[Bungo Stray Dogs] Snus
Chapter 11 Drowning
A murder weapon of different length was pressed against the neck of a man dressed in a black suit. The sharp point had pierced the skin, and blood beads flowed down the blade.
The one holding the murder weapon was a beautiful girl in a kimono. Her hair fell like a waterfall from her shoulders, leaving only two onion orchid hair accessories.
She raised her head slightly, her dark blue hair brushed past her eyes without moving a bit, her delicate and unwavering face looked like a puppet carefully created by a puppeteer at this moment.
And this beautiful girl who seemed to have a thin soul just stared at the person under her knife with those pure black pupils.
"Even if you kill me here, I can't tell you any information, Quan Jinghua, the betrayer of the port."
The pain in the throat was very obvious. Even though there was no movement on the girl's face, the blade still pierced a little more. She is a killer.
She was a killer before she defected, she was also a killer after she went back, and she was still a killer when she left that place again, this identity has never changed in her heart.
As a killer, she doesn't know how to torture the enemy. She has never learned it, and no one has taught her, but pain and death can bring fear to people.
She was in fear right now, because she had lost that figure, and the person she had been watching was actively fighting for something this time.
For what?
The blood drops no longer flowed down the blade, it merged into a small stream by itself, the crimson color was burning like a raging fire in her eyes, evoking her memories of the past.
"Quan Jinghua, we are monitoring you, so we can naturally control the situation at this moment." The Adam's apple slipped, under the edge of the knife.
But the shadow of death never appeared in the eyes of this mafia. Even though one of his arms was broken under the sudden attack, no pain appeared, but the expression on his face was distorted due to patience.
Jinghua is a little puzzled. Most of the mafia are outlaws. They are not afraid of death, and some even desire it, but a large part of people are afraid.
The night gave them a chance to be unscrupulous, but such an opportunity was a bait to lure them to continue doing evil, like a poison, they had been caught unconsciously.
It's just that she didn't see anything on the face in front of her, whether it was the madness and distortion of those desperate, or the fear and desire to live of those who were greedy for life and afraid of death, not even timidity appeared in her eyes.
"Why?" She was a little puzzled.
I don't understand what he is still holding on to when the knife is pierced into the flesh, I don't understand why he can still be so calm when the rope of death is already hanging on his neck, and he doesn't understand why the other party's eyes are so calm.
I don't understand why I feel so puzzled.
It was as if a world-shaking change had taken place in this person. He clearly saw him not long ago, but avoided him from a distance, but now he was able to call his name directly and look him in the eyes.
Could it be because he defected?
The man looked at her as if he was facing an ordinary girl. He shrugged his shoulders easily, but Jinghua had already seen that the other party was ready to die here. "The moment I told you the information, I betrayed Mr. Chuya."
A deep voice sounded, and the man's calm face also loosened, but what emerged was sadness and regret, as well as respect.
Jinghua's expression changed slightly, she seemed to have seen something terrible, at the moment the name was spit out, the blade was quickly retracted, and the person took several steps back.
And at this moment, in this secluded corner, there were only her and the person who was trying to cover his neck with his hands.
There are always rules in the mafia, once someone violates the port, they will be attacked like a storm, or even wiped out.
Among the acts of infringing on the port, including murder, among the cadres at the port, only Zhongyuan Zhongye took the most thorough revenge on the 'infringement'.
That is a person who can't compete with anyone and is gentle.
Kyoka was at Koyo Ozaki, who taught her, and heard the other party praise him so much. It was not just admiration for the success of his subordinates, but a gentle comfort from an elder to a junior.
When he gave himself a short knife and tied the rope to that old mobile phone, the other party had similar tenderness.
Jinghua exited here without hesitation, like a fugitive who was being chased, she was a little embarrassed, but rushed out eagerly.
Outside was a sunny street. People were coming and going on the street with different expressions. It was obvious that there was an attack a street away, but here it was still the same as usual.
The crepe shop on the corner of the street has put up a discount sign. The wild cats who are not afraid of people are also looking for a place to bask in the sun today. The tourists from outside are counting the red bricks on the ground. I don’t know how many people have done this kind of thing so far. up.
just.
The moment the crowd saw her, they began to avoid her, with veiled and fearful eyes, even if she couldn't speak, she knew what she wanted to say.
They retreated far away. There was a little panic in the busy street, but it was extraordinarily quiet.
Jinghua clenched the knife in her hand, she took a step back, and the people around her took countless steps back.
Suddenly, someone in the crowd yelled.
"Is she that murderer?"
"Looks like the person on the wanted notice posted at the police booth."
"No wonder she has a knife."
The world began to be noisy, and the eyes looking at her were even more fearful, more like... the knife she was holding in her hand.
"Get out of the way, she is rushing over!"
There was a cry of exclamation from the crowd, and the girl who was as delicate as a doll disappeared in the surging darkness at the end of the street in a panic and panic.
Today is sunny, but the wind is freezing cold.
At the moment, Zhong is also listening to Guangjin's report in the building at the port. This building has changed from the original headquarters to a stronghold. At present, most of the personnel have been transferred. Good choice.
Even if the port is not in danger at the moment, he doesn't think it will be that simple.
The sense of crisis has always existed, and it is difficult for Zhong Zhong to let his subordinates go head-on.
If there are people with supernatural abilities among the attackers, ordinary people without supernatural abilities are the targets. Even if they have weapons, the mafia is not well organized, and their combat effectiveness is only slightly higher than that of people without supernatural abilities.
That's all.
He only left Black Lizard, who formed a new team with the guerrillas, here.
It's just that this unit is currently being sent by him to monitor the situation in Yokohama, large and small, while Hirotsu is in charge of intelligence collection and transmission of instructions.
The only remaining cadre Ozaki Koyo is also here, and Dazai, who has been placed in a coma in the basement, has also been transferred to the top floor.
The situation at the port at the moment is that the mafia and the companies in the landing plan are in a state of separation. Even if the enemy attacks, they will not suffer greater losses, and as long as the leader Zhongyuan Zhongye is still there, their port will still have important opportunity to vibrate.
In Zhongye's plan, he also included the possible attack on the port.
If he is really attacked, he can use this to put an end to the landing plan. Although he also cares about the city, this organization is above the city, and he doesn't mind cooperating with the Supernatural Secret Service.
All businesses will have chips, and sometimes how much of this chip depends on how long you can endure.
He only had this cognition during this period of time, and it never changed.
However, in this short period of time, even before a day had passed, various forces began to move around the corner, and Zhong also inevitably fell silent.
It's just that Guangjin is still reporting.
Before reporting, he glanced at Koye Ozaki standing behind the leader with a blank expression.
