Save the disabled male protagonist

It was the first time that Chu Xiao saw Yan Shengming showing such a smile. Once the layer of sharp thorns was removed, the soul wrapped inside was so beautiful and moving.

At this moment, the other party's undisguised words made Chu Xiao feel strange fluctuations in his heart, and he couldn't tell what it was. Anyway, when he looked at him, somewhere in his heart seemed soft and messed up.

After Yan Shengming finished speaking, he silently let go of his hand covering the receiver.

Naturally, Xie Shan didn't know the other side of the phone, the two were "talking to each other", but she just heard a very hazy voice coming from the phone.

She thought it was Yan Shengming choking up or something else, and felt even more guilty.

She still remembers that when Yan Shengming was young, he was obedient, more mischievous and cute than other children. How could she not love the child she had worked so hard to conceive and give birth to in October?

Sometimes when she sees that Yan Li doesn't come home, she feels sad, and it is Yan Shengming who sticks to her and comforts her. No one would like such a child.

But later, when Yan Shengming grew up a few years later, he became more independent and smarter, and he was no longer so clinging to himself. Xie Shan always felt that he was becoming more and more like Yan Li. Maybe she didn't mean much in this family, but in fact, she kept leaving. Thoughts, but have yet to make a decision...

If it wasn't for her hesitation, Yan Shengming might not have been kidnapped...

The kidnapper died on the spot, but it also became Xie Shan's secret that she couldn't tell others, and it was the thing she couldn't face the most.

How could she stay?Looking at her child, she will live in the shadow over and over again, so Xie Shan can only leave.

But now, she really wanted to make up for her child, just asking him to forgive herself.

So Xie Shan couldn't help but want to say more: "These years, mom really misses you..."

But before he could finish his sentence, he was interrupted by Yan Shengming. His voice was extremely cold: "If you say these meaningless words again, I will hang up the phone directly. Is there anything else?"

She didn't expect to hear such words, Xie Shan couldn't help being startled, although Xie Donglin said before that Yan Shengming's personality has changed a lot, and it's completely different from before, but Xie Shan didn't expect him to use such a tone to myself.

At this time, Xie Guoli and Xie Donglin were very anxious. They knew Yan Shengming's temperament, because Xie Shan's call was released this time. Just now they also heard that Yan Shengming did not appear to be softening at all. It seems that they still have to meet in person to change efficient.

It was inevitable that Yan Shengming really hung up the phone, and they hurriedly signaled Xie Shan to tell them what they really wanted to ask, which was the banquet this weekend, whether the Yan family would come or not!

Seeing that Xie Shan hadn't reacted yet, the two of them couldn't help reminding and urging in a low voice.

Only then did Xie Shan calm down and ask, "Obviously, you will come this week, right?"

At this moment, how could Yan Shengming not perceive the strangeness on the other side? He didn't even feel sad at the moment. The question he had been wanting to ask for so many years actually didn't need an answer.

He doesn't care anymore.

His original heart, after being hollowed out, was filled again.

His repaired heart became very small and could no longer hold other things.

Yan Shengming's expression was indifferent, and his voice lacked the slightest emotion: "Yes."

When Yan Shengming put down his phone, he stared at the person in front of him, who had been hugging him since just now.

He really cared about me and seemed to "love" me, although not the love I wanted.

How can I make him care about me more and love me more?

Yan Shengming felt that the man was looking at him closely, and he could see his worry about him in his eyes, which made people's heart skip a beat.

Yan Shengming silently lowered his head.

Seeing this scene, Chu Xiao slowly tightened his arms around the other party.

Chu Xiao sighed in his heart, how could there be such a distressing child?How cruel would there be in this world to be willing to abandon him and hurt him?

Chu Xiao rested his chin on the back of young Jingui's beautiful head, gently rubbed his hair, and at the same time stroked the back of his neck with his hands.

He can't empathize with the other person's emotions at this moment, and it's hard to say those words that don't hurt. He can only comfort the other person in his own way.

Yan Shengming also stretched out his hand, and he put his palm on the man's slender and solid back. The man was only wearing a thin shirt, and when he put his fingers on it, he seemed to be able to perceive the shape and lines of his texture.

Yan Shengming was very nervous. He couldn't help but bury his head deeply on the other person's chest. However, when the man's dry and delicate hand subconsciously scratched the back of his neck with his fingertips, Yan Shengming's whole body seemed to jump up. A current flowed from the tailbone up to the point where the two touched.

This made Yan Shengming tremble slightly, and raised his head. The next moment, his cold lips and the man's warm neck were gently pressed together, and then he smelled the familiar cold fragrance of the man.

Yan Shengming's breathing became rapid, but he didn't move away. He couldn't let go of the other party at all, and he never thought about it.

On the contrary, Yan Shengming hugged the man even harder. His breath was full of hot and humid air, which sprayed on the other's delicate skin. He even had a strange desire to stretch out quietly. Take a taste with the tip of your tongue, what kind of taste is that.

This is his unspeakable desire.

