The whole world is taking my CP wrong

Jin Ziwan was silent for a long time.

Just as Gu Zhaohong was about to speak, Jin Ziwan handed the letter to Gu Zhaohong. He read it at a glance, with great anger gathering in the brow: "You are her own child, how could she—"

Before she could say the words behind, Jin Ziwan said softly, "She never treated me as her child. The whole meaning of my existence is a tool of her revenge."

Gu Zhaohong was furious. He exhausted all his strength to restrain his anger. He just said word by word: "She is not worthy of being a mother."

Jin Ziwan said: "I asked before? Why am I called Jin Ziwan? She is the same? I said, because I was born when it was getting late. I asked again, who is my father? Is his surname Jin? She never answered? Me." His eyes fell on the letter paper in Gu Zhaohong's hand, "Now I know."

"Before I saw this letter, I thought that I could let go of all this only when I saw the sentence 'it was my mother's fault'." Jin Ziwan was dumbfounded, "I only know now that the original sentence 'is for you' Although I am ashamed, but I have no regrets' can make me let go."

Is he sure he understands that Yulong has never really loved? He is also a kind of transparency and letting go.

In the past life, Xie Yulong seemed to be a thorn in his heart. He kept convincing himself that Xie Yulong actually loved him, but she had such a temperament and owed great kindness to him. To be so cruel to him, to be torn between this self-deception and reality, physically and mentally exhausting.Now? Now he doesn't have to struggle anymore, and he doesn't have to deceive himself anymore.

Xie Yulong only felt a little bit ashamed of him, and never even had a little bit of love?

Gu Zhaohong put down the letter, stretched out his hand and pulled Jin Ziwan's chin, let him look at him, and said in a deep voice, "She's not worth it to you."

"I know." Jin Ziwan said softly, "I used my first 22 years to repay her the kindness of giving birth, and in the next few decades, her kindness has nothing to do with me."

Jin Ziwan picked up the letter, put it on the candle, and burned it.

The fire light reflected on his face, flickering, beautiful? Shocking.

He let go and reconciled.

……

On the second day, Gu Zhaohong received a secret letter from Ying Falcon.

Jin Ziwan was still awake when the falcon was beating on the window lattice. It was Gu Zhaohong who got out of bed to get the letter. When he opened the letter, Jin Ziwan's lazy and hoarse voice came: "Sheng Xilin?"

Gu Zhaohong nodded: "He wants you to think of a way to remove the guards at the Xiyang Gate on the fifteenth of this month."

Jin Zi sat up in the middle of the night: "Remove the guards of Xiyang Gate and Jingji. If he can't even enter the city gate, I will remove all the guards of Hegong so what can I do."

Gu Zhaohong waved the letter in his hand and thought about it: "In other words? In other words, he is sure that the Gyeonggi guards will be transferred that day?"

Jin Jinwan stopped yawning.

Gu Zhaohong narrowed his eyes: "Who is in charge of the Gyeonggi guards?"

Jin Ziwan said slowly, "General Gyeonggi, Helian City."

Helen...

The name sounded familiar, so Gu Zhaohong recalled it: "The father of He Lianxiao outside the capital last time?"

Jin Ziwan nodded: "Helian City was originally used to fight the barbarians in the northwest. After defeating three cities in a row, Sheng Xiyun transferred them back and sent Xie Guining to them. Within three months, the lost land was recovered and the barbarians were beaten to death. Cede land and pay compensation."

Gu Zhaohong was surprised: "Xie Guining knows kung fu?"

"He doesn't know kung fu," Jin Ziwan said indifferently, "but his tactics and strategizing skills can't even be compared with Jing Mo?"

The double jade in the capital is nothing more than that.

Jin Ziwan continued to talk about He Liancheng: "After he was transferred back, he was transferred to command Gyeonggi. It was a shameless relegation. He was originally relegated to the staff, and he slowly recovered in the past two years."

Gu Zhaohong hit the nail on the head: "Can you go back to the way it was before?"

"Northwest General? No," Jin Ziwan asserted, "Has he ever been? With such a defeat, the commander of the capital is the highest."

After finishing speaking, he also understood Gu Zhaohong's implication, and he hesitated: "Do you think... Sheng Xilin gave him any benefits, to win him over?"

