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Yan Xi ran downstairs in embarrassment and got into her car.

His heart was still beating beyond normal frequency, and his ears were bulging, echoing Jiang Yunzhou's words.

He lay over the steering wheel to cover his face, the rings stabbing his eyes.

Jiang Yunzhou tonight made him feel terrible, so terrible that he had no confidence.

A question that he had never thought about was suddenly placed in front of him, and it was in such a tough posture.

If it was something else, Yan Xi would be the first to hop back and scold.

But just now, Yan Xi actually felt terrified.

He lay down for a while, feeling better, started the car, but didn't know where to go.

Distraught, he finally drove the car near Wang Shouning's house.

For Wang Shouning, Yan Xi didn't dare to knock on the door directly like he did when he went to Yang Jian's house.He called Wang Shouning at the gate of the community, and Wang Shouning answered it quickly.

"Yan Xi? What's the matter?"

Yan Xi hesitated for a moment and said, "Can you take me in for a night today?"

Wang Shouning was stunned, and asked, "Is there a problem between you and Mr. Jiang?"

Damn, why don't you be so sharp, who said Wang Shouning is dull.

Wang Shouning continued, "Come on."

Yan Xi rang Wang Shouning's doorbell listlessly, and the door opened. Wang Shouning was surprised when he saw him, and said, "Although I know you cut your hair, I'm still shocked."

Wang Shouning let him in and led him to sit on the sofa.

Guan Anyuan came out to say hello to Yan Xi. When Yan Xi saw him, he thought of Jiang Yunzhou, and when he thought of Jiang Yunzhou, his heart twitched. He didn't know whether it was panic or distress.

Guan Anyuan left space for the two of them, and went into the study by himself.Only then did Wang Shouning say to Yan Xi: "You have changed a lot, what do you think, Mr. Jiang?"

Yan Xi couldn't help asking: "Why do I have to change my appearance and insist on his consent? He is very upset because of my haircut."

Wang Shouning was stunned, and said, "Aren't you in a special situation?" He thought for a while, and said, "When we introduced you to each other, we told him, uh, you have the habit of wearing women's clothing."

He said embarrassedly: "I don't mean anything else, I just want to say that most people may have to adapt to this. But since he has already adapted, if you change it back, he will probably be surprised."

"He may think, why do you suddenly have such an idea? Are you dissatisfied with the past? Something like that." Wang Shouning was immersed in his own assumptions, and suddenly remembered what he was doing. He smiled and said, "There are also Maybe I'm thinking too much."

Yan Xi lowered his head and said, "I didn't expect him to think this way... I just think that now that everything is over, with friends and him by my side, I can try to be a normal man..."

Wang Shouning smiled: "Did you tell him? Tell him, you use him as your backing."

Yan Xi was taken aback for a moment, and said, "I can't say such nasty words."

"...Wait, we didn't think you were abnormal!" Wang Shouning added belatedly.

"I know, I can't pass my own test, can't I?"

"What's wrong with this—"

Yan Xi waved his hand, expressing that he did not want to talk about this.

Wang Shouning stopped talking, and continued to ask: "Then what happened to you today?"

Mentioning this, Yan Xi's mouth is full of bitterness.

He told Wang Shouning what happened today: "He scared me today..."

Wang Shouning sighed, and suddenly asked: "Why are you scared? Few things can scare you."

Yan Xi froze for a moment, and said, "I don't know what to do..."

"Then what do you think about Mr. Jiang? Do you like him?"

Yan Xi raised his head and looked at Wang Shouning.

Wang Shouning calmed down and asked him: "Actually, the matter is very simple. If you like Mr. Jiang, you can accept it. If you don't like it, you can refuse."

Yan Xi opened his mouth, not knowing how to answer.Wang Shouning waited patiently for him to think, finally, he finally said: "I like him..."

If you don't like him, you won't be together forever, if you don't like him, you won't make up your mind to treat him better.

But I seem to be doing worse and worse, and what I did wrong made the relationship between them more and more strange.

Yan Xi felt so powerless, he didn't want to do this, but he didn't know what to do.

"Then you have to tell him, otherwise even anyone will inevitably think wildly. Even if you think it's too urgent to see the parents now, you have to let him understand that you are not uninterested in him. "

"I'm... still scared."

Wang Shouning looked at him sadly.

"Yan Xi, it's nothing, you won't hurt him. Just like everyone gets a cold, even if you have a little problem, you are healthy just like us."

Yan Xi thought for a long time, then forced a smile: "I am indeed very irresponsible, but it is too sudden, I am not mentally prepared."

"Tell Mr. Jiang well, he should be able to understand."

Yan Xi nodded.

Wang Shouning breathed a sigh of relief, but then Yan Xi said, "Then I'll stay with you today, okay? I'll talk to him tomorrow."

Wang Shouning's breath of relief just now came up again, but in the end he could only sigh.

Yan Xi didn't fall asleep at Wang Shouning's house all night, thinking about what happened at night over and over again in his mind.

At last he thought of the pair of rings that fell on the ground, and felt extremely regretful.