Dazai was transferred to the top floor, and the protection order of Officer Ozaki was lifted. She is currently serving as the leader's guard. Although she may not be as powerful as the leader in comparison, she still stands there quietly.
No one could see anything from the drooping eyelids.
"The team in Group D encountered Quan Jinghua."
Izumi Kyoka is an extremely sensitive existence here, Hirotsu focuses on Ozaki Koyo, he can't speculate on this cadre, but he needs to be vigilant.
Chuya put his elbows on the desk that had no documents left, and asked nonchalantly. "Is there any damage?"
"One person was slightly injured."
"Then don't worry about it, she has nothing to do with us. But is she acting alone now?" Zhong Ye still asked.
"Yes, according to the information sent, she is asking the surveillance personnel about Nakajima's whereabouts." Hirotsu continued without pausing. "After the detective agency was attacked, Nakajima rescued Izumi Kyoka, and then joined the battle. Since he couldn't get close, he didn't know what happened. After the group left, Nakajima also chased after him. The man named Akutagawa The young man also followed."
Hearing the last sentence, Zhong couldn't help frowning. Although he didn't know much about Nakajima, he also knew that Port had rules that couldn't be understood when guiding members.
Looks like something did happen.
"According to the investigation, we noticed the shadow behind this attack. The mercenary's attack was probably a bait to reduce combat power. It's just that the time is limited."
There is no talk in the middle, anything is possible.
Hirotsu stepped forward, took out a photo from the file, and put it on the desk. "Also, this person was found near the detective agency."
In the photo was a young man with a pale face but still smiling. He seemed to have noticed that someone was taking pictures of him, and he smiled generously at the camera.
Zhong also nodded slightly, but frowned slightly, no one knew what the leader of the port mafia was thinking at this moment.
Also flip the photo upside down on the desktop. "Very good, we need to locate the current location of Nakajima, and we don't need to worry about it anymore. Silver should be found as soon as possible, and we can't leave it to others to take advantage of."
"Yes, boss."
After Guangjin issued the order, he would not stay on the top floor. There are not many people with supernatural abilities in the country, and there are only a few in the port. People with supernatural abilities are resources, and they are also the best candidates to save resources.
Seeing the people leave, Chuya said. "Sister Hongye, go and bring Jinghua back."
"Jinghua has defected from the port." A calm voice came from behind.
Sitting in the chair, Zhong also couldn't see what kind of expression the person behind him had when he said this sentence.
He just turned the photo over, the pale complexion looks like a vampire-like man who only appears in the dark, and the gentle smile on the corner of his mouth is something he has seen countless times on that green mackerel face.
It's just that this smiling face is more introverted, as if hiding all emotions, even the soul, somewhere in the body.
He flipped the photo upside down again.
"That's right, we can't make an exception again and again." Kyoka had defected from the Mafia before, but she came back for some reason, and always followed Nakajima.
And Dazai was also very normal, just like drinking water when he was thirsty, he arranged the girl who came back again, as she wished, by the guerrilla captain's side.
He ignored the internal system of the port, but in front of him, he would constantly remind him of the identities of the 'leaders' and 'cadres', and the importance of the command system.
Even now that he has learned a lot of incredible situations, he still can't agree with the other party's behavior at that time. It's okay to protect the world, but why sacrifice their side to protect it.
"Then arrest the traitor, Officer Ozaki."
Koye Ozaki responded silently, her hands hanging in her sleeves had been loosened, but the pain from nails digging into her palms could still be felt.
After the red robe disappeared outside the office door, Chuya picked up the photo and flicked it lightly with his hand, and the photo pierced into the hard wall.
He stood up, stepped away from his desk, and stepped outside, looking down at the street below through a large wall of glass, overlooking the city.
To be honest, he doesn't quite understand why Mr. Mori loves this city, nor why Dazai chooses to protect the world, but he will respect their choice.
Everyone has a certain kind of awareness when they take action. When he was the guard, he saw clearly what Dazai did.
However, in his eyes at this moment, Dazai at that time was like a drowning person.
In the vast, dangerous and dark waters, no boat, driftwood, or other people, no matter what, could not save themselves.
Even after learning how to swim, they had to float up and down in the sea.
until the moment of drowning.
What is the difference?
He has never tried to understand the human named Dazai Osamu. In his limited cognition, the other party is a suicide kid, and now he has become a guy who has successfully committed suicide.
Although he once said that killing him was just one of the windows to vent his anger, the other party also smiled back very understandingly.
It's just that at that time, he only thought that smile was a bit hateful, but he never considered whether that smiling face was a mask.
Zhong also took out the cigarettes in his pocket, took out the lighter that had not been used for a long time, looked at the lettering on it, and couldn't help laughing.
The flame rises from the end of the cigarette, and the smell of nicotine surrounds you as you take a puff.
The thin smoke from his mouth blurred his vision.
It also seems to have blurred his memories, from knowing each other to the present.
What can clearly appear in his mind at this moment is the black and blue darkness that does not have any warmth but makes him feel safe, and the transparent wall.
And after the wall was destroyed, some things had to be discarded. The behavior called forgetting was probably called the existence of the brain, and it made a judgment for the next step.
It's just that all the forgotten things are slowly recalled in this body.
I don't know when, the red, spiral-like traces began to appear on the wrists, on the face, anywhere on the body.
It's just that compared to the previous curse-like pain that was accompanied by tearing the body anytime and anywhere, the marks at this moment are like exquisite patterns on some kind of porcelain, and their appearance is just for decoration.
Decorated with an existence called 'self'.
The black beast will no longer roar angrily and run away. It already has a human body and something called 'Concept'. It looks more human than any human walking on the street.
Zhong also smoked a cigarette slowly, and has been working overtime and staying up late recently, which completely destroyed his previous living habits. Although he managed to survive, the real relaxation is only at this moment, and maybe there will be later.
He glanced at the mark on the back of his hand holding the cigarette, and the pattern slowly faded away.
Before, the power that had never been controlled at any time was flowing in this body. In fact, he knew earlier that his life itself did not exist, but was pulled out by the hand of the deceased.
Even Nakahara Chuya, who claims to be a safety device, has been curious about hiding deep in himself, no, it is a certain existence that his safety device is attached to, what exactly is it.
It's just that before, he was desperately protecting himself.
After that, he has to choose to give up this behavior.
Nakaya turned around, returned to the office, crushed the cigarettes in the ashtray over there, picked up the coat hanging on the back of the chair and walked towards his own lounge.
There was a Sleeping Beauty there, but unfortunately the prince who rescued him didn't know where he was, and he just lay here quietly, with a satisfied and innocent smile like a child.
He stood by the bed and looked at each other.
Even if she stared at him with murderous eyes, Sleeping Beauty would not wake up, maybe it would be impossible to wake up again.
