crossing the northern latitude

Before the general anesthesia, Meng Tunan himself was still half-drunk and half-awake. He looked wobbly at everything, but his mind was unusually calm. Seeing the doctors and nurses who moved him around and put on white coats, he felt like an angel. When he came to someone, he would smile at the other person, as if he could forget the pain in this way.

He was prepared for surgery after the drunken first aid. The man who gave him anesthesia was a middle-aged male doctor. Seeing that he was so weak and so silly, he was surprised, so he asked with concern: "Are you sober?"

He shook his head and said in a weak voice, "Doctor, I should be dying of pain."

The doctor laughed: "In the future, if you drink less alcohol, you won't die. Don't worry."

The moment the needle went in, Meng Tunan grabbed the doctor's wrist and said, "I have another wish."

The doctor followed him and asked, "What?"

"I think..." His voice was a little vague, "I want to..."

Probably a little fuzzy, and I couldn't hear what I said.He gradually calmed down. After observing his condition, the doctor turned around and called the nurse in.

Meng Tunan seemed to see a very bright and dazzling lamp above his head. It was cold in color, and it was a bit cold when it shone on his body... The eyes were illuminated very uncomfortablely. Being completely dragged into the darkness, consciousness slowly faded away.

—It seemed to be the last thought to see him again.

It was already the next day when I woke up.When I opened my eyes, I found that the room was dark and it was still dark.

He felt uncomfortable all over, he only felt that the ward was big and empty, and the quietness was a bit scary...

"I didn't burp, did I?" Meng Tunan thought, "Then why is this place so like hell!"

The psychological effect made him think more and more wrong, he just felt that there was something wrong with this ward, how could it be so quiet, how could it be different from the ward in his impression!

I want to check the situation, but if I move my abdomen casually, it hurts.

Once you start thinking about it, you can't stop it.The ups and downs in his heart hadn't stopped, and the door was gently pushed open... He stared over vigilantly, but could only see a vague black figure walking in lightly.

"Who?" After speaking, he found that his voice was hoarse and deep, almost not like his own voice.

The man paused, as if frightened.

Seeing him not moving, Meng Tunan could only ask again: "Is this a hospital?"

The man nodded.

"Could you turn on the light for me?" he said with difficulty. "Are you a doctor... a nurse?"

The man didn't move, didn't turn on the light for him, and didn't move.

Meng Tunan waited patiently for him for a long time, the atmosphere became more and more strange as he waited, and when he couldn't bear it anymore, he asked again: "Who are you?"

Lu Yan let out a breath slowly, turned around and turned on the light.

He didn't dare to look at Meng Tunan, and walked back to the hospital bed with a pile of bills, pulled a chair over and sat down: "Li Yuting has work to do, so he called me here."

Mengtunan was dumbfounded and just stared at him blankly.The picture in front of me, the sound... everything seems to have disappeared, only Lu Yan's face is in sight.

Lu Yan must have come here in a hurry, and he didn't even have time to change his uniform... Meng Tunan saw a box leaning against the corner of the room, which looked like a flying box for work, and it probably belonged to him.

At first, he was still immersed in the disbelief that he saw suddenly, but he didn't know whether it was Lu Yan's clothes that looked so good or something... Meng Tunan quickly entered the state of appreciating beautiful things, and looked at him openly.

Watching and watching, I missed the opportunity to speak.

Lu Yan stood up and poured a glass of water to drink, hesitated for a while before saying: "I didn't sleep much last night, I might have to sleep later, I'm a little sleepy."

"Oh...ah, good." Meng Tunan nodded slowly, "You sleep, you can sleep now."

Knowing that Meng Tunan was looking at him, Lu Yan felt a little uncomfortable.

He touched his finger and said after a long while: "...You saw that is my uncle's child, whose nickname is Xing Xing."

Meng Tunan suddenly remembered how he got into the hospital... Now that he thinks about it, it is quite embarrassing and ridiculous!

"The little girl is quite cute." He reluctantly said.

