Bai Yueguang became my shadow guard after amnesia

The red bird heard something wrong in the house, rushed out and hugged the white carp, and then turned to look at Le Yi, but saw Zhao Ling appearing from nowhere, and stopped in front of Le Yi.

Cardinal turned his head away and refused the dog food. He looked at Bai Li and said, "Okay, okay, I'll bandage it up, don't listen to his nonsense."

Seeing that the cardinal was really injured, Le Yi realized that the time was too short to finish it once, so he stopped asking, "Where is the injury? Let me see."

"here."

Cardinal made a random gesture towards her left rib.

"Hurt... Sad?"

Le Yi was still led astray by his strange thoughts just now, and he really couldn't believe that the cardinal would be injured. He looked at Bai Li strangely, but Bai Li didn't realize it.

Cardinal: ...

"I'm really hurt, just give me any medicine for trauma."

"Really hurt? Trauma? Show me quickly."

Le Yi immediately became serious, and wanted to check the cardinal's wound as he spoke, but was stopped by the white carp calmly.

"No need, I have already read it, Pavilion Master Le, just give me the medicine, I will bandage it."

Bai Li's whole body was still in front of Le Yi, completely blocking his sight.

Le Yi: ...?

Is it time for dinner?Why do I seem to smell a vinegar smell?

Inside the house, the white carp gently wiped the blood next to the wound on the cardinal's left rib with a slightly damp cotton cloth. The cool feeling of the water stains always made the cardinal feel itchy.After a while, he couldn't bear it anymore, and wanted to do it by himself, but Bai Li refused. In the end, Lin Que was just glad that he didn't insist on kneeling on the ground to do these things, otherwise he really didn't know how to face him.

"You really don't have to do this..."

The cardinal raised his hand to collect the white carp's cotton cloth, but the white carp didn't resist, but turned around and began to carefully apply the ointment on the cotton wool, and then covered the cardinal's wound with the wrapped gauze.Cardinal obviously felt his hand trembling, not knowing what was wrong with him, and hurriedly reached out to hold his palm. His palm was a little cold, slightly lower than his own body temperature, and his hands covered his wound , The pressure wound was a little painful, but the cardinal didn't care.

"What's going on here?"

I saw Bai Li staring at the white cloth that had begun to smear blood under his subordinates, took a deep breath and said, "Master... this subordinate dares to, in the future... can you pay more attention..."

Speaking of the ending of the last few words, I could hear some sobs.

Cardinal was startled, and Bai Li continued to say:

"Just now Pavilion Master Le said that you never used medicine to bandage before...but is it true?"

The tone was not a reproach or a questioning, but a deep distress. The cardinal was used to being alone in the past few years, and was used to rejecting the care of others with a strong appearance. At this time, Bai Li said, I have already been disturbed by this heartache.The heart that was held down by the white carp seemed to be a little hotter.

"I……"

Cardinal had never cared about the injuries on her body, but at this moment she suddenly felt like a wrong student caught by her husband, but the point of guilt was not that she had done something wrong, but that she had made the other party feel bad again.

The red bird didn't answer, but the white carp seemed to see something from his silence, and continued to ask: "Why didn't the master give the medicine?"

Cardinal didn't know how to respond for a while, but a sour grievance suddenly appeared in his warm heart, he stared at Bai Li, and exhausted all his willpower to swallow the blurted words, holding back It made him very uncomfortable: it's not because you are not here!You were the one who gave me medicine before!

The cardinal had already planned to be reprimanded by the white carp like when she was a child, but unexpectedly, the white carp seemed to hear the words in her heart, and said in a low and gentle voice: "If the master is not willing to let Le The pavilion master bandages up, and let the subordinates come down in the future, okay? Or at least you yourself..."

Seeing Bai Li's serious and distressed expression, Cardinal suddenly felt a soft place deep in his heart tremble, and an emotion that he hadn't felt in many years surged up from there.The cardinal sighed softly and said, "I'm worried about letting others come. I don't feel comfortable being so close to me."

The white carp's movements stopped suddenly, and the eyes that looked up at the cardinal became bewildered.His hands were still holding the untied gauze, but his body retreated unconsciously.