Gu Zhaohong crushed the secret letter into crumbs, clapped his hands, sat back on the bed and kissed Jin Ziwan, and then said: "It is also open to discussion. After all, how can He Liancheng ensure that Sheng Xilin will be able to take the position? If he can't , the only thing waiting for Helian's family is to ransack the family and exterminate the family."

Jin Ziwan thought for a while: "I think Helian City has something? Why did Sheng Xilin have the handle? Intimidation plus temptation can really win over a person?"

Gu Zhaohong ran along his hair: "What weakness does he have?"

Jin Ziwan recalled the intelligence of hundreds of officials in the court who had been inquiring for [-] miles, recalled Heliancheng's memories, and frowned slightly: "He doesn't like money, he doesn't like sex, and he doesn't like gambling. It's nothing obvious. Weaknesses." As he spoke, his heart moved, "He has only one son, Helian Xiao, who was used to looking for flowers and flowers, but Helian was so angry that he left a book and left. Going south to play. After a while, I came back, and the chaos in Helian Mansion was turned upside down, and finally Helian City locked him up for more than half a year, and then it slowly subsided."

Gu Zhaohong raised his eyebrows: "What is he making trouble about?"

"I don't know, the spies from [-] miles didn't find out," Jin Ziwan shook his head, "But he had been arguing for more than half a year, and finally married the prostitute daughter of the servant's family from the Ministry of Rites, so I guess it might be because of the marriage."

He casually played with Gu Zhaohong's hair hanging on his chest, and sneered: "Maybe? Maybe the prodigal son has done too much. I don't want to be confined to the house."

Gu Zhaohong asked: "How many people are there in the Gyeonggi Army? If Sheng Xilin really wins over Helian City, can they enter the palace?"

Jin Ziwan counted: "It's hard to say, then it depends on the Dragon Guard Army that day—" He explained to Gu Zhaohong, "It's the defense of the Ouchi guards guarding the palace gate, and why? So why did he want me to transfer the Dragon Guards?"

Gu Zhaohong said: "You are in charge of the Dragon Guardian Army?"

"Return to Kongqing," Jin Ziwan said calmly, "but Kongqing listens to me."

Gu Zhaohong laughed.

"What I'm more curious about is that he won't just win over Heliancheng alone? I don't know who else." Jin Ziwan frowned. He didn't finish his next sentence. But the white cat suddenly regained its spirits, and made a sprint from the table to the bed. During the sprint, it tore off the clothes of Gu Zhaohong and Jin Jinwan on the ground.

Jin Ziwan helplessly caught the little white cat, stretched out his index finger and pointed at its forehead: "You're dead skinned."

The clothes on the other side did not fall lightly, but made the sound of heavy objects breaking. Gu Zhaohong was startled, turned over and got out of bed to look, and then picked up the inkstone that was broken into two halves: "Is that the number one scholar? The inkstone I gave you is broken."

Jin Ziwan glanced at it: "I originally wanted to give it to Jingmo, forget it."

Gu Zhaohong shrugged, and was about to put the inkstone aside, but seemed to see something, and frowned: "Wanwan."

"Huh?" Jin Ziwan was still playing with the little white cat, and his mood was healed by it. He responded casually, "What's wrong?"

Gu Zhaohong turned around, still holding a note in his hand: "There is a note in the inkstone."

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Happy New Years Eve babies! ! ! ! ! !

I'll say more~

In fact, Xie Yulong was already very paranoid and crazy. When she saw Xiao Jin, she would think of the former emperor. She only hated but not loved.

Xiao Jin is very eager for family affection. He has no father, only one mother, and he still looks like that crazy critic. He is very longing in his heart, and has been convincing himself that Xie Yulong loves him, but what she did hurt him again, so He has been struggling.

Now he finally knows that Xie Yulong never loved him, this is also a kind of self-reconciliation, and it doesn't have to be happy.

The influence brought by her original family and her original parents is very far-reaching. All Xiao Jin's insecurities, thorns all over her body, and the ups and downs in the first half of her life all came from Xie Yulong.

He was still thinking before, if he really left with Gu Zhaohong, would he have repaid Xie Yulong's kindness after all?Now he understands that since Xie Yulong never loved him, his favor will be repaid up to now, and he will live for himself from now on.

就是介样~感谢在2021-02-0719:45:12~2021-02-0813:14:33期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: Nan Hongzi 1;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!