Looking for Qin Jizhi

Holding the ice cream that Xiang Shaolong forced for him in his hand, Ying Zheng's hands were a little stiff, seeing a child with an ice cream passing by, and another child passing by, Ying Zheng was completely powerless.

Finally, an adult who was eating ice cream came, and Ying Zheng was finally relieved, even though it was a woman.

Sitting calmly on the bench by the side of the road, I started to eat slowly, not to mention the taste is really good, it has a milky smell, but there is no milky smell, and it is cool, a bit like ice and snow in winter .

Ying Zheng ate ice cream in a serious manner. Except that there was no table in front of him and he had to hold it with one hand, Ying Zheng was quite satisfied with this kind of food and didn't think there was anything wrong with it.

From time to time, passers-by pay attention to this place. After all, there are not many people who can eat ice cream as if they are eating dinner.

Qin Qing actually came here earlier than Xiang Shaolong, but when he saw Ying Zheng behind Xiang Shaolong, he hid himself in a strange way, feeling a little embarrassed.She thought he knew it was supposed to be a date between the two of them.

Thinking of what Xiang Shaolong had asked to say today, I felt like laughing, it was a self-deprecating laugh.

But so what, even though Xiang Shaolong acted like he didn't really care about her, she still wanted to talk to Xiang Shaolong again.Perhaps, in her heart, she wanted to see Xiang Shaolong regret.

"After this exhibition, I asked the company for a month's leave." Qin Qing looked at the slowly rising Ferris wheel, and asked himself whether seven years was worth it.

It's not worth it, she thought, it's just that it's been too long, and she can't retreat freely.This is not a question of whether the relationship is good or not. For women, if they are doomed to fail to achieve a positive result and enter the auditorium of marriage, then no matter how good the relationship is, it is not worth it after all.

Xiang Shaolong was silent and didn't answer, he couldn't say anything to adjust the atmosphere at the moment, thinking that what Qin Qing said back then was really correct, I don't know if it was her failure or his failure, at that time Qin Qing was already planning to get married, He just thought it was arguing.

It was really too sudden. At that time, he couldn't react at all. He had already set a wedding date, so he came to tell him. Don't you think it's a little too late?

Inexplicably, Xiang Shaolong felt an inexplicable resentment, and then suddenly gave up. After so many years, what's the point of talking about these things? After all, there were more things I was wrong about at the beginning. These trivial calculations are really ridiculous .

Seeing that Xiang Shaolong didn't speak, Qin Qing laughed at himself and continued: "I booked the air ticket and the hotel, and I also asked the priest to book the church. If you don't have time, you don't have to go."

"Is he treating you well?" Xiang Shaolong asked.

Qin Qing froze for a moment, then nodded and replied: "He treated me very well, and I plan to settle down."

It turned out that he already knew, it turned out that he knew, and it was obviously the time when he could never go back, but knowing that he hadn't ignored himself, even after he found out, he kept silent, but Qin Qing still felt the pain in his heart. I'm happy, it's really hopeless.

"I'm sorry." Xiang Shaolong said, thinking that he really owed Qin Qing an apology that he couldn't say for so many years.

Qin Qing burst into tears, but still raised her face and said with a smile: "There's nothing I'm sorry for, it's all a matter of my own decision." Even if it's not worth it, it's really hard to blame Xiang Shaolong.

"Xiaoqing, I don't want to say thank you for our seven years of relationship. You are a good woman, but I was young and frivolous and didn't know how to cherish it." Xiang Shaolong said slowly, and these words made him suddenly have a feeling. This kind of illusion, as if standing in an illusion, dominating the young self, saying goodbye to the past.

"Then let me ask you now, are you willing to marry me?" Qin Qing asked again. For Qin Qing, he has been with Xiang Shaolong for seven years, how many seven years are there in a human life, and a woman How precious are the seven flowery years, no one wants to leave only a strange back after seven years.

Xiang Shaolong was silent, his eyes moved to the Ferris wheel, he was very glad to bring Ying Zheng here today, because he wanted to promise Qin Qing and marry her just now, if Ying Zheng hadn't been there, maybe he would have brought what happened to Qin Chao Everything is really buried as a dream.