He sat down by the bed and took out another cigarette. It may have been a long time since he touched it. He always wanted to have another one.
Or maybe it's an 'addiction' in the mouths of human beings, but it's not a bad thing for him, this kind of thing is controllable, because the most uncontrollable existence in the world is in his body.
"Hey, Dazai, who do you think a drowning person can save?" He murmured as if talking to himself.
"I originally planned to hand you over to the detective agency, the writer named Sakunosuke Oda. Unfortunately, something happened there, but it is very likely that they will come to me soon. Speaking of which, you really know everything It hasn’t changed, the things you care about will always be secretly looked at, and if you like them, you will never sell them. In the end, Mr. Mori, Miss Hongye, and Hirotsu who are by your side all have to give those things to you. It's like a child quarreling."
"I really don't understand. Why don't you just say what you like? Maybe it's because I've got what I've always wanted, so I don't understand. But if you stretch out your tentacles carefully like you, if you don't say it clearly , other people will not understand, everyone is desperately acting for their own affairs, it is difficult to take care of others."
"Speaking of which, do you still remember the professor's glasses? I met them during the Longtou war before. It seems that you haven't talked much since then. Now that you think about it, it's more normal for you to always talk about suicide. For you, after working as a partner and guard for such a long time, I didn’t even notice, I’m really disqualified. Whether it’s as a partner or as the leader’s guard.”
He stared at the cigarette between his fingers.
"It's time for you to change your personality. Even if I don't know how to make friends, I still know the truth about being honest with each other. To be honest, I really want to beat you up. Since you are good friends, Even if you don’t know each other this time, you can’t get to know each other again. Let me tell you, wine is really a good thing, and it’s a good thing to make friends with, but I won’t forgive you for blowing up my wine storehouse. By the way By the way, the person you want to be friends with is now my friend."
"Oh, but it's really difficult for the mafia to make friends with ordinary people. I'd say you can feel the difference in identities. But I'm worried about Kyoka now. The arrest warrant for killing 35 people has already passed. Let her be separated from daily life, even if she follows Nakajima, but ah, everyone is drowning, how to save other people. Moreover, the situation in Yokohama is a bit dangerous now, and I am worried that someone will take advantage of this danger. "
"Forget it, let's not talk about these headaches and bad things."
"The eye professor called me today. I agreed to what happened last time. It seems that his intelligence agency has done a good job, but he said that I owed favors. I didn't remember what I owed before. If I think about it, it may be a matter of the leading war. If Mr. Mori is still there, he will be able to handle it better than me. At that time, it would be great if I could come back faster, but even in the face of death, that Humans are more optimistic than us, as if death is nothing in his eyes."
"Sorry, I got annoyed again while talking, let me do something to make you happier. Dazai, you are no longer a member of the mafia, uh, is it a little happier this way, I will also hand over your information Professor Glasses, it’s only a matter of time to clean up. Maybe it’s just right for you to lie down like this, and you don’t need to hide your whereabouts. As long as it’s not the Mafia, it’s not a problem to become friends with that detective agency member again. Speaking of which, I plan to take the route of being close to the people. The port gave everyone a bad impression before. Maybe we should show it to the government properly. For example, make a bulletin board, a website, or bring neighbors closer. Hahahaha, just kidding .”
"Speaking of making friends, I have some good news for you. I don't need your help anymore. Every time I see the smile on your face, I want to give you a punch, especially those The name of the action is simply irritating me, and it is really comfortable to finally get rid of it in the future. To be honest, I don’t understand you very well, whether Mr. Mori or you, or others. Protect the city, protect the world, I I don’t quite understand, maybe I’m too clumsy, I can’t think of the step you can think of at all, I just want to protect the people I know, like sister Hongye, Hirotsu, Kajii. It feels like they are my anchors They exist the same, maybe we should say the string of the kite, if they are there, no matter what kind of world it is, I will have a little nostalgia for it."
The cigarette between his fingers burned to the end, and he also stood up, draped his coat over his shoulders, looked at the face with a peaceful smile, and couldn't help but kicked off the bed. "However, this time is really the last time."
The person on the bed just fell asleep quietly without any response.
Chuya looked really convinced by you, and strode out the door. In the closed lounge, only the sentence 'suicide kid' was still echoing.
As long as you pray to the patron saint, the beast from the night will surely show its fangs.
——Chuya, please take those two children away before darkness falls.
In this shadowed setting, Nakajima was hit.
Then countless projectiles pierced into the body, and the self-healing from the supernatural ability quickly squeezed out those projectiles, but the powerlessness of the body all showed the cunning of the enemy.
Holding a hot weapon rarely used by supernatural beings, the sniper showed his figure in the shadows, and his frivolous movements all showed how easy the opponent's hunt was.
Just at this moment, something rang.
rustle--
Da da--
Accompanied by the sound of footsteps, there was the sound of something heavy being dragged. Nakajima was kneeling on the ground. In this quiet and deserted place, two figures were slowly walking.
"Although this is not good, it is indeed very easy. In the words of Lord Fitzgerald, it is probably 'the early action in exchange for money payment, and it is not despicable', you think so, Lovecraft Special." Said the short man.
He is a blond man wearing a reddish-brown hat, wearing overalls that are more convenient for movement, and has a bright smile on his face. He looks a bit like Kenji Miyazawa from a detective agency.
But the man beside him was very tall, with long hair like seaweed hanging over his shoulders, and his expressionless expression seemed to fall asleep anytime, anywhere.
He didn't speak, but dragged an object in his hand.
That is not an object.
Nakajima's pupils couldn't help constricting, and he saw that the entangled hands protruding from the cuffs of the black windbreaker were not human hands, but more like octopus tentacles. Existence picked up.
That was a person, someone I was very familiar with, the boy named Akutagawa Ryunosuke.
It's just that Akutagawa seemed to have lost his breath at this time, his hands were hanging down, and blood dripped from the injured place.
"Lovecraft, holding his words like this may make his injury worse, although it doesn't matter to us." The blond man said so, and the man named Lovecraft also put it down obediently .
It's just that the elongated tentacles made Nakajima feel a chill.
What exactly is this?
Ability?
A superpower that can easily knock down that Akutagawa?
"Sure enough, as the information said, he is a very powerful supernatural being. Can't he be stunned even with an anesthesia bomb? Maybe there is a problem with the dose. I really don't know where Lord Fitzgerald got the information from, but Thanks to it, I was also able to return to my hometown sooner."
A blond man walked over. "Let's use Lovecraft's ability. It should be better than a restraint bag or something. If you are a tiger, you shouldn't have your neck broken. I heard that he still has the ability to heal himself. Once the anesthesia takes effect In the past, we may have had some trouble."
"If it's easier that way."
Following Lovecraft's gaze, the tentacles stretched out from his sleeves, binding and squeezing his body tightly.
