that boy cried for me

We sat on that hill for a long time. Later, Wang Chao told me that the relationship between him and his brother was not very good. What.He also once thought that his brother's liking for men was the result of his repression, not because he loved someone, but because of his resistance after years of repression, which was just rivalry.Wang Chao said that he made a bet with his brother at that time, saying that his brother would come back within a month, because he was a flower in the greenhouse and would not stay outside for long.Later, the bet continued to increase, and after half a year, he realized that his brother really didn't seem to plan to come back.

Their father is also particularly stubborn, probably because he is used to being obeyed no matter whether he is in the position of a leader or as a father, and he is also very confident in the obedience of the eldest son.Therefore, the more time passed, the more stubborn he became.

It sounds a little better for the boss of the Wang family to run away with a woman than to run away with a man, so those who don't know the truth think that the boss of the Wang family is a seed of infatuation, or was deceived by a vixen.

Wang Chao showed me a photo, which was on his pocket computer. In the photo, there were two young men in military uniforms. One was standing in the back in a dignified manner, and the other was standing in front with a calm smile.The two people didn't look at each other, but they felt connected by something, and their auras were very compatible.Compared with the photo on the tombstone, this photo makes my nose sore. Two people who are so harmonious are no longer in this world.

"I don't really understand homosexuality," he said. "Meng Xiao, tell me, why do you like men?"

"Tell the truth, Mr. Wang?"

"nonsense."

"I don't quite understand it either. Maybe it's something I was born with." I recalled some of my emotions wistfully.As long as I can control it, I won't have that kind of emotion towards my brother, and I won't be so used to and addicted to Guan Qi's care and love in the future.

"Do you know when I decided to ask you to play Hu Ming?"

I shook my head and asked him for advice.

"Do you remember the day you were a plate?"

Of course I remember, even a normal person would not serve as a plate.

"I said there was despair in your eyes." He said, at that time, he seemed to see Hu Ming. "I remember the last time I saw Hu Ming, it was the day my dad kicked them out. His eyes were like this. Maybe he knew at that time that they didn't end well. I guess."

Later, when I read the unfinished novel he wrote, the last sentence was: One day, we will be frank and happy, Qing.

"Brother Wang, is your name Wang Qing?"

"No. The name they call each other. Both of them were born on Qingming Festival." He turned his head and said, "I even quarreled with my brother in the end. I told him that if he hadn't fought against my father, it wouldn't have happened like this. The two of you Man, there is no love at all. He did the most worthless thing! He asked me a word, 'Two men, if it is not love, what else is it?'”

Wang Chao narrowed his eyes, as if recalling the scene at that time.

"After my brother died, I once hated homosexuality very much. I didn't even read the unfinished work he gave me by Hu Ming. If I saw you at that time, I might have killed your heart. "He glanced over, his aura was as strong as ever, and I smiled vainly at him.

"I'm lucky, Mr. Wang."

"Of course you're lucky." He didn't object to my words. "If you are popular, remember to burn incense here!"

"Must." I said reverently.

"Later, I wanted to invest in making a movie. Someone recommended an online novel to me. I was blown away after reading it twice. It's a fucking gay novel. I simply looked down and saw two words..."

"Hu Ming."

"Hehe, pretty smart." He praised me.

I smile.

"In the end, I read it. The one my brother gave me has a lot more content than the one that was serialized on the Internet. At that time, Hu Ming wrote it in a notebook, and when he had time, he went to an Internet cafe to type it out and serialized it. Unfortunately, later, he also went to No more Internet cafes. I finished reading that one in the book... and then soon..." He glanced at me, waiting for me to answer.

I said "soon you'll be, uh, you'll be..."

"You can't fucking figure it out. Soon, I will become a Buddhist."

"Oh." I suddenly realized.

"Anyway, Wang Min is really fucking useless, he won't even make money, and he has a single-minded mind. He came to me early, and there is nothing fucking wrong! Look at you, the liver was cut, and it happened again Blood, isn't it still alive?"

-_-III Mr. Wang's thinking is mighty!

I said, "Perhaps Mr. Wang thinks that you don't understand him either. When he left home, were you on his side? You hate homosexuals, so you wouldn't say anything nice about him, right? And, at first, you also talked to People bet they waited and watched. And, I think, he didn't expect anything to happen."

Wang Chao stared at me.

My eyes twinkle with guilt.

"You're right." He said suddenly. "You're fucking right. If he thinks I'll help him, he'll come to me. He'll come to me!"

Our speech on the top of the mountain ended with a sudden downpour.

Although there is a small pavilion on the mountain, it is a small pavilion without a hat.

The two of us rushed to his car with our heads in our arms, and we have become two drowned chickens.

When we got back to the hotel, he quickly put a bathtub of hot water and let me soak in it.I thought he was going to come in and instead he went to another bathroom.I almost forgot, Wang is always the president.

We were both in our pajamas, lying on our backs on the bed.

Mr. Wang said, "Meng Xiao. Why did you let me go?"

Such a direct question?

I said, "Mr. Wang, you forgot, I have something to ask of you."

He thought about it.Seems to remember what I said.

"So, you don't care who the other party is, as long as it can help you anyway?"

"Yes." That's right, that's how I am now.

"Then Huo Qili can do it? Duan Xiang can do it too? Any man can do it? Can a woman do it?"

Mr. Wang, you have too many questions.

I gritted my teeth and said, "I belong to you alone."

"Fuck your grandma." He immediately followed up.

I laughed out loud.He said, "Meng Xiao, you are not a good actor."

That night, I stayed in Mr. Wang Chao Wang's presidential suite. In fact, we didn't do anything, and my stomach still hurt a little.He didn't seem to have that intention either. We lay on the bed together and ordered meal delivery. Wang Chao used the computer to handle some official duties, and listened to his subordinates calling to report to work. His dad, his tone was not kind, but respectful.I lay there on my back, reading Hu Ming's novel with his handheld computer, wondering if it was the full version that Wang Min gave him.

I have been immersed in the atmosphere described by Hu Ming. I vaguely feel his joy, worry, indulgence, pain, and despair, but feel that this deep emotion seems to have empathized with him.My eyes were still on the words, but my heart ran from Guanqi to ask me to check the matching type like a movie, until that night I didn't want to think about it.I might have been lucky, and I might have been the unluckiest one who didn't end up with Guan Qi. No one really loved me, like Wang Min did to Hu Ming.I don't ask for the same death, I only ask for someone who really wants to love me when you say you love me.

I might have thought too much, my head was heavy, I leaned on the pillow, only to realize that Wang Chao had been watching me for a long time.

"Mr. Wang, have you finished your phone call?" His laptop was closed and his phone was put aside.

"See what?" he asked. "Moved? Tears."

tears?I rubbed my eyes, yes.

"Want to cry, you?"

"No way."

"Empathy?"

"I'm not as lucky as Hu Ming."

"What luck?"

"Be loved."

"Then what have you been doing all these years? Have you failed so much as a gay?"

"What about you? Are heterosexuals successful?"

"If I want to succeed, I will succeed."

"That is unsuccessful."

"You're so gutsy? Play me a trick?" He straightened up.

"The villain dare not." I was a bit shorter.

"I don't have any plans to love or not. You just wanted to find love, but you fell into a trap. Do you know the essential difference here?" He asked me with squinted eyes.

I said, "I don't know."

"Let you know today."

He leaned on me and started to kiss me. This was the first time he kissed me. I was a little suffocated in fear. What is the essential difference?I still do not get it.