"Subordinate... I don't know that the master doesn't want to be approached by others... this subordinate knows it's wrong."

Linque knew what Baili was thinking at the moment, and quickly pulled him back. The two people who were closest were almost stuck together, and said, "You are not included."

"Owner?"

"I said that I don't trust others, and this others does not include you."

The cardinal repeated it again, and said it seriously to the white carp.The white carp stopped for a long time, so long that the cardinal almost thought that he had also blocked this sentence.Bai Li whispered: "Then the master is now...do you want your subordinates to be by your side?"

"Ah."

When Bai Li asked this question, he brought out a kind of inexplicable expectation. Although he didn't even know what kind of answer he was looking forward to, but the moment he heard the answer, his heart was still uncontrollable. There was a burst of joy, the word "um" seemed to bring warmth, and it warmed my heart all of a sudden.

"My subordinates know."

The white carp wrapped the last layer of gauze, and tightened the cloth with a little force when tying the knot at the end, so that the cotton wool could press the wound to stop the bleeding.

"Hiss—it hurts..."

Cardinal didn't care much about the pain at first, and he didn't change his face even though he walked all the way with such a wound. He didn't even cry out the pain when he used the poisonous hair he used to test the medicine.

However, when he was in front of Bai Li at this moment, he seemed to suddenly become a little more childish, and he could cry out the pain when he lightly touched the wound, as if the hard shell he had been holding on to when he was alone had all collapsed at this moment. No more patience and pretense.

"This is the only way to stop the bleeding. Be good, don't be self-willed."

Bai Carp almost blurted out.As soon as the words fell, his face turned pale, and he froze in place in shock from what he said, his mind went blank.

I... what did I just say!How could I say such things to my master!

Bai Li raised his head slightly, just as he saw Cardinal looking at him in shock, Bai Li immediately knelt down, thinking of the punishments he received earlier.For a moment, the pain of the whip on the flesh seemed to have been repeated several times, and the fingertips could vaguely feel the piercing pain of being slowly pierced by a sharp needle.

Bai Li tried to drive these memories out of his mind, but he couldn't help it. The horrific punishment occupied most of his memory, and it was almost unavoidable. If he was not careful, he would slip into the abyss of memory go.

"Subordinate..."

Bai Li's voice trembled slightly.

"Why are you kneeling down again, what are you thinking about?"

The linnet gently lifted him up, and pulled him up before he fell into the deeper ravine.

"Don't be afraid, I won't punish you."

"But……"

Linque looked at the white carp standing in front of her helplessly, couldn't bear it any longer, hugged his sturdy body in her arms, and put her head on his shoulder as a pillow.

"How can I be willing to punish you?"

It is said that because a person with amnesia has no memory, all his behaviors are only instinctive habits.Only those habits that have taken root deep enough in him survive.

As a warm current flows from the heart along the meridians to the limbs and bones, the ecstasy and heartache that I have never experienced before finally come together. With mixed feelings, the cardinal lies on the white carp. His eyes were secretly red when he arrived at the position.

So I have such weight in Bai Li's heart?

After a long time, the white carp said:

"Master... How can you be reluctant to say something disrespectful to you? If the master is worried that your subordinate will be seriously injured now, you can write it down and wait for another day..."

"I said if you don't punish, you won't be punished, and I won't punish you in the future."

"Yes... Thank you, master, the subordinate made a mistake..."

"Shh - stop talking, let me hug you a little longer."

The cardinal put its head on the white carp's shoulder for a long time, refusing to move, only thinking in its heart: no... I can't let the white carp see my red eye circles. ...I didn't cry!

In the evening, Linque stood on a viewing platform in the middle of the Tianji Building, watching the sunset sinking little by little, and watching the afterglow of the sunset gradually being swallowed by a small piece of dark cloud, and the orange red in the sky faded. A light rain fell in the dark night sky.

Leaning on the outer fence, he poured the wine for himself absent-mindedly. After thinking about it, the poured wine might have overflowed and spilled on his hands, and the cardinal drank the spirits in the wine cup in one gulp. .

The flagon was almost empty, but the cardinal showed no signs of being drunk.The half-mask was already on his face, and Linnet never took it off with confidence, even in this deserted place.

