[Comprehensive] Mother's Responsibility

Pu Shunzi didn't know how to face the girl in front of her, with exquisite makeup, decent clothes, and good tutoring in her gestures... But her face was full of vicissitudes and pain that did not match her age.

"I'm really tired, Mom, do you think I'm really wrong? What doesn't belong to me will never belong to me? I can't get any happiness at all?" Yin Xinai's red eyes were full of despair.

Park Sunja reached out and took her hand, and said with tears: "My child, you are not wrong, you have not done anything wrong."

Yin Xinai's tears flowed down again. Ever since Cui Enxi and Yin Junxi died one after another, the entire Yin family was filled with despair. The mother of the Yin family never wanted to see her again, and the father of the Yin family put all his energy on his mother. , turned a blind eye to her, and even advised her not to go home if she had nothing to do.They all hated themselves, she understood!

These are my own parents!But they don't want to see themselves. Everyone likes Enxi and feels that they have robbed Enxi's seat. Since returning to Yin's house, they thought they would be happy, but... Xinai sometimes feels that this is God's treatment of her. Because he easily abandoned his mother who raised him and his elder brother who had been fighting since he was a child.So in the face of Yin's family's indifference, Xin Ai is never sad, after all, this is punishment, isn't it?Obviously living a prosperous life and receiving the best education, but the deepest memory of my life was when I was a child, when I was playing with my brother and being reprimanded by my mother. When I think about it now, it is indeed the most difficult time in my life. happy time.

After Enxi's death, Yin Junxi said that life would be better than death without Enxi, because the Yin family still has himself, so he would rather use death as a relief.Yin Junxi never knew what his death brought to the Yin family. The parents of the Yin family had lost the motivation to live, and he himself became the object of blame.

"Mom, I'm not as kind as Enxi, I'm not as sensible as Enxi, and I'm not as obedient as Enxi. Is it better for me to die..." Everyone will not be so sad. The latter sentence was not uttered, and Park Shunja directly Cover Yin Xinai's mouth.

Pu Shunzi looked at her former adopted daughter with tears, feeling very sad, hugged her in her arms, and cried, "You damn girl, what nonsense are you talking about? You can't die, you worked so hard to achieve what you are today , so hard work will make you so good, how can you say such depressing words. Neither you nor Enxi should die, and neither of you is wrong. Enxi is no longer here, so you should work harder to live and live well. "

"Mom, thank you. But Mom, my heart hurts so badly. I haven't been happy since I returned to Yin's house. Mom, I'm not happy, not happy at all. Everyone thinks about Enxi. I studied hard and tried my best to show my excellence. I was obedient, but it was useless. It was useless at all. Since I abandoned you and became Yin Xinai, I have never been happy again. Mom, I I really regret it, if I didn't change it back then, it would be great if I didn't go to Yin's house back then, even if I have been living a poor life, it doesn't matter even if I don't have money to go to school, mom..." Yin Xinai lay in Pu Shunzi's arms , I can't help crying. After abandoning my mother and brother, she doesn't even have the right to cry. She is really tired. If I knew this, why would I still want to live a good life and envy Enxi I want to be a princess like her, I want to go back to my biological parents...

"Xinai, my Xinai..." Park Shunzi looked at Yin Xinai so sad, and couldn't help but feel sad. Even though the obedient and obedient Enxi was by her side these years, she still couldn't help but miss this child. I have never forgotten the little things of love by her side, but I am useless, and I have no way to give my children a good education. Back then, in exchange for her love for Enxi, she was more fortunate. She has been outstanding since she was a child. Xinai, who endures hardships with her, can live a good life, learn everything she wants to learn, wear beautiful clothes, and no longer have to envy others.

"Mom, it would be great if I could start my life again, so I won't leave you even if I die. Mom, everyone's fate is predestined by the heavens. Even if I am the daughter of the Yin family, I should still live in the Cui family. Mom ..." Her and Enxi's fate was already decided at birth, I shouldn't be greedy, I will never become a princess, even if I don't have a rich life, at least my heart won't be so painful!

Pu Shunzi hugged her daughter who was in pain, feeling sad, she was incompetent, she didn't protect her two daughters well, she didn't take good care of Xin Ai when she was a child, and did she take good care of Enxi later.She is useless, that's why the child is so sad and sad.