Nakajima felt like he was being crushed by a balloon, and the flesh and blood in his body might be squeezed out by this tentacles at any time.
Then Atsushi Nakajima realized.
My own dark night has come!
The author has something to say: the Kyoka in the IF line is really beautiful, it looks more mature than the original line, but they are all beautiful.
When watching the IF line, I was worried about whether the story would go in the direction Jae expected. Actually, I felt like complaining when I watched it. Nakajima and Akutagawa were really fighting and talking while recalling. That XX Academy should Study hard, if I kill the opponent first, then...make up the knife
Hahaha, just kidding.
I was worried about whether we could go as Jae expected, because of the polish of our brilliant diamonds. The change in the director’s plot in Nakajima’s story line really surprised me. Even if the director didn’t show up, I didn’t think it was a big deal, but It’s different if one is killed by Nakajima in an accident, and when fighting with each other, I can’t feel that Nakajima has been slaughtered and taught. He still looks like he was in the orphanage, and his spirit is ruled , and then decided to attack the orphanage, and then uncontrollably killed the dean and felt guilty. This character is better than Atsushi Nakajima in the original line. I don’t know where, but it’s surprising that he didn’t turn black Yes, it may be the result of the dean's training/teaching, and Akutagawa also directly revealed that the fear in his mouth is just a sense of guilt. What I am talking about here is more thorough, to avoid guilt.Yes, it’s nothing but escaping. Nakajima, regardless of the characters in the original book and IF, remains the same, escaping.Rather than seeking, struggling, and the like, it is escaping.However, the guilt of escaping in IF is the most intuitive thing that he killed the dean, but his escaping is not so clearly depicted in the original line, but as I said before, his spirit is ruled. When he was in the Armed Detective Agency, he had a step-by-step "treatment" process, which is the so-called redemption process, but I personally don't think the idea of mutual redemption, and of course I don't agree with what Odasaku recalled before his death. In a word, I simply feel that there are too many differences between people, and salvation can only be self-salvation. The second way is to gain strength by relying on something. In the original line, Nakajima is on Jinghua I got this kind of power, this is my personal idea, I really hope that someone will have a heated and stimulating discussion with me, and I don’t need to care too much about the wording during the discussion.
In fact, Nakajima in the original book can easily get rid of the past to a certain extent. To be honest, Nakajima in the two world lines has another common characteristic, which is self-deception. He is not as straightforward as Akutagawa, but he also puts Kyoka Became his own strength, and Dazai at the same time.
And to mention one thing, Nakajima is a murderer. Yes, there is no doubt. For a person with Nakajima's character, the difference between killing and not killing is very big, but there is not much difference between Akutagawa not killing and killing. , because of his personality, the latter is straightforward, he thinks it is good to do that, he will maintain that approach, and later Akutagawa said that the detective agency does not kill, it is very natural, his change is justifiable, even In the later period, he became gentle and considerate, or everything was understandable.
But Nakajima is different,
Nakajima’s killing of the dean was deliberate, yes, I didn’t pay attention at first, but after re-reading, I found out that he violated Zai’s order and decided to attack the orphanage.
Yes, raiding his past.
He was captured by the fear caused by spiritual rule, and then developed some phobias such as being killed, and the appeal of survival such as fear of death.Therefore, he said that he is fear, which is also correct. This fear is rooted in his heart. After four and a half years under the killer, there has been no change, and it has even aggravated. It can only be said that the more you are afraid of something, the more you care about it, because you try to overcome it and gain strength from it. People with a cold and strong heart may become no longer afraid, or even become addicted, but people with a weak heart may become addicted. He would unconsciously project it onto himself, and his fear multiplied, so that in the end he panicked in battle, lost his mind, and ran away in embarrassment, even killing his own subordinates during the escape.
In the mafia, people are going to kill people, and he is the leader of the guerrillas. He was pulled out of the orphanage by Zai, and at the same time fell into another kind of spiritual rule, yes, Zai, although Zai didn't know it.When a person is on the verge of mental breakdown, it is easy to feel dependent on another person who shows kindness to himself, not to mention the death of the dean at that time. Let Nakajima be ruled by the spirit at that time, how did he live, relying on the hatred for the dean, the cultivation system of the orphanage, or the cultivation system for him personally, in fact, he was not ruled by the spirit before , but his brain produced it for him, distorted it, and let him feed on it. Of course, the dean's approach is indeed easy to make people feel that way, that is violence in the first place.But in fact, Nakajima's feeling at that time successfully distorted his perception of everything around him. Such a distorted miscognition actually constituted a part of his world, and this part collapsed when the dean died, because his Cognition has to be corrected in front of reality again, just like stepping into a new world, and a part of this new world has been strangled by oneself.And at this time, Zai became his pillar.
But where is the mafia.
The port is also a place of domination.
It is a place where there is only one leader and countless subordinates, and Nakajima also realizes that he is only one of the countless subordinates of the opponent, and he may be like the people around him at any time, and it is impossible for Zai to be like Nakaya to his subordinates, and Nakajima Realizing another thing, Jae's expectations and attention to him, in Jae's eyes he is an unpolished diamond, even if unpolished, he is better than others.
However, Nakajima’s previous environment was such that no one had such expectations for him. For him, expectations meant attention, recognition, and pressure, too much beyond his mental capacity, but he couldn’t let this person down and force himself do it.Nakajima's fighting style relies on supernatural powers, and Bungo Stray Dogs also does not rely on them, such as President Kunikida's taijutsu and Chuya's fighting.And when he uses different abilities, there will be another influence. Shibusawa Tatsuhiko’s appearance in the theater version brought back Nakajima’s memories, but in the IF line, Nakajima did his own investigation. In fact, I don’t know. I really understand why Zai didn't tell him those things, as long as I mentioned the orphanage to him a little bit instead of "I order you in the name of the leader, you must not go to the orphanage", he might not attack the orphanage.Of course, it may be Shibusawa's reason, Shibusawa was the first person Nakajima killed, and as he knew, the dean knew that he couldn't accept that fact, not just the fact that he could become a white tiger , and the fact of murder.
When Nakajima and Akutagawa fought, how similar was the situation when Nakajima killed the dean, constantly hitting with his fists, constantly wanting to kill, constantly, as Akutagawa said, guilt, And just like Nakajima's own sense of fear, I think there is a need to add a desire to survive.The desire to survive comes from the place where he first lived, both in the original novel and IF. The dean’s way comes from his past and judgment of reality. Only in this way can the children in the orphanage survive.And it was in this past that he was able to be like Xiaoqiang, but his spirit was too fragile. It is estimated that the slaughter of this world wanted to polish his spirit.
Need Akutagawa, Akutagawa is like his superpower, direct, sharp, will a dog with no heart finally become a dog with heart?