Lu Yan nodded.

"...Is this a hospital? Look at it..."

"Li Yuting transferred you to a luxurious ward." Lu Yan explained.

No wonder.

"……you do not need to work today?"

"I changed classes."

"……Oh."

Mengtunan thought, because of me?

The atmosphere gradually became awkward, as if there was almost nothing to say.

Reunion after a long absence, too much to say, too much to ask.The words were thin, and the dumb was in a dilemma in his throat.

Meng Tunan looked at him silently for a while, then said in confusion, "Are you a fake?"

Before Lu Yan could answer, he said, "I usually only see you when I'm dreaming."

Lu Yan is actually very sleepy at the moment, and his head is dizzy.Seeing that Meng Tunan's eyes were a little red, he was afraid that this man would make a fuss before he said a few words, so he quickly said, "...the operation is just done, don't get too excited."

Meng Tunan persisted: "Didn't you run away and hide from me? What do you mean by running now?"

Lu Yanxin said how could he be so angry just after the operation, this virtue really hasn't changed at all.

He patiently reminded repeatedly: "...don't get too excited."

"What do I mean by asking you?" Mengtunan raised his voice, "What exactly do you want?"

How else can I care about you?

Lu Yan froze: "...don't get too excited, let's talk later."

"If it weren't for your blessing, I wouldn't be able to do this. Is it necessary to control my life now?"

"It's necessary." Lu Yan pressed the center of his eyebrows, "Don't make trouble, I'm really tired now...can you scold me after I sleep?"

The tone of this sentence seemed to instantly bring Mengtunan back to the past... It was always like this at that time, Lu Yan would tell him impatiently: Stop making trouble.

After the separation, where has he been, what will he do, what friends will he have, will he also think about himself?

After a moment of trance, most of the anger disappeared.

Meng Tunan's heart softened, and he began to feel a little guilty: "Did you not sleep all night?"

"Yeah." Lu Yan tore off the epaulets of his tie, and lay down on the bed, "Call me when the doctor is here."

He was really sleepy, and fell asleep after lying down.

Meng Tunan's reaction was a little slow at the moment, and when Lu Yan fell asleep, he realized that he should turn off the light... Besides, there was an accompanying bed beside him, so he fell asleep on the edge of his own bed, how uncomfortable it was.

He stared at Lu Yan's hair for a while, then reached for Lu Yan's arm with some difficulty, wanting to touch it... He couldn't reach it, and it hurt him enough.

There is nothing to do now, all I can do is stare at Lu Yan.

Meng Tunan suppressed his tiredness to look at him, and after a while he also became sleepy.But he was afraid that Lu Yan would disappear after he fell asleep, so he cheered up and observed Lu Yan——

I feel that there is no change in general. I have matured and seem to be taller than before.

...How come the more you look at it, the more excited you become.

This kind of heartbeat has not passed for a long time. After all, Meng Tunan has been very busy and boring these years.

What Mengtunan has done most these years is writing.He started writing at the age of four. After writing for more than 20 years, he has almost memorized many obscure and difficult posts. "Heart Sutra", "Lingfei Sutra", "Yin Talisman Sutra"... I wrote it no less than a hundred times. Treasures are enough to make people feel at peace, especially during the years of studying, Meng Tunan felt that men, love, etc. were all far away from him for a while, and he could directly escape into Buddhism and become a monk.

But now it doesn't look like that at all...

My heart still flutters, even looking at the back of this person's head, I feel my heart fluttering.

Watching and watching, Meng Tunan fell asleep satisfied and melancholy.

It was afternoon when I woke up again.The curtains had been drawn, and the room was well lit.Lu Yanren was sitting on the edge of the bed, holding a tablet and looking at it. It seemed to be an air chart, and he couldn't understand it.

After hearing the noise, Lu Yan raised his head: "I woke up...do you feel uncomfortable?"

Meng Tunan felt that he should be quite ugly now.He frowned, and began to dislike himself: "It's not uncomfortable...it just feels like it stinks."