And that's it, forever.

The slowly rising Ferris wheel, Ying Zheng looked out of the window, slowly rising, the scenery outside the window gradually became smaller and gradually disappeared completely, leaving only a vast expanse of air in the surrounding scenery, until Reach the apex.

At that moment, as if he had a premonition, he didn't look at the sky, but looked at the ground...

When Ying Zheng got off the Ferris wheel, Qin Qing had already left, and Xiang Shaolong seemed in a bad mood, sitting there in a daze, not even noticing that Ying Zheng had walked beside him.

Ying Zheng wasn't in the mood to watch Xiang Shaolong's sorrow, perhaps he was vaguely aware of Xiang Shaolong's conflict, but what did it have to do with him?

"Let's go." Ying Zheng said to Xiang Shaolong.

Xiang Shaolong raised his head, his eyes were a little numb, after seeing Ying Zheng, he habitually put on a grinning face, but it was really ugly.

"Are you hungry? I'll take you to eat." Xiang Shaolong smiled with a real smile on his face.Ying Zheng wasn't actually hungry, but he didn't refuse.

Raising his eyebrows to signal Xiang Shaolong to lead the way, Xiang Shaolong also saw Ying Zheng's patience with him, and felt a little sour and grateful in his heart, but he didn't want Ying Zheng to see him, so he put his arms around Ying Zheng's shoulders and walked side by side, covering up own mood swings.

Entering the restaurant, although Ying Zheng looked calm, his eyes could not hide his surprise, because the space here looked like an underwater space. Although he also knew the ubiquity of glass in this era, such a huge project really It seems to have a special taste.

Outside the transparent glass, there are swimming marine creatures of various types, colors, and sizes. It really made Ying Zheng feel the size of the world.

I chose a place near the glass to sit down, and the fish swimming outside seemed to be within reach.The surroundings of the restaurant are vaguely reflected with water patterns, wave after wave slowly swaying away, as if you are in the water.

When Ying Zheng came back to his senses, Xiang Shaolong had already ordered something. At this time, Xiang Shaolong couldn't see the sad look just now, and introduced the food to Ying Zheng with a smile: "Say Come on, the western food here is very good, especially the steak. I used to eat it with...she. But I'm afraid you won't be used to it, so I even ordered a casserole lion's head for you, which is also very good."

While talking, the food was already served, because Ying Zheng didn't know how to use a knife and fork, so Xiang Shaolong let him eat the casserole lion's head first, while he brought a steak and started to cut it.

After cutting it, he put it on the side for Ying Zheng, and then he ate his own portion. While eating, he motioned to the steak with his chin and said, "Try it and see how it tastes?"

Ying Zheng picked up a piece of steak with chopsticks and put it into his mouth, looked up and smiled, "You can eat it."

Xiang Shaolong didn't take it too seriously, it's already pretty good to get Ying Zheng's words to eat it, no matter how good the steak is, it still tastes different from Chinese food.

Ying Zheng didn't think it was wrong for Xiang Shaolong to take care of him everywhere, he was used to being served, and Xiang Shaolong didn't think there was anything wrong, Ying Zheng should have taken care of him when he first arrived, not to mention, Ying Zheng still His apprentice's.

It was already late when he came out of the restaurant, and in Ying Zheng’s mind, it was time to go back, but Xiang Shaolong unexpectedly said: “Ocean Park is more lively at night than during the day, today I will show you the nightlife in Hong Kong !"

Ying Zheng was noncommittal, following Xiang Shaolong's pace through the crowd, it seemed that the night was more lively than the day, as if the night could cover up the prudence of the day.

Just when Ying Zheng was feeling emotional, Xiang Shaolong looked behind him and saw that Ying Zheng was out of his mind, grabbed Ying Zheng's arm, and sighed pretendingly: "Your Majesty, you are really worrying. "

Ying Zheng looked at Xiang Shaolong, who was already grabbing his arms and grabbing his hands. He heard Xiang Shaolong's words, and there was an unknown smile on the corner of his mouth, but there was clearly no smile in his eyes.