Maybe Zai thinks that a heartless dog needs normal behavior, like a detective
The one holding the murder weapon was a beautiful girl in a kimono. Her hair fell like a waterfall from her shoulders, leaving only two onion orchid hair accessories.
She raised her head slightly, her dark blue hair brushed past her eyes without moving a bit, her delicate and unwavering face looked like a puppet carefully created by a puppeteer at this moment.
And this beautiful girl who seemed to have a thin soul just stared at the person under her knife with those pure black pupils.
"Even if you kill me here, I can't tell you any information, Quan Jinghua, the betrayer of the port."
The pain in the throat was very obvious. Even though there was no movement on the girl's face, the blade still pierced a little more. She is a killer.
She was a killer before she defected, she was also a killer after she went back, and she was still a killer when she left that place again, this identity has never changed in her heart.
As a killer, she doesn't know how to torture the enemy. She has never learned it, and no one has taught her, but pain and death can bring fear to people.
She was in fear right now, because she had lost that figure, and the person she had been watching was actively fighting for something this time.
For what?
The blood drops no longer flowed down the blade, it merged into a small stream by itself, the crimson color was burning like a raging fire in her eyes, evoking her memories of the past.
"Quan Jinghua, we are monitoring you, so we can naturally control the situation at this moment." The Adam's apple slipped, under the edge of the knife.
But the shadow of death never appeared in the eyes of this mafia. Even though one of his arms was broken under the sudden attack, no pain appeared, but the expression on his face was distorted due to patience.
Jinghua is a little puzzled. Most of the mafia are outlaws. They are not afraid of death, and some even desire it, but a large part of people are afraid.
The night gave them a chance to be unscrupulous, but such an opportunity was a bait to lure them to continue doing evil, like a poison, they had been caught unconsciously.
It's just that she didn't see anything on the face in front of her, whether it was the madness and distortion of those desperate, or the fear and desire to live of those who were greedy for life and afraid of death, not even timidity appeared in her eyes.
"Why?" She was a little puzzled.
I don't understand what he is still holding on to when the knife is pierced into the flesh, I don't understand why he can still be so calm when the rope of death is already hanging on his neck, and he doesn't understand why the other party's eyes are so calm.
I don't understand why I feel so puzzled.
It was as if a world-shaking change had taken place in this person. He clearly saw him not long ago, but avoided him from a distance, but now he was able to call his name directly and look him in the eyes.
Could it be because he defected?
The man looked at her as if he was facing an ordinary girl. He shrugged his shoulders easily, but Jinghua had already seen that the other party was ready to die here. "The moment I told you the information, I betrayed Mr. Chuya."
A deep voice sounded, and the man's calm face also loosened, but what emerged was sadness and regret, as well as respect.
Jinghua's expression changed slightly, she seemed to have seen something terrible, at the moment the name was spit out, the blade was quickly retracted, and the person took several steps back.
And at this moment, in this secluded corner, there were only her and the person who was trying to cover his neck with his hands.
There are always rules in the mafia, once someone violates the port, they will be attacked like a storm, or even wiped out.
Among the acts of infringing on the port, including murder, among the cadres at the port, only Zhongyuan Zhongye took the most thorough revenge on the 'infringement'.
That is a person who can't compete with anyone and is gentle.
Kyoka was at Koyo Ozaki, who taught her, and heard the other party praise him so much. It was not just admiration for the success of his subordinates, but a gentle comfort from an elder to a junior.
When he gave himself a short knife and tied the rope to that old mobile phone, the other party had similar tenderness.
Jinghua exited here without hesitation, like a fugitive who was being chased, she was a little embarrassed, but rushed out eagerly.
Outside was a sunny street. People were coming and going on the street with different expressions. It was obvious that there was an attack a street away, but here it was still the same as usual.
The crepe shop on the corner of the street has put up a discount sign. The wild cats who are not afraid of people are also looking for a place to bask in the sun today. The tourists from outside are counting the red bricks on the ground. I don’t know how many people have done this kind of thing so far. up.
just.
The moment the crowd saw her, they began to avoid her, with veiled and fearful eyes, even if she couldn't speak, she knew what she wanted to say.
They retreated far away. There was a little panic in the busy street, but it was extraordinarily quiet.
Jinghua clenched the knife in her hand, she took a step back, and the people around her took countless steps back.
Suddenly, someone in the crowd yelled.
"Is she that murderer?"
"Looks like the person on the wanted notice posted at the police booth."
"No wonder she has a knife."
The world began to be noisy, and the eyes looking at her were even more fearful, more like... the knife she was holding in her hand.
"Get out of the way, she is rushing over!"
There was a cry of exclamation from the crowd, and the girl who was as delicate as a doll disappeared in the surging darkness at the end of the street in a panic and panic.
Today is sunny, but the wind is freezing cold.
At the moment, Zhong is also listening to Guangjin's report in the building at the port. This building has changed from the original headquarters to a stronghold. At present, most of the personnel have been transferred. Good choice.
Even if the port is not in danger at the moment, he doesn't think it will be that simple.
The sense of crisis has always existed, and it is difficult for Zhong Zhong to let his subordinates go head-on.
If there are people with supernatural abilities among the attackers, ordinary people without supernatural abilities are the targets. Even if they have weapons, the mafia is not well organized, and their combat effectiveness is only slightly higher than that of people without supernatural abilities.
That's all.
He only left Black Lizard, who formed a new team with the guerrillas, here.
It's just that this unit is currently being sent by him to monitor the situation in Yokohama, large and small, while Hirotsu is in charge of intelligence collection and transmission of instructions.
The only remaining cadre Ozaki Koyo is also here, and Dazai, who has been placed in a coma in the basement, has also been transferred to the top floor.
The situation at the port at the moment is that the mafia and the companies in the landing plan are in a state of separation. Even if the enemy attacks, they will not suffer greater losses, and as long as the leader Zhongyuan Zhongye is still there, their port will still have important opportunity to vibrate.
In Zhongye's plan, he also included the possible attack on the port.
If he is really attacked, he can use this to put an end to the landing plan. Although he also cares about the city, this organization is above the city, and he doesn't mind cooperating with the Supernatural Secret Service.
All businesses will have chips, and sometimes how much of this chip depends on how long you can endure.
He only had this cognition during this period of time, and it never changed.
However, in this short period of time, even before a day had passed, various forces began to move around the corner, and Zhong also inevitably fell silent.
It's just that Guangjin is still reporting.
Before reporting, he glanced at Koye Ozaki standing behind the leader with a blank expression.
Dazai was transferred to the top floor, and the protection order of Officer Ozaki was lifted. She is currently serving as the leader's guard. Although she may not be as powerful as the leader in comparison, she still stands there quietly.
