that boy cried for me

On the eve of the completion of my part, Shengshi arranged two interviews for me, one for a movie magazine and one for a TV station.The content of the interviews was all told in advance.An Zhenhuan once helped me write a resume, I looked at it, is this pure little bee me?However, if you all know that I grew up in a large courtyard, went around fighting with Meng Zhao, and then worked as a security guard, dressed as a bear, delivered a courier, and my brother was a bustard, then you might just treat me as trash.An Zhenhuan said, remember, you are just an ordinary young man who got a successful interview by chance, participated in this drama, and then had a yearning for movies.

So, I said in front of the camera, "Since I was young, I lived a simple life (Khan), and by chance, I participated in this big production, which is something I never expected before (it's true) , I hope my future life and career can be related to movies.”

I smiled guiltyly at the interviewer and the camera.

My last shot was where the throat was cut. Although I had performed this scene in the interview before, but in retrospect, I think that method is not suitable for Hu Ming.I even discussed it with Dao Huo, and finally we agreed to abandon hoarseness and adopt a silent sadness.

Hu Ming's mouth was gagged, his throat was cut with a knife, and blood spurted out.

All the unwillingness, the worry about Hu Qing, and the despair of dying were all expressed in his eyes.This is definitely not easy for me, but after reading Hu Ming's novels, I can often feel this feeling, so, according to my understanding, I express it.Even, in the end, when he died, the tears that slid down from his eyes were all flowed out by myself.

The scene where Hu Ming died in a pool of blood later became the background poster for this movie.

There is also a poster of Hu Ming, which shows his back in a white T-shirt, quietly looking into the distance, and the background is the place where he and Hu Qing grew up.

Then, my part was finished.

I don’t know why, but according to my memory, I went to that cemetery again and found the tombstones of Hu Qing and Hu Ming. I also put a local snack on it. Hu Ming wrote more than once in that novel that they love to eat this Stuff, I thought, this shouldn't be fictional.

I sat there for a long time, not knowing what was going on in my head.However, maybe from now on, I will no longer be a pure Meng Xiao, a Meng Xiao who can do whatever he wants.

In two days, it will be the finale banquet.

I also went to the set from time to time these few days to see their later filming. Everyone in the crew got to know each other more or less, saying hello and laughing from time to time.

Someone said, "Hu Ming, you are much more lively than when I first met you."

They all call me Hu Ming, and I suspect that how many people know my real name.

I watched them filming the scenes of Hu Qing looking for Hu Ming, Hu Qing posting missing person notices, and Hu Qing walking lonely by the lake.I suddenly felt that Hu Qing Hu Ming really existed.

Director Huo suddenly said, "Why do you keep squatting here?"

In a trance, it seems that no one has asked this question before.

I asked Director Huo, "How do you think Hu Qing feels about Hu Ming? Does he know that Hu Ming has same-sex love for him?"

Director Huo thought for a while, "He should know, or in other words, he also knows that Hu Ming may no longer be around. Posting the missing person notice is just a psychological hint to himself."

I looked at Hu Qing played by Duan Xiang.

Director Huo said, "Your film has already been filmed, why are you still here?"

"I want to come and have a look. In fact, I feel like I haven't touched the door yet."

Director Huo said with a smile, "Sometimes, it's not a bad thing if you don't know the way. There is something special in it. However, if you really succeed, you have to thank Hu Ming for this role."

I said sincerely, "Of course, I also want to thank you and Mr. Wang."

He laughed without saying a word.

During the finale banquet, Wang Chao came over.

Everyone was very excited, and Wang Chao also brought a lot of good news, such as the release, and going to the film festival.Everyone may have a feeling of leaning against a big tree to enjoy the shade.

Wang Chao boldly spent a lot of money, and everyone was overwhelmed with food and drink.

After the meal, the driver came to pick him up, and Wang Chao said, "Shall we continue filming?"

"What drama?"

"Tomb Raider Notes." He blinked.

