that boy cried for me

I went to Tokyo again and started shooting [恋@东京].Because I studied Japanese for a while with a Japanese teacher, when I came here this time, I heard a few words that I could understand when the Japanese staff spoke, which made me quite excited.

The Japanese teacher is a boy who has studied in Japan. This time he simply served as an interpreter for the team. He was so excited that once we were drinking together in the room, he came out to me.He said, Xiaoxiao, let me tell you a secret, I am gay.

I look at him.He also looked at me happily.

I said why are you telling me this.

He said, don't be afraid, let's take the number.

what? What?

He winked at me and said, I like Mr. Wang like that.Not like you.

I didn't speak.I can't speak either.

He then asked me in a low voice, are you too?kindness?

I grinned at him.

He said, what are you afraid of? There is nothing to be taboo about this. It is normal in the entertainment industry, right?Anyone who is not someone is just old and dirty.

I said you think this is 'Hu Aixing'? (that's the term, what it means to be trendy)

certainly.he said firmly.Brother also had a girlfriend before, and the transition was stress-free.When I was in Japan, I even had a Japanese boyfriend.

I fisted him.

He said again with longing, if he can have something to do with someone like Mr. Wang, brother will rest in peace.

I almost told him that I had something to do with Mr. Wang, but I didn't rest in peace.

Filming went smoothly.There is another interview.I also used some simple Japanese to answer.The response was pretty good.

The little translator went home and spent the night with a Japanese staff member within two days.This is really the speed of a leopard.

The shooting time of the Japanese team is relatively fixed.Most of the time, work can be done on time.

I followed my assistant to wander the streets, she seemed very excited, I ran to the park next to the street to wait for her, she was very happy that I did not prohibit her from walking alone, and bought me water and food.I sat on a lush park bench and looked at the children playing and the fashionable men and women around me, and it felt good too.

After staying for a while, someone stood next to me. I looked up and was startled. My first reaction was that I thought I was dreaming. I blinked my eyes and he smiled at me.

"Little Xiao..."

"Why are you here?"

"Will you believe me when I tell you I'll come to you?"

If this is in Beijing, I might not believe it, but this is Tokyo!

He picked up the supermarket shopping bag I put next to him, looked at the food inside, "You eat this at night?"

"It's delicious, this lunch box." I pointed to one of them. "I love this fried fish cake."

He smiled, "You still don't pay much attention to what you eat."

"You..." I looked at him "really looking for me?"

"Half and half," he said. "I came here on a business trip. I have been paying attention to your news. I saw the picture of your fans sending you on the plane, and I knew you were coming to Tokyo. Actually, I knew you were coming before I came on a business trip. I thought at that time, if During my time here, you are also here, so we have to meet each other anyway. So, here I am..."

"Oh."

"You still like 'oh', you feel helpless when you see me?"

"No, no. It feels good to meet an old friend in a foreign land." For some reason, I didn't know what to say, so I simply flipped through the things in the shopping bag, took out the drink and handed it to him and said, "Here, drink." He took it, Looking at me, I opened a bottle of drink and drank it.

"How can you still speak Japanese?" He also took a sip, "I saw you on Japanese TV yesterday. It feels very different."

"I found a teacher. The role I'm playing this time is an overseas student, and I need to be fluent in Japanese." I remembered Wang Chao's face that hated me.I mustered up the courage to ask, "Guan Liang, how is it?"

Guan Qi's face changed slightly, and then he pretended to be natural and said, "He's pretty good, he seems to be preparing for a talent show called The Voice of China."

"Oh! That's great. Guan Liang's singing is pretty cool."

He smiled, "Yeah, I didn't realize he was so powerful before."

"He is the most handsome among the singer-songwriters, and among the handsome singers, he is the best at creating." Guan Liang was a hit in the campus singer competition back then, and he was also a capable master.

Guan Qi smiled, took a sip of his drink and said, "I'm transferred back to Beijing."

"Ah?" I didn't expect it, and then I was very happy. "It's so good. I'm so upset when I leave my hometown."

"I have nothing to do with Guan Liang," he said again.

Another one I didn't expect.

"Before I go south," he added.

"What?"

"I found out that I like you, and he found out too." He looked at the front and said, as if talking about someone else's business.He said it like this, making it look like it had nothing to do with me.I don't even know what to say.

He finally turned his head and looked at me, "I don't know how to face you, and I don't know how to face Guan Liang, so I ran away." He sneered, "It's really fucking useless."

"I know..." He looked forward again, "Some things are lost, and it is not so easy to get them back. I also thought about not looking for you again. This is my own punishment. However, I couldn't hold back He looked back at me and smiled again, "I don't want to regret anymore. There were many things blocking my eyes before, and I couldn't see clearly what I wanted. Now I understand everything, and there is nothing I shouldn't do. I don't want to be blocked by anything anymore, it doesn't matter if I've done something wrong to you, or I should have no face to see you again, I don't care, you're in Tokyo, I've come to find you!"

I looked at him and said, "Didn't you say you were on a business trip?"