Chu Xiao could feel how hard the young man was holding him, just like a drowning man grabbing a piece of driftwood.

Chu Xiao almost had an illusion that if the boy's legs could move, the boy would hang his entire body on his body.

But, he is not driftwood, Chu Xiao thought quietly, he will not float away or sink, he will make a tree that can support him with great care, so that he can rest assured to grow on his own. body.

At this moment, Chu Xiao sensed the boy's aura spewing from the side of his neck, and his aura slightly undulated on the side of his neck along with his face, just like his person, it was so hot that no one could ignore it.

The breath was getting closer and closer to his skin, and finally Chu Xiao could feel the warmth, and the soft touch remained on the side of his neck like a mark.

Chu Xiao wasn't quite used to it yet, but he didn't let go of the other's hand at all. Suddenly, indistinctly, a touch of slippery slipped from his neck. At this moment, Chu Xiao licked his hands uncomfortably. lip.

This strange feeling is so strange...

Chu Xiao's mind trembled slightly, but the young man's sticking was getting tighter and tighter. Only then did Chu Xiao realize that there was no gap between the upper bodies of the two of them.

After the boy took off his sweater just now, he was only wearing a thin T-shirt. When he hugged him in his arms, the feeling of his thin waist was so clear. It was the first time that Chu Xiao realized that he was holding in his arms The person who has grown up has long since grown up and is no longer a child, but so what.

Chu Xiao hugged each other like this, their chests were touching their chests, one heart beat faster and the other slower, but the rhythm was equally harmonious.

About Xie Shan's phone call last night, Chu Xiao told Yan Li the next day.

After Yan Li heard Xie Shan's last question, he sneered: "I knew that she had been back for so long, why did she call Yan Shengming yesterday? I went to the shadow of Xie's house, Xie Guoli looked for me many times, but I didn't see him, can he not be in a hurry?"

Yan Li then said in a deep voice: "It's a pity that the Yan family and the Xie family were too connected before, and there are still some things that can't be dealt with in a while, not to mention that I have to consider Yan Shengming's thoughts, after all, they are also his relatives." .So we are going this weekend, and now I will trouble you to take care of him."

Chu Xiao naturally complied.

Seeing that Chu Xiao was so stable, Yan Li's eyes became more and more satisfied, and he couldn't help sighing: "During this period, thanks to your presence, he has changed a lot, and his personality has also improved a lot."

It would be great if Chu Xiao could stay with Yan Shengming all the time.

Yan Li couldn't help but have this idea in his heart. Of course, he also knew that this was impossible, so he just thought about it and didn't say it.

However, Chu Xiao looked at the other party with some disapproval at this time: "His personality is already very good."

It is your lack of understanding and concern for him.

Yan Li was dumbfounded for a moment, then smiled and shook his head and said: "You are right, he is obviously a very good boy, it is difficult for you two to hit it off..."

In fact, Yan Li also felt some doubts at first, why Chu Xiao was so close to Yan Shengming, of course, Yan Li just thought that probably Chu Xiao wanted to have a good relationship with Yan Shengming.

But soon he discovered that Yan Shengming seemed to like Chu Xiao very much, and Yan Shengming's personality had improved a lot, which made Yan Li very curious about the reason.

Gradually, he understood that it was because of Chu Xiao's sincerity.

And Chu Xiao hesitated for a moment, and said without hesitation: "Actually, what I want to do is to cure him, and I will always be with him."

These were words that Yan Li never thought of, and Chu Xiao actually had such an idea.

Of course, Yan Li knew in his heart that this was almost impossible, but Yan Li didn't think this was ridiculous, but was deeply moved by it.

His son is suffering too much, but fortunately there is such a person by his side.

Yan Shengming's vision began to blur at some point, until the tears left wet traces on his face, a little itchy, he spread his hands and found that his fingertips just caught a drop of tears.

He has not cried for a long time. When he was young, he would not cry easily if he felt pain when bumped.

Even when he was ten years old, he was tortured, and the other party said that he would beat him until he cried so that he could get more money. He gritted his teeth and refused to cry even in extreme pain.

After waking up, he couldn't move his legs, so he waited for Xie Shan to come to see him, until day by day, he began to be able to sit in a wheelchair, and he never cried, he knew that crying was useless, it would make people laugh .

But now, after Yan Shengming heard that person's words, he suddenly felt an indescribable sourness in his heart, and couldn't help but have the desire to cry.

He couldn't think of any harm to the other party anymore, he just wanted to give everything he had to the other party.

Even if that person only regards himself as a younger brother.

Then make him your brother.

Belonging to his brother alone.

After dinner that night, Chu Xiao was about to pick up the boy and go to the sofa.

When Yan Shengming hugged his shoulders, he suddenly whispered to his ear and said, "Do you want to see my legs?"

The author has something to say: Thank you all for your support!

It will be updated tomorrow, and it will be fixed at [-]:[-] p.m. after finishing the thousand-character list, and double updates in the future as much as possible!

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: 1 Jinyu;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of Baizhi; 10 bottles of Chenzhu;