No matter what, the ring should be accepted first.

At that time, his mind was in chaos, and his first reaction was to refuse.

If Jiang Yunzhou hadn't mentioned the matter of meeting his parents first, he might have already accepted the ring.

Although for him, the matter of the ring was still more frightening than pleasant surprise.

It was only then that Yan Xi realized that it seemed that he had never been anxious about the relationship between the two of them.He has always thought that this is very good, and it is not bad if it continues like this, and he can do whatever he wants.

But now he realized that Jiang Yunzhou had a different idea in his heart.

What makes him feel even more pathetic is that he has always wanted to understand Jiang Yunzhou's inner activities.

Yan Xi turned over and scratched at her hair, only to find that it had been cut short.

A strong sense of anxiety surged up again, Yan Xi bit her lower lip, thinking, no matter what, let's have a good talk tomorrow.

But he couldn't fall asleep no matter what, and the next day he said goodbye to Wang Shouning and Guan Anyuan politely, and hurried home.

But there is no one at home.

Seeing the empty room, Yan Xi thought that Jiang Yunzhou probably went to work, but his intuition told him no, not just going to work, just like if Yan Xi was drunk, if he was unhappy, he would disappear the next morning .

Jiang Yunzhou must have been out of breath, so he didn't wait for him in the house.

Yan Xi walked into the living room and found a letter on the coffee table in front of the sofa.

He suddenly had a bad feeling.

He picked up the letter, opened it and read it.

"Please forgive me for saying these things to you in such a primitive way. Some things are really hard to say in person. I know what happened yesterday was too sudden for you, but it's not a day or two that I have this kind of thought.

"These days I am always recalling the things between us, here I want to be honest with you, in fact, I have known you for a long time.

"Speaking of which, my family has some relationship with your family. I remember that about ten years ago, I went to City B for some reason. At that time, I lived in the mansion near your home. At that time, your father passed away. , Your family is in unprecedented chaos, and I have also witnessed some things.

"So, I knew about you from the very beginning, but I didn't tell you all the time. First, I was worried that you didn't want to recall that past, and second, I felt that you didn't recognize me, so there was no need to mention it.

"It is precisely because I have an impression of you that when Mr. Guan came to me, I was amazed at the coincidences in this world. I couldn't help but think, what has become of the boy at that time now? So I agreed to Mr. Guan first. see you.

"Even though Mr. Guan told me in advance, when I saw you, I was still amazed by your enchantment. You have become sharp, and I can't deny that I am amazed by you. You also know what happened later. We have been talking about it for a long time. Not coming until I also decide to give up.

"But you were drunk. At that time, I should maintain my hypocritical image of a gentleman, instead of having sex with you. Then, we came to the present without knowing it.

"During this process, my feelings for you have gradually deepened. I'm afraid you can't imagine it. I know that you are an extremely insecure person. I feel sorry for your straightforwardness like a child, and you can go on the rampage even for other people's affairs. You are bloody all the time. It looks simple and pungent, but in fact it is the most stubborn and sensitive. I feel precious for your childlike heart.

"I admit that this kind of you fascinates me, but it is also this kind of you that makes me extremely discouraged.

"Let me be overconfident. I think you must like me, but your liking can no longer support me. We have been arguing constantly since we met, and I always feel that I can't touch you. , but I always have confidence, the time is long, let's take our time.

"But the appearance of Luo Xuan told me that some people can quickly grasp your heart. Maybe you think I always talk about Luo Xuan and make trouble out of nothing, but he makes me feel threatened. Not emotionally , but he made me realize that no matter how hard I try, I can't get close to you.

"I know you never think about it, you think I'm making a fuss, you can't understand my anxiety, forgive my stupid mouth, I can't tell my anxiety, I want to tell you several times, but my ridiculous self-esteem stops me. This It is a part of my personality that will never be overcome. I long for you to divert your attention from others to me, but you always walk so fast that there is no time to look back at us.

"I have thought about it for a long time, why this is so, I can only attribute it to the fact that our personalities are not suitable. I think the important things, you think there is nothing; I am very dull, I am not good at talking and can only do it, but you Never got it.

"It was my mistake, maybe you saw this and realized that Jiang Yunzhou loves you so much, but he was so stupid that you didn't even notice it.

"It's so ridiculous, we don't mean each other, but we think so differently. I even feel that if you use some external force to trap you, you will look at me, so I ask you to meet my family .

"But the way you panicked yesterday made me realize that maybe you think it's a small thing again, but this small thing makes me disheartened." When I started writing this letter, I was still very excited , but now I have slowly calmed down.Forgive me for using a lot of emotional words, but if I think about it rationally, I think we need to separate.

"The main reason is that I need an absolute distance to calm myself down. In order to prevent greater quarrels and deeper injuries, let's separate, although I don't know whether we have ever been officially together.

"I use the last bit of confidence to guess that you should feel sad, but you don't need to be sad, because it is for the best of each other. It is rumored that couples who separated because of personality differences will eventually find that each other is suitable for friends.

"Finally, I sincerely wish our future friendship."