I don't know what the hell the old man is going to do.

Sure enough, the car drove to the cemetery.We went up and approached the two tombstones.

Wang Chao stood there and said, "From now on, I can't stay in this place forever."

"why?"

"The old man seems to have noticed something." He looked at the tombstone, "What do you think will happen if my father knows?"

"Will it be sad?"

"Haha~~~ You underestimated him too much, he could immediately bring an army to dig up the graves of the two of them, do you believe it?"

I can't believe this, brother!

"No matter how angry and uncomfortable he is, his face and military dignity are the most important. How could he allow these two people to have almost the same hole after death?"

"Your old man doesn't have any sense of family affection?"

"Give him a face so that he can have family affection." He said seriously.The moonlight shone on his face, very bright.He turned his head and asked me, "How is it, coming here at night? How do you feel?"

I looked around, he didn't say he didn't feel it, but when he said it, he suddenly felt chilly.

"Mr. Wang, why don't I come here for you in the future. If there is anything you want me to bring to them, I'll tell them."

He looked at me, eyes twinkling.

"Okay, what do you think?"

"Why? Are you willing to do this?"

"I'm not trying to please you."

He flicked my forehead once, and I covered my forehead in pain with an 'ouch' sound.

"Okay, let's settle it first." He said calmly.

Then, he squatted down suddenly, took out something, and was manipulating something on the tombstone, and then I saw that the photo of the two of them had been replaced.

"Mr. Wang, what is this?" I rubbed my forehead that was still hurting, and squatted down.

He grinned, "Put your hat on and put on your hat."

"This game is really fun."

"Be serious, I'm doing business!"

Are you serious?

"This is a temporary solution." He said, "I'll have someone replace the tombstone another day."

"Is it so serious, Mr. Wang?"

He turned his head and stared at me, "Is it serious or not, you know better than me?"

I quickly shut up.

I suddenly felt that sometimes Wang Chao was like a child, and I thought of what Huang Liqi said about Wang Chao not playing cards according to common sense. It seemed that what he said was true.

Later, Mr. Wang said that he was tired from physical work, and then we went to a teahouse for supper.He asked about my previous experience. I talked to him from my birth to the current situation. The expression on his face did not change much. After I finished speaking, he said: "So, you and your brother Is it dependent on each other?"

"Well. We still live together."

He suddenly remembered something, "You said you were gay?"

"Yes, Mr. Wang."

"Then you haven't had a homosexual relationship in these years?"

I didn't mention those things about Guanqi.

I bowed my head, not wanting to lie to him, nor did I want to say anything.

But he said, "So I can understand that you, like Hu Ming, like Hu Qing?"

Mr. Wang hit the nail on the head again.

"Yes." I answered honestly.

"now what?"

"Family, it's family."

He chuckled. "So, in the middle, who do you like?"

I default.

"No wonder you looked like you were dying for a while. Now that person dumped you?"

"Yeah." I nodded again.

"It's best not to let the media know about your messy things!"

"Yes."

He suddenly thought of something and asked, "Tell me, would my brother like me too?"

I almost spit out my tea.I said frankly, "From my feeling, you should be worrying too much."

I quickly paid for my outspokenness.

We went to bed again that night.Wang Chao tossed me to the limit, his physique that has been exercising all the year round was far beyond what my body could handle, I said no, Mr. Wang, he said you can do it, Meng Xiao.We were both sweating profusely, and he lay on top of me afterwards and didn't move for a long time.I felt that I was about to be crushed to death by him, so I asked, "Mr. Wang, are you asleep?" My voice trembled.

He said 'hmm' and said, "Yes, fell asleep."

As he spoke, he turned over, got off me, and lay on his side beside me. I was just about to get up and turn around, but he hugged me and hugged me.His arms were around me, one on his chest and one on his stomach.

The bodies are very close.I was still panting, and he whispered in my ear, "Don't move, I'm going to sleep again."