a very inconspicuous soft skin, the blood seemed to come from It oozes there.

Bai Li thought that it would be superfluous to add protective equipment to his body. Even if he was really whipped a few times by the needle whip with metal flakes hanging on it, it would still be a skin trauma.

It wasn't until being choked and fed with medicine that the shackles in the depths of memory were suddenly opened, as if being in that cold torture room again, facing pain with no reason and no end in sight all day long. With this layer of protective gear, I am afraid that I will fall into this state long ago.

For a moment, he felt as if he wanted to remember, just like being snatched from his mouth by the master last time, remembering the past.

But no.There is still something in the depths of his consciousness that is rejecting, resisting, and preventing him from remembering.

The white carp's body began to convulse uncontrollably again, and then there was a sharp pain in the chest and lungs, and he coughed up a few mouthfuls of blood.

Just let yourself hang here for a while, as if you were being fed poison, it's much more real than what you acted.Bai Li thought silently, but in the next moment, the restraint on his body was loosened, and he fell into a safe embrace.

"Master...cough..." How could this be so, how could something bad happen at such a time.The white carp wanted to break free, but listened to the cardinal's soft voice coaxing and comforting him.

"I'm here, I'm here, did it remind you of something just now, don't be afraid..."

"Cough...no, I can't remember."

"Why, didn't you remember it last time? I thought you would be able to remember it after detoxification..." Cardinal was a little puzzled and regretful.

"Subordinate... you can try again."

"No, it's okay. It's okay if you don't remember it. If you don't want to remember it, don't think about it."

"But……"

"Shh...don't talk, I don't care."

Linnet wiped away the blood from the corner of Bai Li's mouth with his sleeve, supported his back with one hand and slowly injected internal energy into him to sort out his meridians, his heart was full of soreness.He really couldn't imagine what it was that would make Bai Li so reluctant to think about it. At that time...how many injuries Bai Li suffered that made him so reluctant to face it.

It must have happened during the period after he left... Cardinal suddenly blamed himself.If I hadn't left, would I have been able to bear that incident with Bai Li, and would Bai Li not have lost his memory, and would not have been thrown into a dungeon for all the punishment?

Back then...why did I run away?It seems that I want to be free, the freedom I have been longing for.

But what is freedom?Cardinal suddenly discovered that before he escaped, he had no concept of freedom at all, and the idea of ​​wanting to escape from there that had been deeply rooted in his mind since he could remember was more like... an obsession.

Where does this obsession come from?Can not remember.

What's more, in the past few days, I feel more and more that giving up the so-called freedom for Bai Li is actually nothing unacceptable.

For the first time, Cardinal had doubts about her strong motivation to escape from the villa. Before she had time to think about it, she felt someone approaching behind her, and immediately put on a defensive posture.

"what are you doing!"

"What is the relationship between you and Bai Li...?" Shuangyue asked vigilantly.

After repeated confirmations, Shuangyue finally knew that the cruelty and harshness of the cardinals in her fantasy to the white carp did not exist. It is white carp's old friend.

"He didn't abuse you? Then the wound on your hand..." Shuangyue still asked worriedly, but the previous hostility was less.

"The shackles are fake, and the scars are from the previous torture. The master rescued me." Bai Li had already recovered from the convulsion just now, and after understanding the cause and effect, he didn't feel the slightest bit towards this person who claimed to be his cousin. The impression, the attitude is very flat.

"Then...during this period of time, he didn't..."

"No, the master treats me very well."

Bai Li frowned slightly, Linque saw that he was a little impatient, and only then realized that Bai Li's patience was far from what he thought.

"You also know that I treat you very well! Then you still plead guilty every day, and want me to see you hurt and feel distressed, don't you?" Cardinal thought of Bai Li's pleading for punishment even more after he was poisoned, and suddenly felt aggrieved.

"No...it's not...this subordinate knows his mistake, please master..." Bai Li said halfway, but was shut up by Linque, looking like he was being bullied, but there was a tinge of sweetness in his heart.

After Shuangyue repeatedly confirmed that the white carp was safe and sound, the anger and worry for many days suddenly faded away like a tide, and the exhaustion swept over, and she didn't have the energy to care about the cardinal's deceitful deeds.

What's more, the past that had been buried in Shuangyue's heart for many years finally came to an end, and she was pleasantly surprised to find that the cousin she thought she had killed was still alive.

"Oh, my cousin shouldn't be a shadow guard. He was originally assigned to the Ministry of Commerce. It's a very easy position. It's much better than the shadow guard who is born and died every day... A few years ago, the last Palace Master and Shang All the hidden stakes were docked, but no news from my cousin was received, and the other hidden stakes also said that one person was indeed broken.

