crossing the northern latitude

When emotions are difficult to express, the only thing left seems to be to face the needs of the body.

In fact, he doesn't have much memory of the first time Lu Yan, he seems to have forgotten many details.What impresses me is the sound of fireworks outside, bang bang bang—very loud, as if it exploded in my head.

This is not what will happen in Lu Yan's plan.In the end, he was even a little tired, and his reaction was slow, but he tried his best to hear what Meng Tunan said... In the end, he didn't want to listen, because the man kept teasing himself.

Lu Yan completed this matter in silence. He didn't feel comfortable at all. His memory and feeling were vague, and the first experience just passed away in a blur.

Later, because Meng Tunan said that his place was about to crack and he refused to let him go, that day Lu Yan could only reject grandma's appointment and stay at Meng's house for dinner.

He didn't dare to look at Meng Tunan when he was eating, and he concentrated on competing with the plate of spinach in front of him.After eating, Gao Hui found something: "Yanyan... well, is this sweater yours or Tunan's?

Gao Hui knitted two sweaters for them before, both of which were black and gray, but Meng Tunan's one was lighter, and you couldn't tell the difference unless you looked carefully.

"My dress... got dirty in his room." Lu Yan was even more embarrassed, "Put on his first."

Gao Hui was a little suspicious, and looked down at his short jeans: "Pants too?"

"Mom, why are you making this fish so spicy?" Meng Tunan quickly changed the topic, "Don't put so much chili next time."

"You child is really, you said you want to eat spicy food..."

After a meal, Lu Yan's heart was full of ups and downs, with mixed feelings.He didn't dare to stay longer, so he said he was going to pick up grandma after dinner, got up and walked to the door.Meng Tunan quickly chased him out and grabbed his sleeve, and said softly, "Come and sleep with me tonight."

When he spoke softly, he had this kind of coaxing tone, which was similar to when he hummed in the bathroom just now.Lu Yan felt that his temper had improved a lot after staying in this place for a long time, and the northerners didn't speak like this.Words are deceptive, the southern tune meets the northern tune, and in the end even he was softened a lot.

Lu Yan still shook his head and refused: "Grandma is at home alone during Chinese New Year."

"Then wait for her to sleep, and I'll leave the door open for you."

"No, you sleep by yourself, I just stay with you today." Lu Yan thought for a while, and said a little embarrassedly, "I'll take you to buy some medicine, and if you feel uncomfortable, you can apply it yourself."

Mentioning this matter, Meng Tunan blushed for the first time: "You...are you too fierce?! You lie to me all day long, pretending to be a dog, and then..."

Too lazy to talk to him, Lu Yan took him to the pharmacy to buy some anti-inflammatory ointment, and told him to go home first, and go to the supermarket to buy some fruit for grandma.

Finally, he went home with some oranges, looked up and found Meng Tunan squatting in front of his house.He must have gone home and changed his clothes. It was the new coat that Gao Hui bought for him.

Lu Yan walked over and patted his forehead: "I told you to go home and lie down, what are you doing here?"

Mengtunan stood up: "I don't do anything, I just want to see you."

"What are you looking at me for?" How long have they been apart.

"Just take a look." Meng Tunan smiled at him, "I'm leaving after reading it... It's a good thing your dog isn't here, otherwise I wouldn't dare to come."

After speaking, he turned around and left.

It seemed that he really didn't plan to do anything else, but just came out and waited for him to come back, took a look and then went back.

Lu Yan looked at the oranges he was carrying and sighed.

Thinking about it in another way, if you don't stay with yourself after being like that, you will be more or less disappointed.

In fact, if Meng Tunan was stalking and making trouble, he wouldn't bother to care about it. Instead, he would tease him like this...it was a bit exciting.

He called Meng Tunan: "Come and sleep with me."

Meng Tunan turned his head and looked surprised: "Huh?"

"Tell auntie to come here." Lu Yan turned his head and opened the door to hide his embarrassment, "It's fine to go upstairs and stay there, as long as you don't yell for grandma and Ding Ding to hear."

Meng Tunan immediately responded excitedly, turned around and ran back to his home to explain to Gao Hui, and then went straight to Lu Yan's house.