No one could see anything from the drooping eyelids.
"The team in Group D encountered Quan Jinghua."
Izumi Kyoka is an extremely sensitive existence here, Hirotsu focuses on Ozaki Koyo, he can't speculate on this cadre, but he needs to be vigilant.
Chuya put his elbows on the desk that had no documents left, and asked nonchalantly. "Is there any damage?"
"One person was slightly injured."
"Then don't worry about it, she has nothing to do with us. But is she acting alone now?" Zhong Ye still asked.
"Yes, according to the information sent, she is asking the surveillance personnel about Nakajima's whereabouts." Hirotsu continued without pausing. "After the detective agency was attacked, Nakajima rescued Izumi Kyoka, and then joined the battle. Since he couldn't get close, he didn't know what happened. After the group left, Nakajima also chased after him. The man named Akutagawa The young man also followed."
Hearing the last sentence, Zhong couldn't help frowning. Although he didn't know much about Nakajima, he also knew that Port had rules that couldn't be understood when guiding members.
Looks like something did happen.
"According to the investigation, we noticed the shadow behind this attack. The mercenary's attack was probably a bait to reduce combat power. It's just that the time is limited."
There is no talk in the middle, anything is possible.
Hirotsu stepped forward, took out a photo from the file, and put it on the desk. "Also, this person was found near the detective agency."
In the photo was a young man with a pale face but still smiling. He seemed to have noticed that someone was taking pictures of him, and he smiled generously at the camera.
Zhong also nodded slightly, but frowned slightly, no one knew what the leader of the port mafia was thinking at this moment.
Also flip the photo upside down on the desktop. "Very good, we need to locate the current location of Nakajima, and we don't need to worry about it anymore. Silver should be found as soon as possible, and we can't leave it to others to take advantage of."
"Yes, boss."
After Guangjin issued the order, he would not stay on the top floor. There are not many people with supernatural abilities in the country, and there are only a few in the port. People with supernatural abilities are resources, and they are also the best candidates to save resources.
Seeing the people leave, Chuya said. "Sister Hongye, go and bring Jinghua back."
"Jinghua has defected from the port." A calm voice came from behind.
Sitting in the chair, Zhong also couldn't see what kind of expression the person behind him had when he said this sentence.
He just turned the photo over, the pale complexion looks like a vampire-like man who only appears in the dark, and the gentle smile on the corner of his mouth is something he has seen countless times on that green mackerel face.
It's just that this smiling face is more introverted, as if hiding all emotions, even the soul, somewhere in the body.
He flipped the photo upside down again.
"That's right, we can't make an exception again and again." Kyoka had defected from the Mafia before, but she came back for some reason, and always followed Nakajima.
And Dazai was also very normal, just like drinking water when he was thirsty, he arranged the girl who came back again, as she wished, by the guerrilla captain's side.
He ignored the internal system of the port, but in front of him, he would constantly remind him of the identities of the 'leaders' and 'cadres', and the importance of the command system.
Even now that he has learned a lot of incredible situations, he still can't agree with the other party's behavior at that time. It's okay to protect the world, but why sacrifice their side to protect it.
"Then arrest the traitor, Officer Ozaki."
Koye Ozaki responded silently, her hands hanging in her sleeves had been loosened, but the pain from nails digging into her palms could still be felt.
After the red robe disappeared outside the office door, Chuya picked up the photo and flicked it lightly with his hand, and the photo pierced into the hard wall.
He stood up, stepped away from his desk, and stepped outside, looking down at the street below through a large wall of glass, overlooking the city.
To be honest, he doesn't quite understand why Mr. Mori loves this city, nor why Dazai chooses to protect the world, but he will respect their choice.
Everyone has a certain kind of awareness when they take action. When he was the guard, he saw clearly what Dazai did.
However, in his eyes at this moment, Dazai at that time was like a drowning person.
In the vast, dangerous and dark waters, no boat, driftwood, or other people, no matter what, could not save themselves.
Even after learning how to swim, they had to float up and down in the sea.
until the moment of drowning.
What is the difference?
He has never tried to understand the human named Dazai Osamu. In his limited cognition, the other party is a suicide kid, and now he has become a guy who has successfully committed suicide.
Although he once said that killing him was just one of the windows to vent his anger, the other party also smiled back very understandingly.
It's just that at that time, he only thought that smile was a bit hateful, but he never considered whether that smiling face was a mask.
Zhong also took out the cigarettes in his pocket, took out the lighter that had not been used for a long time, looked at the lettering on it, and couldn't help laughing.
The flame rises from the end of the cigarette, and the smell of nicotine surrounds you as you take a puff.
The thin smoke from his mouth blurred his vision.
It also seems to have blurred his memories, from knowing each other to the present.
What can clearly appear in his mind at this moment is the black and blue darkness that does not have any warmth but makes him feel safe, and the transparent wall.
And after the wall was destroyed, some things had to be discarded. The behavior called forgetting was probably called the existence of the brain, and it made a judgment for the next step.
It's just that all the forgotten things are slowly recalled in this body.
I don't know when, the red, spiral-like traces began to appear on the wrists, on the face, anywhere on the body.
It's just that compared to the previous curse-like pain that was accompanied by tearing the body anytime and anywhere, the marks at this moment are like exquisite patterns on some kind of porcelain, and their appearance is just for decoration.
Decorated with an existence called 'self'.
The black beast will no longer roar angrily and run away. It already has a human body and something called 'Concept'. It looks more human than any human walking on the street.
Zhong also smoked a cigarette slowly, and has been working overtime and staying up late recently, which completely destroyed his previous living habits. Although he managed to survive, the real relaxation is only at this moment, and maybe there will be later.
He glanced at the mark on the back of his hand holding the cigarette, and the pattern slowly faded away.
Before, the power that had never been controlled at any time was flowing in this body. In fact, he knew earlier that his life itself did not exist, but was pulled out by the hand of the deceased.
Even Nakahara Chuya, who claims to be a safety device, has been curious about hiding deep in himself, no, it is a certain existence that his safety device is attached to, what exactly is it.
It's just that before, he was desperately protecting himself.
After that, he has to choose to give up this behavior.
Nakaya turned around, returned to the office, crushed the cigarettes in the ashtray over there, picked up the coat hanging on the back of the chair and walked towards his own lounge.
There was a Sleeping Beauty there, but unfortunately the prince who rescued him didn't know where he was, and he just lay here quietly, with a satisfied and innocent smile like a child.
He stood by the bed and looked at each other.
Even if she stared at him with murderous eyes, Sleeping Beauty would not wake up, maybe it would be impossible to wake up again.
He sat down by the bed and took out another cigarette. It may have been a long time since he touched it. He always wanted to have another one.
