crossing the northern latitude

Meng Tunan never thought about it, it's just that he didn't go back in time to chase the deer that time, and he couldn't find Lu Yan again.

That day, he was waiting at the place agreed with Lu Yan, and kept making calls that couldn't get through. During that time, Meng Tunan went back to the hotel once and found that Lu Yan's things were gone.But he didn't give up, he felt that if Lu Yan was angry, he wouldn't just leave him alone, so he went back to the Tropic of Cancer Park and continued to wait, waiting for a whole night.

Although Meng Tunan didn't know what he did to make Lu Yan so angry.

He still simply thought that it was Lu Yan who was losing his temper with him again, thinking that maybe the deer appeared after it calmed down.

Until I got that text message the next day.

Meng Tunan went back to Dingyan to find Lu Yan with a full stomach, and found that Mrs. Peng's house was empty.Asking his parents about Lu Yan's whereabouts, they told him calmly: "I'm gone, and I will never return to Dingyan again."

After applying for volunteers, Lu Yan's phone number has become empty.

In the beginning, Meng Tunan was not willing to let it go, but at this point, he was not afraid that his parents would find out what he had done, and he was tormenting Meng Jianjun every day to ask for the contact information of Lu Yan's family.

Meng Jianjun had a good temper and helped him dial Xie Yu's number.

When the phone was connected, Xie Yu asked, "What can you do?"

"Is Lu Yan already in New Zealand?"

"What are you looking for from him?"

"I have something to ask him."

Xie Yu smiled: "The other person didn't leave you contact information, that means he doesn't want to see you again...Why did you find me here?"

Meng Tunan was choked, and suddenly became excited for some reason: "I have something to ask him! Tell him to roll over and answer the phone!"

Xie Yu hung up the phone directly.

He held the phone and cried a lot, and then spent a long time in a daze.

During that summer vacation, Mengtunan began to suffer from frequent insomnia. In order to vent his unspoken emotions, he jumped out of the window of his house and swam in the river almost every night. A dead fly, riding a bicycle scurrying through the streets and alleys of Dingyan, falling and hurting himself all over.

The rage, disappointment, and sadness did not ease in the slightest over time, and those emotions were squeezed in the body little by little, and gradually deteriorated—Mengtunan began to feel resentment.He couldn't figure out how there could be such a decisive person in this world, who wouldn't say goodbye face-to-face, wouldn't let him see you for the last time, and wouldn't even bother to say it in person... Then what am I, a piece of rubbish?

With the mentality of being abandoned, Meng Tunan no longer searched for the missing person, and went north to a new school after school started, officially starting his dull university life.

In his past imagination, Meng Tunan thought that he would go to college with Lu Yan in this city, in this city where he had seen the first snow.He used to yearn for university and the future, but for some reason, after coming to school, Meng Tunan found everything boring.He didn't want to join clubs, he didn't want to participate in parties... He was not interested in everything, he changed his previous playful temperament, and started to practice calligraphy seriously in class.

Perhaps the only interesting thing worth mentioning in the school is Jiang Yang... Yes, Jiang Yang who taught Meng Tu Nanzhi a trick in the training class.Not only did he and Meng Tunan get admitted to a university because they had few majors, but they were also lucky enough to be allocated a dormitory.

Jiang Yang’s people haven’t changed, he likes to play, loves to make trouble, and doesn’t see other people for five days a week. Meng Tunan helps him order it every day.

Encountered such a change in his heart, Meng Tunan gradually calmed down in school, and he settled down to compete with pen, ink, paper and inkstone, writing in class and writing in class, and other boys would go out to the wild or play games on rest days, and he still took his own The guy ran to the classroom where he practiced calligraphy to make a copy, and engraved it...

Every time Jiang Yang saw him, he would say a sour sentence: Hypocritical, seriously ill.

Meng Tunan also felt that he was sick somewhere.But he didn't have any intention of seeking medical advice, and he felt that it would be good to keep silent in such a numb manner.

A year passed in a daze, and it was another summer vacation, he returned to Dingyan.A high school classmate who was acquainted with him in the past invited him out for a meal. Everyone chatted about their recent situation and knowledge at the dinner table, which was very lively.

Everyone has changed a lot. The girls have their hair permed, their nails done, and they wear skirts that can’t be bought in this small town of Dingyan... The boys who couldn’t smoke before also started to smoke for Meng Tunan, and their speech seems to have changed. Be more like an adult.

Meng Tunan suddenly felt that they were strange and far away.He was still the one who was pulled and booed by everyone. This time, everyone said: "Meng Tunan, why haven't you changed at all!"

Before the show ended, Li Ya asked him: "Which school did Lu Yan go to? I haven't heard anything about him yet."

That's when Li Ya asked, Meng Tunan suddenly remembered that Lu Yan had been away from him for a year.

Meng Tunan vaguely said that he had gone abroad, and he left in a hurry.

When he got home, he was still out of his mind, and sat on the bed in a daze for a long time.

Now returning to Dingyan is a cruel mental torture for Meng Tunan. This place is too small, and every street, every street corner, and every corner of his home reminds him of Lu Yan.It is completely unavoidable, as long as he opens his eyes, he will feel that everything in front of him is stinging himself.

After a short while, Gao Hui asked him to go down to eat.

Not only was he absent-minded at the dinner table today, Gao Hui and Meng Jianjun also looked preoccupied.

When Meng Tunan picked up a piece of radish, Meng Jianjun told him, "I heard that Yanyan's grades are out."

My heart skipped a beat, and there was a loud bang.

Since that person left, Mengtunan rarely heard that name from his parents.At first, he thought it was nothing, but after slowly recalling it, Meng Tunan always felt that his parents were weird, and some things seemed abnormal if they were too deliberate. He wondered if they knew about himself and Lu Yan long ago.

After thinking about it, Mengtunan asked cautiously, "Didn't he go abroad?"

"I'm going to go abroad, I don't know. It doesn't matter. Anyway, it will be difficult for you to meet each other in the future..." Meng Jianjun finally added, "It seems that I got in the top [-] in the province."

Meng Tunan was dumbfounded, and asked in a daze, "Does that mean you did well in the exam?"

Meng Jianjun glanced at him: "He also studied liberal arts after repeating the exam. I think he did very well in the exam... Lu Yan, please be serious. As long as you concentrate and don't be affected by other things, you can do well in anything. It's the same with literature."

Gao Hui also nodded: "Yanyan, that's not the kind of kid who should stay in a place like Dingyan. He's a drag on him by coming to school here."

It seemed that they felt that the words were well conveyed, and they didn't mention Lu Yan again.

Meng Tunan watched his parents finish their meal calmly and clean up the dishes... He didn't slow down when he was the only one left at the dinner table.

The unacceptable reality of the whole year hit him hard again.Meng Tunan seemed to understand what his father wanted to say to him: Lu Yan went to repeat his studies or went abroad, it has nothing to do with you, you see, he had a good life after he left, don't think about it, you will not see each other again in the future.

Just a few fluttering words, completely destroying all possibilities.

Although he was sad before, he still had a glimmer of life in his heart, but these few words of Meng Jianjun directly shattered all the fluke psychology, as if he had directly sentenced that relationship to death.

Bambi really doesn't want me anymore, he thought.It's the kind that really left and won't look back.

Meng Tunan felt that at that moment he really heard the voice of his heartbroken.

In the past year, it was at this moment that he was finally forced to admit the fact that he had separated from Lu Yan.