Lu Yan's house is not facing the river, and has a different structure from Meng Tunan's house, with a small courtyard.His house is one of the few houses on this street that does not face south, and there is little sunshine. It seems that only the room on the second floor where Lu Yan lives can have some sunshine. For this reason, Meng Tunan has always admired Mrs. Peng for being here. After living in the house for so many years, I still haven't got old and cold legs.

As soon as you enter the door, there is a statue of Bodhisattva facing you.Because of Mrs. Peng, Meng Tunan always felt that the house had a gloomy feeling, so he didn't look much in the living room, and went upstairs lightly.

Lu Yan has changed into home clothes, and is sitting at the desk peeling oranges.

Meng Tunan felt that Lu Yan might really be a bit obsessive-compulsive, the room was as clean and tidy as a model room, and the quilt was folded meticulously... Peeling an orange will patiently tear off all the tendons, peeling off piece by piece, Put away neatly.

At first, Meng Tunan couldn't stand Lu Yan's puzzling habit, but after a long time, he found it very pleasing to watch him do these trivial things.

He moved a stool and sat next to Lu Yan, propped his head up to watch him peel the oranges, watched him get closer and closer for a while, and put his hands around Lu Yan's waist dishonestly.

Lu Yan fed him a slice of orange, saw Meng Tunan obediently opened his mouth to eat it, and smiled.

"……why are you laughing?"

"It also looked at me with the same eyes when I was feeding Tintin." Lu Yan handed another piece to his mouth, "Come on."

Mengtunan glanced at him, but at first he was unwilling to eat.However, Lu Yan was never used to his petty temper, and all kinds of tricks like acting like a baby didn't work. If he didn't eat it, he wouldn't eat it.In the end, Meng Tunan couldn't help himself and leaned forward to kiss Lu Yan's hand: "I still want to eat."

"I didn't eat it just now, but now it's gone." Lu Yan took out a tissue to wipe his hands, "Keep the rest for grandma."

Meng Tunan looked at the neatly arranged orange petals in the fruit plate, and thought that it was too neat, so neat that people wanted to destroy it.

He stretched out his hand to make trouble, but Lu Yan grabbed Cheng Zi's hand before he touched it: "I told you not to move."

After speaking, he went downstairs with the orange.Mrs. Peng probably had fun playing cards over there, and she hasn't come back yet.Lu Yan made a phone call to ask, but the old man couldn't hear very well, so he raised his voice and asked, and grandma finally replied that he didn't care about her, saying that Aunt Mei and the others would send her back.

When talking on the phone, Meng Tunan also kept following Lu Yan's buttocks, following wherever he went, pulling his hand down from time to time.

Back upstairs, Meng Tunan hugged him from behind, pushed him up again: "If you don't let me eat your grandma's oranges, then I will ask for something else!"

Lu Yan was helpless and dizzy: "Doesn't it hurt there?"

"It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt at all." Meng Tunan didn't blink his eyes when he said something against his will, "...then you let me sleep at home, isn't that what you meant?"

"Who is full of those things like you... Don't make trouble!" Lu Yan slapped his fumbling hands away.

It's not that they have been separated for a long time, and they stick together every day like this, what will happen in the future.

Lu Yan was melancholy for a while for no reason, and felt that Meng Tunan became very disrespectful after he let go.

"You treat me like this." Don't let me hug, Meng Tunan complained, "You see how patient you are when you talk to my mother, your grandma, and your mother...you are most like me when you talk to your mother. You're in love, why are you doing this to me!"

Because you are different from them.

A lot of things happened too fast.The faces of the people in front of them were all immersed in this relationship, as if they were unwilling to separate from him for a moment, which made it difficult for Lu Yan, who was slow to get excited about things.Meng Tunan was too impatient, from the initial probing to puncturing, he didn't give himself any time to cool down...Including the time when he went to the training camp, before he was educated by himself, he was bombarded with text messages and phone calls.Now that the relationship has become like this... I am still not satisfied, almost wanting to occupy all my time and space.

Lu Yan had a vague feeling that this would cause them many conflicts in the future.