"I never thought at the time that my cousin would become a shadow guard... So, it turns out that the hidden stake that was lost back then is someone else."

Shuangyue spoke slowly, but Linnet didn't sound very surprised, on the contrary, she had a feeling that it was so.He still remembers how many times he lamented that Bai Li's figure was really not suitable for being a shadow guard. His frame was much stronger than his own, and his body was not that flexible.

"Could it be related to his amnesia? Speaking of which, did Bai Li also lose his memory before?" Cardinal still couldn't help asking.

"Oh... my cousin has been like this since he was a child... whoever bullies him, he turns his head and forgets it. No matter how hard the training is, even to the point where everyone complains in private, he still doesn't change his expression after finishing it. Asking is just forgetting." How tired I am... It's only been a few quarters of an hour!" Shuangyue's expression was a little angry.

"The most serious thing is that after he sneaked out...forgot the way back, and wandered outside for three days!" Shuangyue said, and then turned into a face full of self-blame. A topic did not go on.

"It's ashamed to say... I never took it seriously. I didn't expect it to be so serious."

After hearing this, Linque suddenly remembered the dream he had been having all along, and the memory that Bai Li had mentioned. His mind suddenly moved, and he hurriedly asked, "Forgot the way back? What did he go out for?"

"He... I can't remember, it seems that he went shopping." Shuangyue buried her head in her arms, as if she was trying to cover up something.

"Shopping? How did I hear that the children who are used as hidden stakes in the Moon Palace are determined not to get out of that high wall?" They just met... Is this the time I met Bai Li?Cardinal felt something was wrong intuitively, and Shuangyue hadn't finished her sentence yet.

"That's right...so he was punished the day he came back, and he almost survived the beating. Fortunately, I am the blood of my family, so I begged for some favors to let him survive."

Cardinal's heart skipped a beat, and he silently wrote down these details. In addition to the slight pain in his heart, there were also countless anxieties. He suddenly felt that he had really forgotten something very important.Thinking of the results found a few days ago, he hurriedly took the opportunity of Shuangyue to ask: "Is there any way to restore memory in the Moon Palace? Speaking of which, Sijiu has already remembered the past, right? How did you do it?"

Shuangyue sighed softly: "It should be like this, but that method is absolutely useless against Baili."

The cardinal's thoughts flashed, it was useless to the white carp, that is to say, the white carp's amnesia had nothing to do with the medicine, and the Moon Palace really had a way to deal with the poison that erased the memory of Muyun Villa.

"Appreciate further details."

"Originally, these things would never be known to outsiders, but the Muyun Villa has been destroyed, and the hidden stakes are no longer useful, so it's okay to tell you.

"Lingyue Palace naturally wants to keep their memories in order to control the hidden piles, but the hidden piles that retain their memories are too easy to be discovered and killed by Muyun Villa, so we will immerse the children selected as hidden piles in the potion for a long time. Then they will develop resistance to specific poisons, and then let them take the amnesia powder made by Lingyuegong, pretend to be picked up children and mix in, and when the time is right, they will put the antidote down through some means, and they will be able to Remember your original mission."

"Soaking... is it a medicinal bath? How long will it take?" Cardinal thought it was worth a try.

"Depending on the individual's physique, it usually ranges from five to seven years."

seven years...

Linnet felt a little suffocated, not to mention the feasibility of soaking in medicinal herbs for seven years, but he has already taken the medicine and lived for more than 20 years. The possibility of this method being useful is too low.

But the white carp is different. The white carp already has the so-called resistance. Maybe the amnesia is just because it has not been exposed to the antidote, and it is controlled by the amnesia powder made by the Moon Palace?

"Can I have another dose of the antidote for the white carp?"

"Of course it's possible. Why don't I want my cousin to remember me? Although taking the antidote alone doesn't have any adverse side effects, you don't need to have any hope, because the white carp's amnesia is not a medicine at all. Cause, you should be very clear about this."

Shuangyue sighed helplessly, suddenly remembered something, and added:

"However... if you take your cousin around the old courtyard of the Moon Palace, it may be of some use to touch the scene."

"Touching the scene to make you feel...is that all right?" Cardinal looked at Bai Li, the time when he robbed him of food did seem to be reminded of him by touching the scene, but if it was just like this, then why did Bai Li think of it three times? Can't get up.

"Yeah, although he used to turn his head and forget every time he was bullied, there really was no one who could entrap him twice in the same way. Whenever he was about to be tricked, he seemed to remember something, Easily dodged."

"Is the place where he used to live still there?" Either way, it's worth a try.