Seeing her daughter falling into a deep sleep, Pu Shunzi stretched out her hand to gently smooth her frown even in her sleep. She knew how tired and hard this child was.More or less, Pu Shunzi can understand Mrs. Yin's thoughts. After all, she has missed this child deeply all these years. She loves Enxi, but Enxi, who is weak and delicate and often gets sick, really does not have the confidence to take good care of her. She always thinks involuntarily, when she encounters something, she always thinks what will Xin Ai do?Xin Ai will definitely not hide and cry like Enxi, her Xin Ai should raise her beautiful face and justify herself confidently.My core love can do everything well, and will always be so energetic and healthy...

Pu Shunzi felt that her life was a failure. Her husband died early, her son was not up to expectations, her own daughter died of illness, and her adopted daughter was unhappy. She did not take good care of any of the three children.I blame myself for my incompetence. If I had given both children to the Yin family back then, maybe... No, Xin Ai said that she was not happy in the Yin family. Back then, I should love Xin Ai more. I should not beat her and scold her, but let her Knowing that he loves her, Xin Ai will not envy Enxi, and will not want to go to Yin's house.Everything is my fault, if I treat Xin Ai better, then Xin Ai will not leave me... No matter how hard or tiring it is, the child should not feel that he does not love her.

After Eun-hee was gone, Park Soon-ja was very sad, but seeing Xin Ai who was disliked and even angered by the Yin family, she still felt distressed. It's better for Xin Ai to return to herself, but now there is only one child left in the Yin family. No matter what position she takes, Xin Ai has no way to come back.

Seeing the child getting thinner and silent day by day, and worrying about her, Park Sunja came out of the sadness after Enxi's death... Professor Yin and his wife, who finally lost Yin Junxi and Enxi, could no longer bear the sadness , after passing away one after another, Yin Xinai also left, no one knows where she went, no one knew where she was, only the gift sent back on her birthday showed that the child was still alive, but Park Shunzi knew that the child's heart was dead... …

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Pu Shunzi hugged the baby in her arms tightly. She didn't know what happened. She was still holding the gift that Xinai gave her the day before, so sad that she couldn't fall asleep, but in a blink of an eye, she found the baby lying beside her. Obviously it is the core love that I miss.

"Wow..." The child cried because the hug was too tight.

Pu Shunzi looked at the crying child with tears all over her face, all this was so real, she twisted the back of her hand fiercely, the pain made Park Shunzi feel real.

"Mom, why is my sister crying again!" Cui Yingxiong was very angry at first, but when he saw his mother with tears all over his face, his angry voice gradually became quieter.He had looked forward to this younger sister, but his father was gone, and his mother's attention was all on her, which made Cui Yingxiong very disturbed.

Park Shunzi looked at Cui Yingxiong's careful look, and his nose was sour. So this kid also has a good time?Patting the young Xinai, Park Shunzi took a deep breath, looked at Cui Yingying slowly and said: "Xinai is a younger sister, our hero cried like this when we were young, you are the only boy in the family, you must protect your sister well in the future." do you know?"

Cui Yingxiong was taken aback, his mother hadn't been so gentle to him for a long time, so he pursed his lips, nodded and said, "I see. Mom, don't be sad, and I will protect you in the future."

Pu Shunzi responded, and put Xin Ai, who had stopped crying and fell asleep again, on the mattress.Helping the hero cover the quilt again, Pu Shunzi stood up slowly and looked around. This is the place where she and her husband lived happily. When her husband was in the hardest time, even if she couldn't borrow a penny, she would sell it. He sold the house, and later he sold the house himself, and ran away with his two children to hide from the debt.

"Auntie, please ask me, who wants to buy our house? After a while, when I recover, I can move out. At that time, the money owed to your family will be returned to you." Woke up in the morning , made kelp soup for myself and the hero, cooked rice, and fed Xinai with milk after eating.At this time, the aunt next door who had helped them once came to deliver eels to her. Park Shunzi thought for a while before she got the number. She remembered that Aunt Jin was not bad, so she said softly.

Aunt Jin sighed and helped to take care of the eel. The mother should stay in confinement to be healthy, but... "The house is sold, where do you live? Your natal family is now your sister-in-law, she is not easy to mess with."

"Pay off the debt first!" Park Shunzi looked back at the hero sitting next to Xin Ai, and made a decision in her heart. In her previous life, she sold her house and ran away with the money. Later, she had a bad influence on the children. No matter what, No matter how tired she is in this life, she still wants to live a dignified life. She can't let the children feel that it is right to not repay their debts and play tricks.Moreover, the slower the accumulation of usury, the higher it will be. Now that the house is sold, I can still afford it. After a year or two, I guess I will never be able to pay it off like in my previous life.