Or maybe it's an 'addiction' in the mouths of human beings, but it's not a bad thing for him, this kind of thing is controllable, because the most uncontrollable existence in the world is in his body.
"Hey, Dazai, who do you think a drowning person can save?" He murmured as if talking to himself.
"I originally planned to hand you over to the detective agency, the writer named Sakunosuke Oda. Unfortunately, something happened there, but it is very likely that they will come to me soon. Speaking of which, you really know everything It hasn’t changed, the things you care about will always be secretly looked at, and if you like them, you will never sell them. In the end, Mr. Mori, Miss Hongye, and Hirotsu who are by your side all have to give those things to you. It's like a child quarreling."
"I really don't understand. Why don't you just say what you like? Maybe it's because I've got what I've always wanted, so I don't understand. But if you stretch out your tentacles carefully like you, if you don't say it clearly , other people will not understand, everyone is desperately acting for their own affairs, it is difficult to take care of others."
"Speaking of which, do you still remember the professor's glasses? I met them during the Longtou war before. It seems that you haven't talked much since then. Now that you think about it, it's more normal for you to always talk about suicide. For you, after working as a partner and guard for such a long time, I didn’t even notice, I’m really disqualified. Whether it’s as a partner or as the leader’s guard.”
He stared at the cigarette between his fingers.
"It's time for you to change your personality. Even if I don't know how to make friends, I still know the truth about being honest with each other. To be honest, I really want to beat you up. Since you are good friends, Even if you don’t know each other this time, you can’t get to know each other again. Let me tell you, wine is really a good thing, and it’s a good thing to make friends with, but I won’t forgive you for blowing up my wine storehouse. By the way By the way, the person you want to be friends with is now my friend."
"Oh, but it's really difficult for the mafia to make friends with ordinary people. I'd say you can feel the difference in identities. But I'm worried about Kyoka now. The arrest warrant for killing 35 people has already passed. Let her be separated from daily life, even if she follows Nakajima, but ah, everyone is drowning, how to save other people. Moreover, the situation in Yokohama is a bit dangerous now, and I am worried that someone will take advantage of this danger. "
"Forget it, let's not talk about these headaches and bad things."
"The eye professor called me today. I agreed to what happened last time. It seems that his intelligence agency has done a good job, but he said that I owed favors. I didn't remember what I owed before. If I think about it, it may be a matter of the leading war. If Mr. Mori is still there, he will be able to handle it better than me. At that time, it would be great if I could come back faster, but even in the face of death, that Humans are more optimistic than us, as if death is nothing in his eyes."
"Sorry, I got annoyed again while talking, let me do something to make you happier. Dazai, you are no longer a member of the mafia, uh, is it a little happier this way, I will also hand over your information Professor Glasses, it’s only a matter of time to clean up. Maybe it’s just right for you to lie down like this, and you don’t need to hide your whereabouts. As long as it’s not the Mafia, it’s not a problem to become friends with that detective agency member again. Speaking of which, I plan to take the route of being close to the people. The port gave everyone a bad impression before. Maybe we should show it to the government properly. For example, make a bulletin board, a website, or bring neighbors closer. Hahahaha, just kidding .”
"Speaking of making friends, I have some good news for you. I don't need your help anymore. Every time I see the smile on your face, I want to give you a punch, especially those The name of the action is simply irritating me, and it is really comfortable to finally get rid of it in the future. To be honest, I don’t understand you very well, whether Mr. Mori or you, or others. Protect the city, protect the world, I I don’t quite understand, maybe I’m too clumsy, I can’t think of the step you can think of at all, I just want to protect the people I know, like sister Hongye, Hirotsu, Kajii. It feels like they are my anchors They exist the same, maybe we should say the string of the kite, if they are there, no matter what kind of world it is, I will have a little nostalgia for it."
The cigarette between his fingers burned to the end, and he also stood up, draped his coat over his shoulders, looked at the face with a peaceful smile, and couldn't help but kicked off the bed. "However, this time is really the last time."
The person on the bed just fell asleep quietly without any response.
Chuya looked really convinced by you, and strode out the door. In the closed lounge, only the sentence 'suicide kid' was still echoing.
As long as you pray to the patron saint, the beast from the night will surely show its fangs.
——Chuya, please take those two children away before darkness falls.
In this shadowed setting, Nakajima was hit.
Then countless projectiles pierced into the body, and the self-healing from the supernatural ability quickly squeezed out those projectiles, but the powerlessness of the body all showed the cunning of the enemy.
Holding a hot weapon rarely used by supernatural beings, the sniper showed his figure in the shadows, and his frivolous movements all showed how easy the opponent's hunt was.
Just at this moment, something rang.
rustle--
Da da--
Accompanied by the sound of footsteps, there was the sound of something heavy being dragged. Nakajima was kneeling on the ground. In this quiet and deserted place, two figures were slowly walking.
"Although this is not good, it is indeed very easy. In the words of Lord Fitzgerald, it is probably 'the early action in exchange for money payment, and it is not despicable', you think so, Lovecraft Special." Said the short man.
He is a blond man wearing a reddish-brown hat, wearing overalls that are more convenient for movement, and has a bright smile on his face. He looks a bit like Kenji Miyazawa from a detective agency.
But the man beside him was very tall, with long hair like seaweed hanging over his shoulders, and his expressionless expression seemed to fall asleep anytime, anywhere.
He didn't speak, but dragged an object in his hand.
That is not an object.
Nakajima's pupils couldn't help constricting, and he saw that the entangled hands protruding from the cuffs of the black windbreaker were not human hands, but more like octopus tentacles. Existence picked up.
That was a person, someone I was very familiar with, the boy named Akutagawa Ryunosuke.
It's just that Akutagawa seemed to have lost his breath at this time, his hands were hanging down, and blood dripped from the injured place.
"Lovecraft, holding his words like this may make his injury worse, although it doesn't matter to us." The blond man said so, and the man named Lovecraft also put it down obediently .
It's just that the elongated tentacles made Nakajima feel a chill.
What exactly is this?
Ability?
A superpower that can easily knock down that Akutagawa?
"Sure enough, as the information said, he is a very powerful supernatural being. Can't he be stunned even with an anesthesia bomb? Maybe there is a problem with the dose. I really don't know where Lord Fitzgerald got the information from, but Thanks to it, I was also able to return to my hometown sooner."
A blond man walked over. "Let's use Lovecraft's ability. It should be better than a restraint bag or something. If you are a tiger, you shouldn't have your neck broken. I heard that he still has the ability to heal himself. Once the anesthesia takes effect In the past, we may have had some trouble."
"If it's easier that way."
Following Lovecraft's gaze, the tentacles stretched out from his sleeves, binding and squeezing his body tightly.
Nakajima felt like he was being crushed by a balloon, and the flesh and blood in his body might be squeezed out by this tentacles at any time.