If Xiang Shaolong dared to grab his hand a long time ago, his first reaction would probably be to break free, why can't I grab your hand, but you can grab mine if you want to.

But now, he doesn't care anymore, because he knows that even if he grabs a person's hand, that person may not stay.

The neon lights are flickering, flickering, on and off, and the faces of passers-by are also flickering, but because it is in the night, the expressions that should have been concealed now have a relaxed environment.

Xiang Shaolong's eyes were blurred. A long time ago, he and Qin Qing had walked together in this kind of night under the lights many times. At that time, Qin Qing was his only concern in the world.

In hindsight, he and Qin Qing were indeed in love and attracted each other, but seven years later, his parents died young, and he had no worries. Qin Qing was already an existence beyond love and became the relative he was used to. .

What is love, Xiang Shaolong only thinks that love is a kind of feeling that attracts each other in a certain moment, but in the end it has to be transformed into family affection after a long time.

Qin Qing is like this, Qin Qing and Ting Fang are also like this, heartbeat is too short, but life is very long.

But he felt guilty towards Qin Qing after all. Those days were a long time ago for him, but for Qin Qing, it was only a few days. After all, he was the one who hurt Qin Qing.

But now he really can't give up all his thoughts, and settle down to spend the rest of his life with Qin Qing in this time and space, not to mention Ying Zheng and Pan'er...

Walking under this night sky that is completely different from Qin Chao, and surrounded by completely unfamiliar things, he felt for a moment that he felt a little out of place.

After all, he stayed in this time and space for a short time, unable to understand many things here.For a while, Yingzheng felt that maybe he was having a dream at the moment, and the dream was his hometown that Taifu Xiang once said, and when he woke up from this dream, he was still Qin Shihuang.

But in the end, he is Ying Zheng and Qin Shihuang, and the dream and reality are clearly distinguished, not to mention that he has not had a dream for a long time.

Some people say that the things in the dream are the things that deep down in his heart want to realize, but the more time passes, the less things Ying Zheng wants to realize but cannot realize.

Because he pursues a principle, if he wants to achieve something, he will start to do it now.And after doing it, no matter whether it is realized or not, when it will be realized, it can no longer become his obsession.

When he experienced being helpless and powerless, that feeling was clearly reflected in his heart, and he was never far away, so he had to prepare in advance for all the things he wanted to do and the things he had to do.

Looking up at Xiang Shaolong, this person once gave him support and comfort when he was most powerless and helpless. He also thought that this person could support his world, but in fact, everything can be done with the help of External forces, but the most important thing is yourself.

At the beginning, when he was still Zhao Pan, Xiang Shaolong was his teacher, friend and father to him. After his mother died, Zhao country could not return, and there was no one close to him.Only Xiang Shaolong, only him, but in the end...

Maybe it's the cover of the night, it's too relaxing, walking in the night, it's easy to let your mind wander, Ying Zheng smiled, maybe Xiang Shaolong was right, he was already Ying Zheng, Zhao Pan was very early It didn't exist before.

Thinking this way, he no longer felt the bitterness and bewilderment he heard at the beginning, only a touch of relief remained, he was Ying Zheng.

Xiang Shaolong suddenly said to Ying Zheng as if unconsciously: "I may have to go out for a few days." Xiang Shaolong, who was immersed in his own thoughts, did not realize that Ying Zheng was absent-minded. After all, he had lost to Qin Qing, maybe it was true. He had to wait until he saw Qin Qing's marriage with his own eyes before he could completely give up and feel completely at ease.

"En." Ying Zheng came back to his senses, and responded lightly, not caring about what Xiang Shaolong was doing, nor did he take it to heart.Seeing that he was in a bad mood, meeting Qin Qing with him and going for a walk with him was considered a favor.

Xiang Shaolong didn't find anything wrong, on the contrary, he found a way to understand the knot of determination. He breathed a sigh of relief, put his arms around Ying Zheng's neck, and continued walking casually. talk.

But this familiar posture has lost the tacit understanding of looking at each other and smiling a long time ago.