"There is a special bathroom inside, I'll ask you later if you can take a shower." Lu Yan said, "The doctor came and said that he would fast for two days... Now he is recovering quickly, if he is in good condition, it will take about a week You can leave the hospital, but you need to rest for a while."

"Can I change to another ward?" Meng Tunan asked, "It's too big here, and I can't see anyone...I'm not used to it."

Lu Yanxin said that seeing me is not enough.He nodded and said perfunctorily, "I'll ask later."

There was nothing to talk about, and they were silent for a moment.Lu Yan could only ask: "The doctor said that your stomach has always been bad, what caused it?"

What else could be the reason, because the eating time is irregular, and he especially likes to eat spicy and exciting things. Some time ago, he went to dinner with Jiang Yang every day and drank himself into a fool. It was all done by himself.

Meng Tunan lazily replied, "Because of you."

Lu Yan was a little helpless: "Could it be that after the breakup, all your headaches and brain fever should be blamed on me?"

"Yeah." Meng Tunan nodded, "I blackmailed you, you can't run away."

Lu Yan was speechless: "...You should rest first."

Meng Tunan shook his head: "I feel that the current state is good. Let's quarrel. I have been wanting to scold you for three days and three nights, but I can't help it."

"..." Lu Yan was silent for a while, "I'll scold you when you're better."

"No need, I'm fine." Mengtunan sneered, "There's no chance if you don't scold me, or if you run away when you see me, where will I find someone? Hate me? So I turned around at the airport that day Just run away, don’t you hate me, why did you come here? Oh, come and see if I’m dead and didn’t collect my body?”

Lu Yan sighed: "You know what you..."

"Yes, I don't know anything." Meng Tunan interrupted him directly, "I don't deserve to know, and you don't even deserve to break up. Anyway, we've already ended, why are you here now? Are you kidding me? ?”

Originally, he wanted to have a peaceful chat, but the moment he opened his mouth, it became bitter and mean. Meng Tunan actually regretted it after he finished speaking, thinking why I was like a shrew when I met him.

Lu Yan was silent for a while, and his tone was still very peaceful when he spoke again.

"You can be regarded as brothers who grew up together. There is no need to be like an enemy. If you are sick and have an accident, I should come and see. Tell me if there is anything in the future, and I will help if I can."

These words choked Meng Tunan so much that he wanted to vomit: "It's really interesting. Does the next sentence mean that we are still good friends after breaking up? Who will play such a boring game with you?"

You talk to him in a roundabout way, but he just wants to make the point clear and quarrel... Lu Yan is also starting to get tired, and now he just wants to sew Meng Tunan's mouth shut.

He thought to himself, what do you know, your dad calls me every year, in the name of caring and greetings, but in fact it is to remind me to stay away from you, to prevent me from being like a thief, so I will not feel uncomfortable, will I not feel wronged?You still have to be pointed at your nose and scolded for being ungrateful and being pissed off by both sides... It's enough.

Lu Yan nodded and began to give up communicating: "Okay. If you don't want to see me, I'll leave now."

This person's dog temper has not changed at all, even without Meng Jianjun and Xie Yu's involvement, they will definitely break up, this is simply a powder keg that will explode at a click, who can bear it.

The love-hate past rolled around in his mind, and the past came to his heart, and the more Meng Tunan thought about it, the more uncomfortable he became.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Lu Yan stood up directly and planned to get the coat on the shelf, as if he really planned to leave.

Meng Tunan panicked for a moment, and he said that he could not do it, just vent his anger, it seemed that he could not do this with this deer, what should he do if he really left.

He immediately relented: "...It's easy to say, don't go."

Lu Yan paused, turned around, and looked at him in silence for a long time.Meng Tunan is too familiar with this look of Lu Yan... Every time before the deer got angry, he always had this expression on his face, punishing him with a crushing silence.

There was a drum in his heart, but Meng Tunan still expressed his attitude in a low voice: "I spoke a little too aggressively, don't mind."