Then Atsushi Nakajima realized.
My own dark night has come!
The author has something to say: the Kyoka in the IF line is really beautiful, it looks more mature than the original line, but they are all beautiful.
When watching the IF line, I was worried about whether the story would go in the direction Jae expected. Actually, I felt like complaining when I watched it. Nakajima and Akutagawa were really fighting and talking while recalling. That XX Academy should Study hard, if I kill the opponent first, then...make up the knife
Hahaha, just kidding.
I was worried about whether we could go as Jae expected, because of the polish of our brilliant diamonds. The change in the director’s plot in Nakajima’s story line really surprised me. Even if the director didn’t show up, I didn’t think it was a big deal, but It’s different if one is killed by Nakajima in an accident, and when fighting with each other, I can’t feel that Nakajima has been slaughtered and taught. He still looks like he was in the orphanage, and his spirit is ruled , and then decided to attack the orphanage, and then uncontrollably killed the dean and felt guilty. This character is better than Atsushi Nakajima in the original line. I don’t know where, but it’s surprising that he didn’t turn black Yes, it may be the result of the dean's training/teaching, and Akutagawa also directly revealed that the fear in his mouth is just a sense of guilt. What I am talking about here is more thorough, to avoid guilt.Yes, it’s nothing but escaping. Nakajima, regardless of the characters in the original book and IF, remains the same, escaping.Rather than seeking, struggling, and the like, it is escaping.However, the guilt of escaping in IF is the most intuitive thing that he killed the dean, but his escaping is not so clearly depicted in the original line, but as I said before, his spirit is ruled. When he was in the Armed Detective Agency, he had a step-by-step "treatment" process, which is the so-called redemption process, but I personally don't think the idea of mutual redemption, and of course I don't agree with what Odasaku recalled before his death. In a word, I simply feel that there are too many differences between people, and salvation can only be self-salvation. The second way is to gain strength by relying on something. In the original line, Nakajima is on Jinghua I got this kind of power, this is my personal idea, I really hope that someone will have a heated and stimulating discussion with me, and I don’t need to care too much about the wording during the discussion.
In fact, Nakajima in the original book can easily get rid of the past to a certain extent. To be honest, Nakajima in the two world lines has another common characteristic, which is self-deception. He is not as straightforward as Akutagawa, but he also puts Kyoka Became his own strength, and Dazai at the same time.
And to mention one thing, Nakajima is a murderer. Yes, there is no doubt. For a person with Nakajima's character, the difference between killing and not killing is very big, but there is not much difference between Akutagawa not killing and killing. , because of his personality, the latter is straightforward, he thinks it is good to do that, he will maintain that approach, and later Akutagawa said that the detective agency does not kill, it is very natural, his change is justifiable, even In the later period, he became gentle and considerate, or everything was understandable.
But Nakajima is different,
Nakajima’s killing of the dean was deliberate, yes, I didn’t pay attention at first, but after re-reading, I found out that he violated Zai’s order and decided to attack the orphanage.
Yes, raiding his past.
He was captured by the fear caused by spiritual rule, and then developed some phobias such as being killed, and the appeal of survival such as fear of death.Therefore, he said that he is fear, which is also correct. This fear is rooted in his heart. After four and a half years under the killer, there has been no change, and it has even aggravated. It can only be said that the more you are afraid of something, the more you care about it, because you try to overcome it and gain strength from it. People with a cold and strong heart may become no longer afraid, or even become addicted, but people with a weak heart may become addicted. He would unconsciously project it onto himself, and his fear multiplied, so that in the end he panicked in battle, lost his mind, and ran away in embarrassment, even killing his own subordinates during the escape.
In the mafia, people are going to kill people, and he is the leader of the guerrillas. He was pulled out of the orphanage by Zai, and at the same time fell into another kind of spiritual rule, yes, Zai, although Zai didn't know it.When a person is on the verge of mental breakdown, it is easy to feel dependent on another person who shows kindness to himself, not to mention the death of the dean at that time. Let Nakajima be ruled by the spirit at that time, how did he live, relying on the hatred for the dean, the cultivation system of the orphanage, or the cultivation system for him personally, in fact, he was not ruled by the spirit before , but his brain produced it for him, distorted it, and let him feed on it. Of course, the dean's approach is indeed easy to make people feel that way, that is violence in the first place.But in fact, Nakajima's feeling at that time successfully distorted his perception of everything around him. Such a distorted miscognition actually constituted a part of his world, and this part collapsed when the dean died, because his Cognition has to be corrected in front of reality again, just like stepping into a new world, and a part of this new world has been strangled by oneself.And at this time, Zai became his pillar.
But where is the mafia.
The port is also a place of domination.
It is a place where there is only one leader and countless subordinates, and Nakajima also realizes that he is only one of the countless subordinates of the opponent, and he may be like the people around him at any time, and it is impossible for Zai to be like Nakaya to his subordinates, and Nakajima Realizing another thing, Jae's expectations and attention to him, in Jae's eyes he is an unpolished diamond, even if unpolished, he is better than others.
However, Nakajima’s previous environment was such that no one had such expectations for him. For him, expectations meant attention, recognition, and pressure, too much beyond his mental capacity, but he couldn’t let this person down and force himself do it.Nakajima's fighting style relies on supernatural powers, and Bungo Stray Dogs also does not rely on them, such as President Kunikida's taijutsu and Chuya's fighting.And when he uses different abilities, there will be another influence. Shibusawa Tatsuhiko’s appearance in the theater version brought back Nakajima’s memories, but in the IF line, Nakajima did his own investigation. In fact, I don’t know. I really understand why Zai didn't tell him those things, as long as I mentioned the orphanage to him a little bit instead of "I order you in the name of the leader, you must not go to the orphanage", he might not attack the orphanage.Of course, it may be Shibusawa's reason, Shibusawa was the first person Nakajima killed, and as he knew, the dean knew that he couldn't accept that fact, not just the fact that he could become a white tiger , and the fact of murder.
When Nakajima and Akutagawa fought, how similar was the situation when Nakajima killed the dean, constantly hitting with his fists, constantly wanting to kill, constantly, as Akutagawa said, guilt, And just like Nakajima's own sense of fear, I think there is a need to add a desire to survive.The desire to survive comes from the place where he first lived, both in the original novel and IF. The dean’s way comes from his past and judgment of reality. Only in this way can the children in the orphanage survive.And it was in this past that he was able to be like Xiaoqiang, but his spirit was too fragile. It is estimated that the slaughter of this world wanted to polish his spirit.
Need Akutagawa, Akutagawa is like his superpower, direct, sharp, will a dog with no heart finally become a dog with heart?
Maybe Zai thinks that a heartless dog needs normal behavior, like a detective
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