"Yes... After I seized the throne, I vacated his... former residence and restored it as much as possible. Although the supplies from that year are long gone, it should have some effect."

Hongque had already seen that Shuangyue was a little guilty when she spoke, and her eyes were flickering, but she didn't say anything.After all, he can see such an obvious thing, and Bai Li must also see it. It is his own choice whether to try to restore his memory or not.

"White carp, are you willing to try?" Cardinal remembered that Bai carp was very resistant to returning to the Moon Palace, thinking that Bai carp would refuse.

"This subordinate is willing, thank you master." Bai Li's answer was unexpectedly straightforward.

"Really willing? Not forced? If you don't want to remember or don't want to go back, just tell me, it's okay."

"The subordinate wants to remember."

At this time, the white carp no longer had the resistance to memory when he just came out of the torture room. On the contrary, because he remembered that there should be a figure of the cardinal in his memory, the white carp is now more and more eager to have more with the cardinal. The intersection of a copy, the intersection of memories.

"Okay, then I'll trouble my aunt to prepare." Hongque smiled slightly at Shuangyue, making Shuangyue angry.

"Who is your sister-in-law!"

The cardinal didn't answer, but asked: "By the way, is there a torture chamber in the Moon Palace?"

"Of course there is a punishment hall...Why do you ask this?" Shuangyue's expression suddenly became extremely serious, as if the cardinal was a demon that only had to be on guard at all times. ""Cough...it's okay. "

Cardinal suddenly had a strange illusion, because Bai Li said that if he wanted to remind him, he could try torture, and the first attempt was really effective, but now it was the same situation, so Cardinal had to go I wonder if the way for Bai Li to restore his memory is to be executed.

Shaking his head, Cardinal quickly suppressed this thought, even if it was true, it would have to wait until other methods were exhausted.

Unexpectedly, the white carp understood what the cardinal meant, and persuaded in a low voice: "Master, why not give it a try."

"Wait until you finish trying the others! You also said that you don't want to see me feel bad!"

"Yes... this subordinate obeys."

Shuangyue wanted to persuade Bai to go back with her, but Bai Li refused without any room for discussion, saying that he would only go with Linque at the appointed time, and as for reminiscing about the past, it would not be too late to talk about it when he remembered.

After repeated persuasion and begging to no avail, Shuangyue finally gave up, but before she left, she suddenly heard Linque ask: "By the way, do you like soufflé?"

"Souffle? Why are you asking this!" Shuangyue was obviously in a bad mood, and her tone was very bad.

"I'm sorry, I'm too busy." Seeing Shuangyue's reaction, Linque already had some confidence in her heart.

"That kind of food is sweet and greasy, who would like to eat it." Shuangyue replied puzzled, and then left.

Leaving Linque alone to ponder for a while, he began to stand there and giggle again, until he saw Baili and couldn't help but ask, "What are you laughing at, Master?"

"It seems that you remembered the person correctly."

"What wrong person?"

"Last time you bought me snacks and said that I like honey soufflé. I didn't know it myself. Just now I wondered if you confused me with Shuangyueji, but now it doesn't seem to be the case."

"How can I confuse you with others..."

The white carp looked at the cardinal's unstoppable smirk, and sighed helplessly, feeling a little sweeter in his heart unconsciously.

Perhaps Linque's question made Shuangyue think of something, so she sent someone to deliver two boxes of Liuxin crisps that afternoon, and specially told her to make them herself, and she must finish eating them.

After Linque repeatedly confirmed that it was not poisoned, he pushed the two boxes of Liuxin crisps to Bai Li. After being carefully checked by Bai Li again, he took out one and handed it to his mouth.

"Master, this is not a Gu, you try it."

"This is made by Shuangyue for you, just eat it yourself."

The red bird tilted its head and hid, but the white carp saw a bit of loneliness in his eyes, and suddenly felt sore, and hurriedly explained: "Master, you don't need to care about these, and the subordinates don't care, this kind of heart, Nothing can compare to the fried sugar cakes you make for your subordinates every day."

"Huh? This is not as good as the sugar cake I made?" Cardinal's eyes lit up.

"It's not because of this... The subordinates know that the master treats me well because he really thinks of me, but Shuangyue's relationship with me from the beginning to the end is more for her own sake." Bai Li explained patiently.

"For her own sake? Are you saying that she has a purpose for being nice to you? Why didn't I see that, you don't want to slander others just to comfort me!" Cardinal was puzzled, but she was no longer as depressed as before. up.