"From now on, please calm down and treat me as an ordinary friend."

Meng Tunan was silent for a while, then nodded sullenly: "Yes."

Only then did Lu Yan put his coat away, and sat back down again.

The first conversation ended with him giving in. Meng Tunan was sullen, and the more he thought about it, the more angry he became. He wondered why this person hadn't changed at all. He knew he was venting his anger, but he didn't know how to coax him into a step or something.

Obviously he is very coaxing.

Feeling sad is probably the reason why Meng Tunan didn't want to talk properly.After returning to rationality, I will feel sad. It is useless to apologize for the past, and it is useless to let go of it. The wounds are left in each other's hearts to rot and stink.

Originally, he just wanted to feel sad, but Meng Tunan became more and more involved in thinking about it, and after a while, he actually shed tears.

He said in his heart that he cried even when he cried, so my tears must also create value!Immediately, he covered his eyes and began to cry, pretending to wait for Lu Yan to come and hold hands with him to see his tears...

Lu Yan was speechless for a while, just took out a piece of paper and handed it to him, saying: "If you cry again, I'm really leaving."

...the familiar threatening tone.Meng Tunan's crying was stuck in the middle, and then the tears were forced back, and he didn't dare to continue acting.

Even in the past so many years, it hasn't changed—Meng Tunan was always the loudest at the beginning of the quarrel, and then he slowly lowered the volume with a few words from Lu Yan, and finally he turned it around to coax people...

After talking for a while, he showed some fatigue.

Lu Yan suggested that he take a nap, and Meng Tunan immediately shook his head vigilantly: "I'm going to sleep and you go."

"I won't leave, I won't leave these two days." Lu Yan promised, "Hurry up and sleep."

I slept peacefully that night.Maybe it's because of Lu Yan's guarantee, or maybe it's because I'm satisfied to see the person I want to see, and the quality of sleep is not bad, I didn't even have a dream.

After waking up, I found that the sky was bright, it was already another day, and I felt as if I had been sleeping this time in the hospital... Could it be that Lu Yan was just a dream?

He shook his head and saw Lu Yan thinking about a cake at the table.

This scene is inexplicably sweet.Meng Tunan was a little confused, feeling that everything was too unreal, as if he had never been separated from the person in front of him.

"Bought a cake?" Meng Tunan asked.

Lu Yan turned around when he heard the sound.

"Li Yuting ordered some to be delivered, and there are some fruits." He said, "She may not know that you are going to fast...I'm thinking about what to do."

"Eat it...or give it to the doctors." Meng Tunan said, "You save a piece to eat, and give the rest to the nurses..."

They arranged the whereabouts of the cake together, and Lu Yan dealt with work, and then started to read.I only talk to Meng Tunan from time to time, basically answering his questions.

"Didn't you just go for the physical examination at the time?" Meng Tunan was quite curious, "Why did you really do this job?"

When Lu Yan talked about himself, his tone was always very casual.

"Because I like to look out from a very high place, and a wider view will make me feel better."

"Didn't consider becoming an Air Force?"

"I promised grandma, I won't be a soldier."

Meng Tunan was silent for a while, and said to himself that you promised me a lot of things, but you still haven't fulfilled it. It seems that I am unworthy.

"Isn't it a bit of a waste for you to study flying so well in the exam..."

"It doesn't make any difference to me, and the repetition is just to make my uncle shut up."

Lu Yan put down his book, took out an apple and peeled it: "I'm not good at flying a plane? Don't you like wishing on planes?"

These words were too lethal, and Meng Tunan was stunned for a while, not knowing how to answer.

Lu Yan peeled the apple and started to eat it.Seeing that Meng Tunan was stunned and didn't speak, he just looked at him while eating.

The only sound in the room was the sound of him chewing.The few rays of light coming in from the window fell on his face, which looked very warm.

Then Meng Tunan was attracted by the sound of Lu Yan eating an apple