"That's my mother." He explained well, "She used to have a childish temper, but now she has more emotional ups and downs. I have to accommodate her..."

"I don't see you accommodating me too much." Meng Tunan began to sneer and sneer, "Anyway, I have looked for you ten times, and I was pushed away eight times...it's a fart."

Lu Yan was also about to be blown up: "You're thinking about that all over your head, so you're not doing business?"

"Why am I not doing business anymore?" Meng Tunan asked back, "It's vacation time, and we only spend so much time together, shouldn't I cherish it?"

"That's fine." Lu Yan nodded, "It's okay. Sit down...get a piece of draft paper, write some formulas and questions, and I'll take off a piece of clothes after I write it out."

"?" Meng Tunan held Lu Yanyi's hand stiffly, "Why do you have to threaten me with this kind of thing!"

"Why else." Lu Yan sat down on the bed, as if I was ready, "Start?"

How can you deliberately embarrass others like this?Meng Tunan patted the table angrily: "Come on!"

"The formula for changing the base of logarithms, write." Lu Yan pointed to the blank paper, "Write down the logarithmic identity too."

Meng Tunan thought for a long time: "...can't remember, next one."

"..." Lu Yan could only help him write with a red pen, "Remember, I will ask you next time. Next... about the monotonicity of functions, write down everything you remember, or dictate it. "

Meng Tunan stuttered and talked about it, but he was more than half wrong.Lu Yan resisted not slapping him, and gritted his teeth to lower the difficulty: "Write down the law of sine and cosine."

This will.Meng Tunan happily wrote it down, and then Lu Yan took off a coat.

The slope formula, the tangent equation of the ellipse, the hyperbola... Later, Meng Tunan became more and more difficult, and his gaze became more careful.

Seeing his pitiful look holding the pen, Lu Yan wondered if I was too difficult for him?Maybe he really doesn't like numbers.

"Can't remember it? This formula... I asked you before, and you copied it many times."

"I remember at the time." Meng Tunan sighed, "I'm a fool and I'm a pig, so don't make yourself uncomfortable... Even if you remember, I won't do the questions then. Well, I won't touch you anymore ...I can't write it anyway."

Really want to kill this useless thing.

Lu Yan did not give up as easily as he did. He comforted himself and said... just let him go today, if he still can't recite it tomorrow, I will beat him to death, I will press him on the window sill and beat him, spank his ass... hard ...

"Please forgive me for being an idiot." Meng Tunan sighed sincerely, "It's so annoying. It's also a problem that my boyfriend is too smart. I can't eat it all day long..."

He turned the pen in his hand, with a carefree tone.In fact, Meng Tunan's hands are very beautiful, and his joints are very beautiful... Lu Yan moved his eyes up to look at the corner of the other's mouth that seemed to always be raised.

Lu Yan began to think about when he first put this person in his heart.

When he wiped his face with a hot towel?

When biting into glutinous rice balls?

When he was running towards him in his blue school uniform?

When you rush in to help yourself during a fight?

When you see a pile of snacks on the desk?

When you received that maple leaf?

All I can think of are young and warm pictures, full of vitality, rushing to surround people.

Since when did it become inseparable.

Rationality was destroyed little by little, and Lu Yan had already started to hypnotize himself saying...it won't be like this next time, just this time, just this time, there will always be some helplessness in life, right?

"What is 1 plus 1?" Lu Yan closed his eyes, "Write."

Mengtunan tilted his head suspiciously.

"Write!" Lu Yan's ears turned red with embarrassment, "1 plus 1!"

Meng Tunan hurriedly wrote the number two, and wrote a correct two behind the Arabic numerals in a flattering manner.

"What is 2 plus 2?" Lu Yan took off another one, "Write."

When he was almost undressed, Meng Tunan turned his head to look at Lu Yan's abdominal muscles, then silently turned his head and put down his pen, and asked in a low voice, "Is it that simple?"

"Just this time today, if you can't write any more in the future, I'll strip you naked." Lu Yan blushed, "What are you doing in a daze, get over here!"

The author says:

I'll write about that when I grow up