"It's not necessarily for profit. For example, the master secretly made fried cakes for his subordinates, because he was worried that his subordinates would not be able to eat other things. The subordinates still remember your first sentence... If I don't think it tastes good, you Do something else... and don't want me to know you did it.

At that time, I clearly felt that the master treated me well, and it was really only for me. "

As Bai Li said, the corners of his eyes were a little moist, Cardinal's heart trembled when he saw it, and he quickly wiped it away with his sleeve.

"What else can I do for you if I don't treat you well?" Cardinal felt that Bai Li was talking nonsense.

"The master is always for my own good, so naturally he doesn't think of anything else. For example, Shuangyue sent this box of snacks to her subordinates, but she specifically emphasized that she made it and asked me to finish eating, but she didn't really care about her subordinates' feelings. She doesn't care if I think it's delicious or not, she just wants to see me eat it to make up for the guilt she feels towards me."

Unknowingly, the white carp used less and less of the self-proclaimed subordinate, and only talked naturally, without even the cardinal noticing.

"This... is understandable."

"Yes, there's nothing wrong with it. It's just that in this way, there's no need for the subordinate to accept her intentions, as long as she thinks that I ate it. Besides, the last time the subordinate saw the dim sum on the street However, it would take at least eight hours to finish one drawer, and the subordinates guessed that Shuangyue just sent someone to buy the dough, baked it herself and sent it over.

The taste is not bad, master, I want you to try it too. "

"Well...you are right."

Cardinal looked at the pastries that Bai Li fed to her mouth, and under the faint aroma, what she couldn't refuse was Bai Li's request.

Seeing the cardinal biting the second half of the mouth, the white carp smiled slightly and continued:

"Other than the occasional temper tantrum, the master is kind to others, whether it is his subordinates or other shadow guard subordinates, he is sincere. It is really... rare."

"What are you talking about? Who always plays petty temper!"

"What the subordinate said was occasionally...um..."

The cardinal ignored the white carp's justification, and bit into its mouth together with the pastry and white carp's fingers, and rubbed it left and right twice symbolically.

Under Bai Li's low chuckle, he realized that he was just playing a petty temper.The cardinal felt as if he had been tricked by the white carp, he let go of his mouth embarrassingly, and obediently bit off the remaining half of the pastry. After eating, he held the hand of the white carp and licked the wet fingers just now .

A numb feeling came from his sensitive fingertips, and Bai Li was about to stop, but was caught by Linnet and couldn't dodge.Sensing the loss of Linque, he hurriedly continued to explain: "What this subordinate means... even if you are playing a little temper, it is because you know that it will not really hurt others."

"Exaggerated words! I don't care about other people when I'm angry. Even if you praise me to the sky, I'm still the same me." The cardinal was soothed by the white carp, and she became angry again.

"Master...is the master angry?"

Bai Li's tone suddenly showed a trace of bewilderment.

"My subordinates are wrong."

"Oh, I didn't think much about it, I was just joking, don't take it to heart..."

Before Linque could finish speaking, Bai Li suddenly let out a low laugh, but quickly covered his lips with his hand, and his complexion quickly returned to seriousness.

"You... White Carp! You're just pretending to show me!"

Realizing that he was actually tricked by Bai Li, a gust of evil fire surged up instantly, before he could finish speaking, Bai Li was overturned to the ground and all his actions were strictly restricted.

"No, my subordinate, please tell the master, this subordinate...haha...it's not just pretending...uh..."

"Oh? Are you still stubborn?" Linnet narrowed his eyes, scratched the white carp's waist with his hands, and gently drew circles behind the white carp's ears with the tip of his tongue.

On the second day, it was extremely rare for the cardinal to sleep until the sun was high before opening its eyes. When it woke up, it found that it had been lying on the white carp, and its whole body was a little sore.

"It's all your fault. I've been refusing to be tortured. All the torture I learned before was for nothing..."

"Master... that's nothing more than extorting a confession by torture... how can this subordinate not be able to hold on."

Bai Li frowned in embarrassment, thinking of all the things that happened at night, he couldn't help shivering, his face flushed slightly.

It's not that the white carp insisted on killing him, it's just that seeing the cardinal playing vigorously, he couldn't bear to sweep his sex, so no matter how the cardinal played, he didn't talk about it.

"Okay, look down on me, I want to see how long you can hold on..." The evil fire of Linque was unknowingly stirred up by Baili again.

"Master, don't... this subordinate is wrong, please don't... um... I still have to go to the Moon Palace today..."

"Ok."

Only then did the cardinal let go of the white carp, and quickly calmed down, kissing the ends of his reddish eyes.

"I owe it first, and pay it back tonight."

"...Yes." Bai Li's voice trembled.

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