that boy cried for me

I leaned against the railing and looked at the sky, the moon was faintly out of the shadow, and it was gray.I felt someone approaching me, and sure enough, soon I heard someone panting next to me.Usually, Meng Zhao was the one whose voice came first before people showed up. Today he was different.I didn't make a sound, I listened to what he said.

He probably wasn't used to it either, so soon, he said in a low voice, "What are you looking at?"

"Guess." I said.

"Can't guess."

"Guess again."

"For God's sake."

"You're so smart." I turned my head to look at him, and was startled. His eyes were black and blue, and the corner of his mouth was hurt and swollen. "What's wrong with you?"

"Not that SB yet."

"Which one?"

"Why the hell are you pretending to be confused?" He raised his eyes, "Why are you lying on my bed to sleep? If you don't sleep, will he fucking beg for nothing to sleep with you?"

I also raised my eyes, "If he wants to see his father sleeping, will he also sleep with his father?"

"Stop talking nonsense." Meng Zhao pulled my arm, I shook him off, pointed at him and asked

"You really want me to sleep with him?"

"Then what should I do? He's annoyed, and I won't mess around in the future."

"I'm not fucking gay, and I'm not a duck, so why the hell are you?"

"Isn't it just to let him do it last time? You are a man, and you have nothing to lose. It's just like being beaten. Your brother was also beaten. I told him that you are no longer, and if I said no, he would give it to you." I punched one and said one would not work, he gave me a kick, I told Brother Chuan that you fucked me, but he didn’t want it, what should I do? He killed me another day, your ass is worse than your brother’s life Important? Huh?"

I looked at him dejectedly.

He put on a pitiful look again, "Xiao, are you watching me die?"

I was powerlessly annoyed, with an inexplicable emotion surging in my heart. I could get beaten up because of Meng Zhao, spend all my money for him, and even die because of him, but he gave me When other men came, I was extremely disappointed and indignant.It seems that I don't even have any remaining scum of Jingui.

I have lived with Meng Zhao for the past 20 years. I don’t know how he raised me. I heard that he has a sweet mouth since he was a child, and his aunt and grandma kept screaming. I guess that’s why I didn’t starve to death. I have always felt that the two of us depend on each other for life, Meng Zhao is fine, he is my only relative.But since he uttered those words today, I felt that something had changed, and it made me ashamed and angry. I suddenly realized that a strange thing had been bred in my body at some point. When Meng Zhao, let me go When I was with other men, I realized that this is the most unbearable thing for me, why, this reason, makes me irritable, makes me uneasy, makes me a little bit about to collapse.

I can't help it, I'm kind of going crazy.

I said, "Meng Zhao, don't fucking force me."

He made a bitter face on purpose, just because of that little injury, I looked at him, I really wanted to slap myself, this virtuous brother, you actually used your brain?

I told him, I think about it.

He pretended to be pitiful for a long time.

I am very sad, you suddenly found that you have always liked someone, it was when this person persuaded you to sleep with someone else, and, this person is your brother, if you want you, would you choose to jump off the building or collapse?

I don't intend to play my cards according to common sense, I'm actually closer to being a pervert than Meng Zhao.

As soon as Meng Zhao left, I didn't give myself any chance to think. I made a phone call and was picked up almost after one ring.

"Xiao Meng?" His voice was a little excited.

"I donate my liver." I said three words, and he was probably even more excited, so he didn't say anything for a while, "But, there is a condition."

My condition is very simple, find me a place to live.

When I was 20 years old, I planned to live outside Meng Zhao.

He can't die, I know that.

He gets another beating?It's possible, just bear it, since I was young, I have suffered more than him, I am so afraid of pain, he is just afraid of the cold.

Guan Qi came by car soon, and I was already waiting for him downstairs. He was surprised to see that I only had a backpack.I said I have nothing.He nodded.I got into his car, and I could see that he was in good spirits on happy occasions, his face was flushed, and his complexion was particularly good.I might look sluggish, or he asked, 'Xiao Meng, did you not rest well? '

I didn't say much.

He said again, "Can you stay with me first?"

I looked at him, "I'm not used to living with other people."

"It's like this. If you want to have an operation, you need someone to take care of you before and after the operation. I live by myself, but it is very close to my mother's house. There are two bedrooms. You can live in one of them. If you recover almost after the operation , let's start looking for a house again, shall we?"

What he said was very pleasant, are you afraid that I will blackmail his house and turn his face?It doesn't matter, anyway, I decided to donate my liver to a normal and outstanding college student, which can be considered as a contribution to society, and it's good to avoid Meng Zhao by the way.

"Oh." I nodded.

He drove for a while, and suddenly asked hesitantly, "Do you want to meet your brother?"

"If you plan to find another liver donor, go see him."

He immediately fell silent.

I said, "Do you really like your brother?"

"Everyone likes him," he said.

"Oh." The heartthrob.Donating my liver to a heartthrob, I don't lose money.

"We will take good care of you. If you have any other requirements, I will try my best to meet them."

I do not want to talk.Sitting next to this nice man, in this calm car, I feel like I've entered another world.Like a space-time shuttle, I left my messy life.

Meng Zhao, you fucking deal with those perverts, I won't accompany you anymore!

Like Guan Qi, his house is simple, stylish and well-organized.The room assigned to me was his bedroom. He chose the original study room. There was no bed. He said he would book a bed tomorrow. He would sleep on the sofa tonight. I said, I can sleep on the sofa first, but he refused. , let me have a good rest.

I asked him, "Do you have surgery tomorrow?"

He shook his head and said, "Not so fast."

He asked me to take a shower and asked if I had pajamas, and I said I didn't wear pajamas and I slept naked.He smiled and said, what are you wearing at home?I said that I can wear whatever I usually wear.He went into the bedroom, rummaged through and pulled out an outfit, sweatpants, a T-shirt, and a hoodie.

"You wear this." He said, "I just bought it and haven't worn it yet."

I pushed back "No, no."

"You're welcome, this one is comfortable." He pushed it over again.

I looked around, and then at my jeans and jacket. Is he afraid that I will get dirty?I took it, walked into the bathroom, took a comfortable shower, put on the pants and T-shirt, it was very hot in the room, I didn't wear a coat, when he came out, he just put down the phone, looked up and saw me, As if I didn't know him suddenly, I was stunned for a while, and then said, "Did you finish washing?"

I nodded.

"Watching TV?" he asked.I went to the couch and sat there.He turned on the TV and handed over the remote control, "Dial whatever you like."

I don't usually look at it, just dial randomly.He asked me, "Xiao Meng, why did you suddenly figure it out?"

He is sitting not far from me, watching me now, and I also look at him, he looks handsome, looks like he lives in a superior life, his movements are casual and natural but generous, I feel that I am like a dirt in front of him same as people.

I moved the corner of my mouth, I didn't want to say more, I just said, "Don't worry, since I've made my decision, I won't regret it."

He smiled and nodded.

"You brought me into the house like this, what are you not worried about?"

He said, "You are willing to donate your liver. You can use whatever is here."

So generous.

Two brothers, two completely different brothers.

Guan Qi chatted with me later, he was kind and gentle, asking this and that, which made me sleepy.I may have fallen asleep. When I was a little confused, I felt as if someone hugged me to the bed. I felt that feeling in the afternoon came again. I felt that brother Chuan appeared again. Call, get out of here!

Meng Zhao, don't you want me to be fucked by a man!If I get fucked by a man, I'm done!I really fucking like men!

I opened my eyes abruptly, and the surroundings were dark. After slowly adapting to the dim environment, I realized that everything around me was so strange and desolate.

I seemed to cry, touched my face, it was wet.