Cardinals often drink alcohol. Everywhere they go, they will taste all kinds of local wine, whether it is good wine or bad wine, they will drink it all.

One of the rules of the shadow guards was not to drink alcohol. After escaping, he was suppressed by the rules of the villa for too long and then suddenly indulged. He rebelliously did all the things that were restricted before, and even used wine instead of alcohol for a while. Water, drinking from morning to night, but he soon discovered that he could not get drunk.

When the spirits enter the throat, there is only a burning sensation in the throat, and there is no joy in drinking as others say.

He angrily smashed a few wine jars: Shadow Guard's body has been drugged so much that he can't get drunk!Then why don't you let me drink alcohol!

However, until now, whenever Linnet feels uneasy, he still drinks one cup after another habitually, just for the burning sensation when drinking to make him sure that he is no longer in the original cage, hidden in his heart The deep uneasiness can be suppressed forcibly.

Cardinal was standing alone on the viewing platform at this time, and the cool night breeze blew past, causing his clothes to flutter occasionally.

There were no oil lamps around, nor any candles lit. The linnet stayed alone in the dark, drinking the plum wine glass by glass.

Most of the joy during the day had faded by now, and the cardinal felt a little disappointed at this time.

I had hidden my thoughts for many years, I thought I could finally find someone to tell them, but it turned out like this...

Cardinal also thought that if he was strong enough one day, he would be able to pick up the white carp as well, and the two of them could ride their horses in this free world, wantonly going to the ends of the earth.

When he gets tired of it one day, he will find a secluded mountain and river to enjoy the rest of his life, and be with him, the breeze and the bright moon all day long.

When Linque was still in the villa, the white carp was the only warmth in his dark world, but now the white carp has become like this.With scars all over his body, most of his martial arts have been abolished, his meridians have been damaged, and the unceasing determination in the past is almost gone.Most importantly, Bai Li didn't remember anything.

A question has always been lingering in Cardinal's mind, almost occupying his entire mind: Bai Li said that there were things that made him feel painful in that forgotten memory, what happened to make him become the person he is now? look like?

Cardinal was thinking about it when suddenly a pair of hands came up on his shoulders.Cardinal was startled, and subconsciously pulled out a few blades and held them in her hands. When she turned her head, she saw Bai Li, holding a cloak and tying it around her body.

The white carp frowned slightly, looking at the cardinal with distress and concern.

"Master, it's so cold at night, why are you out in the rain again? It's fine, why don't you remember to add more clothes?"

The tone was the same as before, but the title was changed to Master.

Bai Li glanced at the two empty wine jars on the ground again, frowned in displeasure, but his eyes were full of distress.

"Master! Please be a little more restrained. Drinking alcohol hurts your health. Why do you not cherish your body so much!"

As he spoke, he was about to snatch the wine jar from Cardinal's hand, his fingers slid across the jar, and inadvertently touched Cardinal's warm fingers, and the white carp retracted his hand instantly like an electric shock. It looked shaky in the cold rain.

"I... this subordinate knows my mistake, this subordinate shouldn't beak the master, shouldn't..."

Bai Li seemed to be unable to hold on any longer, and knelt down on the ground all of a sudden, but his hand was pinching the tether of the cloak, and the tension became tighter. When he knelt down, he couldn't let go, only a snap The tether snapped off.

Bai Li knelt on the ground, looking at the piece of silk rope broken in his hand, at a loss, his mind went blank, and he was done thinking.He remembered what a waiter said when he went to pick up the cloak, this is the owner's favorite piece, be careful not to get it dirty or damaged, otherwise, if it is damaged, it will be scrapped ...

The waiter also said that before, a guard from another sect who didn't have long eyes drew out a knife and slashed at the cardinal's robe. The moment the blade touched a corner of the robe, the cardinal broke his entire arm, which was regarded as eternal. It was useless, and the knife was broken into several pieces.

Bai Li thought about it, but the first thing he thought of was not his hand that was about to be abolished, but whether the master would be sad, and whether he would be too angry and hurt his body.

I must never let the master get angry. I don't know if the master will feel better if I obediently let the master vent.

Thinking about it, the white carp maintained the posture just now, and the hand that had pulled the broken silk rope froze in the air, as if it was waiting for the cardinal to make a move.