"I'm by the way. My business trip is in Hokkaido. I came to Tokyo and waited for you for several days. Who told your family to post the wrong message and tell me that you arrived last week? I just invited you for a week Fake, I've been absent from work for a few days. I might have to look for another job when I get back."

"Is it worth it for you? It's not like I won't go back to Beijing."

"I can't wait that long."

"You are not such a person. Everything you do is considered and thoughtful."

"That's right. I just thought it over. I'm familiar with it. I don't even know why I went there so long ago. I had to go through such a thing to get this result. Obviously we are already together well."

"Then what the hell is it called?"

He smiled. "Meng Xiao, I made a full detour and am back."

I looked at him, thought for a while, and suddenly a voice said:

"Guan Qi, he didn't stay where he was, and he went around in a big circle. He's here with me now."

I suddenly raised my head, shit, Wang Chao stood there like a gatekeeper at some point.

Wang Chao said again, "He is mine, understand?"

Guan Qi looked at him, stood up slowly, and the two of them stood in front of me.

Why do these two people who are basically out of my life circle suddenly appear like this?

And so suddenly.I was dumbfounded.They both stood up at the same time and said at the same time, Meng Xiao, who do you want, the two of us?Then, the two faces grew bigger and bigger in front of me.I wanted to push them away, but I didn't seem to touch anything. I seemed to be biting my teeth and claws, but nothing felt real. Then my head hurt, and I opened my eyes suddenly, only to find that there was darkness in front of me.

It turned out that I fell asleep sitting on a park bench and had such a daydream.

My head was sweating, I wiped it off, and stared blankly at the front, I had to wake up.Even in a dream, you can't be so obsessive.The two robbed me at the same time, did I make a mistake, haha, hahahaha...

Suddenly, it seemed that someone's hand was placed on the head and touched it.I turned my head abruptly, only to realize that there was a person sitting next to me at some point. I leaned over to take a look, and it was so frightening that I almost jumped out of the chair.

"I don't have a fever, why are you acting like you're wobbling around here? Go to sleep, you still have a pretty expression on your face, wake up, just smirk here. Are you out of your mind?"

My voice is still unnatural, "Why are you here?"

"Why can't I be here?"

"Sister Huan said that you went to pray to Buddha."

He took a sip of his drink, obviously taking it from my bag. "Well, it's true. I'm chanting Buddha, and I'm here."

Wang Chao's thinking began to go astray again.

"Meng Xiao, let me tell you something again today."

"What?" Could it be that he has accepted another job for me.

"We..."

About the two of us?I don't know why I can't relax, I straighten my body and listen with my ears up.

"From now on, I'll order it."

"Huh?" I turned sharply towards him.

"Ah shit." He looked at me angrily, but his eyes were quite clear, "Why the hell didn't I figure it out, even if I'm not gay, what should I do with you? I'm quite at ease, quite Comfortable, I want to treat you well, I want to see you comfortable, I don’t feel good seeing you in pain, I like your prosperity and success, I like your hippie smile and bicker with me, you are sick, I want to beat someone, whoever messes with you, I want to Get rid of him, what do you want, I think about you, what the hell is there to think about, I won’t be with you, we can’t make it, who the hell should I go with? The Buddha said, Let it be. The problem is that I can't fuck anyone but you now, you fucking. At this time, you quit me, saying that I am not gay, and I shouldn't be with you because I appreciate you. We were originally It’s not the same road. I was a little confused at the time, and I didn’t turn this muscle. Now I understand that even if we are not on the same road, why the fuck won’t I be allowed to cross halfway? I just fell in love with this road What's the matter?" He threw me into his arms, "it made me restless when I was chanting Buddha's name. I asked the master later, what should I do if I like someone I shouldn't like?" The master asked A word 'what not to like'?"

What not to like?

I also ask.

"Listen, there are not so many twists and turns in this world, and not everyone is so lucky to meet someone they care about. I am in business, so I already know what it means to live in a rare commodity. Other things Said, it is impossible for me to meet another you, Meng Xiao. Do you understand, silly boy?"

Do I understand?I don't know, but I cried.

Wang Chao hugged me tightly.

I feel like I'm about to fly to the clouds.

Wait...

I twisted myself hard and almost screamed. Wang Chao was startled, "What the hell are you doing?"

"Am I still dreaming?"

The grand premiere of [恋@东京] was held in Beijing.The main creators of our crew stood on the stage together.The stage was arranged very romantically, and on the big screen at the back, scenes of cherry blossoms and snow appeared from time to time.When the trailer was shown, there were actually flower petals falling from the sky, accompanied by the aroma of cherry blossoms.The audience and guests were all very excited by this scene.

The trailer ended with applause.Then began some simple interviews with actors.

The question for me is, what kind of relationship do you desire.

I said to the audience, "For a long time, I didn't know what kind of mood real love should be. Later, I realized that when you really fall in love with someone, you don't care about anything. When he smiles, I'm so happy. When I cry for him, I know that no matter who he is or whoever he is, I want to be with him."

At this time, I saw a person in the audience, a person who had been staring at me, and gave me a bad thumbs up...

24 years old Christmas.Wang Chaofei and I went to Holland.There, we got a certificate.

Not a constraint, but a confirmation.